sin of lumen

Lu Ting couldn't make a sound for more than a minute.He opened his mouth stupidly and took off his mask, because he subconsciously felt that the moment was very important, and at important moments, they should look at each other.

Use only your eyes.

Deng Mochi also pulled off the mask.He still looked slightly puzzled.

Lu Ting asked: "What change?"

He was too nervous, the mixture of low self-esteem, ecstasy and uncertainty and then projected on the body may be a kind of tension.So that he seemed a little abrupt.

And in the process of figuring out a problem, Deng Mochi doesn't care about what's there or what's not, and he won't refuse to spend more time talking.He replied solemnly: "I will be anxious and hesitate to do things."

Lu Ting's eyes darkened - this didn't seem like a good change.Can it be understood as a kind of care?Will it be too self-indulgent?

Deng Mochi thought of another sentence: "I will also feel relaxed."

Lu Ting immediately came to his senses: "For example, when?"

Dun Mochi looked at the ceiling: "When laughing."

laugh?Lu Ting clearly remembered his smile.In front of the projected sunset in the bar called the Sun God.At that time, I was telling him, I just want to make friends with you.

And maybe the occasional laugh, hidden behind a gas mask.Can't see or hear.

"Then can you have a smile now?" He moved two steps forward, leaned in front of Deng Mochi, his eyes swept over his knees bent on the edge of the machine tool, "relax and relax."

Unexpectedly, Deng Mochi actually did so, with his face facing Lu Ting, he made a standardized smile like the bionic waiter in the bar who followed the electronic program that day, and kept it on for a few seconds. Really weird.

"...That's right, your eyes are so well-shaped, and your eyelashes are so long...Your smile is crooked, which is very suitable for laughing," Lu Ting knew that his language was very clumsy, but he didn't allow his shyness to show up at this extremely rare moment. By mistake, he insisted on staring straight with his blushing face, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help crying, "I need to practice more in the future, so that I can smile better."

Deng Mochi nodded, as if he had listened to the words, put his tiger's mouth under his thin lips, pushed his index finger and thumb up on the cheeks on both sides, and frowned to figure out the angle.

Lu Ting saw that his face was hot, his neck was hot, and his head was starting to heat up. He thought that he might have made a mistake, and actually wanted to use "cute" to describe the guy in front of him who was always serious, calm and worried.After all, he couldn't bear it anymore, he squatted down and let out a laugh, but bit his lip in vain, trying to swallow his imageless state, his shoulders were shaking.

Deng Mochi's voice came faintly from above his head: "I just said, when you laughed."

Lu Ting immediately fell silent. He stared at the ground for two seconds, then raised his head unsteadily: "I'm laughing, why don't you relax?"

"Is it strange?" Deng Mochi put down the hand pinching the smiling face, and crossed his fingers together, "Do you know why?"

Lu Ting thought for a while and said, "Maybe it's because the act of laughing can be contagious? That word is called atmosphere."

"It's possible." Deng Mochi suddenly approached his face, his bangs drooped almost touching his forehead, and looked him upright, "You always look not worried, and you are also very suitable for laughing."

Lu Ting almost sat down on the ground.

The smell of rust lingers in front of the nose in a dense and dense way, once again subtly and clearly distinguishing it from other scrap metal in the room.Maybe the difference is just because it's from Deng Mochi.Lu Ting thought: Please forgive me.

Thanks to the solid basic skills and the stable chassis, after all, it squatted in place without making a fool of itself.

"Then do you like to see me laugh?" Lu Ting asked courageously.

Deng Mochi sat up straight, far away from Lu Ting again, and his face returned to an indifferent expression, the skin under the black hair was reflected by the light into a flawless white.He seems to have nothing to say about this subjective question.

Lu Ting pinched the bridge of his nose, drew his knees together, and drooped his eyelashes, "Anyway, I like to see you smile. The kind that is really happy and casual. So if you don't want to laugh, it's good to keep a straight face."

