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The school's psychological counseling room is on the sixth floor of the Science and Technology Building, and it is relatively quiet here.Probably the reason why the science and technology building is rarely used, and you can touch the leaves and petals that fell by the window along the way.Shen Zhizhou followed Yang Qingze all the way up to the sixth floor, feeling a little unstable.There was nothing wrong with Yang Qingze, he was still calm and calm.

"Why are you so physically strong?" Shen Zhizhou tugged on the guardrail at the top of the stairs on the sixth floor, and said in an uneven tone, "Oh, I can't do it."

Yang Qingze turned around and patted him on the shoulder, his tone a little doting and helpless: "You don't want to let you wait downstairs, and you can't go in when you come up, and you're so tired."

"I didn't sleep well." Shen Zhizhou complained: "This science and technology building really represents the level of science and technology in our school. There is no elevator on the sixth floor."

"Sit over there and rest for a while, I'll be out soon." Yang Qingze pointed to the seat in the corner, and half dragged Shen Zhizhou over.

"Can I really not go in?" Shen Zhizhou held his wrist with his backhand, obviously wanting to struggle again.

Yang Qingze nodded, stroked his head reassuringly, then turned and walked towards the front office.

Just as the knock on the door sounded, the door of 602 opened from the inside.

"Hello, Teacher Li!" Yang Qingze greeted politely, and sat awkwardly opposite Teacher Li, his heart beating like thunder.

"Student Yang." Teacher Li asked him gently, "What would you like to drink?"

"No need..." Yang Qingze added, "Thank you teacher!"

"Tea or coffee?" Teacher Li asked again as if he didn't hear his refusal: "Or Coke Sprite Fanta, I have soy milk here!"

"Really not..." Yang Qingze took a deep breath and said, "Milk, thank you teacher!"

"Okay." Teacher Li got up and opened the refrigerator and asked him, "Do you want to add sugar?"

"No..." Yang Qingze thought for a while and said, "Let's add some."

"Okay." Teacher Li happily poured the milk into the cup, picked up some rock sugar with chopsticks and threw it in before putting it in front of Yang Qingze.

Yang Qingze took it and touched it, it was hot.He looked at Mr. Li puzzled, it was obviously taken out of the refrigerator.

"I cooked it before you came, just put it in to lower the temperature." Teacher Li said with a smile: "I just took a look, this temperature is good for the stomach, you drink some first."

Yang Qingze pressed his fingertips tightly against the wall of the cup, and sipped the milk in the cup with small sips.Teacher Li smiled, this accidental hit on the stomach was very successful in making him let go of his vigilance.

"How are you doing lately?" Teacher Li asked Yang Qingze casually after drinking most of his glass of milk.

"Ah..." Yang Qingze clenched some cups, and said softly, "I'm very anxious, always scared."

Teacher Li nodded, and this officially started.

"I..." Yang Qingze moved his lips, unable to speak.

"Do you want to add more sugar?" Teacher Li said, "In addition to rock sugar, I also have white sugar, brown sugar and milk sugar."

"No, thank you." Yang Qingze took a deep breath before saying, "My parents are divorced, and I don't feel safe, but it's not because of them."

Teacher Li signaled that he was listening, but did not express any opinion, obviously waiting for him to continue talking.

"The person I like, he is very good." Yang Qingze noticed that Teacher Li's eyes were still calm, as if he was listening to something very ordinary.His heart hanging in his throat dropped, and his expression relaxed accordingly.

"His family is very good, I..." Yang Qingze looked at Mr. Li, but he didn't say anything later, as if he thought Mr. Li could understand.

"Do you think there is a gap?" Teacher Li said: "The uncertainty about the future makes you anxious, and you are helpless about things that cannot be changed."

"Yes." Yang Qingze lowered his voice and said, "I always feel sorry for him."

"How did she make you feel?" Teacher Li's voice was a little higher, and the impact of these words was extremely strong.

"No." Yang Qingze immediately denied it, and he said anxiously, "I think so unilaterally, he is too kind."

"Then if he's not good, do you still like him?"

Yang Qingze opened his mouth to say that he likes it, but he felt that he couldn't like it if it wasn't good at the beginning.After all, what he covets is nothing but the good of others.This cognition made him a little frustrated, and a little sad.

"People often say that there is no reason to like someone. I don't think so." Teacher Li's office was lit with soothing incense, coupled with her deep voice, inexplicably added a lot of sense of security.

"Usually when we meet the first person, the first thing we see is her face and appearance. After getting familiar with her, we will pay attention to her character and talent when we stitch according to our own preferences and personality needs. After a long time, we will Judging whether you want to go further from all kinds of small and big things. I call this step as desire, and wanting to have it becomes desire." Teacher Li drew a few strokes on the paper and pushed it in front of Yang Qingze and said: "We Let’s just think that love at first sight is love, and love after a long time is love. Then which of the two do you think can escape the cause and effect reason?”

"So..." Teacher Li looked at Yang Qingze fixedly and said, "How are you sorry for him?"

