sin of lumen

Shu Rui cannot be regarded as a typical adult alpha male.From the perspective of physical fitness alone, he does not have the general characteristics of high endurance and good physical fitness. Instead, his eyes are always black and white, his complexion is often gray, and his body is as thin as a stick.Different from Deng Mochi's thinness that doesn't grow excess flesh, Shu Rui's thinness is caused by lack of exercise and irregular diet. In short, he looks weak at first sight, has little strength, and may fall apart if he is beaten casually.

At the same time, his pheromone taste is also very weak.He claimed to have the smell of turpentine, but Lu Ting often couldn't smell it, and sometimes it was not as obvious as the smell of disinfectant brought out by the hospital, and it didn't match the strength, making it difficult to think of him as Alpha.

But I have to admit that Shu Rui has indeed done a lot better than the standard Alpha of many people in other aspects.As the only child in the family, his mother died early and his father spent many years in the laboratory. He took care of himself, but he still had excellent grades and was very popular. He graduated from the First Federal Medical College early and became a licensed surgeon registered in the medical system. the smallest one.Just in his early 17s, his father passed away suddenly, and the burden of managing the company fell on him again, making him live in the eyes of the media and countless eyes.From rectification to management, his ability is obvious to all.

In Lu Ting's impression, no matter whether it is study, work or life, he has never made any serious mistakes as a child. Others always praise him for being smart, reliable, young and promising, and he always deserves these compliments. Sober, stable, the only bad habit is smoking and drinking, the kind of addiction that can never end once it starts.

This makes people even more suspicious that he is on the verge of a mental breakdown at any time.

At this time, in the Platinum Restaurant on the top floor of the Vanilla Building, a large amount of sunlight shines through the pure glass structure of the private room, shining the whole room, especially the woolen tablecloth mixed with gold thread.Shu Rui has already eaten three slices of foie gras and is working on the fourth slice.This high-end ingredient is fried in butter to make it tender and fat, almost the size of a palm, and each slice is thicker than a palm. It is served in a thin disk made of pure platinum, dotted with bright green basil leaves.

In one corner of the room, a bionic robot in a tuxedo was playing a classical piano, a piece by Tchaikovsky.According to its rhythm, Shu Rui elegantly poured red wine sauce on the foie gras, and cut it in half from the middle without any haste.

Take another fork and swallow it in one gulp.

Lu Ting was no stranger to this man's overeating behavior when he was in a bad mood, but he always felt that it was a bit unpleasant. He peeled off a piece of green skin of boiled pumpkin and dipped it in some white sugar. Is it okay to swallow, don't choke."

Shu Rui wiped the corners of his mouth, and didn't listen to persuasion. He swallowed hard and drank more than half a glass of vodka before saying clearly: "It's so soft, the old lady has to chew it."

Lu Ting smiled. Facing the table full of dazzling dishes, he still gnawed on his pumpkin. After eating this piece, he was going to have another little purple potato.If Dun Mo was here late, he would have an appetite to eat more with others.

"It's okay, anyway, the doctor can cure himself if he eats something wrong, right?" He looked at Shu Rui who had transferred the battlefield from the empty plate of foie gras to the lamb chops, and said again, "I'm serious, Why do you do this now, why not tell him directly that you like him and let him pay more attention to you. "

Shu Rui sneered: "Then he will be scared away by me."

Lu Ting added a few cubes of ice to his wine to prevent him from drinking too much: "How will you know if you don't try it? I think no matter who it is, if someone knows that someone really likes me, the first reaction is to be happy instead of trying to escape. "

"He Zhensheng is not an ordinary person." Shu Rui still had a dull expression on his face. Seeing that the wine in the glass was diluted by the melted ice cubes, he opened a new bottle for himself and drank it directly to his mouth.

Lu Ting was annoyed watching it, he said to himself that you still don't accept my love here, don't expect me to take you home when you lie down after drinking.He thought again, I didn't say it was aimed at ordinary people, is my eldest an ordinary person?He knew what I liked, he didn't scare me away, and he didn't drive me away.If the surname He really ran away when he was scared, it could only show that the level gap was too great.

