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Guessing this thing, it doesn't matter if it falls on someone else, but it happens to fall on Qin Yu.But just relying on a look is not enough to explain the problem, right?Doesn't Fang Chi stare at him often?Although that's only because of the front and rear seats when I went to school.

What is the difference between Qin Yu and Fang Chi?

It's just that the time of acquaintance is different, the two treat him equally well.Fang Chi had better be more subtle, showing a disgusted look, in fact, no one was allowed to bully him, so what about Qin Yu?

Yi Fan was startled.

What about Qin Yu?

The other party seemed to just accompany him blindly.Whether it was the night before the relegation match, the night Jiang Hong retired, or the night Wen Tu lost his qualification for the World Championship, it seemed that Qin Yu was by his side when he turned his head.

Quietly, always here.

Yi Fan sniffed, reassuring himself that he was just thinking too much.

In the early spring, the green is like a plague that invades and wipes out the last bit of winter. The spring rain can't wait to fall, awakening the buds of the branches, and there are puddles of all sizes everywhere.

When we first entered the arena, the sun was still shining brightly in the sky. After the NK team had finished playing, Zhang Yingxian said that he would treat them to dinner, and when we left the arena, there was a drizzle in the sky again.

Yi Fan hid at the end of the team but failed to avoid the fate of his bangs being blown into the middle. At this time, he was frowning, lowered his head and shook his head, and shook his bangs back to his forehead before asking: "Do you want to eat again?" ?”

"Eat." Zhang Yingxian was booking a seat with his mobile phone, "It's not standing in the yard to eat, what are you afraid of?"

There is some truth in what he said, the father of the sponsor who treats the guests to dinner has no objection, and the few of them who are eating dinner naturally have no objection either.It’s just that it’s raining more and more this time. How to run from the entrance of the stadium to the car on the side of the road is a problem. Even if the driver brings the car over, they still have to walk for a short distance. Cut off to get to the side of the road.

"You guys just run over, there are towels in the car, I forgot to bring an umbrella this time, my negligence, next time..." Before Zhang Yingxian could finish his instructions, Yi Fan who was behind suddenly turned the peripheral bag upside down and carried it on his back Before walking, he howled: "Come on!" and rushed into the rain.

Qin Yu stood in a position in front of him, unable to react, saw someone running into the rain curtain and whispered "Hey!" and ran in after him.

The splashed muddy water stained his pants, but Yi Fan didn't care, and ran all the way to the side of the car clutching his peripheral bag. The driver opened the door early and quickly pulled him up.

"Thank you uncle." Yi Fan threw the backpack on the chair, turned around and pulled Qin Yu up.

Clasping two hands together, with the cold rain and the warmth of the palm, Yi Fan was stunned for a moment, then let go of Qin Yu's hand, and while pulling his hair, he turned around and asked, "towel Woolen cloth?"

Zhang Yingxian also ran over, pointed to the bag behind the driver's seat and said, "Over there."

Yi Fan went over and took out a few towels. After each person divided one, there were two left in his hand. He looked around and found that Fang Chi and Wen Tu hadn't boarded the car yet.Looking out from the car window, the two of Xia Lu were still performing under the eaves at the entrance of the stadium. It was raining deeply. Fang Chi took off his team uniform and put it on Wen Tu's head, and Wen Tu tore it off again. It was returned to Fang Chi.

"Fuck," Yi Fan sighed, "Fang Chi has never been so gentle to me."

Before anyone could answer him, the bot lane team over there made another move, as if they were running in a race, and put on a full stance, but Wen Tu suddenly ran out, Fang Chi was stunned for a moment, and then ran away with a helpless smile into the rain.

"Don't you think," Zhang Yingxian reached out to touch the coach, "being in love affects IQ."

The coach wiped off his glasses, put them on, took out the game notebook from his pocket, and said solemnly: "Fang Chi and Wen Tu's game statistics are much better than before they fell in love."

"They're dating?!" Yi Fan just found out that Fang Chi liked Wen Tu not long ago, but he didn't know when the two fell in love.Seeing Wen Tu and Fang Chi running closer, he also took the words of Zhang Yingxian and the coach into his heart, and quietly clenched his fists.

He didn't know if they were joking or telling the truth. People often compare the bot team to a couple. It's normal to make such a joke, but if it's really a joke, he will follow what Zhang Yingxian and the others said. Fang Chi likes Wen Tu Has the matter been exposed?

Xialu is really in a relationship?Or is it just a joke from the team leader?

Yi Fan was a little confused.

It just so happened that Qin Yu glanced at him at this moment, and said lightly, "What do you think?

Yi Fan raised his eyes to look at him, and quickly withdrew his gaze as if being scorched by fire. He hesitated a few times, and finally could only pretend to be serious: "I don't think so, how can two big men fall in love? Woolen cloth?"

