The lights came on.

At that moment, Qin Jue finally couldn't help curling up into Qi Ji's arms because of the fear and sadness in his heart—but he never seemed to know what he was like in Qi Ji's eyes.

***

It was the first time I met him in the rankings, and just after asking "Is there a girl" in the quality square, Qi Ji, who was cutting two screens, sat upright, and happened to see a barrage floating in the live broadcast room: Isn't this the first troll in the Asian server who can only use his mouth to have sex in the game?

Qi Ji was used to solo rowing, and had never heard of this character before, but the barrage was beyond his expectation, and there was a small climax immediately.

[Fuck, President Hua hasn't been in line for him for so long, I thought I was lucky and would never meet him in this life... Why hasn't this idiot been titled yet? 】

[Reasonable mother, if you don't want it, you can donate it to those in need. Why does this b have a face game? 】

[In the field of shamelessness, there are very few people who can compete with him]

[I feel sorry for Hua always only listening to Dolby 10.1 channel ears, this game will be polluted by garbage]

These undoubtedly caught Qi Ji's attention.

The teammates in Mai were discussing about jumping to P City for a while, Qi Ji also stopped his hand to turn off the voice of his teammates, and instead cut the whole screen to the game, he was a little scared and a little excited, very curious about what the first troll everyone said of.

——Even though, his expression is still a cold face that ignores everything.

However, in that game, the voice of gossip was not as vicious and dirty as Qi Ji was worried and expected, on the contrary, it was nothing special except a little noisy:

"Sister? Is the girl there? Why doesn't the girl talk? My masculine voice can I add friends to Lianmai double row? What kind of gun do you usually use? Sister, when I see P City, I get airsick and want to go down and just shoot. Sister Come on, my rookie station is open, and all 90 couriers today will be given to you later, okay girl? Is girl there? Are you there?"

The voice in the headset was like a repeater, Qi Ji gradually choked, feeling that this wasn't very scary, so he relaxed after a while, and couldn't help but replied with a low smile, "I'm here".

However, as an autistic player, he never turned on the mic when speaking.

During the boring extra training in qualifying, he wanted to seize a moment of relaxation and concentrate on feeling the demeanor of the No. [-] troll in the Asian server. He never wanted to miss the opportunity to skydive, and the landing position was quite a bit off.

For this reason, he began to think about how to explain it, but he did not expect that the other two teammates did not fall at the point that everyone marked at the beginning.

Even, they didn't jump to the location near P city.

Qi Ji was surprised at first, and then his breath sank in doubt—didn't he jump into P City as promised?

What does it mean for these two people to go to M city now?

Letting a person fall into a place with a large number of people like P City doesn't mean letting him die in vain?

But the two teammates were giggling, as if they didn't think there was anything wrong.

——"Brother, we all know you, you first slaughter P City casually, we will hang on, and we will meet up later."

——"Brother, I really dare not guaranty you with you. I can afford this game with all my prostitution money. I'm afraid that I won't get a title. But I still thank you if I win this game, okay?"

There seems to be something behind their words.

Even though Qi Ji didn't hear anything outside the window, he heard it strangely, but the inexplicably deceived and excluded lies by his teammates, but he was silent for two seconds, and didn't say anything: Oh... Is the girl there?Sister, pick up a good gun and wait for me. Sister, don’t run around, there are people everywhere. Sister, if you die, your brother’s pectoral muscles will hurt.

Then, Qi Ji hadn't apologized yet, and he rekindled his interest in the battles, and began to tease him again: Wow, my perfect abortion technique is comparable to Peking Union Medical College Hospital.

This car is really fucking full of SF Yuan Tong Yun Da - look at it, girl, this three-level head with perfect curves~

Don't die, girl, I'll give you all the good things when I come to you!

Qi Ji must have no problem surviving, but he always feels that his interest in this game is completely cold. On the contrary, the nonsensical kills, swiping screens and mouthfuls of bb always make the corners of his mouth twitch.

"Hurry up, there is an airdrop! I will surround 1 of them alone!"

"Ouch, sexy hunk, three kills online~ Let me see... Is there something wrong with this airdrop box, just M24? I inflated all the airbags on my Bentley—forget it, it's just Make do with it!"

He pretended to be sorry, but in fact his tail was going up to the sky, and Qi Ji, who was dressed in rags, heard M24's name, his eyes lit up immediately, and he couldn't help but follow.

