For so many years, Qin Jue had the idea of ​​meeting his brother again for the first time.

At 10 o'clock in the morning of the next day, Qin Jue woke up with an itchy stomach. When he looked closely, it was Qi Ji with warm palms touching his scar.

This was originally his most shameful past and the most afraid of being touched by others, but when Qi Ji touched his face and hugged him and said, "Senior, sleep a little longer", he couldn't help leaning on the other's shoulder obediently, and closed his eyes again. Eyes for a while.

Half an hour later, the two came out.

Qin Jue met Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi first, and the two probably went back to their original dormitory to sleep last night, and when they saw him, they joined him happily.

"Yan Shen can still get out of bed and walk?" Shen Ye teased, "Cui Shen and I haven't fulfilled our duties as guardians, so we will be deducted by the coach."

But Qin Jue didn't blush and refute like usual, instead he replied: "Captain... I have something to discuss with you."

Several people leaned against the fence, his serious expression made Shen Ye serious: "Ah? What's the matter?"

Qin Jue looked at him, and didn't know why he was no longer afraid to say: "I... have a half-brother who came to Shanghai to look for me... I want to meet him."

Shen Ye was extremely vigilant: "...you still need to discuss this with me, don't you want me to treat you to dinner?"

Qin Jue shook his head: "Because I'm not sure what will happen after I meet him and whether it will affect the game, but if I don't see him, I'm afraid my condition will be even worse."

As he spoke, Qin Jue's voice paused for a moment: "He has mixed up in the society, fought too hard in gang fights and killed people, and was sentenced for treason. This time, he is probably looking for trouble."

Shen Ye was dumbfounded, but Cui Xuezhi on the side was unhurried, and said, "Trouble you? Let him come, I can meet him."

Shen Ye turned his head in surprise: "Don't scare me, God Cui, is it true that they said you have been in the Tao?"

But Cui Xuezhi shrugged: "You don't know? Until I was 20 years old, there were younger brothers who reluctantly came to the arena to cheer for me and tried to persuade me to go back. Unfortunately, my girlfriend fans forced me to put a support card on it. God, I want to give you a child, and I am ashamed to death by him, and I never dare to come again.”

Then, he raised his eyebrows and glanced at the frightened Shen Ye before calling Qin Jue: "Where is your brother?"

The gentle sunshine jumped to the corridor, Qin Jue couldn't help clenching his fists, until Qi Ji shook his hand, he finally got up the courage to answer: "These days, it should be near the base."

***

Calculating the time, Lu Yang was imprisoned for 4 years, and Qin Jue hid from him for 6 years after he was released from prison. Thinking about it, the two haven't seen each other for ten years.

In Qin Jue's memory, his elder brother Lu Yang was gentle and calm, and he was once the biggest support in his life.

Even if Lu Yang would take the lead in bullying him later, he would pull him to apologize afterwards, and would often rub the wounds on his joints with his own hands, saying, brother was just too impulsive today, Xiao Jue forgive him, okay?

The little Qin Jue always couldn't help nodding his head when he heard this, took the candy handed over by the other party, and replied with a sob: "Then brother, you can't do this again next time."

At that time, he couldn't tell right from wrong, he only knew that his brother was still good to him.

Even if his neck, face and abdomen were scalded, the other party would still confess and apologize in front of his hospital bed, and shed tears several times, looking very distressed.

Qin's father also came back to see it once during the period. Hearing that he needed money for many follow-up treatments, he immediately disappeared.

There were often only two brothers in the ward, and under the meticulous care of his elder brother, Qin Jue finally raised his little hand to wipe away his tears and said, elder brother, don't cry.

It was not until Qin Jue was two years older and finally had his own consciousness, vaguely wanting to escape this vicious circle and stop responding to Lu Yang's apology, that Lu Yang's violence intensified, and the elders in the family would punish him even if they cared about him. He called—later, two months after Lu Yang left school without permission, something happened.

At that time, Qin Jue could already understand the news. The headline of the only local newspaper reported the incident of a gang of unscrupulous teenagers fighting and hurting people, which almost caused public opinion to boil in a small county where no major incidents had occurred in decades.

Qin Jue still remembers the fragments of the incident: the food stall in the early morning, dissatisfied with the high school graduates at the next table chatting too loudly at the party, resisting when they lifted the stool, and a few people turned around and broke into the kitchen of the food stall to grab the knife. One of the students died at the scene.

Lu Yang stabbed one of them, but not at a critical part. At that time, the deceased had already been fatally wounded several times, so he was given the lightest sentence.

The big puddle of black blood on the mosaic-covered picture used to linger in Qin Jue's mind too much, and it always made his legs go weak.

At least, Qin Jue never thought that the reason for killing could be so simple.

And until Lu Yang was imprisoned, his biological parents never showed up, and he just smiled coldly and left a sentence for Qin Jue, you wait for me to come out.

