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The temperature has dropped.Without the protection of the film, the cold wind and snow crashed down like a wave that broke the dam. It didn’t take long for the blades of grass to be covered in snow, the ground to be covered in frost, and even the ferocious flames would be extinguished. The greenhouses and exquisite houses are so fragile and vulnerable in the real climate of the plateau, even if you want to stay, you can't stay.

The man-made people just stood there for a while, and one of them turned around and rushed towards the parking area behind the mountain, and then dispersed, and the thirty or so staff members followed them, who were too weak to sit up just now. On the ground, but now it is walking like flying.No one wants to be left behind, the aircraft is limited, if you can't get on it, there is only a dead end.Soon there were helicopters that took off, climbed hard against the strong wind, crossed the ridge, appeared in Lu Ting's sight, and then quickly moved away. After that, there were spaceships, light detection aircraft, and heavy transport aircraft... It is no longer a matter of permission to enter and exit. Those with wings will fly away, turning into smaller and smaller spots of light, and disappearing in the white corners of the sky.

Only LastShadow is still guarding the side of the rocky beach, and the fire casts its faithful and silent shadow.

Lu Ting was already stiff from the cold. Even though he had put on thick clothes in advance and installed thermal rings on the inside of the trousers and cuffs, the wind and snow were still too heavy, and the hot air he exhaled was thinned and slightly moist, as if he would feel cold at any time. It will be frozen with ice.However, all Deng Mochi did was to put the hand he brought up into his own pocket, so as not to be cut by the cold air. For the rest of the time, Dun Mochi stood motionless, standing straight and stretched, as if he would not be cold either. Just looking across the ridge, the "air passage" where man-made people escape.

What's interesting is that Deng Mochi didn't exert any conscious interference on anyone, but each aircraft chose the same direction, all facing the sun, one after the other.Perhaps collective action at this time can make people temporarily feel a certain degree of safety, and it is only temporary. After leaving, they become homeless refugees. When they enter cities or barren mountains, how will they learn? Living life, these are too uncertain things.However, what Deng Mochi concentrated his energy on was to ensure that the surrounding environment was relatively stable at present, and to help everyone leave this place, he would only watch them off for a while.

After that, the rest was up to Deng Mochi himself.

He didn't have time to think about compassion, because he himself fell into a much deeper situation than man-made people, and a flying machine couldn't carry it.For a few seconds, Deng Mochi watched helplessly as he had the idea to stop here.To stop there is to stop everything, including desire, hatred, himself that may be out of control.This idea is not weird, nor is it irrational, it can even be said that it has been lingering in Deng Mochi's heart all year round, but at this moment it is even higher.If his life remained unchanged, then of course he could continue to do nothing now, and he didn't need to care about anyone's life or death, including his own.The world was turning around, only he remained still, sitting on the ground where he was, and there was no need to brush the snow buried on his shoulders. As long as he confirmed that the one holding the knife was not his own hand, it would be so easy to wait for an ending.

It was not uncommon for him to watch the world die and be reborn.

Therefore, the reason why he didn't move just now was to try his best to control himself and help those people go, but now he didn't move for any reason, it was just that Dun Mochi didn't want to leave.He had suffered a lot of heavy hammers before, and swallowed a lot of pain and despair with blood. Of course, he had thought about what the limit was, and to what extent he could not bear it and would make him die.Now it seems that he will not die for a while, and his lungs will not be burnt with ash holes after inhaling the fallout. Even if he is stabbed in half, his body will repair itself immediately After coming over, he is really more tenacious than the soil on the ground.The hints are there all the time, but it's a really dull answer.

Body, mind, and psychological state, these three pillars stand up for a person. When they are of different heights, people are sad. When some of them still maintain their entities and rest on universal values, some of them transcend the universe in one fell swoop, just like ordinary people. The hunter took Athena's bow and arrow, then this person is probably a tragedy.

Deng Mochi didn't care about that. His tragedy had long been staged according to the script. After listening to it several times and filling in the details, he could memorize it. The information that was always entwined around him was difficult to suppress and dilute at this moment. perceptions of his own.Still standing, not actually sitting down, simply because he was thinking of something else at the same time, like catching a handful of silver scraps in a dark mineshaft, and he sees clearly the end of his life. So far...it is no longer static, and his life is no longer just in his own hands. Sitting down and bowing his head means he has really admitted defeat.

And he is watched and expected by others, he needs to live, and wants to live even more.