Deng Mochi asked back: "The estrus period hasn't passed yet."

This topic changed so quickly, Lu Ting was a little stunned: "...it should be, usually it takes several days, although I just did it for the second time, it seems not very regular."

"Well, it was light just now, but now it's thick again."

"what?"

"The smell of pheromones."

"Can you smell it?" Lu Ting raised his eyes, he almost jumped up.

"I have a problem with my sense of smell. In public places, I can smell hundreds of smells, some of which are similar, but the differences between individuals are still very clear," Deng Mochi said seriously, "That feeling is disgusting most of the time. "

"So-so you can smell mine too? I thought I didn't."

"You smell like water."

"Water also smells?"

"Chemical level is colorless and odorless, but for me, everything has a taste," Deng Mochi put it plainly, "just like land has it, and steel has it too."

"Steel is also available." Lu Ting murmured and repeated.

"If you are not careful, you will ignore it," Deng Mochi stared at him, and stated, "It makes people feel that you are wet."

"Am I wet?" Lu Ting widened his eyes shyly.

I do get wet a lot!when you are here.Like now.he thought so.

He even felt that his breathing was blocked, and he spread his fingers and buried his face in it, with uncontrollable crazy thoughts in his mind: I... I took a lot of inhibitors.But I still really want you to hug me, kiss me... take off my slippery clothes.

tag me.

"But it's not rain," Deng Mochi said again, "Rain stinks."

After saying that, he stood up and carried back the last part of steel pipes from the door. The denim jacket was stained with blood, and he was used to it. He only piled up the hard-earned recycling in a corner of the room.Seeing that Lu Ting was still squatting in front of the machine tool in a daze, his body trembling slightly, and his face was hidden for some reason, he reminded: "Let's go, you should go home."

"I told you I'll see you off." He walked up to Lu Ting again, pulling his arm to lift him up.The vicinity of this old battlefield used to be a dense rainforest growing in a river valley, and now there are creatures mutated by radiation frequently appearing at night, which is much more troublesome than during the day.It is really not the best policy to leave an Omega in heat in his safe house with poor facilities and low temperature.

Lu Ting seemed to be dragged back to his senses, and finally stood up obediently, followed behind him with sore knees, and asked in a low voice: "What about the alfalfa? The perfume I sprayed. Does it stink?"

"I didn't notice." Deng Mochi locked the mechanical puppy, turned on the flashlight, and the beam of light extended to the tail of the spaceship.

"I spray it because I want to give you a better impression. The alfalfa smell is very comfortable. It is said to make people feel good physically and mentally. There is no bad street. It is better than the smell of water."

"Who would care about that kind of thing." Standing in front of the "Aldebaran-b" that had been waiting for a long time, Deng Mochi looked back, and Lu Ting, like him, was not wearing a gas mask, exposed in the gray night air. His face was still blushing except for his hair, facial features and skin. "Things that are real no matter how you look at them deserve more attention." Deng Mochi said again.

Hearing this, Lu Ting glanced at him evasively, and aimed his palm at the safety lock at the entrance of the spaceship.The electronic screen sensed his fingerprints, and perhaps his pulse.His heart was indeed beating too far, and he blinked at the face scanning camera absently, wondering whether the sentence just now could be understood as, in this person's view, his meager pheromone is better than that kind of pheromone. Expensive, artificial flavors based on popular taste?

What is more worthy of attention is that it is true.

Lu Ting climbed onto the railing and lifted his legs high, stepping onto the spaceship with one step, with Deng Mochi following behind him.The airtight door was closed tightly, and the cabin was very warm, filled with a peaceful and stable atmosphere.

"Go and rest." Deng Mochi said to Lu Ting after he opened the operating authority.

"Thank you." Lu Ting didn't want to leave next to him.

"I hitch a ride." Deng Mochi stared at the light screen intently, and started inputting in his hands, quickly calculating the current wind speed and direction of the ray storm's moving path, so as to adjust the flight trajectory.

