sin of lumen

"Then," Lu Ting was still a little dull, staring at him blankly, "That's good."

Dun Mochi asked: "Are you afraid?"

"No," Lu Ting said quickly, and handed him another bottle of water, "I just felt a little bit suddenly, and I didn't react."

He Zhensheng walked to the front cabin consciously, "Come on, I can see that your face is pale with fright." He sat down in the driver's seat and checked the sea fog situation, "If you don't tell the truth, how can you let people who are sincerely learning improve? , I’m right, Xiao Deng.”

"What do you study with sincerity?" Lu Ting asked.

"Emotion?" He Zhensheng didn't look back, "It's probably the word, or the emotion of ordinary people. Don't you think people have been studying hard?"

Lu Ting suddenly realized something.Indeed, Deng Mochi would sometimes directly ask him about his emotions, are you afraid, are you sad, are you happy in this way?He has always interpreted these simply as Deng Mochi's concern for himself, ordinary and verbal, like seeing a lost child on the street, most people would stop and ask him if they couldn't find their mother.However, now it seems that the layers of these questions are far richer than what he has seen. There are curious explorations, uncertain speculations, more caution and... some kind of cherishment.

Emotions, his emotions, are to be cherished.

Although Deng Mochi is always far away from this word, perhaps it is precisely because of lack that he does not want to stand on the sidelines.As if through Lu Ting's emotions, he tried to perceive the world emotionally.

"Yes, boss." Lu Ting moved his seat and sat next to Deng Mochi, "You have always cared about my feelings."

"I want to know what you are thinking." Deng Mochi unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip.

"I thought you could almost read minds now." Lu Ting was inexplicably embarrassed, and stuffed him with chocolate biscuit sticks, "Is that old woman who is the prophet able?"

"Her abilities are only for artificial humans." Deng Mochi bit off one end of the biscuit, which was about two fingers thick. It was very crispy, and he ate it in two bites. "I don't understand you either."

He didn't explain the reason why he couldn't understand, but Lu Ting remembered that a long time ago, Deng Mochi frankly admitted the failure of hypnosis on himself, and the reason was that he couldn't see him as something that could be manipulated.

It must be the same now.

Lu Ting lowered his face and smiled quietly at the corner of his mouth.Is this still something worth double-checking by now?For Deng Mochi, he was different.

He Zhensheng yelled at the front: "No way, read your mind, let me declare first, I refuse to be read, if you read mine, we will break up!"

Dun Mochi said, "I'm not interested."

"Okay," He Zhensheng smiled wryly, not sure if he was pissed off, "You're really good."

"Invading other people's consciousness is very tiring and unreliable." Deng Mochi explained a few more words for the first time, and suddenly unbuckled his seat belt. Before he was about to stand up, he raised his hand and touched the back of his neck, his expression suddenly became a little strange.

"Does it hurt?" Lu Ting put five fingers on his hand, "There is a needle hole, it is a sedative, and it hits the spine, and there may be sore symptoms in a short time."

Dun Mochi nodded, and hung his arms back in front of him, "It makes sense."

"What?" Lu Ting's hand was still there, the area around the pinhole was a little swollen, and he gently covered it with his warm palm.The same warm eyes fell on Deng Mochi's still pale face, as if waiting to listen.

"When I was in a coma, I saw memories that didn't belong to me." Deng Mochi didn't insist on standing any longer, and leaned back on the back of the chair, like a pillow in Lu Ting's palm, "They will crowd out my own, so I do not want."

"...And you want to drive them away?" Lu Ting took a breath.

"Yeah." Deng Mochi looked at him a little lonely.

Lu Ting suddenly remembered his rapid heart rate and the strange high-frequency vibration of the full cabin at that time. At that time, he frowned, as if trying to escape in a nightmare. As a result, after a tube of sedative, they all gradually calmed down.

So Deng Mochi still lost some of his own memories in the end, and now it seems that they were squeezed out.In his fainting dream, would Deng Mochi feel as if he was suddenly held down by a fist when he was in the middle of a fight?However, without Shu Rui's injection, their glass and even the entire spaceship might indeed be shattered before being bombarded.

"Someone fed me water," Deng Mochi suddenly changed the subject, tested the mouth of the bottle in his hand, and confirmed, "It's not this."