These two ideas are so diametrically opposed.The brain that can think about different problems at the same time has become a defect, and it will tear him into thousands of pieces.Deng Mochi couldn't feel the cold, only felt a headache, the sky was completely soaked, everything he saw was green, and his dreams were swaying, but this was wrong, he still had to live, he couldn't escape, he couldn't die, and he couldn't kill this man by accident. Everything, this is the first piece of wood he grabbed, trying to struggle, he finally recovered and found himself lying on Lu Ting's shoulder.

Lu Ting's leather gloves were put on both hands, and the collar of the jacket was pulled to the highest point. Lu Ting wanted to wrap him up and run fast with him on his back. LastShadow was already waiting, Lu Ting hugged him to the cabin door, and pushed him into the corridor. The second the air-tight air-sealed slot on the edge of the door closed, Lu Ting himself lay down on the ground.Dun Mochi pushed the ground, rubbed forward, and touched Lu Ting's coat with his cheek. Hearing the heavy breathing, the front was colder than ice.

Cold, that's what it feels like, Deng Mochi remembered again.He pushed away his confused thoughts, and shook Lu Ting's hand again, which was already freezing cold.So Deng Mochi held them with both hands and rubbed them slowly, a little funny, he was not sure about his own cold or hot, but he was trying to help others to keep warm.

It took Lu Ting several minutes to catch his breath and opened his eyes wide. He looked at Deng Mochi and smiled. The snow in his dimples had long since melted into water, and his little nose was red from the cold. He turned over and held Deng Mochi hold on tight.

"Thank you, Boss," he said in a hoarse voice, "Just now you seemed to be in a trance... you destroyed the green stone, you must be in pain too."

"Thank you." Deng Mochi said, did I almost kill you too, he didn't say it.

Lu Ting didn't respond, just shook his head and kissed the corner of his mouth awkwardly.Lu Ting's heart must be very soft now, and Deng Mochi can feel it without looking at it deliberately. He opened his mouth and kissed him back seriously, and Deng Mochi himself seemed to soften a little.

However, this tranquility did not last long. There was a loud noise in the distance, and the light that penetrated the porthole instantly blinded people. There was also a change in the power cabin of LastShadow, and the nano-reactor of the engine was like a chained horse. The horse snorted and tried to break free from the rein.The two sat up suddenly, put on protective goggles, and saw that the light source was the green stone in the distance.

It is still splitting itself, and the energy has reached the crest, and it exploded completely. Standing at Lu Ting's position, you can even see those light spots splashing tens of meters high, and at the same time, it caused a series of surprises. The wind and snow fluttered in the air, and Deng Mochi lifted the spaceship off the ground before being swallowed by the suddenly cracked ground fissure.He was lifted into the sky second by second, and this wilderness collapsed second by second. Even the mountains could no longer stand upright. The height of a thousand meters and the lifespan of a thousand years collapsed faster than a pile of sand, and it was unstoppable.

That feeling came back again, he bumped around with a sharp smile, and bumped into Deng Mochi.Dun Mochi pressed it as if holding his breath, and concentrated on holding the joystick. He had to calm down, because the danger in the air was still not to be underestimated.This is not the same as an explosion in the conventional sense, but the shock wave produced is still enough to disturb all the airflows in a radius of hundreds of kilometers. This is not a situation that LastShadow can automatically handle.But it still doesn't work, the current feeling is no longer a splitting headache that can be described, Deng Mochi clearly felt that a certain part of himself was peeled off, although it was only a small piece, it affected the nerves of the whole body like a rotten root, and he ruined this world He just destroyed a part of himself with his own hands.When the spaceship broke through the bursting green sea in the sky and finally came into contact with the real sunlight, the foot of the underground mountain collapsed cleanly, and a line of bright red slipped from the corner of Deng Mochi's mouth.

He didn't notice it, but it was so painful that he couldn't hold the joystick anymore. It was Lu Ting who saw it, and when he touched his lips with his fingertips, Deng Mochi suddenly opened his mouth. He let go of his tight breath, and spit out a mouthful of black blood. .

"It's okay," Deng Mochi said first, "I won't die."

Lu Ting bit his lip, he was speechless, just pressed him in the corner, ran back to the console to set up a short route, then ran back to wipe his face, and gave him water to drink.Deng Mochi only took a sip, because he knew that this was not the end, even if he had never seen that a person's body and spirit could suffer at the same time, if he drank more, he might spit it out, so He simply leaned against the wall and watched Lu Ting go back and forth between himself and the console.

