clean moonlight

"Mr. Zhang, I have caused you trouble. Let's meet again next time." Zou Yi picked up his small suit jacket and rushed to open the door for Zhang Yang in front of the waiter. gone.

"Oh, I'm exhausted. Hey, hello, give me the menu again." Zou Yi sent Zhang Yang away and fell into the soft seat of the sofa. The sitting posture with his head raised and his chest up just now was really exhausted.

"Snow on Mt. Fuji, lovers in Tokyo, I want another glass of boiled water." Zou Yi finished ordering and looked at Shen Zhizhou with earnest eyes: "Shall we go to eat hot pot tonight?"

"No." Shen Zhizhou poured all the drink in front of him into his mouth, and then said slowly: "Don't think that you can do whatever you want if my father is not here, I will not condone you."

"Hi! I've been tossing for a long time because of you, and you won't even let me eat a hot pot?" Zou glared at him angrily.

"No, I can't control you. What if I eat too much chili?" Shen Zhizhou thought for a while and said, "You'd better wait until my dad comes back to eat. By the way, the snow on Mt. Fuji just now is ice, so it belongs to me. ha."

Shen Zhizhou just breathed a sigh of relief, ready to have a big meal to relieve his depressed mood.Yang Qingze sent a text message, only five words: "She came to my house".

It is said that Teacher Zhang Yang is really dedicated to his work, and he met with two parents of students one day.When it was time to get off work, she could still take two bottles of tonic wine and go straight to Yang Qingze's house.

Hearing that Yang Qingze was going home this week, Grandma Yang asked Yang Mingzhe and Lili to take the child away early in the morning.When Yang Qingze arrived home, there was only a table full of dishes and Grandma Yang walking around in the living room.

Yang Qingze took several deep breaths to keep his emotions from showing.He couldn't remember how long he hadn't been back, and he felt a strange feeling about the place where he lived since he was a child.There was a bib used by a child on the low table in the entrance. I don't know whether it was intentional or not, it was hung above the side where Yang Qingze put his slippers.

Yang Qingze glanced at it, but what he thought in his mind was whether the food wrapped around his neck would be poisonous if placed on his shoes. After all, feet are the source of all poisons.

When Zhang Yang arrived at Yang Qingze's house, Yang Qingze was standing in the yard watering the green radishes.He didn't like these flowers and plants since he was a child, and he always felt that the flowers blooming and withering had little meaning.But at some point, he started watering the pot of green radishes in the yard.As long as he is here, this pot of green dill can always be taken care of regularly.

Speaking of this pot of green radish, it was sent by Zhang Yang. She said it was given by the parent of a former student who was engaged in flowers.Because I came to Yang Qingze's house for dinner at that time, I took it by the way.After growing it for a long time, Yang Qingze found that this plant is also quite lovable.In his own words, he is never hypocritical, he is full of life when someone waters him, and he will not die if he is not taken care of.This kind of state is very similar to a person who is passing by, and also very similar to Yang Qingze before, so he likes it.

Zhang Yang hadn't seen Yang Qingze like this for many years. To be precise, she hadn't seen Yang Qingze smile for many years.Over the years, the Yang Qingze she met was indifferent, unkind, and even withdrawn.But now, she was inexplicably moved when she watched Yang Qingze put his left hand in front of the watering pot with a smile and let the water flow through his fingers into the flowerpot.She thought that it was clearly a happy look, and it was the joy that people of this age should show for new things and things they like.

From the moment she met Yang Qingze, she felt that this child was a bit withdrawn. Over the years, she tried many methods but never really got into his heart.Even showing up at his worst is met with polite, restrained, distant thanks.

Zhang Yang stood outside the yard, his heart was entangled.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone on the taller plants, and hit Yang Qingze's side face through the mottled tree shadows.Zhang Yang sighed, facing the momentary panic of the young man turning his head, he nodded slightly.

Grandma Yang was still in the kitchen directing her aunt to go about her business, and even Grandpa Yang, who was staying in the study, came out to pour Zhang Yang the good tea he had just received.Zhang Yang changed from being virtuous and industrious in the past, and leaned on the swing in the yard as if he had lost his mind, thinking about something.In the end, Grandma Yang couldn't stand it any longer, and asked Yang Qingze to accompany her outside for a walk until dinner was cooked.

The two walked on the small bridge full of vines, and neither of them broke the tranquility.Finally, the child on the other side of the bridge was crying and wanted to be hugged by his mother. Zhang Yang stared at the child climbing up his mother's lap and said slowly, "How long has it been?"

"It's been a long time." Yang Qingze said to Zhang Yang's surprised gaze, "I went to Zhoushan with him on November last year."

The child on the other side of the bridge finally traded tears for his mother's neck upstairs, and now he is happily eating his fingers.Zhang Yang couldn't see through Yang Qingze, so he just followed Yang Qingze's gaze and stared at the opposite child.

"Aunt Yang, my mother never hugged me." Yang Qingze seemed to have thought of something, and he laughed twice: "When I was learning to walk, she was busy taking care of my father, and she only came back twice a year. Once. When I was a little older, I could even run. Once I wanted her to hug me too, so I pretended to fall. Unexpectedly, I couldn’t control my strength and twisted my ankle directly. Guess what happened? "

Zhang Yang has always paid attention to logic. She originally wanted to ask you when you were one or two years old when you were learning to walk, how did you remember this.But when the words came to her lips, she felt that it was normal again.So much so that when she finally opened her mouth, she asked him, "What's the matter?"

