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"I like you," Qin Yu fell to the ground and said slowly, "I have liked you for five years, and no one likes you more than me."

"Then explain," Yi Fan raised his hand and wiped his face, with the other hand still clutching Qin Yu's collar, "Why? Why do you pretend to be a girl and fall in love with me?"

How to explain this?

During the online dating, he did not tell Yi Fan that he was a man, and later he had a lot of time and opportunity to explain, to pull Yi Fan out of the online dating pit, but he didn't.He even wanted to seal this matter up forever, making it a secret that no third person would know except him and Xia Zhi, but now the most deadly person knew it and asked him over and over again if he really liked him .

How else to explain?

"I'm sorry, Yi Fan, I'm sorry." Qin Yu finally let go of the hem of his clothes, and slowly grabbed Yi Fan's wrist, with a degree of strength that he hadn't noticed, "I wanted to tell you at first. Yours, but... you really like me, or that 'girl', I... can't say it, I'm afraid you will be sad... I didn't take it seriously before, but now I really like you."

"Am I not sad now?" Yi Fan looked at him incredulously, "Is it difficult to tell me that you are a man the next day after we met? When Yang Zhihui showed me the photo, I looked like an idiot. You know...why don't you keep lying to me?"

"What?" Qin Yu didn't react.

"Even if you say that the person in the photo given by Yang Zhihui is not you? I'll believe you if you say so," Yi Fan's voice trembled violently, "Didn't you always treat me as a fool? Go on?"

Qin Yu didn't know what to say, his hand was tightly clutching Yi Fan's wrist, for fear that he would run away suddenly, but the light in Yi Fan's eyes was getting farther and farther away from him, and he called out for things that were within reach no matter how loudly he tried Not coming back.

Yi Fan took a few deep breaths and calmed down. After the emotional outburst, only a few shriveled shells remained. He was silent for a long time. When Qin Yu couldn't stand the silence and wanted to apologize again, Yi Fan spoke up. : "If there was no such thing as online dating, wouldn't you like me?"

His thoughts have never been so clear and hypocritical as at this moment.

It's also about falling in love, what he likes is the Qin Yu who is by his side, who can nod his head no matter what, as if he is too strong to be defeated, and who occasionally acts like a psycho.What about Qin Yu?What Qin Yu likes is probably the little idiot who was teased by him a few years ago. Maybe it was his expression after the breakup that made him realize the seriousness of the matter, and he hurriedly treated himself well. .

This good starting point is guilt. With guilt as the cornerstone, there will be later liking.

Can't think of it that way.

Yi Fan told himself over and over again that he couldn't think like this, it was too hypocritical.Like is like, no matter what emotion it is from the beginning to the end, it is an unforgettable feeling, but Qin Yu was in a daze, even the hand holding his hand loosened a little bit, Yi Fan pulled out his hand, He stood up shaking his body, leaned half of his body to the closet, stood up straight again, and murmured: "Go to hell, go to hell."

Qin Yu came back to his senses, got up and wanted to grab Yi Fan again, but Yi Fan hid back and quickly walked around Qin Yu to go out the door, Qin Yu quickly turned around to grab him, but Yi Fan turned his head away He didn't answer, and shouted loudly: "Fuck you, come here and I'll tell Zhang Yingxian to retire tomorrow!"

As soon as these words came out, Qin Yu didn't dare to move.

He watched Yi Fan walk step by step into the bedroom, passed the living room and arrived at the gate, his legs couldn't help but took two steps forward and then stopped. Don't even think about finding Yi Fan again.

The door was slammed loudly, Qin Yu fell to the ground like a puppet with a broken thread, got up again and walked quickly to the window, watching Yi Fan walk out of the community step by step from the window.From time to time, he raised his arm to wipe his face, wiped away his tears, and then continued to walk forward until he could no longer see the figure, then Qin Yu rushed to the door, slammed the door, and followed with strides.

Yi Fan didn't know where he was going.

The first time he came to this city, the street scene was very strange, the bridge was filled with the fishy smell of the river, the dead fish floated to the surface, the surrounding was lifeless, and even the cicadas on the tree trunks were much quieter.

