What to Do When I Become a Koi and Fall into the Male God's Bathtub

The little rabbit was curled up in the iron cage, the silver insect wings were hanging down weakly, his face was serene and joyful, as if he had a sweet dream.

19 No.

【dead】

He Ruge, who opened the "Pokeball" in the backpack early, was heartbroken. He immediately used the Pokeball on the little rabbit, for fear of missing the three-second capture time.

【Whether to use "Pokeball" on the 19th】

【Yes】

【no】

The red and white elf ball is suspended in the air, and the gentle halo envelopes the little rabbit.

[The favorability of the captured object is detected to be extremely high! 】

[Successful capture! 】

The red cover on the upper half of the Pokémon ball disappeared, leaving only half of the white hemisphere.In the center of the white hemisphere is a small carrot logo.

There is a super miniature rabbit in the white hemisphere. The little rabbit is sleeping soundly with its eyes closed, and its two little paws rest on the edge of the hemisphere. The silver wings are too long to fit in the hemisphere, so the tip of the wing hangs out of the elf ball .

【Name】: Elf Ball

[quality]: rare

[Evaluation]: What's in the elf ball?There are cute little bunnies!When you are in danger, just shout "Go, Pikachu", you can wake Ruanrou and let him come out to help you~ It will come out automatically~

[Ruanruan Skills]: "100% Attract Attention" When the cute Ruanrou appears, no matter men, women, old or young, good or bad, their attention will be attracted by Ruanrou~

[Restriction]: Ruan Ruan fell asleep in the elf ball, there are parents in the dream, don't wake him up often, let him have a good sleep~

The elf ball returned to the backpack, and there was the body of the little rabbit lying in the iron cage. He Ruge felt an unreal sense of dislocation for a moment. He opened the backpack and looked at the elf ball to make sure that Ruanrou was still there.

Being able to see Mom and Dad in a dream, this should be the best ending for Ruan Ruan.

He Ruge pushed the mirror frame in a complicated mood.

He still remembers the happy mood when he first entered this game and was surrounded by twenty cuties.Unexpectedly... all of a sudden there was only the last little cutie left.

He Ruge looked at the little white tiger in the cage, feeling extremely complicated.The little white tiger looked at the little rabbit silently in the cage. His blue eyes were full of complex emotions that did not match his age, gloomy and sad, but in these blue-tone emotions, there was a softness that had never been seen before.

A gentle and sad blue.

Like the blue sky above the church, and like the lake beside the River of Sighs.

Looking at such a pair of blue eyes, He Ruge couldn't describe the little white tiger as fierce, because at this moment, the sharpness all over the little white tiger melted like ice and snow.

Click [Dialogue] with the mouse.

20 No.

【He also became a star.Each of us will become a star.I have never told you what my name is. 】

【Please remember. 】

【My name is Xi Guican. If I die one day, it means that I finally become a star and return to Brilliance. 】

Little White Tiger smiled at He Ruge.

The little white tiger's smile is so cute that He Ruge couldn't help but keep a screenshot.

Because Wu Ya had something to look for him, He Ruge left room 214 and walked to the staff dormitory.As soon as he opened the door, he was stunned——

The dormitory is filled with all kinds of laser weapons and energy bombs.The crow took off his mask, revealing his pale face, which was so pale that the sun could not be seen. He sat on a large energy cannon and smoked.

crow

【You came. 】

[The people above have already begun to check the identity of the golden python. I am responsible for the search task on the second floor, and I have to give an explanation. 】

【My confession...】

He exhaled a mouthful of smoke rings, and said hoarsely:

[It just blew up the laboratory. 】

*

Xi Guican was lying in the cotton nest, looking at No. 19 through the iron cage. The little rabbit was gulping down milk tea. From his angle, he could see a drop of tear rolling down the little rabbit's eye socket and splashing into the milk tea. Rippled layer after layer of small water waves.

Just like the energy bomb that bombed the golden python exploded from the night sky, the aftermath of the outermost energy has not completely dissipated, the lines of light stagnant in the air.

When he looked up at the sky at that time, he suddenly remembered the golden python's wish. "Fly high and far into the sky and become a star." He really became a star.

Many people spend their entire lives unable to get what they want.That's great, at the moment when he rushed out of the cage, Xi Xing should have been extremely happy.

There was a crack in my heart that had been frozen all this time.In the sea of ​​souls that had already dried up, insignificant external emotions poured in.That is the joy of others.Unreal joy.

But Xi Guican sensed it.

Xi Guican has always believed that the luxury of joy is something other people have, and has nothing to do with him.He has no ability to empathize, lacks the ability to perceive, and the emotions of outsiders are covered by a layer of veil, which is vague and unreal.

But at this moment, Xi Guican felt the soft and warm joy through the layer of veil.

