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friend.It was a lie, but Lu Ting told it out, and after five seconds, ten seconds, and one minute, he didn't regret it.

Because he realized that the memory loss was real, and it happened before the day's brainwashing - Lu Ting could almost conclude this.He remembered the time when Dun Mochi was young, erasing all the memories before he was ten years old in one night, it was all about the fire, it was about losing a close relative, how similar it was this time.Lu Ting put himself in his shoes and thought about it. If he was the one who lost his memory, wouldn't he think that a lover who appeared out of the blue would be easy to accept. He just confirmed his acquaintance and is about to find his love again?People are not hard disks, no matter how stuffed they are, they won’t be able to get in.

Of course, choosing to lie is also a kind of protection for himself. This is very selfish. He concealed from Deng Mochi the truth that the two of them share together, but he knows that he can't afford Deng Mochi to hear such words as "love" at the moment. Even if there is only a little bit of alienation or doubt shown when using such words, he will fall into great despair.

In contrast, "friends" are safer and more suitable for the current situation.

—The escape has begun.

According to the established plan, Aldebaran-b was approaching the west coastline on the edge of the capital at high speed, and Lu Ting did not dare to delay, and took the vertical grinding wheel and the medicine box from the front cabin.When he came back, he found that Deng Mochi was still staring at him, a little straight, not completely relaxed.

"I'll help you get the handcuffs off first, and then check the injuries," Lu Ting squatted in front of Deng Mochi, "We can talk about other things later, okay?"

Dun Mochi nodded, and let Lu Ting pull up his handcuffed hands and place them on the asbestos table under the grinding wheel.It was an electronic handcuff, which needed to be powered off by entering some process code first, and then removed forcibly to ensure safety.Lu Ting is obviously very familiar with this series of processes. From the serial number on the outside of the handcuffs, he infers the coded set of codes by heart. The hard manganese steel was quickly polished to produce sparks, and it was neatly disassembled by three saws. Come.

He took down the metal fragments, but Deng Mochi's hands were still placed on the asbestos table.

"What's wrong?" Lu Ting raised his eyes.

"The wrist joint seems to be misplaced, and I can't move it." Deng Mochi stopped observing him, and said as if waking up from a dream.

Lu Ting's face turned pale, Deng Mochi's fall on him was heavier than he imagined, not to mention the skin wounds rubbed off by the handcuffs, it turned out that there was such a great pain inside.But Deng Mochi had just been held by his wrist by him, and he was facing the vibration from the grinding wheel, so he didn't say a word.

"Two hands? Anything else that feels wrong?" He asked, rattling through the medicine box.

"Only the right side." Deng Mochi raised his left hand as he spoke, clenched and opened his five fingers, and evenly turned his wrist, before hanging to his side, seriously proving its health to Lu Ting.

But Lu Ting didn't care to appreciate it, "I just pressed it." He sniffed, fixed the splint on the immobile right hand, and didn't dare to act rashly.Whether it is for a programmer or an engineer, the right hand is too important, but compared to the importance of Deng Mochi's right hand, Lu Ting does not feel that his professionalism is enough.

Fortunately, professional people will be able to see it soon, "Have you got in touch?" Lu Ting raised his voice and shouted towards the front cabin.

"Already waiting." He Zhensheng replied, walking slowly, looking at the two people crowded in the corner through the partition, "Hey, you really don't remember anything?" He asked with a frown.

"No." Even though the wound on the palm of his hand was being opened by the disposable tweezers, and the broken glass was pinched out, Deng Mochi still didn't change his face, and said slowly, "Most of them can be remembered when they think about it."

"Then who am I?" He Zhensheng made a serious expression.

Deng Mochi leaned against the bulkhead, looked at him for more than a minute, and said, "Your surname is He, and you are in business. Your right hand is a tungsten alloy mechanical arm."

He Zhen laughed: "The answer is correct, it seems that I am not stupid."

Deng Mochi said again: "You chased and killed me before."

He Zhensheng's smile froze: "...OK, let's change the question and bandage who is this for you?"

Deng Mochi's eyes fell back on Lu Ting, the Omega who lowered his head and silently dealt with his injured hand.He probably hadn't been having a good time recently, the jet black of his hair had grown a long length, which was incompatible with the flax at the end of his hair, and his whole body was exhausted and listless. 1 minute passed, followed by 2 minutes, 3 minutes, Deng Mochi looked at him intently, blinked more than twice, but finally remained speechless.

After Lu Ting tied the bandage, he suddenly raised his head and smiled at him: "My name is Lu Ting, and most people call me Lu. I used to be a policeman, and I think I have been dismissed just now."

"I saw you on the lecture tour." Deng Mochi said.

