Dangerous game

Rational, calm, forbearing, all forgotten.It turns out that guilt is the biggest executioner in these days of surviving. It really exists in every inch of your skin, even if it is flowing in your blood, it is also a cruel guilt.

How could Jiangbei escape?He was going to be driven crazy. Once his shame took root, he might not be easy for the rest of his life.

With a "bang", the vase by the table fell to the ground. Jiang Bei ignored it and continued to look for his things. The man was afraid that he would step on it, so he bent down to pick up the pieces, and accidentally scratched his hand.

No matter how good his temper was, he was on the verge of erupting at this moment. He went up and grabbed Jiang Bei, his tone impatient: "How long are you going to make trouble!?"

Jiang Bei was frightened by the dripping blood, and said in a daze, "I just want to find something..."

Shen Munan walked to the bedside table and pulled out a few tissues, and hastily covered the wound, his face became more and more gloomy, but when he saw the flustered expression of his little lover, he had to soften his tone: "You are not calm now, what are you doing?" Let’s talk about it tomorrow.”

The movement in the master bedroom woke up the people downstairs. Uncle Zhong, the housekeeper, went upstairs first to check on the situation. He knocked on the door three times. Shen Munan covered his bleeding hand and went to open the door.

Uncle Zhong's eyes were sharp, and he could immediately distinguish the smell of blood from the chaotic battlefield. He said nervously, "I'll call and call Dr. Zhou over."

Shen Munan nodded, signaling him to go down.

Uncle Zhong said a lot: "Sir, I'll ask someone to come up and clean up the room."

"no need."

The door was gently closed, and the room was as silent as water, and the air-conditioning outlet rustled out cold air.Shen Munan rubbed the wound, glanced sideways at Jiangbei, and said, "His things are in the storage room, I'll look at them tomorrow and sleep first."

Jiang Bei obeyed and carefully climbed onto the bed.There is always a limit to making trouble, and he himself knows that he can't do this in the middle of the night.

Jiang Bei fell asleep very quickly. He was a natural sleepy, and he could fall asleep immediately after closing his eyes for a while.The man had been guarding him by the bed, his thigh was used as a pillow.

The time passed quietly until eleven o'clock, and the moonlight shone brightly on the wooden floor of the room.

"Boom, boom, boom." After three regular knocks on the door, the door was slowly pushed open by Uncle Zhong.

Shen Munan looked over and made a silent gesture subconsciously. He supported Jiang Bei's head and gently placed it on the pillow, kissed his forehead pityingly, and then walked out softly.

"Sir, Dr. Zhou is here. He's downstairs now. Do you want him to come up?" Uncle Zhong's voice was very low.

"I'll go straight down." The man was a little tired, and his walking was not as striding as before.

Uncle Zhong followed, weighed his face and asked, "Do you need to send someone up to clean the room?"

"I'll do it tomorrow, he's asleep." The man's voice was mellow, with a natural sense of oppression.

"it is good."

The wound was not very deep. After disinfecting and applying medicine, Shen Munan's tiger's mouth was wrapped with a circle of gauze, which can be regarded as Jiangbei's masterpiece.

Dr. Zhou was packing his outpatient box, and told him with his back: "Be careful these few days, don't get wet, and avoid smoking and alcohol."

Shen Munan was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Why do some people have great mood swings?"

Dr. Zhou turned around, looked at him, and frowned slightly: "Be more specific."

"It was fine at night, but when I answered the phone, I lost control of myself. He's not usually like this." Shen Munan pursed his lips, and added, "It's my lover."

"How did he sleep?" asked the doctor.

"Slept well, basically woke up at dawn."

"Then the situation should be fine. You also said that he is accidental. Let's observe it for a while. If he often loses control, take him to the hospital. Nowadays, people's lives are under great pressure, and their psychological endurance is not enough, but The treatment should be symptomatic, and you have to find the lesion first. You don't have to worry too much, it's not serious."

Shen Munan was thoughtful: "I see."

In the middle of the night, the man went for a walk in the yard alone. He still had trouble falling asleep as before, silently playing with a cigarette in his hand. The craving for the cigarette was still there, but he hadn't smoked it.

Sparks gradually burned between his fingers, and he casually threw away the cigarette butt in his hand.

The moon hid in the clouds, and the wind picked up. Shen Munan walked back to the villa slowly, and entered the master bedroom on the second floor.

Since the sound of footsteps came from the corridor, Jiang Bei had already woken up, his eyelids were moving restlessly, he felt the man's breathing and the cold kiss on his mouth.For a long time, a black shadow seemed to cover his face.

Jiang Bei opened his eyes, and as expected, his eyes met. He was much more behaved, and said softly, "My throat is a bit dry, go and help me get a glass of water."

Shen Munan was not too surprised, he calmly said: "Well, wait."

"Add some honey."

The man paused and twitched the corners of his mouth when he heard the words, feeling better for no reason.

Jiang Bei stretched his body and turned on the small night light on his side, and a light yellow halo immediately shone.He changed to a more comfortable sitting position, idly watching the movement at the door.

As the footsteps approached, Jiang Bei closed his eyes instead, as if trying to distance himself.

Soon, Shen Munan walked in, the water glass was gently placed on the bedside table, and the man said softly, "I added two spoonfuls."

