What to Do When I Become a Koi and Fall into the Male God's Bathtub

He Ruge withdrew her hand awkwardly, sat on her big belly and began to change the subject: "What was that stone you gave me yesterday?"

"Energy spar is the extra meal I mentioned before. You are too weak and need energy to replenish." Xi Guican raised He Ruge's trousers with a paw, and saw that He Ruge's ankle was obviously red The demon pattern doubled, and nodded with satisfaction: "I will give you extra meals every day for half a month, and you will definitely be able to awaken perfectly."

Sleep, wake up?

How did Xi Guican know that he was in the awakening period?Could it be that this game is really a rare inheritance? !After clearing the game, he will be able to reach the peak of the demon life and roam the world?

He Ruge was dumbfounded.

It makes sense for the red color to be white, the milk-like skin is set off even more alluringly, Xi Guican didn't dare to look too much, for fear that he couldn't help but lick his ankles.He Ruge has a smell that attracts him very much. It comes out from the bones, has been cultivated by flesh and blood, and has a strange scent soaked in blood. You can tell it's delicious when you smell it.

He Ruge didn't know that his feet were being missed. In fact, the saying that heaven is good for reincarnation makes sense, just like he used to think about the little white tiger's claws, belly, and buttocks, Xi Guican was also thinking about it at this time. Coveted his hands, feet, waist and soft ass.

The loose clothes covered the slender waist, but the upturned buttocks supported the fabric. The big white tiger lay on the ground, with its big head pressed on its overlapping paws, watching He Ruge obediently as he walked into the monitoring room. But staring at the twisting buttocks.

Every time the butt twisted, the tiger's tail would lazily wag.

Although his ass was disgusted by He Ruge, but he never disliked He Ruge's ass.The meat pads opened and closed against the air, and when the door was completely closed, the big white tiger put down his paws with some regret. He changed back into a human form, and went to the arsenal to pick out new weapons, just like choosing his tableware.

This game is amazing, the Zerg killed in the game can really replenish his energy in reality.After Xi Guican harvested leeks for a day and delivered the energy spar to He Ruge, Xi Guican returned to his resting place and saw the unexpected guest in the room.

The drug-seeking mouse sat on the robotic arm, holding two cups of steaming milk tea in each hand, and said friendlyly, "Hello, number 20, would you like a cup of sweet milk tea?"

Xi Guican leaned against the wall, looking down at this drug-seeking mouse, which was not as big as his palm. He had a hundred ways to pinch the opponent's tail and throw the mouse out of the door.

But he didn't do it in the end.

The air was filled with the aroma of milk tea, Xi Guican squatted on the ground, and took a finger-sized mini cup.The drug-hunting rats use large cups for the milk tea they entertain guests in the infirmary, but it is inconvenient to carry large cups when traveling, so they can only provide small cups.

But Xi Guican just held the cup, not even taking a sip perfunctorily.He knew why Mao Zhengyong came to him late at night this time, because he had experienced all this before.

However, the situation at that time was very different from the current situation. At that time, he had just come out of the brainwashing room. It was the monster inside him who manipulated his body and made some abnormal behaviors.It's just that these actions were regarded as a stress response after brainwashing, and he was sent to the infirmary for treatment.

Mao Zhengyi mistook him for a dual personality, and discovered some of his abilities that were different from ordinary people.Mao Zhengyong, who has a very high attainment in the field of spiritual consciousness, awakened him who was sleeping, and tried his best to make the two him in his body coexist harmoniously.

Ordinary people may be grateful to Mao Zhengyong if they are helped in this way.Maybe it was Xi Guican who was cold-blooded and ruthless. He knew that Mao Zhengyong wanted something else, so he didn't feel any gratitude to the mouse from the beginning to the end.

Before meeting He Ruge, he didn't believe that there would be kindness for no reason in the world, and that everyone who was kind to him had a conspiracy.Only those who are useful can be eligible for assistance.Both the drug-hunting mouse and the Federation behind the drug-hunting mouse have told him this with practical actions.

If it wasn't for his value, he would just die silently in this huge cage like the countless abandoned experimental subjects in the Xinghai Orphanage. .

So why be grateful?

Grateful to this drug mouse who watched indifferently and finally pulled him out?Grateful to the federation that knew everything but allowed the experiment to proceed, and only started to close the net when the experiment had a breakthrough?

Why?

Why not destroy everything, good or bad, black or white, including the gray in between, and find eternal peace in the aftermath of the explosion.

Xi Guican's heart suddenly began to tighten, he thought he had forgiven all of this, or let go of the past.

But that's not the case, everything that happened just happened, even if the nail is pulled out from the stake, the traces left are still indelible, just like his rotten heart full of moths, in the wilderness When the wind blows from above, it still makes a shrill sound.

He couldn't forget, this kind of engraved hatred, couldn't forget, the humiliation that ran through half of his life.It's so uncomfortable, those hatreds are full of thorns, and these piercing things must be thrown out, so that they won't be stabbed when they accidentally touch them.

But he refused to throw it out.