"Yeah." Qin Yu slowly used his hands while playing with the mobile phone, the veins on his hands were prominent, but for a moment, he relaxed again, as if nothing had happened, but his eyes avoided the place where Yi Fan was. .

Yi Fan let out a long sigh of relief, feeling that he hadn't sold Fang Chi, but felt that something was stuck in his heart, and he didn't feel well at all. He closed the window curtain on his side of the car, Taking a deep breath, the feeling of blockage in my heart is not at all comfortable.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but the atmosphere in the car suddenly became cold after he finished speaking.

Returning to the base after dinner, there was another round of review and summary meeting. Qin Yu seemed to have lost his soul, and was called by the coach several times. Yi Fan stared curiously and carefully at the top laner next to him for a while , the result was also named by the coach.

After a round of post-match summary, after all the tossing, I didn’t have the energy to play rank, so I simply let people go back to rest. As a result, several people couldn’t rest at all, and went back to the training room by themselves, playing rank to see the new show, which can be regarded as A different kind of break.

Yi Fan habitually opened his small cabinet, took out a few candies, put them on Fang Chi and Qin Yu's desk, thought for a while, and put another one on Wentu's desk.

"Thank you." Wen Tu nodded, thinking about taking a small package of handmade cookies from his cabinet and handing it to him.

"Thank you." Yi Fan took the biscuit, skipped to Qin Yu's side again.The candy he put on Qin Yu's table didn't even move. Qin Yu looked at his screen intently, as if he didn't notice the orange-flavored fruit candy.

"Eat cookies?" Yi Fan leaned over, "Wen Tu gave them to me."

"No," Qin Yu still looked at his screen, "Thank you."

"... Oh." All the words were stuffed back by Qin Yu's thank you.

Yi Fan was still holding the bag of handmade cookies in his hand, seeing Qin Yu's hair twitching in confusion, he just raised his hand and poked him: "Are you angry?"

"No." Qin Yu was finally willing to look up at him, and it was just a glance, "Why am I so angry?"

"During today's competition," Yi Fan squatted down and tilted his head to look at him, "I didn't go when you asked me to do the anti-squatting, but it would be more profitable for me to go to the anti-jungle in that wave, and I also believe that you will not be caught to death Well, are you angry?"

Qin Yu's eyes moved away from the screen bit by bit, and fell on Yi Fan's face.

Yi Fan has seen this kind of sight countless times, the inside of his head is mixed with the softness of spring rain and the scorching summer, he couldn't describe how he felt at that moment, but he suddenly remembered Qin Yu's unrequited love since they met. Know when to develop the habit of putting a few candies in your pocket.

"Not angry," Qin Yu's voice was very soft, as if it could be overwhelmed by the crackling mechanical keyboard in the training room at any time, "You haven't done anything wrong."

Yi Fan didn't know what to say, he stood up, put the bag of cookies and candies on Qin Yu's desk, turned and walked out of the training room.

However, when he came to the training room the next day, the bag of cookies and the candy were still on Qin Yu's table, and they hadn't moved at all.

"Don't you like to eat?" Wen Tu also caught a glimpse of the things on Qin Yu's table, touched his nose and asked hesitantly, "Shall I give you something else?"

"No, no need, I really like food." Yi Fan pulled the corners of his mouth and finished these few words before he couldn't say anything anymore, as if all the words had become pale and powerless.

He held the cookie and sat back in his seat, opened his small cabinet to get two candies to relieve the bitter taste in his mouth, but after opening it, he found that the vacant place he took out last night had not been filled.

Hold.

Yi Fan cursed in a low voice.

His intuition told him that Qin Yu was angry, not because he didn't go on the road and squatted back, but because of other reasons that he hadn't noticed.

But how could he understand if the other party didn't tell him?He didn't miss Qin Yu's mind, and judging from Qin Yu's reaction, it was not sure whether he had brains or not.

Yi Fan was also a little angry, irritated for no reason, and also irritated by Qin Yu's ignorance. He didn't put on a good face for a few days, but Qin Yu didn't seem to notice. Obviously everything is the same as before, but everything seems to be covered with a veil, blurred.

He couldn't hold on tight, and couldn't find the thread in the mist.

Another victory in the regular season, when walking through the backstage, Yi Fan couldn't hold back and took two steps towards Qin Yu, but the top laner walked quickly to Peng Li's side, holding the peripherals and Peng Li talking about something.

"Damn." Yi Fan looked at the backs of the two and cursed, the volume was uncontrollable, and the staff who came and went glanced at them.

Back in the lounge, he stuffed the peripherals into his backpack, and rushed out the door angrily. Several people in the lounge stared blankly at each other for a while, and all looked at Qin Yu in unison.