Lu Ting looked at him sideways, nodded, and still did not go back to the back cabin, but did some simple assistance on another computer. The two efficiently put the spacecraft on track and got out of the radiation dust hole. Entering the high altitude, the rest of the journey is basically automatic driving.Deng Mochi sat directly on the co-pilot's seat, looking up at the lights on the cabin roof in a daze, with the signature look of being unable to wake up but not sleeping.Lu Ting helped him change the dressing silently, and then watched his wandering in the sky second by second from the driver's seat.

Where is the sky?What is he thinking?Falling in love with a smart person, Lu Ting saw his own stupidity.

Most of the voyage was spent in silence, except for the sound of instruments and engines working, and the breathing of the two people with different levels, nothing could be heard.The huge night swallowed all the movement.When there were only more than 20 kilometers away from the Saxon River, Lu Ting said: "Actually, I have checked some other ways to relieve estrus. My sister said that the side effects of some inhibitors are not yet clear, although inhibitors are the most effective."

Deng Mochi stopped looking at the indicator light for a long time, and looked at him.

"It's just like folk remedies. It is said that you can drink ice water and take a cold shower, but I tried it last time, and it didn't work. You can also have some glands removed by surgery, but I still want to fall in love, so I don't want it," Lu Ting squeezed The armrest seemed to have created a problem for himself, he said with difficulty, "You can still kiss Alpha, really, that can temporarily mark and calm the pheromone disorder."

Deng Mochi was not surprised: "My sister is also an Omega, I checked it just like you."

Lu Ting was relieved from the feeling of being at a loss. He rummaged in his backpack and pulled out two brand new masks. "I promised last time. I found two children's masks," he handed them over, "Fortunately, there are no forget."

Dun Mochi took it: "Thank you."

Lu Ting took a breath and said, "You're almost there."

"I'll take you to the special zone," Dun Mochi said, "and then take the bus back."

"No, I'm fine now."

"You have something to tell me."

"Is that how you feel too?"

Deng Mochi nodded, acquiescing to this matter.

Lu Ting listened attentively to his own breath, the breath he exhaled was hot, as if he would exhale all the hot courage and impulse if he didn't hurry up.Or blocked halfway, forcing him to lose control like a pressure cooker, making him look weak and wanton in front of Deng Mochi.

Therefore, there is indeed something to say, and it is pressed in the throat, and it will be too late if you don't say it.so.

Lu Ting said in one breath: "You said not to come in the future. If you mean that you don't want to see me again, I can't agree. You also changed my mood, and it happened from the beginning. I heard you say that because I feel anxiety, hesitation, and relief, and I'm really happy."

Dun Mochi remained silent.

Lu Ting asked again: "So... those changes, no matter how big or small, even if they are only a little bit, can you leave them to me?"

Dun Mochi said: "It already exists."

Lu Ting looked at him, not even daring to focus: "Can there be more?"

"I can overcome those objective factors," he added hastily, "the average life expectancy is only 50 years old, who knows how many years we can live, time is short, there are many things I want to do, most want to be with you stay together."

"Why?" Dun Mochi asked.

"Because I like you!" Lu Ting blurted out.

I saw that Deng Mochi didn't react much, but Lu Ting himself was completely confused. He stood up and clenched his hands, as if he had already lost: "I know this matter may give you a headache...but I don't need you Like me now, I will work hard, even if I still don’t like me in the future, it’s okay, this is all freedom, but I can be sad about those things later, if you don’t let me go to you, I will start to be sad now .”

"You don't know me," Deng Mochi also stood up, "Why do you like me?"

"You don't understand me either," Lu Ting stared at him, rubbing his eyes after staring for two seconds, "Why do you know that I can't like you?"

Deng Mochi laughed suddenly, he actually asked: "Are you going to cry?"

Lu Ting's tears were held back halfway, stored in sour eye sockets, only a little moist, not flowing out.