"She was so frightened, she kept crying and calling my dad. As a result, she kept calling when she didn't pick up. I don't know how long it took. Anyway, it was a long time. My grandma came to find me. Pick me up and go straight to the hospital." Yang Qingze stretched out his hands to pick up Tengman on the bridge railing, and said with a regretful smile: "I have regretted it all these years, and I insisted on demanding what I knew I couldn't get. In the end, I wanted to I didn't get what I wanted, and I was lying in bed for several months, even the chance to play with her for a few days was lost."

Zhang Yang remembered Yang Qingze's foot injury that time, Ye Manman called her, crying out of anxiety.When she arrived at the hospital, Ye Manman had already left.Said that he couldn't get through to Yang Mingzhe's phone, and left first worried that something might happen.Grandma Yang kept counting the falling leaves and vines, and she was fine even when her baby's arms and legs were easy to break.This Ye Manman had only been taken out for less than half a day, and she came back injured like this, it was normal for her not to accept it.At that time, everyone's attention was on Yang Qingze's injured leg, and only when Zhang Yang lowered his head to pour water, he noticed that the child was staring at the door but rolling his eyes vigorously, as if trying to drive back tears.

Cry when it hurts, and make trouble when you are wronged.This has always been Zhang Yang's view on children, and she also thinks that it must be normal.But that day, what she saw was a hurt and wronged child holding back tears.This scene has been frozen in Zhang Yang's mind for many years, and thinking about it now still makes her want to cry.

"He often hugs me." Yang Qingze interrupted Zhang Yang's thoughts and said, "Every time I need it, I have never been disappointed."

The tears hanging in Zhang Yang's eyes finally fell uncontrollably. She wiped them with the sleeve of her coat while running muffledly to the deserted gazebo by the side of the bridge.

Yang Qingze turned to the vending machine next to him and bought a pack of tissues before walking over to find her.

"If you had followed up just now, instead of buying this pack of paper towels that didn't work, you would have convinced me long ago?" Zhang Yang took the paper towel in his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, his voice still trembling.

"But I think if you go back crying like this, grandpa and grandma will definitely feel uncomfortable." Yang Qingze looked at the lake and said, "I didn't mean to make you sad."

"I'm sad if you don't tell me." Zhang Yang took a deep breath and said, "That's all the truth, isn't it?"

"But it's okay to be friends, and you're not... Even if we were, we can change it, right?" Zhang Yang squeezed the tissue in his hand and said tremblingly: "If you are someone else, or I am Others, I can still use my normal way of saying that it’s not a big deal. But Qingqing, Aunt Yang watched you grow up... This road is too difficult.” She wanted to say that you have reached Today is hard enough, in the future, find someone who will love you, marry and have children, and choose a bright and bright road.These can all be created with time, why do you have to choose this way?

"But some people are too good to be friends. If you are friends, those who are good can only be one of them. Aunt Yang, what I want is the only one." Yang Qingze finally said it after thinking about it: "Actually, I am I’m not afraid of you saying it. The only thing I have these years is money. I’m such a spineless person. If my mother wants to use money to compensate me, I will take it all. Even if the matter is settled, as long as he wants I, I can support him. Until the day he finishes his studies and is able to support himself. I have calculated that my money is completely enough to maintain his rich life as he is now. But now is not the time, I don’t want to Cause him to lose his family. They're so good, I don't want to bet on them."

Zhang Yang was startled secretly: "Have you even thought about this?"

"From the day he told me that he wanted to be with me, I started to forget about it. He won't be able to endure hardships." Yang Qingze smiled when he said this sentence, obviously thinking of Shen Zhizhou who was lazy and unwilling to endure hardships.

Zhang Yang sniffed, but his eyes were still sore.Only those who have never got it will deliberately plan to count it after they get it.It will be so long in the future, knowing that there will be many variables, I still have to count everything I can think of.

"Then when is the time?" Zhang Yang calmed down, trying to reason with him: "One day you will know, what should be lost will still be lost."

"But I want to steal this time now." Yang Qingze lowered his eyes and said softly, "I still can't bear it now, he is so kind, let me hide it for a few more years."

"Are you going to be willing in the future?" Zhang Yang patted him lightly on the shoulder and persuaded him: "You can't break it now, and the relationship will be deeper in the future. How do you deal with yourself?"

"Didn't they say that no matter how deep a relationship is, it will be worn out by time?" Yang Qingze said calmly, "It's fine when he doesn't have any more feelings, maybe it won't be a few years. Aunt Yang, don't you think so? Didn’t my parents love each other so much when they were young, don’t they plot against each other now, wishing each other would die sooner than later.”

Zhang Yang didn't know if what he said was true or not, but today she couldn't say it no matter what.She sighed and asked Yang Qingze to tell Grandpa Yang and Grandma Yang that something was going on at home, so she left first.

Yang Qingze slid down the pillars beside the pavilion, and after a long time, he sent a message to Shen Zhizhou, crying and laughing, "It's all right!".

It's all right for now!