"It's none of my business." Qin Yu shrugged and remained silent for a while before continuing, "I don't need your help to send assists in the future."

Fang Chi looked like I didn't usually send assists, and patted him on the shoulder and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Qin Yu wrapped up the keyboard, put it in his backpack, turned and went out the door.After he went out, he could see the child standing in the corridor waiting for him when he looked up.

Yi Fan lowered his head, his bangs covered half of his face, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.Qin Yu could only see that his lips were tightly pursed, his fingers were entangled unnaturally, as if he was extremely nervous, and he let go after a while, he was stunned, and suddenly raised his head, and saw Qin Yu standing at the door His gaze paused, and he moved away stiffly.

Qin Yu also looked away, walked over with strides, brushed past Yi Fan, and walked steadily towards the exit.

He patted his trouser pocket and found that he did not bring a cigarette.

He has always put himself next to Yi Fan, as if when Yi Fan understands his intentions and realizes his feelings that are about to overflow, they will be together logically.

It is clear that he still had scruples about Yi Fan's orientation before, but when he really heard Yi Fan talk about how the two men got together, all the words he kept in his heart seemed to be pierced by a knife.

Of course Yifan did nothing wrong.

Of course he did nothing wrong.

It's just that Yi Fan's words made this relationship doomed to be impossible to speak. If the success or failure probability of confessing success was half and half before, then it is almost zero now.He had calculated thousands of times, but he didn't realize that Yi Fan had such an attitude towards homosexuality.

The sudden rain intensified suddenly, accompanied by faint thunder.After returning to the dormitory, Qin Yu fell on the bed, turned over and took out the earphones from under the pillow, put them on, turned the volume to a moderate position, opened Weibo, and refreshed the main page over and over again.

forget it.

A voice murmured in his head.

Stay away from him and everything will pass.

forget it.

……

[I should sink my soul into the sea of ​​night, so that I can't see those dirty, paranoid, and impatient thoughts, so that I can let go of the last light in my life, and then I can say goodbye to you calmly.

NK, Warrior half an hour ago. 】

When Yi Fan came across this Weibo, he was still sitting in his office, allowing Zhang Yingxian to pour chicken soup for his soul.

It’s not good for Ueno to have conflicts, and it’s also a kind of interference to the communication on the field. Zhang Yingxian, as the team leader, naturally had to adjust, but the top laner returned to the room early, and the remaining jungler sat in the training room in a daze. He could only carry people back to his room. Talk slowly in the office.

But Yi Fan's mind was obviously not on the conversation with Zhang Yingxian. After he brushed Qin Yu's Weibo, he lost his mind for a few seconds. He was afraid that Qin Yu would end up in an embarrassing situation if he didn't return to him.

"Are you listening?" Zhang Yingxian frowned.

"I'm listening," Yi Fan put away his phone and nodded, "I think you're quite right."

"Let's go then," Zhang Yingxian smiled, "There's nothing that can't be solved by a fight. After the fight, you're still a good couple."

Yi Fan was stunned for a while before realizing what he was talking about, picked up the phone again and swiped open the lock screen, Qin Yu's Weibo was still on the screen: "...I can't beat him."

"You can fight if you can fight?" Zhang Yingxian rolled his eyes, "What's the matter with you, tell me?"

The hot comments on Weibo are all shrewd and not to the point, but there are still a lot of people hahaha, Yi Fan frowned, took a deep breath and decided to leave a comment, and did not forget to answer Zhang Yingxian's question: "have no idea."

"Thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to deal with me." Zhang Yingxian said.

"You're welcome." Yi Fan said, and clicked send.

Then I'll pick you up.

Compared with the hot comments about those shaking and witty and making some strange jokes, I don’t know how many times better, Yi Fan clicked on Weibo and looked carefully, then put down the phone, without turning off the screen: "What are you talking about?"

Zhang Yingxian: ...

Fans quickly discovered Yi Fan's comments on Qin Yu's Weibo, and were very happy to get this teammate to the front row, saying "Fan Fan is too heavy" while frantically scrolling through the comments.

There are too many private messages on Weibo comments on weekdays, and Yi Fan turned off the message reminders. Today, he simply did not exit the Weibo interface, and his eyes were fixed on the comments on the news interface. One by one, he raised his hand from time to time to refresh. Still failed to get Qin Yu's reply.

What happened?

I still fucking want to know what's going on.

Yi Fan didn't have time to tell Zhang Yingxian this sentence, his comment interface suddenly couldn't be refreshed, so he clicked on the last notification, and the system prompted that the comment had been deleted.

Hot reviews swallowed?

Yi Fan opened the comment section in doubt, and commented again. This time, the fans were still struggling to get up. Although the number of floors was not as high as last time, they were still moving forward.