That is his favorite gun, but he has a dark face, and he hasn't touched it twice after playing the game for so long. At this moment, he can only wear a small skirt and use his status as a soft girl pitifully, poking hope and lying notice him.

So later, in the eyes of Qi Ji who had succeeded, the gesture of falsely jumping over to give the gun was so standard that it looked like throwing himself into his arms.

Then, the silencer and the cheek support were installed, and the quasi-heart quickly caught the enemy's figure. He knew that as long as he clicked the mouse, it would be a human head, but the hesitant voice kept talking nonsense: "Will the girl Will it? Will it? If not, you, you can actually give it back to me, the fortune teller said that I am the descendant of Hou Yi, and I will show you the whole audience, do you think it will work...?"

There were grievances, temptations, regrets, and apprehensions in that tone. It seemed that he wanted to pretend to be generous and pick up girls, but he was reluctant to part with the gun he finally got.

'...It's obviously quite cute. 'So Qi Ji's index finger paused, unable to press the left mouse button.

It has to be said that he suddenly felt that this game became interesting.

So of course he kept holding the gun and pretended he didn't hear.The two of them walked on the map step by step like this, and how many people he killed, he shot as many times as he acted clumsily, and he didn't mean to be sorry for the two teammates.

At that time, he was like a seven or eight-year-old boy who likes to bully people he is interested in. He just wanted to turn the M24 into a black fire stick in his hands, and he wanted to make nonsense, anxious and annoyed. But he could only coax him softly—it can be said that even he himself didn't realize that he had no good intentions.

It's just that in the final ending of the story, he overturned on the spot because he was too complacent.

——When someone asked him if he liked this black and thick gun, he couldn't help answering "Yes!" through the microphone, almost wanting to cry in anger, but he completely forgot Well, without turning on the voice changer, his voice is simply playing with fire on the grave.

Sure enough, after Yaoyan realized his gender, he broke out in a second, taught him to be a man, and let him learn what a real competitive game teammate is - every time he thought of the scene where he was powerless to parry, he still trembled a little, no Dare to do things at will.

But he saw all the details in a game, which just made his stubborn intuition settle in his mind, and also made him start to hypnotize himself: lying is good, not only for girls, but also for teammates He deliberately deceived and isolated himself, and he didn't greet other people's families as in the legend.

In the final analysis, the nonsense of those trolling videos is nothing more than a bad temper, a little too cultured words, and a little too loud voice when facing a rookie... that's all.

——So later, Qi Ji, who searched everywhere for teaching videos of gossip and spouting people, thought while completely losing the burden of being an idol, and began to hold his forehead and doubt life: What the hell am I doing...

In the same training, things started to go a little bit wrong, and countless news about lying came to him at once.It didn't take long for him to learn about the rumors that the false rumors were questioned or wronged, and the rumors that the false rumors that his mother was no longer alive were similar to him in a sense—of course, he I also heard that this guy is going to come to their team for trial training.

He ate three plates of rabbit meat in a panic, and made up his mind to hold on—wasn't he just a friend who would spray him completely autistic?He pays!

But when they met for the first time, his long-term psychological construction collapsed and he was defeated directly.

The appearance of the silver-haired boy was more stern and unique than he had imagined, and when facing a group of adults with malicious intentions alone, the boy secretly clenched his fists clearly trembling, but he still raised his confident eyebrows and punched them one by one. stared back.

Qi Ji didn't have time to be surprised or confused, so he instinctively walked over to block their eyes for him——and when he lowered his head to look at the slightly astonished face, he was really a little angry.

Angry at the people in the team and at Qin Jue himself: How could you come alone?How can you pretend to be smug and indifferent and use these scars as an offensive weapon?

But Ren was anxious, and in the end he couldn't ask these overly caring words - he chose the most ignorant "Hello" and said it in a jerky way, and he was completely forgotten by Qin Jue. Noodles, dishes to bronze five.

And these days, although we haven't been friends for too long, Qi Ji easily sees through Qin Jue at the shortest distance, or rather, this guy...is too easy to see through.

So for Qin Jue, most of the time Qi Ji is restrained and cautious, afraid that he is not taking care of him well enough.

But the restlessness of his instincts is beyond his control. From time to time, he will go on a rampage, from a cold and self-closing e-sports player to an 18-year-old boy who can't help but want to bully others.

