poppy beauty

For Shu Yan, heaven and hell are only between Ying Shuqing's thought.Half an hour ago, his world was miserable and dark, but now, it is like a picture scroll of early spring, bright and green.

Ying Shuqing got the room card at the front desk, turned her head to look at Shu Yan behind her, and signaled to him with her eyes.After Shu Yan understood, she quietly followed Ying Shuqing and walked up the elevator with him.

The hotel stands on the riverside, overlooking the mountains. It has a total height of [-] floors.The viewing elevator is a major feature of the hotel, but Ying Shuqing, who was standing against the railing, looked down at her phone, forgetting about the rolling mountains and starlight.

Standing on the other side, Shu Yan's eyes fell on Ying Shuqing. In his eyes, the scene through the window was no different from that of the people next to him. It seemed to be within reach, but once he stretched out his hand, it would disappear in an instant.

Even though Ying Shuqing's body was held tightly in his arms, his heart was like a star hanging in the night sky, refusing to land in his hands.

The elevator door opened, Ying Shuqing walked out first, followed by Shu Yan, saw his back surrounded by the dim warm light in the corridor, hazy and unrecognizable.

Walking to the location of the room, Ying Shuqing opened the door with the key card, and turned on the light after entering, but Shu Yan behind him suddenly pushed him against the wall of the entrance, put his hands on the wall, and leaned towards him.

Ying Shuqing looked at him with a smile: "Is it so urgent? You should wait for me to take a shower first."

Shu Yan still didn't let him go, but he didn't do anything, he just asked him closely: "Uncle, I... I don't understand... I did such a terrible thing to you before, why do you still forgive me?" I?"

"That day on the cruise ship, I thought you would hate me and never want to see me again, but later... you were willing to have sex with me, and it was the same tonight. You were obviously very angry, but you still... chose me, What the hell are you..."

"Maybe it's because you are good-looking. I can't be angry with you." Ying Shuqing interrupted Shu Yan, reached out and stroked his wind-torn hair, and said, "Shu Yan, I I know what you want to ask."

"You want to ask me if it's because I like you that I tolerate you like this."

There is light shining in Ying Shuqing's eyes, but Shu Yan can't see through his heart, just like the dark sky, everything is shrouded in dark clouds.But Ying Shuqing saw through him at a glance, leaving his mind nowhere to hide.

"Yes."

Shu Yan just wanted to ask clearly, so he was calm, but Ying Shuqing chuckled, stretched out his hand to take Shu Yan's hand, and pressed the warm palm of that person to his chest.

"Shu Yan, I know you are a good boy, so I don't want to lie to you. I am a heartless person, and I don't know how to communicate with others. If you want to do it with me, I promise you, but you want to find purity in me." I'm sorry, I can't give you my love."

"I only talk about sex, not love. Haven't I told you these words a long time ago?"

Shu Yan looked into Ying Shuqing's eyes, and after listening to his words quietly, he slowly lowered his head to hide the bitter expression on his face.

"Yes." He said with a wry smile, with a bit of self-mockery in his voice. "But I also said I couldn't do it."

"Shu Yan, if this will cause you more pain, we... just forget it."

Some people can easily separate sex from love and live in simple happiness, but for Shu Yan, it is a difficult task of self-torture.Ying Shuqing didn't want to see him in pain, so she stretched out her hand to push him away, keeping him away from herself, away from pain and suffering.

Ying Shuqing turned around to leave, but Shu Yan suddenly grabbed his arm, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

"Uncle... I can't help..."

Shu Yan hugged Ying Shuqing tightly, whispering in his ear, not leaving any room for him to struggle.

"I can't stop myself from loving you..."

After Shu Yan finished speaking, he kissed Ying Shuqing's lips, kissing him crazily, like a storm, he pushed Ying Shuqing to the wide double bed, and fell onto the soft bed with his arms in his arms.Ying Shuqing's cheeks were flushed in the fierce kiss, she was panting uncontrollably, but pushed Shu Yan away with difficulty.

Ying Shuqing sat up from the bed, his windbreaker fell on the ground, his shirt was unbuttoned, his pale chest was half covered, revealing the spring light, but he said: "Shu Yan, you have done it because I have done it. There are too many mistakes, I don't want you to continue to make mistakes, I don't think we are suitable for this kind of relationship, you have had girlfriends before, you should... find a girl you like. "

"No, I only want you, uncle, I only want you."