"Well, that's enough." Jiang Bei glanced at him, picked up the water glass and murmured several times, his throat was cool and comfortable. After drinking, he licked his lips and said, "Thank you."

"It's only one o'clock, sleep a little longer." Shen Munan said.

Jiang Bei moved in a few inches, patted the vacated space, and said, "You should come up to sleep too, you've been tossing around for a long time."

A corner of Shen Munan's heart suddenly collapsed, and the light was beautiful, outlining the gentle charm of his little lover's face, and he asked softly, "Are you still drinking?"

Jiang Bei shook his head: "No more." Then he patted the bed again, "Come on."

He is a heartless person with great forgetfulness. When he closes and opens his eyes, he will digest the big things by himself. Whether he will make a comeback in the future, he himself can't tell.

Shen Munan lay down, propping the back of his head with one hand, Jiang Bei's body slowly slid to his side, and the two just cuddled each other.

"Show me your hand." Jiang Bei picked up the right hand of the man resting on his belly, wrapped in white gauze, and he put it down lightly, "Zhou Yang called and told me that his family wanted to Move his brother's grave."

"Hmm." The man's posture remained unchanged, and his voice was low.

"He and I saved some money before and planned to buy a house. Later, his brother had an accident, and all the money went into it. He was honest and treated me very well, but the family conditions were not good. My mother disagreed at first. , we went secretly to get the certificate. It was New Year's Eve, and he went out to buy me a mobile phone..." Jiang Bei almost choked up, and continued, "I went to the hospital to see him, and he saw his face. I don't know why..."

Shen Munan wiped his tears for him, coaxing: "Don't think about anything, just sleep for a while."

Jiang Bei's eyes were swollen into walnuts. He nodded, still clutching the hem of the man's pajamas.

Shen Munan couldn't bear to stay any longer, and wanted to go out for a while, he slowly pulled away Jiang Bei's hand, but the man grabbed him as if he was surprised.

"Munan, help me." He cried.The same thing was said a few years ago.

At this time, the man really couldn't say anything like "I'll think about it", so he walked out of the room exhausted physically and mentally without saying a word.

Looking back now, the man thinks that their marriage was just a spectacle. The love is sometimes true and sometimes false. If you really want to talk about it in detail, how much is true and how much is false?He is completely fascinated by the drama now, what about that person, did he just want to "help him"?

Shen Munan turned back, with some nameless anger, he looked coldly at the person on the bed, and finally asked what he had hidden for a long time: "Shen Xianbei, I have liked you since I was very young, what about you, do you Don't you like me at all?"

Jiang Bei opened his eyes, and the red and swollen eyes looked over in a panic.

Shen Munan pinched his little lover's chin with his gauze-wrapped hand, and tortured himself vigorously. The gauze was stained with blood, and he asked hoarsely, "Are you there!? Talk!!"

Jiang Bei kept silent, he couldn't let his conscience be eaten by dogs.He already owed Zhou Ming too much.

That night, the man was bored in the study and smoked in the middle of the night, and he came up with a solution for five hours.

Jiang Bei didn't sleep much, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling boredly, even if the divorce agreement was put in front of him in a while, he wouldn't be too surprised.What should come will always come.

The morning light was coming in through the window, and the door of the master bedroom opened not long after.

Shen Munan walked over and looked directly at him, Jiang Bei also gradually brewed some emotions, he said to the man: "After you got engaged to your fiancée, I went to the Honor City to look for you, and I told Zhou Ming that I left my ring with you. I have to get it back. This is an excuse. I just want to visit you. I went there a few times, but you were not there. I asked Zhou Ming, where did Shen Munan live now? He said you should live with your fiancée , I thought, yes, you are already engaged, how could you still live in the place you used to be?"

Shen Munan skillfully took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, lit it, and bit it near his mouth, trying to hide the unwillingness in his eyes with this series of redundant movements.

It is conceivable how unwilling he was to push his little lover to others in vain.

Jiang Bei continued: "I'm not a robot, how can I have no feelings at all? But you were engaged to someone else at the time, what else can I do?"

Shen Munan took a deep breath of the cigarette and let it out, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "I'll help you investigate the car accident, and don't mention anything else in the future."

Jiang Bei got up from the bed, half-kneeled and hugged the man's waist, gratefully said: "Thank you, thank you." The cry also overflowed, low into the dust.

Shen Munan hugged him back, and pressed his chin lightly.

Before seven o'clock, Ah Ping drove over, and he could be heard talking to someone in the garden from a long distance away.Shen Munan raised his wrist and looked at his watch, feeling suspicious in his heart, he put down the newspaper in his hand and walked outside.

"Mr. Shen." Aping greeted politely.

Shen Munan asked: "Why are you here so early? Is he going out to do some errands today?"

"Oh, you said Mr. Jiang, he called me to come over earlier, saying that it is not convenient for you to drive today." A Ping is very good at observing words and expressions. He saw the gauze on the man's hand early in the morning. He asked with concern, "Shen Anyway, your hand isn't that bad, is it?"

Shen Munan looked at the brocade peonies in the garden, turned around and told the servant: "Pick a few beautiful ones later, and keep them in the vase." Looking back at A Ping, "Come over and have breakfast together."

A Ping scratched his head and smiled honestly: "It happens that I didn't eat at home."