"Well, yes." Lu Ting gathered the back of his neck and helped him put on the protective belt so that he could lift the injured hand. "You thought I was going to catch you, didn't you?"

Dun Mochi didn't respond.

"Lack of an introduction to medicine," He Zhensheng reminded, "Lu Ting, take some evidence of your previous acquaintance and show it to brother Deng, and you will definitely remember it immediately."

evidence?Like a group photo?Lu Ting thought, but when we were together, we only took photos one day, and we were still naked on the bed.

Of course it cannot be taken out.

What else is there besides a group photo?Lu Ting saw just now that the small silver ring on Deng Mochi's left ring finger was still there, and he was as happy as the rest of his life after a catastrophe.But soon he came to his senses, Deng Mochi did not take it off, but that was all, maybe he just kept it for safety before he figured out the purpose.And since he wants to call himself a friend now, no matter how many words come to his lips, he has to hold back.

What else...like teeth marks on the nape of the neck?Lu Ting almost laughed at himself.

"It's okay, just take your time," Lu Ting said, "Let's get to know each other again if we don't remember, just remember that we are together." After finishing speaking, he really laughed, and put the medicine box and Hand the grinding wheel to He Zhensheng, and watch the man return to the console. In the narrow back cabin, there are only two people left alone.Lu Ting leaned against the wall and sat down side by side with Deng Mochi, unable to open his mouth for a while.He was suddenly at a loss. The route map showed that it would take 23 minutes to drive to the destination. During this time, there seemed to be nothing to say.

But at the same time, he felt a great sense of security, which can also be said to be comfort.The darkness outside the porthole could not be deeper, and they hid themselves in this darkness, hiding from this world, exactly the same as the daydream he had when he was young.Besides, just when he began to worry that the coat Deng Mochi left behind was about to dissipate the smell, the real person returned to his side like this, isn't it lucky?This is already worth satisfying.So Lu Ting took a deep breath, wishing to take out his lungs, but kept his face still, for fear of exposing his abnormal greed.

It's hard to tell what kind of state it is. In the long-lost smell of rust, Lu Ting's heartbeat gradually stabilized, but he felt a dull pain in his heart. He was very comfortable and wanted to close his eyes, but he also wanted to cry loudly.Quietly enveloping him was suffering and tenderness.

Soon he fell asleep, leaning on Dun Mochi's shoulder. In the last few flashes, he remembered that he was sitting on the left side, so as not to press the injured hand, and then fell into a drowsy sleep, as if he had completely lost his consciousness again. Eye strength.

Deng Mochi retracted his chin, looked down at the person next to him, touched his hair with the tip of his nose, and took a few deep sniffs.

This was a distance that he was inexplicably afraid to get close to before.

He Zhensheng came over again quietly, "Is there something urgent? Or where are you going in a hurry?"

Dun Mo didn't reply.

He Zhensheng took it for granted, and said, "Where are we taking you, you didn't even ask me a word."

"If you want to lie to me, you can't ask."

"No one will lie to you this time."

"..."

He Zhensheng sighed: "I'll forget it, you should at least trust him."

Dun Mochi remained silent.

"You know who he is, right? He has amnesia, and he won't even read the news." He Zhensheng paused, and said in a low voice, "What he did today is treason, the most serious thing! Global wanted Then it’s [-]% capital crime, not only treason, but also his father, and he won’t even get back home. I really don’t want anything, I think it’s really crazy.”

"I know." Dun Mochi said softly.

He Zhensheng seemed to be choked for a while, and said again after a long while: "By the way, apart from memory, your five senses such as smell—"

"It's all normal."

"That shouldn't be, Lu Ting's pheromone is tasteless, and your whole body is covered with your rust, can't you smell it?"

"Of course not." Deng Mochi then turned his head and glanced at He Zhensheng.

"It's not like he's smelly," he added coldly, "it's water."

He Zhensheng was stunned for two seconds, raised his hands in surrender, and returned to the front cabin to prepare for landing.

Aldebaran-b landed on the surface of the sea, and a huge monster emerged from the water, opened its abdomen to dock with it, and it was Aldebaran.Due to the large surface area, Aldebaran could not withstand the water pressure of more than five meters, so he could only hide shallowly under the water surface. Shu Rui was guarding in the operation room and had been waiting for a long time.

There were three footsteps coming from below. Lu Ting walked in the front and greeted him sleepily: "Thanks for your hard work."

"It's not hard." Shu Rui frowned, looking at Deng Mochi's bandage, "What's wrong with your hand?"

"It should be wrong, take a look." Lu Ting looked at him apologetically.

Shu Rui stopped talking, looked at He Zhensheng who was leaning against the door and yawned again, and led the young man with disheveled hair and pale face behind him to the medical room on the upper floor of Aldebaran.He really doesn't look like a defected first-degree felon, because he doesn't even seem to have the desire to commit crimes.This at least does not coincide with the inherent impression of most people.But he was really troublesome and a headache.