But of course he won't say these things that add fuel to the flames at this point, just silently biting the purple sweet potato and watching Shu Rui drink, which can be regarded as a kind of companionship.Seeing that Shu Rui warmed himself up and unbuttoned two shirt buttons, Lu Ting was startled, and then asked again: "What's wrong with your neck?"

"Huh?" Shu Rui touched the red mark with his fingertips, and wiped it back and forth, "The one who was pinched, can't you tell the police?"

"I'm asking who pinched him?"

Shu Rui frowned and narrowed his eyes: "Who else could it be? It was on the bed last night. Oh, oh, I see, Lu Ting, you are too young to understand what ** is."

Lu Ting was speechless for a while, his brain seemed out of control, and he actually began to imagine Deng Mochi on the bed, pinching his neck indifferently, all his feelings were precarious, and sweat slipped down from those beautiful collarbones, dripping into his neck. own choking mouth...

Although Lu Ting has never clearly seen Deng Mochi's collarbone, the stimulation is still too great, and it is of the same order of magnitude as imagining pregnancy. After only a few flashes, he dare not think about it any more. Lu Ting quickly stopped and stared. Looking at Shu Rui: "This is a personal hobby, of course I can understand, is it that you like it? Are you trying to cater to him?"

"Fart," Shu Rui obviously started to get drunk, he closed his eyes, "I'm fucked."

Lu Ting lowered his head and began to cut the grilled shrimp. He already clearly recalled He Zhensheng's tungsten steel mechanical arm, which was as heavy as a discus when he slapped it on his shoulder.I wish he used the other hand on Shu Rui.Lu Ting knew that he had nothing to persuade him, so he just said: "...Be careful, don't risk your life."

Shu Rui folded his arms and laughed loudly, his shoulders were shaking, and his head was kept lowered. When Lu Ting suspected that he was crying from laughter and was about to turn this venting into a cry, he suddenly raised his face Come, stare at Lu Ting with a pair of dry, bloodshot eyes.

"Do you know," he said mysteriously, "He Zhensheng woke up twice and tried to kill me both times."

"why?"

"Because I saved him?" Shu Rui looked at the clusters of buildings under the glass floor, at their mutated scale-like reflective windows, and at the fish-like flying machines passing through them, and at the lower places, The billowing radiation dust, "It's really incomprehensible how the hospital let me, an intern who hasn't done surgery for a few years, deal with the seriously injured."

Seeing that Lu Ting was silent, Shu Rui said again: "It's really funny. The second time he was lying on the hospital bed and couldn't move, he actually asked me if I could find out who sent him from the fourth district back then. The child who came to the hospital, why, are you going to kill everyone together?"

Lu Ting immediately asked, "Did you say that?"

Shu Rui opened his drunken eyes and looked at him strangely: "How is it possible, I have no impression of that guy at all, even if I did, I wouldn't say anything, I can't do anything about recalling the monitoring records, Xiao Xiao It's too miserable to be so brave at the age that you get covered in blood, and you're hunted down in the end."

Really miserable.Lu Ting thought.The reason why Deng Mochi saved people at that time was because He Zhensheng's father was doing charity and helped his family.Does this count as repayment by the fountain?

But what is even worse is that Deng Mochi was still found by He Zhensheng, and he was hunted down...?So Dun Mo is still full of guard against that person even now that he is late.Young siblings, an alcoholic and violent stepfather, vast mountains of rubbish and radiation, and unintentional murders, all these things fell on a boy who was less than 20 years old, Lu Ting thought for a moment , biting the root of his teeth so painfully, the red shrimp under the knife was also chopped into pieces by him.

But how did the two become a business relationship now?There will never be only one scrap collector in the entire Fourth District.

Perhaps there is a deeper reason, or perhaps, He Zhensheng has more dangers.

As for whether it's because He Zhensheng has changed his mind and changed from wanting to kill someone to wanting to repay his favor, Lu Ting didn't have much illusions.

In short, Lu Tinglei unmovedly defined He as a lunatic, and cursed in his heart for a while.Even though Fa Xiao Shu Rui seemed to be fascinated, he still wished he could run to find Deng Mochi now, and stay by his side all the time, especially when He Zhensheng was approaching.

"Why does he want to die so much? Did he tell you?" After clearing his mind, Lu Ting started the conversation again.