Qin Jue has been hiding in Shanghai these years, and occasionally heard that his brother still went in every now and then because of fights. Qin Jue didn't know what kind of life he was leading, and naturally he didn't know what he wanted to do when he was looking for him, but he could vaguely feel it. However, the other party never gave up pulling him back to the abyss.

But he didn't want to go back to the abyss again.

He has sunshine and a future. He has met too many gentle and kind people, and the world has long been open. Only then did he realize that before Qi Ji said that he would give him "energy", he had already been receiving from all kinds of people. A lot of energy has passed.

He should have realized that he had to take this step.

So on this day, he finally made up his mind to tell his teammates and the management team everything about Lu Yang, and also confessed that the scar on his neck was caused by Lu Yang.

Shen Ye was in a daze from beginning to end, so he had no choice but to poke Cui Xuezhi with his elbow: "God Cui... are you also like this?"

"...Get lost." Cui Xuezhi was dumbfounded, "Damn... we nobles just have their hair permed."

Manager Cheng of the team pondered for a while, and replied: "This kind of desperado, the team is not easy to deal with."

"Let's strengthen the security in these two days." Liu Ze frowned, "But we can't sue him, we can bring him in, ask him what he wants, and send him away."

"What if he asks for money?" Manager Cheng glanced at him, "Deducted from your bonus?"

The two made a joke, but at this moment, Qin Jue replied: "...he won't ask for money, he wants people."

Looking at the surroundings, Qin Jue lowered his eyes and let out a heavy breath: "...he will definitely want me. He wants me to go back and live with him."

"Are you kidding me?" But Manager Cheng was more excited than Qi Ji, who was so angry that he became a puffer fish, and accidentally said what was in his heart, "Does he know how much you are worth! I poached you to the platform to make you famous Give me money all over the world!"

All of a sudden, all eyes turned towards Manager Cheng with disgust, and then Manager Cheng cleared his throat and became serious: "Hey, negotiate, you must negotiate, so as not to disturb your training - find him and call two more security guards." , don't make any trouble."

***

At the end of April, the continuous rain has almost come to an end, and the summer in the south comes early, sometimes when the weather is hot, some boys will wear short sleeves and hang out outside. It was under the hot sun that Qin Jue saw Lu Yang, who had been away for ten years.

The other party was exactly the same as in his impression, tall and thin, with the opposite of his eyebrows, inherited his mother's gentleness, and the sunlight fell on his face like golden threads. From his appearance, no one can imagine his character.

It can even make people feel that with Qin Jue's skills, three sentences should be able to make his brother cry.

When Lu Yang saw Qin Jue, his gentle eyes didn't even show the slightest surprise. Instead, he lightly brushed the scar on his face with his eyes, and smiled softly: "Xiao Jue? Is it you?"

The gentle tone was the same as back then, but it was much more mature and hoarse.Qin Jue felt a soreness in his chest that was fleeting, and replied, "...it's me."

"I haven't seen you for a long time. My little Jue has grown so tall." Lu Yang stepped forward, like every elder brother who dotes on his younger brother in the world, "I see that you are now a professional game player? Very good .”

Qin Jue instinctively took half a step back, and Qi Ji immediately stood in front of him and glared at Lu Yang.

The other party stared at Qi Ji's face for a moment, then immediately turned his eyes and asked Qin Jue: "...won't you invite me in for a sit down?"

Everyone was surprised by Lu Yang's gentle appearance, except Qi Ji who coldly protected Qin Jue behind him and said "Go in, you go ahead".

After arriving at the team's living room, Manager Cheng poured Lu Yang a glass of water, and cut straight to the point: "Although it's not very good to say that, my friend, you've been around our base a lot lately, and we don't welcome you very much."

Lu Yang took the water with a calm expression: "The road is built by the state, so if I walk around, it shouldn't be against the law, right?"

Everyone else was about to move, but Manager Cheng raised his hand to signal a group of children to stop talking, and continued to say to him, "Okay, then I'll just say it straight. How do you want to disappear in a sensible way and not come looking for trouble?"

Lu Yang smiled slightly in surprise: "That's what I said, why am I looking for trouble?"

However, he then nonchalantly revealed his identity as a murderer: "There are quite a lot of security in your place, and I don't know where the kitchen is, so I wouldn't rush in to grab a knife and kill someone like I did back then? What do you think, little boy?" Jue?"

The pool of black blood flashed across Qin Jue's mind, and he clenched his hands unconsciously to conceal his nervousness: "...Brother, you go back, and don't come to me again in the future."

Only then did Lu Yang's calm eyes tremble slightly, and he glanced at him: "It's fine to go back, but I'm here to take you back with me."

Sure enough, everything was in line with Qin Jue's guess, and no one else interrupted their conversation. However, following Qin Jue's words "I can't go back with you", the temperature in Lu Yang's eyes suddenly turned cold, and it took him a long time. After calming down, he said, "...you should know the consequences of not going back with me, right?"