"I don't know what's going on," he said in a dazed hoarse voice, "It's also the first time I've told someone that I like it. When I say it, I don't need to hide it anymore. It seems relieved and sad at the same time. ..you'd be amused if I said I was destined to see you, but it's true..."

The voice got smaller and smaller.

At some point, they had already crossed the river, and the lights of the special zone were hanging in the air not far away, blurred by clouds of gray haze, like a pool of thunder and lightning trapped in the clouds.

"We will meet again." Deng Mochi looked out the window.

"You agree?" Lu Ting took two wrong steps towards him.

"Yes." Deng Mochi began to carry the knife on his back, and he hung the cardboard boxes with two mask strings on the handle of the knife and put them on the gauntlet.The map suggested that the orbits of the huge Aldebaran and this "planet" were about to coincide, and Lu Ting was about to return to the high place, and he was going down.

Then he stood at the door of the cabin, waiting for the vibration when the spaceship landed automatically.

Sure enough, Lu Ting followed him closely, insisting to stand beside him, his eyes were still red, but there was already a smile on his face: "See you tomorrow, Boss."

"I have something to do these two days, wait for you to recover."

"I understand, I will contact you, you are my special contact," Lu Ting still bent his eyes, and his whole face showed pure joy, "By the way, today we are comrades-in-arms again, aren't we? Can I hug you again?"

Dun Mochi was speechless for a moment, an Omega in estrus, all kinds of emotions came so quickly, so completely, so defenseless in front of him, but he was still as calm as a mirror.Everything seemed unreasonable.

But Lu Ting said pitifully: "Just like last time, just one click."

"Okay." Deng Mochi opened his arms like last time.

In the next second, Lu Ting was hugged into his arms—to be exact, Lu Ting threw himself in, but consciously fell on his shoulders, a little lower, with a soft appearance.

Dun Mochi thought, when he hugged last time, the person in his arms liked him already.The click on the bridge of the nose also has an explanation.

This time his senses failed because it felt unrealistic.There are many people interested in his appearance, many people chat with him, and some people want to mate with him-maybe only use these two words.There is almost no Alpha gender in the artificial human population, and he seems to be a relatively young and decent one among them.

But no one said "like" to him, said, "destined".

Do you really want to hug someone when you like them?

The tremor that landed on the ground was also spent in a hug.Next to the apron is a commercial street, where stalls and hawkers gather, and the natural person residents below the special zone consume here. As soon as the hatch door is opened, noises pour in.

"Okay." Deng Mochi patted Lu Ting's waist.

Lu Ting still didn't want to let go, he stood up straight, his hands were still grabbing his shoulders, his pair of black eyes were shining brightly.His breath suddenly approached, his eyes glued tighter, his lips warmly pressed close to Deng Mochi's, and he kissed him.

I didn't feel anything except it was soft, but the sound when it touched was a bit crisp, and Deng Mochi could hear it very clearly.

"This is my first kiss!" Lu Ting said excitedly, even the roots of his ears were red.

Also mine.Dun Mo thought about it later.

"Do you find it annoying?" Lu Ting's gaze seemed to penetrate into his eyes.

"I don't hate it." Deng Mochi said truthfully.

"I'm sure I won't need inhibitors until tomorrow." Lu Ting let go of him shyly, looked down slightly, "...the Alpha I like kissed me."

Is this the kiss you found?Fake website.Thinking this way, Deng Mochi went down and said goodbye.Lu Ting responded to him with several voices.When the spaceship took off, Deng Mochi stood on the side of the road a few steps away, raised his head, and did not move away.

Lu Ting stood in front of the window and pressed his face against the glass, staring down until the person shrank into a point, and then buried in the haze.

He suddenly felt that the process of his ascent was actually a fall. In retrospect, the bustling ground seemed to be the silent universe, and the lights were all fake, and they should be swallowed up by black holes.

And the only bright star looked at him quietly.