Shu Rui had already eaten two small bowls of sweet caramel baked pudding like masochism, and was so tired of smoking that he kept smoking. Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and said slowly: "He was originally involved in the immigration plan, his father It is the old philanthropist, He Renju, who can take priority in immigration. The No. 11 batch, their whole family went up."

"I know that, it was said in the news," Lu Ting put down the knife and fork, "and his father, your father, my father, don't they all know each other?"

"Really," Shu Rui blinked, as if he was suddenly very happy, "Did we meet when we were young? He is five years older than me, and ten years older than you! He doesn't mind us when we meet."

Lu Ting quickly brought the topic back to the point: "So He Zhensheng fell down and wanted to die, did he not immigrate?"

"It's because his family members are all dead, and none of them immigrated, he told me," Shu Rui put down the cigarette for a while, looking down at the plane formed by the spirits in the glass, the tension gave it a slight Arc, "They said they died in space, and he was the only one who escaped successfully, penetrated the atmosphere, and fell to the ground."

"The original aircraft can't be found, and there is no evidence left. It may have been sold as scrap metal by the child who picked him up." Shu Rui took another long breath.

"No, tell me clearly, what is 'all dead in space', did they encounter any accident?"

"No accident, He Zhensheng said that as long as you go to heaven, you will be sent to death. The whole immigration plan is a scam. Mars city is fake. There is no one in it. The living people are all halfway. They didn't even see the shadow of Mars. There is no way to explain it. No one reminded them in advance, and no one rescued them, and they directly turned into thousands of space junk," Shu Rui paused, "He said that the earth can no longer support so many people, and the average medical level is too high. High, the plague is only good for artificial humans who have no healing environment, and if this continues, they will die together. Therefore, the government does not hesitate to spend so much money, material and manpower to screen and filter some natural people with beautiful packaging and justifiable names. massacre."

"These are the exact words." Shu Rui added, looking at his knees, his voice hoarse and sad, "He Zhensheng and many people have said that they spent a lot of money to publicize this 'fact' everywhere, but no one Believe it, because he couldn’t produce any evidence. He was also detained, classified as a disabled person, and was diagnosed with a mental illness with a reduced sentence. After he came out, he chose to commit suicide.”

Lu Ting's scalp was tense, and cold sweat broke out.Shu Rui was very frank after drinking, and Lu Ting believed that he didn't add any embellishments, but all this seemed too unbelievable and too unfounded.conspiracy?massacre? More than 100 million participants.The immigration plan has long been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.Something the federal government has been doing for over a decade.

It is also something that his father has insisted on since he took office.Something about his brother and sister.

It is also related to Shu Rui.

"What about you, what do you think is going on?" He stared closely into Shu Rui's eyes, "You are in the hospital where the medical examination was conducted, and my sister is also there. After all these years, have you noticed anything wrong?"

Shu Rui shook his head: "Not at all. I have a few friends who are immigrants, have settled down, and will regularly video with me."

Lu Ting thought, I don't have such a friend, and I will keep in touch even if I am not on the same planet.To be exact, I don't have any friends at all.

But his palpitations still stopped, and his stiff body also relaxed, leaning back on the soft chair back.

"But He Zhensheng's family is still out of reach, right?" he asked.

"Well, I think the accident happened for real, but the news was suppressed, it was a big stimulus for him, and the rest was his imagination, and the brain provided him with stress protection by showing aggression. But I'm a surgeon, and I don't know enough about these things," Shu Rui put the cigarette holder on the broken lower lip and rubbed it lightly, "I also told him my thoughts, not that people who died before Will they all be more emotional and patient? He is really gentle, smiling and telling me, get out."

"……and then?"

Shu Rui looked over apologetically, his eyes were facing Lu Ting, but his eyes did not fall on his face, as if he was looking at another person: "Then I found him a psychiatrist, and I quit soon. I got another one, same thing, and then I'll get another one."

"I know how you feel," Lu Ting said after deliberation, "You want to understand him very much, but you always feel that you can't. It's not that you think, it's that you really can't."

Shu Rui seemed a little surprised, and there was water in his eyes, the corners of his mouth moved, and it took two seconds before he made a sound: "At least one thing is lucky, he didn't commit suicide afterward."