At this time tonight, Shu Rui was supposed to hold an emergency meeting in his company, and he didn't want to promise Lu Ting to come and help at all.

But still agreed.Faced with a precarious mental state, it is too difficult to say "no".It's easy to be reluctant.Due to the boredom in his heart, Shu Rui was afraid that he would make a mistake with his mouth, so he simply kept silent during the treatment of the wound, while Deng Mochi was better at silence than him. sound.Fortunately, the injury was not serious, and there were no cracks in the bones that required surgery. The treatment was quickly completed. Deng Mochi politely said thank you, tied a new splint, hung a new armband, and walked out of the medical room first.

Lu Ting was waiting at the door, the sleepiness in his eyes was replaced by bloodshot eyes.

"There should be no sequelae, and it will fully recover in about half a month." Shu Rui said.

"That's good," Lu Ting breathed out, "Lucy has prepared a supper, including beef porridge, fried dumplings and soybean milk hot pot," he said, and hurriedly explained to Deng Mochi, "Lucy is the artificial intelligence butler here , I always said that she looks like an artificial retarded person. You helped me transform it before. This spaceship is called Aldebaran, and it is where I usually live. rest for a bit."

"Hi!" Lucy greeted with a very natural tone, as if there was a warm and kind woman floating in the air and talking, "Long time no see, Mr. Daliwei, Mr. Daliwei of the universe recently, he doesn't think about eating and drinking, and often suffers from insomnia. Miss you so much—"

"Okay!" Lu Ting shouted, his eyes swept over the faces of the two people with the same strange expressions in front of him, he seemed extremely ashamed, "He Zhensheng probably has already started cooking, if you don't go back, the fish will be old."

He tried to tug at the corner of Deng Mochi's clothes, "Let's go, boss," he said in a panic, "I used to like to call you that."

Deng Mochi pulled out the corner of his clothes, tentatively like him, pinched his fingertips and took another step, "I see."

"Wait," Shu Rui knocked on the wall, "Lu Ting, what happened to your waist?"

The two turned their heads together.

Shu Rui covered his face helplessly: "... At least [-] centimeters of opening, the glass is still inside, can't you feel it?"

Deng Mochi let go of Lu Ting's hand, and touched Lu Ting's shoulder with one hand, making him turn his back to him. "On the lower back," he said, "the T-shirt is torn."

Despite all kinds of reluctance, Lu Ting followed Shu Rui back to the medical room to clean the wound. Before entering the room, he told Lucy to lead the way for Deng Mochi, saying that Xiao Ye and He Zhensheng were in the big restaurant on the second floor. After entering the room, the sensor door opened again. Automatically shutting down, facing Shu Rui's stinky face, he lay on the bed, feeling embarrassed for a while.

"Xiao Rui, you didn't say anything to him just now, did you?"

"What are you talking about? Are you saying that you died for him or that you had an abortion for him? Don't worry, you didn't call me here to intensify the conflict. I did my best to hold back all the words. Just be an artificial mentally handicapped medical robot. "Shu Rui didn't have a good air, the tweezers were merciless, and so was his medical alcohol, "But what happened just now? I don't remember you?"

"probably."

"What is probably?"

Lu Ting's spine twitched in pain, "It's just...he lost part of his memory, but he can get it back after a lot of thinking, just like putting it in a drawer and opening it up again."

"What about your drawers?"

"I don't seem to have a drawer," Lu Ting said after a moment of silence, his fingers embedded in the sponge on the head of the bed. "It's because he thought about it seriously, but he couldn't retrieve me like he retrieved others, so the old ones are gone if they are gone."

"..."

"But he still believes in me more, maybe because some intuition is still there." Lu Ting smiled again, "You see, he obediently came back with me."

"Are you willing?" There was too much blood in the gloves, so Shu Rui changed into new ones.

"It's better than I thought. I'm ready to die there with him today."

"What did you tell him about you?"

"what is what?"

"friend?"

"...Well. Hope Lucy doesn't slip up."

"I know you so well," Shu Rui began to stitch, "Lu Ting, you fucking, what do you want me to say about you."

"What's wrong with me?" Lu Ting said angrily, suddenly he became anxious.

"You are so nice!" Shu Rui pushed back ferociously, and the words jumped out, "You have such a beautiful, kind, selfless, sensible, and humble heart."

"Whatever you say," Lu Ting sneered, "Have you finished sewing?"