Shu Yan insisted on walking here, but Ying Shuqing gave up. He got up in panic, grabbed Ying Shuqing's hand and pressed him against the bed, and said in a trembling voice: "Uncle, it's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't like me." , but don’t refuse me, okay? I will obediently listen to you in the future, and don’t care about you and that man anymore, just let me stay with you, stay with you, okay? "

Only now did Ying Shuqing truly appreciate Shu Yan's pure and strong love, but the deeper the love, the easier it is to be hurt.He didn't want to hurt Shu Yan, but he didn't know how to refuse him, so he avoided his gaze and whispered:

"But this way, you will be very painful."

"No, no."

Ying Shuqing was moved, Shu Yan hurriedly lowered his head to kiss his lips, he put the tip of his tongue into Ying Shuqing's mouth, trying to melt his heart completely with passionate kisses.

"As long as I'm with you, I won't be in pain."

The innocent and silly words entered his heart with a kiss, causing tiny ripples in Ying Shuqing's heart, so he had no choice but to compromise, wrapped his arms around Shu Yan's neck, and actively catered to his kiss.

Ying Shuqing's half-open shirt was completely unbuttoned in the rubbing of ears and temples, revealing a bare chest stained with thin red. Shu Yan's kiss came slowly, leaving imprints like flower buds in between.

The temperature in the room was a bit cold, but lust quickly burned his body, Shu Yan unbuttoned Ying Shuqing's trousers, and kissed all the way down along his chest and lower abdomen.Ying Shuqing leaned against the head of the bed and moaned softly, letting Shu Yan gently comfort his body. His eyes were blurred, and his gaze stretched erratically into the distance, but finally landed on a painting.

The painting hung on the wall opposite the bed. It was an abstract modern painting. The lines seemed wild and chaotic, but vaguely outlined two entangled bodies.

The tone of the whole painting is rather dark, and under the reflection of the spotlight, there is an indescribable obscenity and coquettishness.

Ying Shuqing stared at the painting intently, her heart suddenly fell into the deep cold pool, fell straight down, and froze into ice.Shu Yan in front of him was burying his head in soothing his genitals, but Ying Shuqing couldn't get any pleasure from it at this time, but felt sick instead.

Unprepared, Ying Shuqing's unbearable memories were revealed. He was terrified, trembling all over, and the familiar sense of despair rushed over, as if trying to strangle him by the throat and cut off his breath.

Sensing Ying Shuqing's sudden uneasiness, Shu Yan raised his head to look at him, turned his head following his gaze, and saw the painting on the wall.In Shu Yan's eyes, this painting is nothing special, but to Ying Shuqing, it is a terrible nightmare, which cannot be burned or buried, and it will never go away in his life.

"Uncle... what's wrong with you?"

Shu Yan turned to look at Ying Shuqing, but Ying Shuqing pushed him away violently at this moment, jumped out of the bed naked like this, and ran away in a panic.Shu Yan didn't know why, so he didn't have time to think about it. He grabbed Ying Shuqing's windbreaker that fell on the ground and chased it out. He saw Ying Shuqing running out of the fire escape on the side of the corridor.

Chasing each other seems to have become a common drama between Shu Yan and Ying Shuqing.Shu Yan followed Ying Shuqing out of the fire escape, and chased down the stairs. He was ready for a long-distance run, but after turning down two flights of stairs, he saw Ying Shu, who was vomiting violently standing by the trash can green.

Shu Yan hurried forward, wrapped Ying Shuqing's half-naked body with the windbreaker in his hand, Ying Shuqing was slightly startled, turned around and saw that it was Shu Yan, then calmed down a little, and said to him weakly: "We ……go home."

"it is good."

Shu Yan helped Shuqing put on the windbreaker, buttoned it up, fastened his belt, and helped him walk to the elevator.After getting on the elevator, he found that Ying Shuqing was still barefoot, so he simply picked him up horizontally, and under the gaze of many surprised eyes, carried him through the hotel lobby and back to the car on the side of the road.

Ying Shuqing only had a windbreaker to keep out the cold, and Shu Yan was afraid that he would catch the cold, so he turned on the heater after getting in the car, but Ying Shuqing remained silent in the car, and even when he was picked up just now, he didn't struggle at all .

But his body was shaking all the time, not because of the cold, but because of fear.

—What is he afraid of?

——What does that painting actually mean?

There are too many secrets hidden in Ying Shuqing's body, Shu Yan tried to unravel it, but instead got stuck in the mist.He desperately wanted to get rid of this layer of fog, but he was also afraid that after the thick fog cleared, what would be exposed before his eyes would be Ying Shuqing's bloody heart.