Is that lucky?To die or not to die, I can't make a choice that can be said to be willing, so I laugh every day and act like a weirdo.It's a sad thing, but it's not an excuse to bully your savior.Lu Ting thought.

After this seemingly too heavy conversation ended, Shu Rui drank a lot of wine, vomited out the expensive things he ate, and spent time in the restaurant until the sunset.

Lu Ting still sent him back to his residence, who was drunk as mud, and Shu Rui lived on the top floor of his company's headquarters. The secret door was like many checkpoints, and it took a lot of effort to get in.The maid came up to him in a panic, Lu Ting handed over his stinky hair, and told the maid to confiscate his e-cigarettes and cook something hot to digest.

After Lu Ting returned to Aldebaran, he switched back and forth between hundreds of movies and documentaries, but he couldn't find one to watch, so he went to clean up the vegetable field. When his back hurt, he still didn't feel like going to sleep.

Before he took a bath, he sent a polite letter to the sheriff of District [-], reminding him to feedback his form, and Dun Mochi sent a message: Good night, boss, is everything going well today?I met with Shu Rui, and he really saw us yesterday.

More than half an hour later, he got out of the bathroom wiping his wet hair, and saw Deng Mochi's reply: Well, good night.

Three words, basically equivalent to no communication, but Lu Ting still watched them fall asleep, under the dim light of the M83 galaxy.He imagined his pillows as the flat pillows in that hut, and his bed as that hard single bed with the smell of Deng Mochi all over it.

That day he really wanted to take one piece of clothing, or many pieces, enough to bury himself in it, so that sleeping would become a blissful thing.But Deng Mochi's clothes seemed to be hanging on the wall, there were really not many, Lu Ting's face did not allow him to make such a weird request.

Then the activity of buying new clothes together will be put on the agenda.

A few days later, Lu Ting knew that Deng Mochi had something to do, and he didn't want to indulge himself into a harasser, so he didn't communicate too much. The few conversations between the two of them every day ended in the word "good night".Of course, he himself was not idle, and he wasted all his time in the shooting range and vegetable field. With those questions still in his mind, Lu Ting finally realized that in this capacity, he was like a blind man. Not only the immigration plan, but he has too little understanding of what the Federation is doing and what is happening on this planet every day.

At the same time, his retrieval level and cracking technology were not enough to support him to find the core information on the open network, and Deng Mochi was not around, so he couldn't count on others to help him every day.

So after a few days of wandering around, Lu Ting came to the Berger Library, which is located in the central ring of the special zone and is the largest existing electronic database in the world.A few years ago, when Lu Ting was still in the police academy, Lu Zhi once gave him a verification card during his graduation thesis writing, with sufficient authority to check all confidential information at level two and below.

At that time, Lu Ting didn't want to take shortcuts, just like his classmates, he only used the materials provided by the police academy and completed the thesis with high scores.Now that this card was turned out by him, it came in handy. It allowed Lu Ting to sit in front of the computer screen in the confidential area smoothly. The tall arched windows and pillars made this space look like the remains of an ancient church. Artificial white noise and light tracks all over the air are still a clear reminder that it is 2099.

Behind this small computer is an incomparably huge sea of ​​information.

Lu Ting wore dimming glasses for security screens, calmed down, opened a brand new notebook, and decided to spend the next few afternoons here, writing down things that might be useful in the future, and practicing his handwriting by the way handwriting.The last time he saw the manuscripts in Deng Mochi's room, they were just calculations on scratch paper. The strokes were sharp, smooth, and chic in their own way, all of which made him feel ashamed.

Although few people use their brains to calculate things and write with pens now, there is still a genius in this world who is still doing this kind of thing modestly. Lu Ting believes that he cannot fall too far behind.Unexpectedly, he held the pen stiffly, and before he could finish writing one side, the bracelet rang.Only calls from special contacts will keep the prompt tone in silent mode. It really is Deng Mochi. Lu Ting didn't care about anything else, and quickly ran to the reading room to answer, but what he heard was an immature voice.

It is R180.

"Brother, policeman, hurry up, hurry up," she was already crying out of breath, and when she opened her mouth, the pores of Lu Ting's body tightened instantly, "Brother passed out and didn't go home for several days , as soon as he came back, he passed out and couldn't wake up, we don't have a hospital... Come and save him..."