"No! You are in a hurry with me," Shu Rui pushed him back on the bed, and said like a cannonball, "You give me a good look, because you are a weird boyfriend, and your father is weird. Confrontation and shouting across the air, the whole world has been messed up. Let’s not talk about ordinary civilians, just talk about my hospital. How many patients do you think are getting worse due to power outages? Fortunately, we have a little spare battery left. Otherwise, there will be death! And my company, how many things do I have to deal with? As a result, I ran to this kind of place where you don’t want to shit, and I will fly a spaceship for you, and if someone finds out, I will definitely be a traitor How about crime? I don't care who is righteous and who is a liar, who wants to expose what and who wants to cover up what, I think you are all equally disgusting, of course I have nothing to complain about, since I agreed, I will be responsible for my own decision, I also admit that something really happened, and there is only one purpose for saying so much, I want you to use your brain to wake me up, and it will be costly for you to mess up now."

The wound was stretched by sutures, but Lu Ting's pain gradually calmed down, along with the anger that burned in his head randomly, "I owe you this matter."

"Who asked you who owes whom?" Shu Rui cut off the thread and threw the scissors into the iron pan, "I don't bother to argue with cowards at all. Don't argue with me, you are cowards! You have all the marks, and said What friend, I really have nothing to say."

Lu Ting was iced by the dressing that was suddenly pressed up, and he calmed down his voice, and said: "You are right, it is a mark, but it only means that he loved me before, not now."

"Absurd."

"Does he have to treat me as a lover now? I don't think so. No one has the responsibility to fall in love with someone repeatedly. This kind of thing can't be forced. If you force it, it will put a lot of pressure on the two of you."

After putting on the dressing, he sat up straight so that Shu Rui could wrap the gauze on, and said, "Now I realize that nothing is really taken for granted. Whenever I take it for granted, I'm 100% unlucky. "

Shu Rui opened his mouth, raised his eyelids and glared at Lu Ting, and pressed the edge of the gauze tightly, "Okay, I have to go, there are too many things in the company," he took off his gloves and mask, "Your cloth I have already sent Rado to Xingu to accompany R179, the child likes it very much, if you don’t come back in the future, and whether you can come back, you can decide for yourself, no one will take care of the child, I will take care of it for the rest of my life.”

"Thank you." That's all Lu Ting finally said.

"I still hope that you can find the so-called truth. You have already paid so much," Shu Rui stroked his brows and smiled, "I have no chance. Many, I'm even a little afraid of the truth, so I actually admire your courage."

Lu Ting was stunned for a moment: "You have a lot of courage."

"It doesn't matter. I just want to say that I don't know when we will meet again this time. When we say goodbye, we can't still quarrel and cry. You old man, please smile quickly, and then let's give a friendly hug regardless of the past."

Lu Ting's eyes were red, but he smiled, and he didn't care about his back injury when he hugged. He hugged very hard, and so did Shu Rui.

This will most likely be the last time.They all know.

After that, Shu Rui left the room first. In a hurry, he ran to Aldebaran's abdominal compartment to find his aircraft. Lu Ting stayed in the medical room for a while. So is leftover blood.The best and only Fa Xiao left, they had already said their indefinite farewell, in fact it was nothing, it stands to reason that Lu Ting was already used to losing—but suddenly he didn’t want to go out this door, didn’t want to go to the dining table to have supper together, didn’t want to Talking, I don't want to see how Deng Mochi and He Zhensheng are familiar.

He felt it was too unfair, why was he the one who got to know him later, he was also the one who was forgotten, and he was also the one who was alone and full of guilt now.

In this way, the emotions came so fast and turbulent that he even began to fear facing them.A long night, tomorrow's sun, the whole world.Because he was alone, he didn't want to face it.

Lu Ting didn't wake up until the lights went out and the room was suddenly pitch black.He quickly realized that the zero o'clock had passed, and the new day was a day of power failure. Aldebaran lost the remote electromagnetic power supply of the power plant, and would start the power saving mode accordingly, even in a place where there is no electromagnetic signal. far sea.

So except for the core living area and his vegetable plot, other rooms must be dormant.

Lu Ting couldn't see any lines, and couldn't judge the distance. He squatted down, touched the floor and moved towards the door. He knocked his head on the wall twice, and finally found the door. The sensor system stopped working. Push the door open.

Standing up, Lu Ting felt that he was about to die, because this long corridor was also dormant, there were no lights at every corner, and Lucy was no longer on guard at all times.

As for the other two companions - they are probably asleep.They are also very tired.

So Lu Ting supported the edge of the door and moved slowly along the wall. The burned skin on his palm began to hurt again, and at the same time, he also smelled the smell of rust.It always felt very strong, and he scolded himself that he must have overreacted because he hadn't smelled it for too long, and the little bit left by others could make him into such a weak-legged state.As a result, before he could move a few steps, he bumped into a shoulder.

Also bumped into a stronger, sharper, smell of rust.

"Do you have night blindness?" Deng Mochi's dry voice was right next to his ears.