Not fear, not disgust, not indifference.It wasn't the despair he had touched before. That day when the golden python died in front of him, his cloudy eyes lost their light, and when his huge body collapsed, suffocating despair pervaded and enveloped his whole body.

For so many years, he seems to have been experiencing various negative emotions of despair, madness, collapse and depression.There are too many emotions now, almost blocking his perception.

So can the golden python pass away so happily?

Obviously this is just a fake game, but Xi Guican couldn't help but take it seriously.Everything is too realistic, he really needs some false comfort to numb himself.

The little white tiger turned his head and looked at He Ruge who was hugging him. The young man looked up nervously, his black eyes never blinking, and a bright and bright light was reflected in those pupils that were as dark as the night sky.

very nice.

The little white tiger watched quietly for a long time.

He wanted to tell He Ruge that for people like them, dying to the end is not the scariest thing, but lingering on one's last breath to die silently is the scariest thing.This kind of quiet death will give people an illusion——

Maybe they never existed.

He just wanted to comfort the person in front of him like this, but when Xi Guican recalled that he destroyed the Xinghai Orphanage and broke through the cage, he found that he was not happy at that time.

Because that day, the monster in his body was released, and the person who broke through the cage was not him, but that monster.It was the monster that had broken free from the shackles of reason and ruined everything and himself.

That terrible monster, that sleeping monster, was his and not his monster.

Xi Guican could feel that the monster in his body was extremely weak, so weak that he could only breathe his last breath, lingering in his body.If there is a knife that can penetrate the body, Xi Guican is willing to goug out the monster with his own hands, just like cutting off carrion from a wound, to separate the monster from his body.

But yeah...

That monster is not rotten flesh, but his heart. Every breath he takes, the beating of the left atrium is the proof of the monster's existence.

In fact, Xi Guican always felt that he was in a swamp, with the dark night sky above his head. He had walked in the swamp for so long, and when he was tired, monsters appeared, dominating his body and wandering aimlessly.

Obviously, he and that monster have lived together for so many years, but when he finally left the swamp, he wanted to remove the monster from his body like he did with Worm Wing.

He walked out of the Xinghai Orphanage and walked to the Federation, only to find that the Federation is actually another big swamp.The sky above his head is the same darkness. He is a traveler who is exhausted. He has never belonged to any place, and no place has accommodated him.

Why did Xi Guican suffer from this disease, in fact, he vaguely guessed some truths.

But so what if he guessed the truth, he understood these people, and he even wanted to destroy himself with his own hands.The self that is rotten from the root and the bone.

He knew, and only he knew, that he was never a monster created by Xinghai Orphanage.he was born

Just a monster.

Even if he tried his best to be a normal person, even if he broke off the insect's wings with his own hands, the wounds on his body still existed and would never dissipate.

Before encountering this game, Xi Guican already had the will to die.He let himself drown in the swamp, feeling the suffocation of the mud flowing through his mouth and nose.

Suddenly one day, in the darkness of the wilderness, a ray of light pierced through the thick clouds and shone on his face.In fact, he yearns for, likes, and gets close to this beam of light, but he knows that light is illusory, like flowers in a mirror and moon in water, which cannot be grasped or kept by his fingertips.

The beam of light sprinkled on his face, body, and swamp, and he followed the track of the light, reached out and picked up a star, and a second star from the mud...

Those stars flew into the night sky, and suddenly there were more bright stars in the dark sky above his head for many years.

Twinkling, like a song sung.

Twinkling and twinkling, the sky is full of stars, hanging in the sky to shine brightly.The faint starlight broke through the clouds, sprinkled down from a high altitude, and sprinkled on him.

That is light, He Ruge is the light in his life, illuminating his dark world, illuminating the beauty in the darkness that he has never discovered.

Before meeting He Ruge, he thought that he had never been favored by fate.However, at this moment, when he looked up at the starry sky, Xi Guican realized that the stars above his head had always been there, but they were blocked by dark clouds, blinding his eyes and making him never discover the beauty of the world.

He spent the first half of his life in the mud, and he also thought that the people and things around him were "combined with pollution", "filthy", and "unsightly".But now fate tells him that it is not like this, those people are just stars falling from the sky.

The golden python is like this.

So is the bunny.

So does that mean...he is like that too.Does it mean that he didn't rot in his bones, those filthy things were just mud and dust on his body, and when he was washed clean, he would also become a star in the sky?

Xi Guican quietly looked at the young man in front of him, and after a while, he said softly, "Every one of us will become a star."

So I am also a star.

"I never told you what my name is."

It was once a name entrusted with despair and death.

"Please remember."

New emotions are pinned now.

"My name is Xi Guican. If I die one day, it means that I finally become a star and return to Brightness."

It was you who picked me up from the swamp muck and sent me to heaven.