Wen Yu talks about this life [Xiangmi colleagues]

Bei Ning knew that on this day, Runyu would be tortured by her mother dying in front of her eyes, and the cycle went on and on, very cruel.

She didn't even have to deliberately guess, the Emperor of Heaven kneeling in front of Su Li must be as sad as a child, with red eyes.

Bei Ning reached out to touch the star wheel, her fingertips caressing the lonely back.

She never thought that one day, she would be so close to Runyu... so far away.

"Love is separated by ten thousand years, and ten thousand years cannot be surpassed."

Her voice floated in the air, trills beating her apparent calm.

Bei Ning turned around for the night, and suddenly became dizzy when she put away her spiritual power. She quickly supported the shaft of the star wheel next to her, but turned half a circle unintentionally.

Lately, she has been feeling very weak, especially after vicarious pain, internal injuries accumulate, and even the best body can be damaged.

A burst of loud noise came from the star wheel at hand. Bei Ning rubbed her dazed eyes, and looked back to see the Taihu Lake shaking, and countless water jets erupted.

Runyu has not changed, and when she was sad and angry, she did not harm the innocent.

In Li Ze, all the decorations were swept away by Runyu's dragon tail, and it was a mess.

His dragon tail hangs high above the coral on the cave ceiling, and every dragon scale is bleeding profusely, as if the scarlet blood chain of purgatory tightly entangles him.

Bei Ning used Long Ze to go down to the mortal world, and she blew a strong cool breeze between the clouds.

A few hours ago, she changed out of the red dress that looked superfluous and embarrassing to her. This thin starry cloud brocade dress could not withstand the wind and cold of the heavens.

As soon as she landed, she coughed several times.

The last sound was suppressed.

In the water of Taihu Lake, thousands of firefly fish and shrimps swim in groups, like candles in blue water.

The water was clear, and she inexplicably ascended to become an immortal who was close to the god, her eyes were clear, and she could see Li Ze at the deepest part of the lake.

Jin Mi has frequently appeared beside Runyu in recent days, wearing that red dress, smiling all over her face, calling the name that only she can say without being punished, and carrying in her hand a wooden and rattan food box unique to the flower world, which contains sweet-scented osmanthus wine and fresh flowers cake.

Phoenix loves to eat, and so does her little fish fairy from far away.

Bei Ning stood on the shore of Taihu Lake, looking at the bottom of the lake, her eyes were mostly sad and helpless, she just stared fixedly.

Jin Mi used his spiritual power to put down the dragon's tail that was hung by the coral thorns. He also healed Runyu, poured two cups of sweet-scented osmanthus wine, and a cup toasted Suli in Xuanbing.

Bei Ning saw Jin Mi's mouth moving, but couldn't hear what she said to Su Li.

A cup was handed to Runyu.

Maybe it was her sudden approach that shocked the motionless Runyu, or maybe the taste of that glass of wine was brewed by her own hands...

Runyu turned her head...

But he raised his hand and overturned the wine glass in Jin Mi's hand, waving his long sleeves gracefully, especially when he opened his arms to embrace Jin Mi, the corners of the sleeves reaching the ground, the arc drawn in the air, even It is beautiful.

Bei Ning stood in the gentle wind, her skirt was blown slightly by the wind, her mind was also filled with waves, she was extremely tired.

All her emotions died in a silent crack in an instant, and in a trance, those eyes became calm, numb and empty.

After a long time, her body turned into a ray of starlight and flew towards the nine heavens.

Only the teardrops falling from the sky are left.

Yingying teardrops fell on the water of Taihu Lake, causing tiny ripples, brushing over a fish, piercing through Li Zexuanbing, and falling on Runyu's embraced Jin Mi's hands, the skin hurt, making him tremble.

Runyu, who was completely stunned, fell into a deeper confusion, surrounded by Bei Ning's breath, he closed his eyes, and she was actually in his arms, warm and breathing.