It was late at night, and the pedestrians who got off the night shift hurried home. No one noticed how long the person standing by the bridge had been standing, nor would anyone pay attention to how many cigarettes the man standing behind the tree at the end of the bridge had smoked.

What a fucking idiot.

Yi Fan thought.

He had his mobile phone and ID card on him, but he really didn't know where to go, and he didn't want to go anywhere. He stood by the bridge and listened to the gurgling of the river, as if he could forget the dispute that just happened.

It would be fine if you didn't come along.

It's okay if you don't come to Qin Yu's house to force things.

He raised his head and let out a long sigh, suppressing the soreness in his nasal cavity, and found a nearby Internet cafe to stay overnight, and Qin Yu also guarded him downstairs in the Internet cafe all night.

Qin Yu hid in the opposite street, afraid that when Yi Fan saw him when he went downstairs, he would not dare to follow, the Internet cafe is so big, what if Yi Fan saw him?

Cowardly is really fucking cowardly.

Qin Yu was really frightened by Yi Fan's state. So far, he still thought about it too simply. If Yi Fan knew that he lied to him before they were together, he might not have such a big reaction. It was they who were together, and when Yi Fan was extremely sticky, this matter was exposed, and the sadness and disappointment in the child's eyes were not hidden at all.

He waited until the sky turned white, Xia Zhi suddenly rushed to the downstairs of the Internet cafe, glanced across the street, and didn't know if he saw Qin Yu, so he went upstairs quickly, and after a while Yi Fan followed him down, The two walked through a street one after the other, heading forward, and Qin Yu also felt that the scenery ahead became more and more familiar.

It is the direction of Yang Zhihui's home.

What else did he want to ask Yang Zhihui?

Qin Yu followed behind, walking a little unsteadily.

He watched Xia Zhi take Yi Fan to the door of Yang Zhihui's house and knocked on the door. Yang Zhihui came to open the door for the two of them with a chicken nest head on his back. went in.

Qin Yu wanted to send a message to ask what Xia Zhi was doing, but only then did he realize that he didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went out.

Fortunately, the people in the house didn't stay for long, Yi Fan came out rubbing his eyes, Xia Zhi patted him on the shoulder, took a taxi with them and went straight to the airport, Qin Yu followed them until Xia Zhi sent Yi Fan away, He fell to the side of the road as if he lost his strength.

The morning sun was blown away by the wind before it warmed up. Qin Yu shook his wrist feebly. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Xia Zhi walking towards him, with a strange expression on his face.

"What did you say?" Qin Yu asked.His voice was unbelievably hoarse, as if his throat had been torn apart.

"Brother Yu, I think you've got something wrong." Xia Zhi answered the wrong question, stared straight at Qin Yu for a while, then sighed, and said, "He called me suddenly and said he wanted to compensate Yang Zhihui. Mobile phone, asked me if I knew how to contact him, I thought that he couldn’t find the address I gave, so I just came and took him.”

Qin Yu didn't speak, his eyes fell on a stone on the side of the road, and it didn't seem like he was staring at that stone. After Xia Zhi finished speaking, he raised his eyes a little, and then lowered his eyes again.Pedestrians come and go, how many dust and stones they take away, who can guarantee that this is the one he saw just now.

"He saw Yang Zhihui's first sentence was 'I'm sorry, I smashed your phone. I will pay you how much money' and the second sentence... the second sentence was 'I don't think wearing women's clothes is abnormal, so don't say that next time You can't control other people's affairs, although I don't seem to be able to control you either.'"

Qin Yu suddenly raised his head and stared at Xia Zhi, Xia Zhi also looked at him, sighed and continued: "He is really stupid, and he really likes you."

"En." Qin Yu raised his hand and pressed his eyes with his palm, but the trembling of his lips and the sudden nasal sound still betrayed him, "I know."

The author says:

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't scold me, today's aggrieved is for the crematorium in the future! ! ! ! !Qin Yu, how many do you know! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! (Please calm down.)