Lu Ting's cheeks suddenly blushed slightly, and he couldn't hide it, even though he was still torn between remorse or not the last second.

"It's a little fed." Lu Ting whispered, biting his lip unconsciously, "You sweat too much."

Deng Mochi looked at him silently for a few seconds without saying a word, but Lu Ting was forced to feel his whole body being seen through, his fingers curled up on the back of his neck, "I don't want to take advantage," he said directly Don't admit it, "Although, I admit, it's really like kissing, it's very comfortable, I, we can put the score first."

"..." Deng Mochi actually touched his lips.

"At that time, I could feel that your smell was next to me, reminding me of your existence." He still didn't dodge his eyes, and said the ambiguous words so bluntly, "So you were not pushed away."

Lu Ting's eyes widened stupidly, whether he escaped from death or deserved it, he covered his face: "Boss, don't do this!"

Deng Mochi's expression seemed unclear between his fingers.

Lu Ting simply leaned over, supported his shoulders, and kissed his lower lip, "I can't help it..." The tip of his nose was against his, and the opening and closing of each word was also close to his , Longing liquid, hot breath exhaled from wet and soft lips, "I seem to be too happy now, although it seems that I shouldn't be happy now."

Deng Mochi patted Lu Ting's back lightly, as if to say, it's all right.

Lu Ting hugged him even tighter, the smell of rust suddenly filled his heart, and he didn't say anything - if I was beside you when you were surrounded by fire last time, that would be fine.He listened to Deng Mochi's breathing and thought so.

He Zhensheng coughed twice: "Excuse me, are we planning to wander around like this until dawn?"

"Let's go to Aldebaran." Lu Ting sat up straight. Although he was reluctant to let go, compared to the moment when he waited for Deng Mochi to wake up, he seemed to have suddenly regained his soul. "It's about 300 nautical miles away from here."

"370 Seven." Lucy added, "It is currently confirmed to be safe, and there are four alternative routes as follows."

Lu Ting stood up, squinted at the map on the light screen in the front cabin, and said, "Choose the third one. Although it's a bit far, there's still a fair wind and no fog."

"Okay, let's start planning the flight altitude. For safety reasons, some flight segments will be slowed down," Lucy projected the calculation and screening process on the corner of the light screen, and said, "Let me say something more, dear cosmic monster Sir, you have only slept less than ten hours in the last three days, may I ask you—"

Lu Ting turned off her voice function, and set the closing time to half an hour, "By the way, the current situation is that there is a mess on the ground, Shu Rui switched herself back, and let us go to sea," he turned to Deng Mochi Said, "The government has put the launch on hold, and will hold a press conference in three days."

Dun Mochi nodded, then looked over his shoulder.Lu Ting turned around and realized that Lucy had completed the flight calculations and put the latest news broadcast in the corner just now.

The scene at this moment is the entrance of an immigration branch in Africa. There was an explosion just now. The explosives were improvised bombs made of wine bottles and gasoline. The ground rang, and the chaotic crowd huddled in the rain, divided into small pieces by the isolation belt and the SWAT police wielding batons.

"What I'm thinking is, let's see what the press conference says first." Lu Ting felt a headache, Lucy should never have shown these images to Deng Mochi now, but he couldn't ask an artificial intelligence to learn empathy, "If we jump out now, we will be chased and killed by the whole city, and it will make these people even more chaotic."

"That's right," He Zhen said, "It is now being said on the Internet that that report is also N's masterpiece, and Xiao Deng will be surrounded by fans right now."

Dun Mo didn't respond for a long time, but continued to watch the news.The screen has switched. In the light rail station in the capital city, several adults and children are lying on the tracks to protest. The entire line has been out of service for more than two hours.

"It's not our fault," Lu Ting said loudly, "Although there is indeed a lack of thoughtfulness, I think what Shu Rui said is right. Everyone has the right to know. The reason why life is precious is because people are born with it. No one has the right to deprive them secretly. If we discuss with my dad and reach some kind of agreement to temporarily hide the truth, it will be unfair to those who have lost their loved ones. Are people willing to maintain peace in lies or in the truth? There is pain in front of you, no one can say for sure."

"Is there any sedative?" Listening to his long speech, Deng Mochi only asked this question.

Lu Ting suppressed his doubts and searched in the medicine box, "There are four more."

"If there is an underground situation again, help me and get in early." Deng Mochi said seriously.