"Bei Ning."

His voice was very soft, like a feather brushing over the tip of his heart, like gurgling water, like the warm twilight of the morning sun, the extreme tenderness was all in her name.

"Little Yuxianguan." Jin Mi patted his back softly, "I am Jin Mi."

The bottom of the lake was shimmering, causing his eyes that were suddenly opened to flicker.

"My name is Jin Mi, Jin Mi with blooming flowers, Mi who is looking for food."

The voice in memory overlaps with reality, sometimes false and sometimes real.

Runyu tried her best to wake up and let go of Jin Mi, he stared at her face with deep eyes softly and painfully.

After a while, he said, "I'm sorry."

Jin Mi's voice seemed to be a little sad, "Runyu, please forget your feelings, with Xufeng and Tangyue here, you don't have to worry about anything."

Runyu looked away indifferently and arrogantly, the corners of his lips were slanted, he didn't know why the people in front of him always mentioned being too forgetful, but he still didn't say anything.

Jin Mi saw the sneer on Runyu's lips, and thought for a while: "Of the three, two of them are happy, that's the best result."

"No!" Runyu's voice was cold, suppressing her anger, "You and Xufeng are happy, but I am not."

"I'm doing it for your own good too. Forget about me, forget about the ability to love others, and be a god who wants nothing. You and Xu Feng are happy, aren't you?" Jin Mi sighed, "Runyu, the one I've always loved, There has always been only one Phoenix. This time, it was Phoenix who asked me to come. He was worried about you, thinking that Suli might not want to see him, so he let me come. I apologized to your mother and comforted you. I told you, persuaded you, don't be a paranoid person and imprison yourself, okay?"

"Jin Mi, in the final analysis, you made me too forgetful, but you were just afraid that I would be entangled. I asked myself, after you and Xu Feng got married, I never expected anything about you. The only thing I hurt was myself, and I also left you." You are so far away, when was it not you who invited me to reminisce about the old days, and wasted my obsession time and time again, you know that I can't let you go." Runyu's eyes were red with grievances, and they were full of tears. Many people still don’t understand him until now, facing their own obsessions, they suddenly feel ironic, “What is the difference between being too forgetful and walking dead? I have no love in this life, and I will not have love in the rest of my life. What I have lost is the meaning of living. I I don’t want to teach people how the law of heaven is merciless, do you understand, Jin Mi.”

"Jin Mi, you understand me once, even once, so what!"

Runyu's hysterical confession was not for trivial love, but unfortunately Jin Mi will never understand that her eyes are blank and there is only a trace of pity, which is what he hates the most.

"Thank you for your sympathy, let's go."

He was really tired, "I'll let you go, and please let me go occasionally."

When Runyu said it, Jin Mi turned around and left immediately.

She doesn't love her after all, and she seems to be right.

Runyu looked at the melting corner of Xuanbing, and all thoughts were lost in her heart.

He didn't expect that he controlled his own destiny, but he couldn't control the separation and separation.

It is even more impossible to get rid of the fate of not being able to get what you ask for.

He is God.

Many times, but like ordinary people.

At the end of the sunset, the night swept over.

Bei Ning's dinner was just reheated food and put it in Xuanji Palace to cool down. There were too many, and it would be a waste to throw it away.

They called Queyi and Qingdie to eat together. Everyone was talking and laughing, and she also cooperated and laughed.

Bei Ning drank a few glasses of sake, a little drunk, with her hands on her cheeks, lazily holding the vegetables to her mouth, her whole body was dull.

Que Yi was telling a joke, and everyone at the table laughed from ear to ear.

Bei Ning squinted her eyes drunkenly and smiled, holding her face into a bun with both hands, smiling the most stupidly.

Hazy and drunk, it made her want to sleep.

The elbows propped on the edge of the table were a little unsteady.

Feeling the lively atmosphere, Bei Ning was in a daze. She was a 21-year-old modern person, but she became a fairy.