Yang Qingze was stunned, speechless for a long time.After a long time, he added: "The new person my dad found gave birth to a boy not long ago."

"You live with your dad?"

"no"

"Then what does it matter?" Mr. Li said, "Shouldn't you think about going to the same school after the college entrance examination with the person you like, and plan the future together happily?"

"According to my experience, people who have something on their minds tend to make more mistakes in exams." Teacher Li opened the information and said, "You are actually a typical high school anxiety disorder. You only need to..."

Teacher Li said a lot later, but Yang Qingze didn't listen much.He just remembered the method Mr. Li said, and it played back in his mind repeatedly.Teacher Li saw that he was absent-minded, so he had to say that we would talk next time.Yang Qingze glanced at her gratefully, then opened the door and ran out.

According to common sense, Teacher Li's habit is to send students out and downstairs.But today she only remembered going back to the office to look at the documents on the table, and forgot about it.The information is Yang Qingze's introduction and the corresponding precautions, which are well-organized.

In the corner of the corridor, Shen Zhizhou reclined on a chair with his eyes closed.When Yang Qingze approached, he could only see that his face was covered with leaves the size of a palm, and he didn't know whether he was really asleep or fake.Yang Qingze didn't want to disturb him, so he just bent over and sat in front of the chair.

The wind blew through the leaves and rustled, and the noise of the teaching building not far away came from far and near across several buildings.Perhaps such a weather is suitable for sleeping, but Yang Qingze actually felt that the sleepiness spread from his heart to his brain, and then spread to his limbs and bones.

Shen Zhizhou didn't actually fall asleep, he just lay down and thought about something.It's not good to say anything at this time, only silence seems more humane, so he just pretended to sleep.

After Yang Qingze closed his eyes, he opened them slowly.

Zou Yi's call came at the right time, and he walked to the corner with the phone in his hand to pick it up.The tone on the other side was a little eager: "You have an appointment with Teacher Li today?"

"Hmm..." Shen Zhizhou raised his chin and leaned against the terrace covered with white tiles, after much deliberation, he still opened his mouth.He said, "Mom, can I ask you something?"

Zou Yi on the other end of the phone was a little confused, Shen Zhizhou had never talked to her like this before.This time, even an honorific title was used.

After thinking about it, she tried to restrain her tone and said, "What's the matter?"

"Promise me first." Shen Zhizhou begged, "Mom, promise me first."

"Okay, okay, I promise you, I promise you everything." Zou Yi sighed, ever since she found out that he had asked Teacher Li, she had been in a panic, afraid that the previous things would be brought up again.

"I want my classmate to live in our house." Shen Zhizhou said, "Is it okay to live until the college entrance examination?"

"What?" Zou Yi's voice raised a lot: "That's it?"

"Well, Mom, you promised me." Shen Zhizhou said, "You have to keep your word."

"Just because of this, why did you ask Mr. Li?" Zou Yi breathed a sigh of relief and immediately reacted and asked him: "Your classmate is Qingqing, right? What's wrong with him?"

Shen Zhizhou briefly told Zou Yi about the affairs of Yang Qingze's family, and Zou Yi understood the main points after listening to a few sentences.She sighed several times before saying: "Then why don't you bring him here, anyway, our house is not too big to live in, why do you ask for extra chopsticks, I'm really scared to death by you."

"That's not what I'm asking for." Shen Zhizhou looked at the leaves blown by the wind and said softly, "Mom, can you treat him better in the future?"

"What the hell, did I treat him badly?" Zou Yi said speechlessly, "What's wrong with you, Shen Zhizhou, you..." Zou Yi stopped halfway through his words, and understood Shen Zhizhou's abnormality with his own thinking .

"Okay, I'm as good to him as I am to you." Zou Yi said, "Is that all right? When will you come back, I'll pick you up."

"This weekend, you can contact Teacher Zhang to help him check out." Shen Zhizhou called "Mom" again.

"Why?" Zou Yi sighed, thinking that Shen Zhizhou might be afraid that Yang Qingze's mood would be unstable due to family affairs.Thinking of this, he quickly said: "Don't worry, I like him to death. Besides, having him live with you can also promote learning. I can also take pictures from time to time and post them on Moments. I'm too happy to have time. "

"Then you said it yourself." Shen Zhizhou repeated again: "No matter what happens, you can't blame him, he likes you very much."

Zou Yi thought of Yang Qingze, and said with some relief, "I know, I like him very much."

"You must remember, I brought him home." Shen Zhizhou said: "No matter what happens, you can only blame me, and you must not blame him."

"What's wrong with you, Shen Zhizhou?" Zou Yi said: "I treat him better than you, okay? I swear that no matter what happens, it will be blamed on you. Is it okay to treat him as always?"

"Okay, okay." Shen Zhizhou laughed a few times, and said with a choked voice, "Mom, I love you, I love you to death."

"It's ok, shut up quickly. Don't go to Teacher Li when you have nothing to do, and make me worry." Zou Yi hung up the phone, put away the densely packed paper on the table that repeatedly wrote Teacher Li's contact number, his eyes were a little erratic indefinite.