Lu Ting understood what he meant, he wanted to close his passage before the Prophet took advantage of it, so as to avoid the same coercion from happening again.It is precisely because he understands that Lu Ting can empathize. Deng Mochi has just experienced the pressure of 40 people, and robbed his memory when he was in a coma. For the time being, he rested for three or four hours. The sky was turned upside down.He didn't cry out for pain, but that doesn't mean Lu Ting couldn't hear him.

"Okay," Lu Ting clenched his fists and said, "Boss, I actually don't care about anything now. I have a clear conscience about where to go next and what the outcome will be. So many people can't be saved, but don't let more people to die, at least we did."

Dun Mochi patted the seat beside him and said, "Come and sleep for a while."

Although I have accumulated a lot of questions, I haven't had time to ask them, such as what kind of memory Deng Mochi was forced into, what is the specific content, who did such a wicked thing, and what Deng Mochi is thinking now, But Lu Ting could tell that this person didn't want to say anything now.He silently sat back beside Deng Mochi, feeling worried, frustrated and irresistibly stable, he instinctively leaned over, and not long after, he fell asleep completely relaxed.

This sleep was very heavy. When I woke up, there was a vast expanse of whiteness outside the porthole. The sun had risen, but the sea fog was still there.Lu Ting found that there was an empty seat next to him, and at the other corner of the bench, He Zhensheng covered his face with his coat and was sleeping soundly.

Lu Ting rubbed his eyes, he saw Deng Mochi in the front cabin, with a faint shadow reflected on the windshield, as if he was busy with something with his head down.Well, Deng Mochi is very busy, and the escaping spaceship really needs someone to watch, he can't sleep with him until dawn, Lu Ting thought so, picked up the half-left distilled water next to the armrest, and gulped it down. over.

There's also a hint of chocolate chip cookie flavor.

"It's already eight o'clock!" He Zhensheng also woke up, and pulled off his jacket, "You really drove for so long following the navigation and slowing down."

"The fog is too heavy, and we have to pass two storm belts. If you drive faster, let's directly transform the spaceship into a submarine. Then you will be happy." After Lu Ting finished speaking, he suddenly lowered his voice and asked secretly, "Hey, from your angle Can you see, what is he doing?"

"He's holding a piece of paper or something in his left hand right now? He's writing," He Zhensheng also happily cooperated, using his voice mysteriously, "Looks like a high school student who writes a note to his girlfriend. "

Lu Ting was speechless, and squinted over.

He Zhensheng was jovial, and continued to run the train with his mouth full: "The smell of love has already squeezed your boat and made me faint. Wait for the love letter, student Xiao Lu."

Deng Mochi suddenly looked back at the two of them: "I didn't write a love letter."

He Zhensheng hated that iron could not be made into steel, and put his coat back on his face.

Lu Ting laughed out loud, "Write one for me in the future? I'll write for you too. Although my handwriting is not as good-looking as yours, I must have more words."

He just said it casually, with a more playful meaning, but Deng Mochi actually said "yes", and agreed.

"Then I'll really wait." Lu Ting fluttered his eyelashes and blushed again.

Deng Mochi turned back again, put the note on the side of the console, and said, "There are 6 minutes left."

"Yeah," Lu Ting stretched himself, took a deep breath, "I can feel Aldebaran's call. It's saying, all the tomatoes I planted are rotten."

He Zhensheng asked in a muffled voice: "Don't you think this journey is too smooth? Your father just agreed to let him go, and he won't chase after us if he didn't agree."

"He has too much trouble now, and it doesn't make much sense to arrest us. If N is arrested again in a fair manner, it may stimulate the public and cause even bigger troubles," Lu Ting thought, "and he should also I'm not in such a hurry, I want to stop my son on the sea and kill him."

"Really." He Zhensheng was obviously not convinced.

Lu Ting also had a hard time convincing himself, and said again: "Even if it's not, it's okay, now I can only go at my own pace, isn't it a delay in everything?"

He Zhensheng nodded, fished in his pocket, and began to smoke silently.

Lu Ting looked at the sparks in the sun, and wanted to remind Lucy that his Aldebaran-b had a certificate of honor for a green and smoke-free spaceship, but he thought about it, why bother, it was even more deviant He has done it all over, not to mention the special zone that issued him the certificate, the entire capital, the entire sea outside the capital, and even the entire equator... are no longer his home, the most reliable place to stay is drifting in the open sea A spaceship with an area of ​​about [-] square meters, so if he is depressed and smokes, what is it?