It's just that the radiation range of the green stone is too wide. How much protection it brought before, how much trouble broke out at this moment, Lu Ting couldn't let go of the autopilot and couldn't let him go.The surface is still rumbling, passing into the sky, and the tearing of the passing land has not stopped. If freedom is pulled from here, there must be some price paid back.Deng Mochi took in a big mouthful of fishy sweetness. He felt that he had never breathed so actively in his life. He silently watched Lu Ting knelt back in front of him again, rummaging through the medicine box, wishing to see every medicine he saw. He took out a few pills that had a little effect and fed them to him, but was forced back to the driver's seat by a jolt.

Deng Mochi glanced at the medicines, saw the blood foam he coughed up, and felt in the medicine box again.Fortunately, there was something he wanted, a tube of sedative was drawn out by him, and he stabbed into a blood vessel with his wrist.Then he closed his eyes, but he didn't fall into a coma as expected. I'm afraid this dose is not enough for him now, but this is the only one. So be it, Dun Mochi thought, it hurts or not, it's up to you.

He's no novice at faking numbness, and just needs a little help from drugs... just a little.But Lu Ting squatted back beside him at this moment, took away his empty needle with red eyes, and pressed an alcohol swab on the bloody needle hole.He said that we were driving far away, and there was only an ordinary snowy day ahead. He also said, Boss, don’t worry, you should take a good breath. He also asked Deng Mochi to imagine a sleeping person, a calm sea, and a drizzle As well as the warm spring breeze, imagine a tree with deep roots and struggling to stretch its branches and leaves.

He said to Deng Mochi, "You are that tree."

"You fell asleep, in my garden," he stroked Deng Mochi's bloodless cheek, "I am the wind, I hug you."

Dun Mochi closed his eyes tightly.Lu Ting said everything that came to his mind.But no, no, no, no, no.

I want to be a tree, I am not a tree.

"Tell me what you feel, boss, you must say it," Lu Ting's nasal voice was obvious, but he endured the disappointment in his eyes, and kissed his blood-stained skin, "Don't hold back, You have to calm down... you have to express your feelings."

Deng Mochi's breathing became heavier, and he didn't know whether he was forced to need more oxygen, or he was a little more comfortable, but he was still quiet, the hand that was stoned to the point of bleeding was too dirty, making him He couldn't put it on Lu Ting's waist, but he needed a hug, and he really wanted to hug him like Lu Ting gave him a lot.

"It hurts," he finally leaned his forehead on Lu Ting's shoulder, "it hurts."

After the three words were spoken, heat gushed out of his throat, and he spit out a few mouthfuls of blood.

The blood was hot, and the fishy smell was too strong. Lu Tinghua's gray sweater was stained black, but she hugged Deng Mochi more firmly and held her tightly in her arms, "I know, Deng Mochi, I understand "He patted Deng Mochi's back like coaxing a child, "You can feel them, people, stones, crying, exploding, you can feel them all."

"It's still far away, in the universe," Deng Mochi opened his eyes again, and wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth—he couldn't rub it all over Lu Ting's body, and he tried to straighten his spine—he couldn't Being beaten by something that can't be explained clearly, "It's killing intent. Lose control, kill them all, watch them die, someone wants me to do this."

In Lu Ting's mind, there are landslides and ground cracks all over the world, or skyrocketing fires. If the population is to be consumed, this is comparable to meteorites hitting the ground. Of course, it is a more efficient and energy-saving method than war.

But the man he was holding was definitely not a weapon or a tool, nor was it a rope to be pulled by good and evil.

"It's the corrector who is asking you." Lu Ting said softly.

"That's right." Deng Mochi swallowed back the surging blood, he did it unexpectedly, he calmed down slightly.

"You think the prophet is not talking nonsense. The corrector can really feel your existence and establish a certain connection with you. He can see you clearly but you can't see him clearly. He started to give orders to you while you were weak... ...you don't want to listen to him."

"I'll think about it and forget it, and I won't lose control."

"Nonsense, if you die, you are begging him to let you go. What is he, does he deserve it?" Lu Ting gritted his molars, and rubbed Deng Mochi's temples with his soft lips, "Aren't you Alone, LastShadow was very competitive just now, stopped there in such a cold, the engine didn't cool down, and it was able to go as soon as it was driven, and then I let it fly there by itself after so many turbulent airflows, it is not stable, your spaceship is here To protect you, I want to protect you too, the corrector can never turn you into his believer, into the savior he made... So you don’t have to be afraid, don’t be afraid.”

Deng Mochi choked, suspecting that he had heard wrong, afraid?He never thought of this word, because he didn't think he had the qualifications.But, it turned out to be like this, after thinking so much, he was just afraid.