He forgave himself who was covered in thorns back then, but he couldn't forgive the hatred full of thorns.Why should he forgive? He wants to impose the cruelest punishment on those who have committed crimes and let them live in endless fear.

Thinking of this, Xi Guican began to regret that he just blew up the experiment and gave those people a happy death.

The dark side in my heart was getting bigger and bigger, and the palm of my hand suddenly squeezed hard, crushing the cup.

Xun Yaoshu was taken aback. He looked at the fragments in Xi Guican's palm and said, "Do you need me to bandage your wound?"

The subtle pain made Xi Guican calm down, his blue eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of ice, hard ice that could not be melted, he looked down at the drug-seeking mouse indifferently, and said with a sneer, "No need."

Here it is again, this nauseating feeling.

Why is it so disgusting.Everything here makes him feel sick, if he wants to see He Ruge, he might just take a look at him.

But he can't go. With such an ugly face, he will disturb the dream of a kind person.

Just a few days ago, he thought he was cured of his illness.Like a normal person, he can go after the person he likes openly and aboveboard.Even if they hug each other, he doesn't have to worry about the thorns on his body, which will hurt each other.

It turned out that it was all an illusion.

It's just his wishful thinking.People like him, if they put their ears on their left chests when they hug each other, they can hear the sound of the dark river flowing, a huge and lonely dark river, rushing through the endless night.

The drug-hunting rat with a hot face and a cold ass didn't care about Xi Guican's attitude, he continued to say cheerfully: "Speaking of which, I also watched you grow up, when you were so small that you could curl up in Shark's arms..."

When He Ruge was mentioned, Xi Guican, who was on the verge of going berserk, calmed down miraculously. He listened silently to Xun Yaoshu's memories of the past, and lowered his eyes to pick out the fragments on his palm bit by bit.

"Ruanruan was much cuter than you at that time. You seemed to have been at odds with me since you were a child." The drug-hunting mouse laughed.

Just like when he was sitting in Ruan Ruan's arms, when he heard Ruan Ruan's "grandpa", he was coaxed into joy and smiled.

Xi Guican suddenly remembered that this drug-hunting mouse had helped them once.

I played a game of "peek-a-boo" with No. 19, and gave No. 19 a pack of milk tea powder, and lied to No. 19 that it was the prescribed medicine. At the end of No. 19's life, I also sent kindness to No. [-].

Not out of any interest, because the little rabbit on the 19th has no use value.

The drug-seeking mouse in front of him suddenly differed from the image in his memory. Perhaps the image shift had occurred a long time ago, but Xi Guican was unwilling to admit it.

He hated the cold-blooded, mercenary, and hypocritical Mao Zhengyong for so many years, and this object of hatred was just a shadow in the darkness of his countless hatreds.

He can't forgive the darkness, so he hopes that the darkness will be so dark that the sun cannot be seen, so that he can vent his negative emotions to his heart's content in the darkness that covers everything.

"You like sharks, don't you?"

Xi Guican looked at the medicine mouse coldly, "It has nothing to do with you."

Xun Yaoshu said patiently: "Of course it has something to do with me, Shame and I have cooperated." As if afraid that Xi Guican would not understand, Xun Yaoshu spoke naively, as if he was talking to a baby: "The people here They are all too bad, so Shame wants to fight the big villain with me, are you willing to protect Shame? It will be bad if he is hurt by the villain."

"Speak as if you are a good person yourself." Xi Guican mocked.

The drug-hunting mouse's expression suddenly froze. He was at a loss while holding the milk tea, and he didn't even notice that his beard fell into the milk tea. After a long while, the drug-hunting mouse said softly: "Yes, I seem to be a good person. Here People are too bad, and I'm a badass too."

Rubbing fingers on the surface of the cup, "So you have to protect Shame even more, what if he gets hurt by a villain like me?"

Xun Yaoshu suddenly shut up halfway through his speech. He stared blankly at Xi Guican, as if he had thought about a lot of things. After a long silence, Xun Yaoshu whispered: "I'm sorry."

Sorry.

An apology that Xi Guican had never heard before. When he destroyed this place, he could only hear cries for help and begging for mercy.No one said sorry, no one said sorry for what he had gone through.

But does saying sorry help?

Can a single apology clear everything up?

Xi Guican looked down at the drug-seeking mouse with an unchanged expression. If the tensed facial muscles were ignored, the drug-hunting mouse's apology seemed to have no effect on him.

"For so many years, I have indeed lived what I hated the most. I have done a lot of wrong things, even in the last second, I have done wrong things. I shouldn't use your weakness to negotiate with you." Xun The drug rat clasped his hands together, lowered his gray head, and said in a trembling voice, "Ah, the bad guy is old, and he's also a bad guy. He's a bad guy who doesn't deserve to be forgiven."

"I'm working with you, let's go." After a long silence, Xi Guican finally uttered these words.

The drug-hunting mouse sat on the mechanical arm and quietly left Xi Guican's room. His lonely figure melted into the darkness, carrying a secret he had never told the world, into the endless darkness.