clean moonlight

"I don't ask for forgiveness, and I don't think you will think that I am wrong. But I regret that in the half-truth and half-fake jokes, I didn't make a statement to let you have a second child. After writing for a long time, I I still feel guilty. Parents, Shen Zhizhou is sorry for you, but I will always love you." Shen Zhizhou signed his name at the bottom of the email, and then sent the emails to the work mailboxes of Zou Yi and Shen Fang respectively.

It was a sunny day in August, and Yang Qingze followed Ye Manman to the United States for more than a month.Shen Zhizhou poured the remaining tea in the teapot into Zou Yi's newly bought flowerpot, ignored the flowers, and just stared at the clouds in the sky in a daze.

Today is a working day, and Zou Yi just emptied the spam in his mailbox.With a shake of hand, I almost deleted the latest one I received.She rubbed her temples, put on the gold-rimmed glasses on the table again, and then glanced at the subject of the email again.There are only three words, Shen Zhizhou.

Xu thought of something, she didn't click on the email quickly.Instead, he got up and stretched, and then went to make another cup of milk.Then he sat down again and clicked on Shen Zhizhou's email.

The opening chapter is five words: "I'm in love."

Zou Yi suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder, complaining in his heart that he didn't even have a punctuation mark.As a result, the next sentence was an explanation. He said: "I want to use a period, which looks like a notification. I want to change it to a question mark, but I am afraid that you will suspect that I am not sincere. Use an exclamation point, because I am afraid that you will be sad after being surprised. Finally, I want to simply use Comma, but I don’t want half and half, parents, I’m greedy.”

Zou Yi scolded the brat with a smile, and complained in his heart: "What do you want to do in a relationship, it scares me to death.".She turned up the page while complaining, and took another look at the explanation of Shen Zhizhou's card without punctuation.The mobile phone placed by the table rang, and Shen Fang's voice was nervous.He held his breath and asked, "Yiyi, are you okay?"

"What the hell?" Zou Yi's lazy voice was full of joy, she said: "Your son is so good, he sent me thousands of words of testimonials when he was in love. Those who didn't know thought I wouldn't let him fall in love. It's greedy and sad."

"You..." Shen Fang breathed a sigh of relief, thinking about it carefully, his nerves collapsed again.He asked Zou Yi unclearly: "You agree?"

"Why don't you agree?" Zou Yi snickered and said to Shen Fang as if he had a unique little secret: "He told me a long time ago, and now he sends an email to attract attention. I guess I don't have enough money to go out and play. , you will transfer some more money to him later."

Shen Fang: "..." I am the only one in the family who is not taken seriously and knows nothing.

"Speaking of which, after he came back from City H, he was depressed. He said that they would not go out when they asked him out. Ask him if he is too poor to say so?" Zou Yi said after finishing speaking: "Qingqing The child is really full of disasters, and when he comes back, we will take him to the temple to worship, so that no more accidents will happen."

"His card has a lot of money, and besides, don't engage in feudal superstition." Shen Fang almost forgot the original intention of calling, but instead discussed with Zou Yi whether Shen Zhizhou was poor or not, and worshiping in the temple was useful or not.

"Never mind him, call him. You have to pamper your own child." Before Zou Yi finished speaking, the assistant knocked on the door.She could only hang up the phone, and when she was about to hang up, she didn't forget to ask Shen Fang to send money to Shen Zhizhou.

Shen Fang was not in the mood to work all afternoon, and the secretary called him several times, but he didn't bother to respond.One person locked the door of the office, stayed inside and read Shen Zhizhou's emails over and over again.Until the end, he was able to memorize the full text.He looked at what Shen Zhizhou wrote in the penultimate paragraph, and suddenly wanted to smoke.

"I saw someone on the Internet saying that homosexuality is disgusting. I typed on the keyboard for a long time. I found that there was no suitable word to refute it except for 'you are more disgusting'. I was thinking that even the vast dictionary does not Make me feel better. But what can I do? The matter has come to this point, I can only be sad. I am afraid that you will also dislike me." Shen Zhizhou said: "The sea of ​​books in the universe is the only endless book in this world that you have taught me. Things, that's too ethereal, and I don't care. I'm just afraid, because I care about you, and only you."

"Bring a pack of cigarettes!" Shen Fang finally called the secretary, and for some reason, he smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.

Finally, he opened the mail.Ten fingers tapped on the keyboard, and in the end there were only a few words.

He replied: "That's because you usually don't read too much", and the attachment is: "A dictionary of curse words summarized by netizens (super complete)".

After posting it, he felt that it was not enough, and found a bunch of similar sentences on the Internet to make a document and send it to Shen Zhizhou.

When he came back to his senses, he found that it was already dark.He took out his phone and saw that Zou Yi had more than 50 missed calls.He hurriedly called, but it took a long time to pick up.

"Shen Fang," she asked him, "Is what the email said true?"

Shen Fang said dumbly: "Didn't you already know?"

"I..." Zou Yi understood everything now, no wonder he wanted her to treat Yang Qingze better and not to blame him.

"I checked the information for a long time, and he also said that someone scolded them. What should I do?" Zou Yi's voice was crying, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Or..., this is too difficult."

"I agreed," Shen Fang said, "At first I thought you agreed, so I tried to accept it."

"When will I agree..." Zou Yi stopped in the middle of her words, remembering the phone call at noon.