She has a pair of slender and slender hands, can cook a table of good dishes, and can also play a good piece on the piano to win a lot of applause.

There is no piano here, she made a lot of delicious food, and put them in Xuanji Palace, waiting for him to come back.

Every day.I also hope to accompany you for a long time.

This night, she sat in the crowded courtyard, among the noisy crowd under the vast sky, and sometimes faced Runyu cold and cold, she was often uneasy, and felt like this moment that although the world was noisy, she was the only one, acting. An unappreciated one-man show.

It was a dream, a dream that had won him many smiles.

Perhaps, the Heavenly Emperor who loves Jin Mi deeply is the real him. Forgetting that one person chooses another is a violation of his own principles.

Don't forget the first person, this is the real Runyu.

The embracing pair of shadows in Li Ze is his reality, and it is also her reality.

She deserves it.

Bei Ning couldn't help laughing, she threw her hands down, and lay down on the table, with tears in her eyes: "But Runyu, even if I abandon the bottom line of morality, I can't wish your dreams come true."

Runyu took her to the heaven, she only knew him, and only wanted to know him, even if she had never heard of many bad words later, she could firmly guard him as if she had never heard of it.

Everything he lost was Jin Mi.Epiphyllum, happiness, and even life, she tried her best to return them to him.

She doesn't need him to be touched and turn around, she just hopes that he will love herself well and stop abusing himself like a fool.

She never thought about Runyu's gentle treatment.

But it was Runyu's turning around that made her suddenly glad that he saw her. After all, she is a person who is ignorant of love. When the person she likes comes to her, she is full of joy and uneasy. She even hopes that he will like her, forgetting Jin Mi.

But most of the time, Bei Ning couldn't cross the bottom line. In the near future or after a long time, he became one of his concubines, and he still got the title he rewarded in the end alone. vacant substitute.

In the middle of the night, she rehearsed this scene over and over again in her mind, but she was still unable to overcome the obstacles in her heart and complete the enactment of the road to the concubine.

She can't do it, she can't lie to herself.

What's more, Runyu won't let it go.

So this absurd conjecture is destined to have no end.

When you love someone, sometimes you will be as humble as dust and lose yourself.

Kuang Lu had persuaded her several times: "Becoming a concubine, he is a man after all, and he will have affection for his wife."

But what Bei Ning wants is not status, sympathy, or gratitude, but the oneness firmly chosen by the one she loves.

Perhaps she was greedy and delusional, God let her experience the scene of Taihu Lake just now.

Her first thought was still longing for him to turn back one day, even though this ran counter to her original intention of wanting Runyu to look forward, and it did not prevent her from condemning herself while waiting.

Seeing Que Yi's bright smile, Bei Ning suddenly realized that this was the real her.

Humility will definitely drag dignity into the quagmire, and she doesn't want to wait until that day when she sees that she is not a human being, and a ghost is not a ghost.

She wanted to let herself go.

Amidst the boiling laughter, she buried her face in her arms, very forbearing, but she was also out of breath from crying, her face distorted like an ugly pig that was discarded and ignored.

In fact, she knew in her heart that no one abandoned her, she herself was useless, and she didn't go on her way to a happy life, and even lost herself.

Bei Ning waited until the sobbing stopped, wiped away her tears, raised her cup and took a drink, "Eat more, don't just talk."

Que Yi: "I'm eating."

Qingdie: "Bei Ning, you taught us how to punch, haha, I won several times."

Que Yi was sitting next to Bei Ning, chatting with Qing Die, "You're cheating, your punches are too slow, should we compete again, this time we will definitely not lose to you..."

"Que Yi." Bei Ning patted Que Yi who turned her head and was about to compete with Qingdie. When Que Yi heard her shout, she turned her head, "What's the matter, sister Bei Ning?"

The wind blows, and the shallow drunkenness is blown away.

Bei Ning's voice was hoarse: "Linyuan Terrace...how can I get there?"