He was always afraid, so he kept hiding.When I was young, I hid from my adoptive father, Lu Ting helped him kill him, and later hid in this annoying world, hiding in the pile of programs and machines to dream, refusing to blend in with the crowd, Lu Ting dragged him out, and later, he started to hide from the prophet control, this time he cut off her head himself.

Now that he finally sees the so-called fate clearly, but he still wants to avoid it?You thought you were brave enough to make a decisive decision, but you were so stimulated by such a simple matter that you shrank to the ground and vomited blood?Higher beings are not new, and they have always been regarded as ants, but now they have been supplemented by a more specific definition, corrector, this name is so powerful and self-righteous, but that’s all Is that enough to scare people?Dun Mo blinked slowly, and suddenly smiled, because he understood what it means to be afraid, but he is no longer afraid. Did he say that no one can correct him.

This is really a wonderful experience. One second, it was pressed in the center of the earth, and the next second it was lifted into the air.He embraced Lu Ting and kissed, regardless of his own bloody hands, that person was not much better than him, his face was smeared, his lips were purple and black due to altitude sickness, he was so shy by his kiss, he kept blinking his eyelashes , but was pushed back against the wall by him and pressed even tighter.The two of them collapsed at the base of the wall in such a state of embarrassment, from sucking to gnawing, eagerly exchanging the breath they had just regained from the Jedi.

Due to the suspension of some transceiver stations during the emergency period, LastShadow resumed radio communication halfway through the voyage.At that time, the two had already cleaned themselves up, put on dry clothes, and sat in their respective driving seats. If there was any change, it was probably because Deng Mochi had a box of beef that was said to be able to replenish blood, and Lu Ting The back of his neck was aching, because those marks were bitten deeper one by one. At that time, Deng Mochi didn't do anything else, but pinched his waist, pushed him with the tip of his nose, and let him expose the back of his neck, like playing around. From light bites to hard bites, but he insisted on biting him until he whimpered, and grabbed the corner of the clothes of the person behind him to death.

Female beasts, tools, undying loyalty... Lu Ting thought of the words of the Prophet again. Although it was embarrassing, he thought it was the only few words that sounded in those long speeches. Maybe the mark had already penetrated the glands, If he is integrated into his flesh and blood, then no one can drag him away from Dun Mochi's grasp.

That's great.

After the signal was connected, the first thing that popped up was not a news message, but a video message, which was sent by Shu Rui about four hours ago, and Lucy intelligently put it at the top of the notification list.Shu Rui sat on a red armchair, instead of gracefully crossing one leg as usual, he folded his knees and stepped on the edge of the chair with both feet. in the palm of your hand.

Looking at the furnishings, he is sitting in his office, his eye circles are still so dark, his hair and suit are in a mess, as if he just had a day's stressful meeting, he is even thinner than what he saw a few days ago, but his eyes are shining brightly .

He opened his mouth and said: "I donated all 51% of my shares, and now I feel relieved." He looked at the back of his hand, realized that there was no watch, and suddenly smiled, "About an hour later , the Federal Supreme Court will announce my sentence, and if nothing happens, I will be sentenced to death. My lawyer team will help me fight for the right to choose my own execution method. If I succeed, I will choose the aircraft called 'coffin'! Buried alive in space, you have learned this lesson in the police academy, right? The most expensive and unique way to die.”

"Oh, I can already imagine your expression, Lu Ting, I am sending you this message to hope that you will shut up your stunned mouth, and we all understand each other. The first thing I want to say is that I have no opinion on the matter of death." , although this change of thinking appeared within a few days, I have fully accepted it, and you don’t want to persuade me, I can’t hear it anyway. Don’t cry, it’s better to listen to what I have to say than shed tears. It's nothing, but in the end, thinking of our friends, I feel that it's a pity that I didn't say something to you," Shu Rui said, taking a sip of his coffee and pursing his lips, which is what he would do whenever he wanted to talk about important things , "Time is limited, let's start with what I care about most. I have lied to you for so many years, but you always see through. I don't understand why you always think you are stupid? The longest thing I lied to you I have deceived everyone who is alive now—to be exact, even my dad doesn’t know the truth. I’m not an Alpha, and now I replaced this gland myself. I’m 13 years old, and the technology is not very good, so Now there are a lot of aftereffects."

"Do you want to know my original pheromone? Although Beta is always very weak, I smell good," he said with a smile, "It's black tea. A drink that many people like."