Even, when Qin Jue hugged him to sleep, he would always think, what would the senior do if he hadn't joined the IS team?Even a Weibo member doesn’t go to recharge, and the trolls can’t bring pictures. Although the writing skills are very solid, it still makes people anxious to see.

Yes, anxious... Qi Ji soon discovered that he was always anxious about Qin Jue.

Worrying about his over-training, worrying about him being afraid of the dark and not being able to sleep, worrying about why he is always so stupid and thinks he is good at pretending to be domineering and cool.

For example, at this moment, the effect of the alcohol was obviously still in Qi Ji's body, but he suddenly woke up from the stupefied state, his heart was almost tight with fright, and he cupped Qin Jue's face with both hands in a hurry.

"senior……?"

……Cried?Why are you crying?Another nightmare?I bullied people and kissed too much today?It's not enough for me to bully people today with only forced kisses?My booze is too smoky?Aggrieved by being fined not to eat?Or... are you feeling unwell?

Qi Ji noticed that the other party was holding his abdomen, the scattered bangs on his forehead were wet, and his whole wrinkled face was turning white, as if he was in pain.

At that moment, there seemed to be a huge needle pierced into Qi Ji's heart, and he was violently twitching with push and pull. His heartache made him even more flustered, as if his three heads and six arms were not enough. The stomach is uncomfortable, so I had to cover the other person's eyelids with one hand, and roughly wipe the liquid on the side of his face with the other hand: "Senior, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Stomach pain?"

The skin on Qin Jue's face was soaked soft by tears, his eyes were red and transparent, but he took the initiative to plunge into his arms, twitching his throat and refusing to look at him, just shaking his head: "It's okay...you hold me, wait until I don't It's fine if you're sad... I... I'm always fast."

As a result, the needle in Qi Ji's heart was suddenly pulled out to the end, and he was caught off guard by the stinging pain.

His consciousness is awake, but his muscles and nerves are not. At a loss, he knows that he can't grasp the severity, and rubbing Qin Jue's face is like rubbing dough, but he still can't help but slowly rub those tears away, try his best He gently hugged him into his arms.

He is only 18 years old. Although he goes around deceiving people with his arrogance and cold face every day, like many 18-year-old boys, he longs to release his tenderness shackled by his identity as a teenager, longs to love others independently, and even more longs to One day, someone can be found to show the strength that he thinks is strong and belongs to an adult man alone - as for the gender of the other party, he really doesn't care too much.

This was the first time that he wrapped Qin Jue tightly in his arms when both of them were so awake.So he cherished this opportunity, and felt even more distressed.

Whether it's the hand patting Qin Jue's back, the soft words comforting Qin Jue's ear, or the lips caressing Qin Jue's earlobe with tenderness and sweetness, it seems that they no longer belong to him, but contain All the tenderness that he could give when he was young.

"Don't be afraid, senior... I'm here."

"If you have a nightmare in the future, tell me to speak louder, it really won't work, you bite me."

"However... I will definitely try my best to make senior never cry again."

"Be good, be good... It's okay, it's all over, now you have us."

"I... I don't want to say promises and swears too early, the seniors definitely don't believe it. But now I..."

"Now...I really want to say...what should I do, senior?"

"Will it appear that I'm unreliable...?"

Qin Jue leaned against his chest that was hot from the smell of alcohol, seemed to finally understand what he was saying, paused for a while, as if he was relieved for a while, and moved into his arms again.

Only this half point, like giving Qi Ji a great affirmation and reward, made his heart skip a beat, and the strength that hugged Qin Jue became much deeper and gentler.

The light was dim, and the soft blue blanket was gradually spread out inch by inch.

Qi Ji continued to rub Qin Jue's hair, and softly comforted him over and over again, until his mouth and tongue were almost completely dry, Qin Jue rubbed his aggrieved eyes vigorously, and rubbed his face against his neck.

Then, perhaps because of sadness, or perhaps because of embarrassment, Qin Jue's voice was uncharacteristically weak, as if he couldn't hear it: Yes...it's too early...I want you to like me more...like me very much...you can explain.

It was almost dawn, and Qi Ji was taken aback, as if he had been spied on his youthful impulse, and also as if he had completed his first major and arduous task in his adult years.So soon, he breathed out lightly, and when Qin Jue raised his eyebrows lightly, he planted a warm kiss on the other's forehead: "Okay... Xiao Qi will definitely not let senior wait too long."

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