shining you

"Let's make it public."

"Huh? What did you say?"

"I said let's make it public, don't be cowardly."

"..."

Shen Chen tossed and turned several times in the quilt, these few words passed through his head like a slide show, he drank too much alcohol and had a headache.

"Why, are you crossing the catastrophe?"

Liang Xiao's rough voice sounded, as if it was about to dry up and smoke, and his vocal cords trembled and rustled. He rubbed his eyes, frowned, fumbled with two chicken nest heads, and kicked Shen Chen's ankle in disgust.

"..." Shen Chen was kicked painfully by him, and kicked back.

Liang Xiao failed to fall asleep again, sat up irritablely, and turned on the desk lamp.

The dim light shone on his face in an instant, he was stabbed, shrank back, squeezed the two rare gaps, and raised his voice angrily: "Tell me, what's wrong with you again?" ?”

……

What did he say?

Shen Chen pulled the quilt over his head, avoiding the topic.

Liang Xiao stared at the top of his bared head, and said unceremoniously.

"Hey!" Shen Chen's face was contorted in pain, and he turned over, the mattress felt his extraordinary aura, and trembled.

His protruding eyeballs were bloodshot, and he pointed at the door nervously, "Go, go, go back to your room and sleep."

Liang Xiao stared at him and pursed his lips: "It's really crazy!"

Shen Chen still stretched out his hand: "Go, go!"

Liang Xiao sneered: "Oh, come here and let Dao Lei hack you to death."

Shen Chen also sneered, and pointed at himself: "It seems that I really came to Dao Lei and hacked myself to death."

Liang Xiao: "..."

He was silent for a moment, feeling that Shen Chen's words were wrong, and his expression became solemn: "What's wrong? What's the matter with you?"

Shen Chen didn't speak.

Liang Xiao stared at him, the more he stared, the more he hated that iron could not be made into steel.

The devil's claws stretched out, grabbed Shen Chen's shoulders, and shook them violently.

Shen Chen had his head down, but he was caught off guard and dizzy. Is Liang Xiao a hidden Vajra Barbie?It was like throwing him into a blender, the high-speed rotation made the already mushy things in his head even more mushy.

Shen Chen felt that he was about to vomit, and struggled to restrain his arm with the last bit of strength, and made up his mind to confess, "Boss said he wanted to make it public with me tonight."

"..."

Liang Xiao let go, his eyes narrowed into equal signs.

He regained his laziness, without even leaving his expression: "That's it?"

Shen Chen nodded nervously: "That's it."

"..."

After a long while, Liang Xiao pouted: "I've been feeding me fresh dog food since you've been pretentious for a long time?"

Shen Chen shook his head: "No."

Liang Xiao ignored him again, dug up a pile of quilt and stuffed himself in it again.

Shen Chen watched his movements: "..."

Liang Xiao put his hand on the desk lamp and tutted at him: "Sleep, kid, don't show off."

"..."

"I support the two of you, but I'm not a rotten man, and I don't care much about the latest developments in your love, especially..." He sighed and yawned, picked up his phone and glanced, "It's early in the morning One o'clock, the stall where I sleep."

Just as Shen Chen was about to open his mouth, he immediately turned off the light.

Why?Depend on!He finally mustered up the courage to confess himself, but this person is going to sleep?Then who will be his bosom brother?

No.

Shen Chen pushed him: "I'm not showing you off, I'm asking you to help me—"

"Huhu—" Liang Xiao let out a very dramatic snort.

Shen Chen came up on his ass and stole the peach from the monkey: "Liang Xiao, get up!"

"...Oops, I'm going!" Liang Xiao was frightened instantly, and turned over with a grunt, "Say it, can you tell me?!"

It took Shen Chen 10 minutes to straighten everything out from the beginning, and also analyzed his own heart.

When he first heard that sentence, he was so happy that he thought it was an auditory hallucination, saying that he didn’t want Mu Fuyang to tell him that was a lie. In fact, since he fell in love with Mu Fuyang, he secretly thought of Mu Fuyang and him countless times. so.

No one would not want to lead the person they like to walk on the street openly, accept the blessings of the people around them, and show their affection openly.

But their identities and genders are destined to make this road extraordinarily long, and they will never even reach such a day.

He didn't know whether he should be happy or miserable, and he would drink too much when he returned to the box.I just used alcohol to drown my worries and make my worries worse. The brain was not paralyzed by drinking too much. Anyway, the whole head was cramping and hurting as if it didn't consider the physiological structure.

"What are you worried about?" Liang Xiao hugged his knees, "Are you worried about Brother Ning and me?"

Shen Chen pursed his lips, and his outline was rare because of this expression: "Not only, there are many people."

Liang Xiao: "For example?"

Shen Chen opened his mouth, and finally said with difficulty: "The company, the rest of our entire team, as well as the fans who support us, and of course himself."

Liang Xiao: "So you didn't think about yourself."

Shen Chen: "I'm fine."

He also concluded: "You know, we are not only ourselves, some people make a living from us, and some people take us as a dream."

Liang Xiao was silent.

He rubbed his nose for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice: "Why are you thinking about these issues all day long, the boss bent you, didn't he think about it?"

Shen Chen shook his head, and said stubbornly, "I didn't bend him, I did it voluntarily."

Liang Xiao sighed: "Okay, it's up to you, but you answer my question first."

Shen Chen had no choice but to tell the truth: "I don't know if he thinks about it or not."

Liang Xiao: "So you think he won't think about it?"

Shen Chen paused.

Liang Xiao said again: "Don't forget, he is the captain of Crux. Mr. Yao and Aunt Shao think he is popular and sellable. It is enough to call him the center. Why call him the captain? Indeed, there are He has the crux, but that doesn't require him to be the captain."

