dull time

"KFC home delivery." The man opened the heavy door, and froze in place the moment he heard the voice.

Wherever he looked, he saw the youth's appearance in the past, resolute, but with a formatted and stiff smile.

I don't know if it's because I'm stiff in the face of myself, or because I'm always stiff at work.

Sweat dripped down his forehead, the young man knew he shouldn't be in a trance, in fact he knew the man's expression when the door opened, in fact he expected it to be much more normal than reality.At least the man shouldn't be overwhelmed for so long.

The man's name, written on the list, was discovered by himself from the beginning.

"Daddy, hurry up, I want to eat!" The little girl came out from behind the man. She was four or five years old and looked lovely.

His wife, standing behind, looked at the little girl with a smile on her face, her eyes were calm, and she looked like a gentle woman.

The young man didn't know why, but seemed relieved, he handed the family bucket to the man, "Please eat with your family while it's hot." He had nothing else to say, at this time he felt that even ordinary friends , It's much better than his unclear relationship with men.At least there is not so much possession, not to mention the embarrassment of reunion after separation.

The man was holding the thing that the young man handed over just now, and he could still feel the residual warmth in the young man's hand, as if reminding him that the man is back, that man is by his side, and he still thinks about him, just like a man Still in love with him.

The boy had already left, but his wife and children were still unpacking the thing, wanting to share it with him.A man doesn't want to turn himself into a "heartbreaker", a "scumbag" or provoke some mistress.Especially the sex of this mistress is still male, he can't help but want to laugh when he thinks that his wife will be jealous of a man in the future.

The man took a chicken leg from the child, smiled and bit down.

The rain hit the boy's face, and the boy's eyes could hardly be opened.Eyes are hot, the rain is too heavy.

Small apartment, located in an old building, on the fourth floor, 80 square meters, very comfortable to live alone.The boy took out the key and opened the house. It was a bit messy inside, but it was relatively tidy.

The boy took off his wet work clothes and hung them in the toilet.

There is a small corner near the window not far from the living room. It is a sturdy desk with a computer and some scattered books on it. There is a notebook with the word "Qi Yang" written on it, just like its owner. , hard, self-improvement.

Qi Yang sat on the sofa, he relaxed his body, and let his thoughts fly to every corner.That year, it was summer!

Hot and rough kisses, strong bodies, he doesn't know why two normal men have feelings for each other, just as he knows he likes women, so he never expected to kiss a man bigger than himself so hard .

He wanted to bite his throat, vent more primal desires.

What is a kiss?Qi Yang tried his best to tell himself this point, but he unknowingly fell into it step by step... this terrible obsession.

Just like today, before seeing his family, he was still lucky, but in the end he couldn't restrain his heart from being stabbed.

Today I can't learn the homework, Qi Yang claims to be self-made, but he also wants to buy beer somewhere to pour it in.It must be ecstatic and carried away, but the damage to brain cells is also inevitable.

It's ironic.

Qi Yang opened the bathroom door, intending to take a good soak in the bathtub, but standing in front of the mirror, he looked at his tanned skin and thought it would be better to be fairer.Like the man's wife, with skin as white as flour and creamy.

My own body, lean and rigid.Even he himself would not be desired or attracted by such a body.But men are different.It seems that every breath of his is sweet in his own eyes.

He rarely stared at his body for a long time, his callused hands were cruising around his body, he tried to find something, but in the end he returned in vain.

He was still a man after all.

No, it should be said that he has nothing but a man. This is his definition of himself and his pursuit - to be a tough man.He had already made plans when he was in high school, but now something happened midway.

For him, the sadder story than the sadness is that he knew what he wanted and never got it.

Like a broken kite fluttering in the night, invisible to others and invisible to myself, it is flying farther and farther away.

After taking a shower, there was a knock on the door.

It was eight o'clock in the evening, and this time was a bit subtle.After Qi Yang put on his pajamas, he asked who it was.

The cat's eyes were blocked by the red blessing at the door, which was useless.

The man didn't speak, just knocked on the door.

Qi Yang seemed to know who it was, and opened the door.

The trousers of the man outside the door had some water on them, and his thin-rimmed glasses with gold frames made him look very elite.Qi Yang frowned as he looked at this man's suit and leather shoes.

Something?

Can't you come if you have nothing to do?The man smiled affectionately and naturally, closed his umbrella and was about to come in.

Wait a minute, I'll get you shoe covers.

The boy rummaged through the glove cabinet and found several pairs of disposable shoe covers.

But seeing the man took off his leather shoes, only a pair of gray thin socks were stuck at the door, Qi Yang frowned even deeper, and went to get a pair of slippers.

You are not bad.The man commented in a nutshell, but Qi Yang just responded sullenly.

Did you take a shower?The man leaned closer and smelled it, Qi Yang stepped back unconsciously, and heard the man laughing lowly.

Has the scent of body wash.

Qi Yang had nothing to say.

The man was getting closer and closer, Qi Yang wanted to hide, but let him kiss him, the long-lost touch, Qi Yang's brain resisted his action, but his body clamored for more.

But he is a man who is married and has children.

After the pain and pleasure came, Qi Yang happily bit the man's Adam's apple.

Why did you come... Qi Yang heard his trembling voice.

The man growled.Qi Yang, Qi Yang...do you know?A person's life cannot be filled by only one person.That's why I marry a wife and have children, and that's why I came to you.

Qi Yang sneered in his heart.

Hao, I know, I know you.

You're just, so empty.