So he also found his cigarette case from his satchel, shook out one and put it in his mouth, standing beside Dun Mochi, he lit it, it was a mixed fruit flavor, Lu Ting could taste peaches And lemon, not choking, very smooth.

"Can I read it?" The note was turned upside down on the table, pressing a pen, and Lu Ting pinched a corner of it.

"En." Deng Mochi looked at the driving parameters on the light screen.

Lu Ting didn't want to sit on the co-pilot, but wanted to stick to Deng Mochi, with half of his butt leaning on the armrest, he picked up the note and read it carefully.It may not be appropriate to say that it is reading, because the number of words is very small, it is like going back and sorting out something, there are only a few key words and some circles, and only the person involved can understand.

The first word in the first column is "I", and the following three phrases are: "blood", "dream", and an English word "FAKE" that is fully described on the page.

As for the second column, there are several juxtaposed words written at the front, including "green ball", "3", "1974", "magnetic field", "unilateral diplomacy", and "war fanatics", which are connected by a line , the end point is in a circle, with the word "mummy" written on it.

"The one in LastShadow?" Lu Ting asked.

"Yes." Dun Mochi said.

"You said before that someone's memory wants to be squeezed in, and it's his? For example, the keywords in the second column?" Lu Ting asked boldly.

"I can also dream, always directing wars, instigating people to rebel, or killing people," Deng Mochi took half of the cigarette from Lu Ting's hand, took a puff leisurely, and said, "At first Amnesia, I was taken back by the prophet, and I can’t tell if this is my real experience.”

"They lied to you...that those were things you did before?" Lu Ting looked at the huge "FAKE" written on it.

"He also said that Rinpoche can live forever," Deng Mochi suddenly smiled, biting the cigarette stick at the corner of his mouth, under the hazy sunlight and in the curling white smoke, this smile looked a bit decadent, but it was also pretty and contemptuous, "These should be given to him by them." I implanted it before my amnesia, and then gradually woke up in my brain."

"That means the implant caused amnesia?"

"Not necessarily." Deng Mochi turned on the automatic parking procedure. Aldebaran had surfaced and was waiting for them about 2000 meters ahead. "What is certain is that the rebels want me to take over."

"But you are indifferent to fame and fortune, and don't care much about it." He Zhensheng also came over from the back cabin.

"I don't know what I want to do." With that kind of onlooker tone again, Deng Mochi seemed to be talking about something completely unrelated to him, took the note from Lu Ting's hand, held it to his mouth, and said The half-burned cigarette butt burned a black hole.

It was the "FAKE" that was burnt off, and the next two words were "dreams", but the scorched black gap stopped squarely next to "dreams".

"I thought you wanted to overthrow the current bullshit government, and then become a hero and build a new one?" He Zhensheng put his pockets in his pockets.

Dun Mochi shook his head and said, "The 'I' is not completely myself anymore."

Lu Ting pressed his shoulder, "It's okay," he said softly, "I know you. Let's take our time."

He Zhensheng said again: "Then tell me, what we found underground is the final truth? Are you starting to doubt this now?"

"That's the surface layer." Dun Mochi raised his left shoulder, turned his head, and rested his chin on the back of Lu Ting's hand, "We found three green balls." He said this suddenly, with a questioning tone nor.

"I found it, it's in LastShadow, you rebuilt all the broken parts and put them back, and then a mechanism popped up in the power cabin, and they are inside," Lu Ting said, hearing Lucy's prompt, in the vast sea of ​​fog , he also saw the black shadows of his mothership, "I put it in the safe."

"I feel it." Dun Mochi said.

Is this also "connection"?Just like the huge green stone on the plateau.Lu Ting thought. "...are they the memories of the mummy?" he asked again.

"It's something from a mummy."

"I've always wanted to know what they are for, those green flocs inside, I put them together and made a model, it feels like a global treasure map," Lu Ting was entangled in an inexplicable awe, and followed his words I used force, "but I don't know what it refers to."

Hearing this, Dun Mochi raised his face to look at him, and stood up abruptly: "Let's go, take the ball, and ask me about the owner."