"..."

Liang Xiao looked at him: "Although I sometimes complain about him and we quarrel with him, none of us have questioned his prestige, because he is reliable, no matter how big a mess we make, he will take it down and clean it up. As for him Himself, can he not ask us to deal with the aftermath. Do you think he will not consider these things? In fact, since the first day Crux was formed, he has already planned the entire future for our group, and he hasn't told you?"

Having said that, he really thought about ten years later in one breath.

Ten years from each of them.

Shen Chen: "..."

What he said made sense, why didn't he think of it?

Liang Xiao paused for a moment, then suddenly chuckled: "But although he thought about it, given how crazy he is, he might ignore some things."

Shen Chen touched his lips in confusion, and said in a deep voice, "He loves me too much."

Liang Xiao shook: "Hey, disgusting!"

Only then did Shen Chen realize what he was talking about, and scratched his head to ease the embarrassment.

Liang Xiao shook off the goosebumps on his body: "What you said just now was disgusting, I almost can't ask this question, and the enlightenment work is almost impossible."

"ask."

"Well, do you love him?...Don't describe it too disgustingly."

"Love to death." And love more and more, the depth of feeling is immeasurable.

"Ouch!" Liang Xiao rolled his eyes.

"Then if that's the case, what else can I say?"

He patted Shen Chen on the shoulder, and suddenly put his arms around Shen Chen very tenderly: "You are usually stable, but you are too idealistic at critical moments. Boss, you look at him crazy, but he is more realistic than you."

Shen Chen leaned into his arms silently.

Liang Xiao patted him on the forehead: "This step will happen sooner or later, otherwise you two might score points. You should wake up, you can't have all the good things in the world, even if you are smart, you can only Optimizing, but that doesn't mean not giving up, everything has a cost or price, you know better than me."

Yes, he is very clear.

But still a sleepless night.

They met at the door the next morning, and Mu Fuyang woke up very late. Shen Chen thought that Liang Xiao was staying at home, but he didn't expect that Mu Fuyang was responsible for the slight movement in the bathroom.

He had just finished taking a shower, was wiping his hair with a towel, and Shen Chen was about to go to the bathroom, when he saw his body unexpectedly, he didn't know where to look, his throat was more dry than embarrassment.

"You, you didn't go to filming?"

"Forgot? I asked for leave until this afternoon." Mu Fuyang looked straight at Shen Chen, "Because it takes a long time, maybe I'm only coming down from the mountain now."

Shen Chen reacted for a long time before realizing that he was talking about variety shows, and nodded: "That's right."

"..."

He had nothing to say, and didn't want to make the atmosphere awkward: "Where's Liang Xiao?"

Mu Fuyang: "Go to the supermarket."

"Oh——" he dragged his tune, feeling the innocence and powerlessness of talking about these things.

Mu Fuyang suddenly approached him.

Seeing the neat abdominal muscles dangling in front of his eyes, Shen Chen took two steps back, and then his face became hot, it turned out to be Mu Fuyang's hand.

"Did what you said yesterday scare you?"

His voice was exceptionally gentle, and Shen Chen looked up to see that he was not angry, but a smile was on the corner of his mouth.

Lazy, but very indifferent, not surprised, not disappointed, but not too much mood swings.

This was completely beyond Shen Chen's expectation.

If it were me, I would be more or less disappointed, anxious, and even suspicious.

He held his bladder, raised his head, did not avoid Mu Fuyang's fingers, and let him touch his face: "Aren't you going to be angry with me?"

Mu Fuyang's fingers paused, but he pinched his chin instead: "Will you break up with me?"

Shen Chen's upper body trembled, his eyes were full of disbelief, and his eyebrows were frowned: "How is it possible?!"

He spoke resolutely, the answer seemed to him like a fantasy, and it was never taken into consideration for a second.

Mu Fuyang smiled, put his hands down lightly, "So why am I so angry?"

"..."

"It's just that we can't reach a unified opinion on this matter for the time being. It's not that you don't love me anymore. Why am I angry?"

"..."

Mu Fuyang patted his head: "Oh, I'm almost finished writing the score, come and get it after washing."

Then his light and slow footsteps sounded in the corridor.

When Shen Chen turned his head, he could only see his back.

Mu Fuyang has broad shoulders, narrow waist and thin back. He has always been thin, and this is exposed on his back, where the bones are particularly prominent.It's strange, when things like bones are too abrupt, they are showing strength, but they are also showing weakness.

Shen Chen felt that he was comforted, but he was not in a good mood. He suddenly found that he was very willing to show his vulnerability and longing in front of Mu Fuyang, and these things Mu Fuyang was very unwilling to show to him. In front of himself, he appears omnipotent, without any shortcomings and weaknesses, and can defend everything with tenacity and tenacity.

And it's all because they love each other.

He stared blankly at the figure walking non-stop, just raised his hand, it seems that he remembered something again: "Also, I also plan to reconsider Song Yan's opinion, after all, it is true that he—"

Shen Chen suddenly interrupted him: "Brother Yang, you can rely on me."

The man shuddered, turned his head, and stared at him.

Shen Chen clenched his fists and raised his face: "I mean you can rely on me, I'm reliable, if you want to make it public, you can make it public. In fact, my thoughts are the same as yours. I can't just ignore your feelings because of looking forward and backward. .”

Mu Fuyang was silent for a long time, and then he said after a long time: "...you can still say such confession words when you are holding back."

Is this a confession?This is of course a confession, and this is the insight that Shen Chen obtained only after a flash of inspiration. He felt that he should have touched the core of some problem, otherwise why would his hands tremble as if he had a premonition?

He put his trembling hands behind his back: "Well, do you like it?"

Mu Fuyang's face swayed in the sunlight, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

"Like it."