He pulled down to refresh once, and then clicked on the comment area, and his comment disappeared again.

This comment has been deleted.

"So, if you have any problems, you should solve them properly." After Zhang Yingxian finished speaking, he suddenly saw that Yi Fan's face was a little strange, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." After Yi Fan said this, he threw the phone on the table, looked up at Zhang Yingxian for a few seconds, got up suddenly, walked out the door, left the office after saying "I'll talk to him", Zhang Yingxian sighed, and saw Yi Fan's cell phone left on the table, Qin Yu's Weibo interface was still on the screen that was not turned off.

What happened?

God knows what happened.

For the first time, Yi Fan pulled his face down. The few staff members he encountered on the road didn't dare to talk to him. They watched the jungler go up to the second floor. He deliberately stepped hard on the stairs, as if he could vent the nameless flame in his heart. .

Turning the corner to the bedroom corridor, Yi Fan rushed to the door of Qin Yu's room and slapped the door a few times. The people inside quickly got up and pulled the door open. Seeing Yi Fan standing at the door, he froze for a moment, clenched his cold hands tightly. The doorknob, he took a deep breath and asked softly: "What's wrong?"

"How the hell do I know what's wrong? Are you sick?" Yi Fan stared at him, talking fast, "I didn't grow in your brain or in your stomach. If you have any complaints, let us solve it together. , What do you mean by ignoring me all of a sudden? Are you causing discord within the team? You also deleted my comment twice, are you human? Fuck, what do you mean..."

Yi Fan's voice suddenly stopped.After that, all the complaining words that were condensed and condensed by the emotions of being neglected in the past few days recalled when rushing to the second floor were swallowed back.

He saw Qin Yu looking at him expressionlessly.

It doesn't count to say that his face is expressionless, Qin Yu just stood at the door, slightly pursing the corners of his mouth, looking extremely tired.

"...I'm sorry," Yi Fan took a step back, his heart seemed to be thrown high into the sky, and he couldn't find the landing point for a long time, and even his hands and feet were sweating, "I didn't want to shout at you, I just wanted to ask ask……"

He swallowed, and no longer looked at Qin Yu confidently, his eyes fell to the ground, looked at the little dust in the corner, and whispered: "Do you not want to get along with me?"

"Do you have to find someone to accompany you?" Qin Yu sighed, "Isn't it too late to find someone?"

"Fang Chi has someone he likes." Yi Fan raised his head and took another step back.

"Then I don't have it?" Qin Yu's eyes fell directly on his body, like snowflakes floating on his neck in winter, which can melt in an instant, but he can also feel the sudden coldness.

"...Who do you like?" Yi Fan didn't know why he kept backing away, and Qin Yu suspected that no matter how cold-faced he was, this person could sneak back into the next room with oil on his feet.

Qin Yu looked at Yi Fan and suddenly didn't want to go on like this anymore.

Blindly guarding and guarding, not telling him anything, Yi Fan will never understand for the rest of his life.

Anyway, it is impossible to be together, so it is better to tell him directly, and Yi Fan will not be like this anymore, because this matter is urgent for him.

"I like you," Qin Yu said, "I want to be nice to you, and you want to be nice to me, the two meanings are different, understand?"

Yi Fan was stunned for a long time, as if he didn't realize it, he muttered: "You are fucking blind..."

Am I fucking blind?

Qin Yu didn't reply to his words, he was waiting for Yi Fan to turn around and run away.

I should sink my soul into the sea of ​​night, but I actively want to separate my soul from my body, which is impossible.

"No," Yi Fan hadn't recovered, or didn't understand the weight of Qin Yu's "I like you", looked up at Qin Yu, and asked seriously, "Do you like me? Ignore me, you're stupid, aren't you?"

Qin Yu didn't speak.He watched Yi Fan lower his head again, as if he was about to fall into his own world and struggle, he suddenly raised his hand to grab Yi Fan's wrist, pulled it towards him, pressed the back of his head with one hand, and kissed it .

It was only when the dry lips were pressed together that Yi Fan's dead brain began to function, the tip of his tongue passively catered to the intruding partner, made a kissing sound, and it took a while before they separated.

Yi Fan's eyes widened, looking at the marks on Qin Yu's mouth, he couldn't say a word.

"I like this, do you understand?" Qin Yu asked him, but without waiting for his answer, he walked past Yi Fan sideways, and left here as if fleeing.

Yi Fan only came back to his senses when he heard the sound of going downstairs, he raised his hands stiffly to cover his mouth, and squatted down slowly, he heard his heart beating fast.

Omg.

He really likes me.

Omg.

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Five thousand eight hundred words!I wrote for three days!praise me! !