That familiar coldness surged into Qin Jue's heart, making him realize that the pain he suffered in his childhood would not be dispelled so easily, even though his lover, his friends, and his "teacher" are all beside him at this moment. Beside him, he also shuddered, unable to utter a single syllable in his throat.

Fine beads of sweat seeped into his palms, reminding him of that rotten black room, of the dirty sand, and of the scalding temperature that brought excruciating pain.

He had tried his best in the conversation with his brother just now, he didn't expect that he would be so fast, and he would be helpless and frozen in place.He thought he was weak, and he might need a word of encouragement from others to continue—however, the people around him didn't urge him to "don't be afraid, just face it bravely", instead someone touched him The nape of his neck, just to reassure him.

Qi Ji's expression beside him was no longer as immature as usual. He even darkened his eyes, picked up the cigarette beside the table, handed one to Lu Yang, and said, "Then tell me, what consequences will there be? They're all curious."

Lu Yang took the cigarette calmly, and first threatened: "Didn't I just say that I have killed people before?"

"Really?" However, Qi Ji looked at him coldly for a while, and his voice did not tremble when he spoke, "To kill someone, you only dare to make up for it, but you dare not stab a vital piece of trash. You have killed someone before? Don't dare to provoke your colleagues. You dare to follow other people's opponents who have no strength to restrain innocent students, and you were told to kill someone? The court only sentenced you for four years, and you were told to kill someone? Do you have a mine at home?"

Lu Yang's gentle eyes were slightly dazed, blue veins sprang up silently on his forehead, and Cui Xuezhi beside him also said leisurely: "My friend, have you seen it in Shanghai Beach?"

The eyes of several people met together, Lu Yang narrowed his eyes slightly with a trace of disdain, Shen Ye also followed Cui Xuezhi's words, and continued: "There are some things that no one of us wants to expose, but seeing you are so confident, I will I think you are pitiful—then I should tell you clearly, do you think...what kind of dragon and phoenix are you, a big brother in society?"

As he said that, his tone seemed to be teasing, but also a bit serious: "This is Shanghai, not the small city where you were born. Do you really think you can do whatever you want here? Do you have any misunderstanding? A little money can cripple one of your hands?"

Manager Cheng, the only local in the audience, almost beat him to death, but he secretly winked to keep the aggrieved manager from speaking.

Lu Yang didn't mind showing the resentment in his eyes. After a while, he glanced around and called Qin Jue's name directly, seemingly calmly and deliberately: "Qin Jue, if you don't go back with me, I'll just tell them, and tell everyone, that you're gay."

His voice is full of absolute confidence - after all, except for the "Fan Hua" who has publicly stated that he wants to chase Qin Jue, most of the others here are straight men who are obsessed with games. He doesn't believe it, they mix together every day to train, eat and sleep , will not feel disgusting.

As for Qin Jue, it is even more impossible not to be afraid that he will publicize this kind of childhood shadow.What's more, the other party is now considered to be more than half of the public figure, and he must be more afraid of being dug out of this shameful identity-the other party has not been with that "Fan Hua" so far, which is the best proof.

Looking at Qin Jue's instantly pale face, he knew very well that the picture of himself and Chen Feiran being forced to contact must be flashing through the other party's mind, and it is impossible not to feel a physiological nausea.

So soon, he smiled to himself as if he had won an easy victory, and tried to walk over and drag Qin Jue over - no one can get rid of the word blood.

However, to his surprise, someone beside him grabbed his wrist and suppressed him to death in terms of strength.

Lu Yang froze for a moment, he didn't expect the guy in front of him who was half a head shorter than him to be so strong, and the other person's indifferent voice had an obvious Cantonese accent, which didn't match the fierce action: "Brother, calm down, Why bother?"

Lu Yang couldn't help but looked around at the people around him suspiciously and vigilantly—they weren't surprised that Qin Jue was gay?

He had no choice but to sit back temporarily, but he had no intention of retreating at all.

Qin Jue likes the same sex, Qin Jue caused his mother to leave in despair, and also made him lose control of himself and become as violent as his father, so he couldn't let him go.

He came prepared, and he was going to say more details, so that these straight men would like him to resent the disgusting thing about homosexuals stabbing the back door, but at this time, someone around finally couldn't help laughing out loud, It seemed to be mocking him: "...I thought it was a big deal, and you just said this?"

He raised his gaze, but before he could find who was laughing, another voice rang out: "Xiao Qi, can you make arrangements?"

There was a silver light shining outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, shining on everyone's faces in the living room, before Lu Yang could react to the dazzling light, Qin Jue's hand resting on his knee suddenly curled up in his vision, and then, that Qi Ji In front of everyone, he leaned over to Qin Jue's lips and kissed her.

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