At this moment, Zou Yi was standing in the bathroom of his unit, and his colleagues were all off work.She poured water on her face over and over again, half of her makeup was gone.Mixed with tears, the whole person was a little embarrassed.In the end, she asked Shen Fang as if she was asking herself, and she said, "Is it really impossible to separate?".

Shen Fang stood in the dark office without speaking.He could hear the secretary walking up and down the door, probably because he didn't dare to get off work first.

"Go back first, I'll pick you up." Shen Fang packed his bag, picked up the perfume on the desk and sprayed it several times.Thinking that he covered the smell of cigarettes on his body, he went out like a normal person and asked the secretary to get off work.

That night, Zou Yi and Shen Fang did not go home.Finally, they drove to a friend's house.That friend opened an antique shop, and usually grows flowers and makes tea at home, and rarely opens for business.Zou Yi also heard not long ago that his daughter brought a girlfriend back.

As soon as Zou Yi arrived at the entrance, his friend's daughter trotted out to hand her slippers.Zou Yi and Shen Fang changed their shoes and went in, only saying that they wanted to buy a bead to ward off evil spirits for Shen Zhizhou to wear.My friend enthusiastically introduced several newly acquired beads, each of which has its own meaning, and can be used to exorcise evil spirits and auspicious luck.

A few people sat down and chatted for a while, and dinner was served at the friend's house.When Zou Yi thought about it abruptly, the little girl hugged her arm and refused to let her go.

"Auntie, don't leave, try my girlfriend's cooking." The little girl is actually not young, and she is 26 years old.Because of her tender appearance and cheerful personality, if she pulls you to call her auntie, you won't even want to scold her and make her call you sister instead.All in all, she's a cute girl.

Zou Yi sneaked a few glances at his friend and found that there was no abnormality.The friend seemed to understand her doubts, and explained in a loud voice: "She said that this girl treats her better than any boy, so what else can I do. After growing up so big, the last wish is that someone treats her well. Since With that, what is the relationship between men and women?"

After the friend finished speaking, he greeted Zou Yi and Shen Fang to eat, and complained that the girl who cooked the food cooked her daughter's favorite food.I couldn't stand it any longer, so I let them stay for a few days and hurried back to my home.

The cooking girl rubbed her apron cautiously, saying she was going to cook a few more dishes.The friend pulled her over and wiped the sweat from her brows familiarly.The gentle voice was full of doting, she said: "Where are you going, your face is burning red. Just stay and go, just make a point or two...".

Zou Yi watched his friend's actions, and swallowed the words on his lips.After a while, she said: "What a beautiful little girl, come to my house for dinner in the future.".

The girl nodded generously, got up and went to help her friend get some wine.

Zou Yi ate a lot of this meal.It was rare for Shen Fang not to control her diet, and let her chopsticks go back and forth in the plate of spicy chicken several times.

Shen Zhizhou waited at home for a long time but did not see Shen Fang and Zou Yi coming back. Looking at the email sent by Shen Fang, he felt more and more sad.He thinks that this is his own choice, and he is worthy of anyone.But as he wrote in his email, he still feels sorry for his parents.They loved him so much, even if it was inadvertent, he couldn't bear their sadness.

Shen Zhizhou fell asleep leaning on the sofa, and when he woke up the next morning, he was on the bed in his room.He got up and ran to the living room, but there was no one there.He moved his lips, today is Saturday.

When he was in a panic, Zou Yi's WeChat message popped up.He suppressed tears to open, and a series of sentences popped out like beads.

"Your dad and I are on vacation and going to Japan."

"I heard that Mount Fuji is about to collapse, and I want to go see it before it collapses."

"Your dad smoked a whole pack of cigarettes yesterday, and his clothes are full of smell. Before you go out, take him to the laundry downstairs for a wash."

"..."

After a series of emojis, came Zou Yi's last message.

"The air tickets in the United States are discounted in the off-season, and I bought them for you. Be safe and be happy. Mom and Dad will always love you too."

Shen Zhizhou swiped WeChat to the top and read it several times before turning over and falling on the sofa.I took a taxi while crying, and there was flight information on the sofa, just today.

Next to the sofa is his luggage, and on the suitcase is his important document bag.

At this time, Zou Yi and Shen Fang were sitting in the VIP lounge of the airport.Their air tickets were randomly thrown on the bag next to them, and the destination on them was the United States.

"Didn't you agree to go to Japan?" Shen Fang was a little speechless, and Zou Yi changed his mind too quickly.

"What are you afraid of? The economy class I bought for him won't meet us." Zou Yi muttered, "I don't feel relieved for those in a foreign country, so it's better to follow along."

"Then why did you buy a ticket to Japan first?" Shen Fang said a little speechlessly: "Isn't this a waste?"

"Oh, I want to post it on Moments." Zou Yi yawned and said, "Didn't I just remember that Qingqing's mother is a ruthless character, so what if she bullies our son? I haven't eaten it since I was a child." It’s a bit bitter, and you can’t send it thousands of miles away to be bullied.”

"I heard that the United States is more tolerant in this regard, and housing prices are still cheap. I think..." Zou Yi looked at Shen Fang hesitantly, and finally said with a sigh: "I have to think of something better for him." Lu, I have never experienced any hardship since I was a child... ".How can I stand it?

Shen Fang patted her on the back, laughed and complained: "Then you'd better not tell him that you bought economy class for him but flew first class yourself."

"Then what's the matter?" Zou Yi said, "He has to suffer for himself, and what kind of suffering is it?"