The husband and wife are not very good

Zheng Shujin looked sideways at the figure that disappeared at the door of the kitchen, and his heart skipped a beat. He lowered his head and looked at the fingers that had been held by that big warm hand. Zheng Shujin seemed to feel that the warmth still remained in him. Like her fingertips, her face also blushed slightly.

Rubbing his fingertips unconsciously, Zheng Shujin wanted to stand up and go back to the room. He wanted to wash his face with cold water to wake himself up.

No matter whether he started to lose his heart slowly under the care of Lan Zhimian intentionally or unintentionally, or slowly lost his heart in the eyes that became more and more gentle when looking at him, He can't go on anymore, no matter what kind of feelings Lan Zhimian has formed towards him, he has to pretend nothing happened, his life is short, he can't give Lan Zhimian hope again If you leave him cruelly, you will also not be able to give yourself hope.

He is starting to hate his body now, why can't he have a healthy body like others?Then he can love someone boldly and passionately.

But he also hated himself, hated why he lost his heart when he knew that he hadn't been there for a long time?Isn’t this finding pain for oneself?

He always thought that he would never fall in love with someone in his life. When he married his younger brother, he only thought about changing his life to another place. He also optimistically thought about living with a playful person who likes to play with his feelings. Life is Not that it would be fun.

But he didn't expect that in just a few months, his heart sank uncontrollably. He told himself that a person like Lan Zhimian would never really like someone, and he was already playing wild outside. , would not and would not want to guard only one person, he could not stand that kind of loneliness.

But no matter how much he warns himself in his heart, it is useless. His heart has been slowly lost, how can he get it back?Even if it is finally picked up, it is not the original heart.

He sometimes wondered if Lan Zhimian would have gradually fallen in love with his younger brother if he hadn't married him at that time, and then he would have touched his heart, and the two of them would have been together beautifully for the rest of their lives.

Rather than the possibility of slowly falling in love with him as a sick man, not only will he not get his feelings clearly, but in the end he will have to watch himself disappear in his life, which is too unfair to Lan Zhimian .

At this moment, Zheng Shujin regretted for the first time that he had married his younger brother. He didn't know if he had done something wrong, but he felt very happy. If he hadn't done so at that time, how could he have known Lan Zhimian? What about this person?

Lying on the sofa behind him, looking at the gorgeous chandelier hanging on the top, Zheng Shujin was really conflicted, he didn't know whether he should confess to Lan Zhimian, he really wanted to tell Lan Zhimian his real identity and Name, he didn't want Lan Zhimian to always think that he was Mo Nianxi.

But he also felt that his thoughts were really selfish. If he really said it out of spite because of this, but Lan Zhimian refused to accept it, what would the Mo family do?What should my brother do?Didn't he do this just to let his brother escape this test?

But he really wants the person he likes to remember his name, he doesn't want his whole life to be unclear in Lan Zhimian's heart, but it seems really difficult.

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