[March 2017, 3, cloudless

I am very happy today, I wonder how you are doing, A Wan.

It’s already the second year, but you’re actually quite disappointed in me, after all, you’ve become what you are now, and I don’t know when I can accompany you to see the flower show that I promised you.To be honest, I feel a little tired and confused, and I don't know if I can reach the agreed end point.

Moreover, sometimes, I can't seem to see you anymore. I don't know if you are still here, if you are still willing to be here, and when you will leave. After all, I am really not worthy of your stay like this.

But everything is not so absolute. Today I look forward to the future with my friends. We have been together for many years, and we will always get better and better, right?

After all, there is a vague shadow of something that was once no longer believed in, and it will always get better, isn't it?

A Wan, I miss you so much, I want to hear you call me smack.

I'm afraid I'm no longer worthy of you. 】

The boy's voice reverberated in the room, the clear voice and the yellowed paper looked incompatible, but inexplicably matched with the neat and graceful handwriting on it, just like a young boy who had never experienced anything in the world, carefully reciting his own words when he thought of his sweetheart. An uneasy mood.

The boy at the table lightly brushed the page with his fingertips, and murmured the last line on the page: "I'm afraid I'm no longer worthy of you."

The tone was blank and melancholy, Su Yansheng was taken aback for a moment, but then he heard the young man read the sentence again in a completely different tone, then repeated the whole sentence, changed the tone several times, and finally stopped.

The boy originally planned to close the diary, but a hand was thrust in obliquely and pressed on the page, almost touching his hand. He raised his head subconsciously, but saw Su Yansheng staring intently at the page, fingertips After swipe past the position he touched just now, he dared not press down as if he was afraid of damaging the page.

The young man's voice has no other characteristics except for the softness and softness that he was born with. It can make people feel closer, but at this moment, it removes the emotion, like a mechanical synthesis: "I'm afraid I'm no longer worthy of you."

There was no panic, no panic, and even no "fear" that appeared in the words, he was a complete bystander, even if Yan Yan was asked to read it, there were more cadences than him.

The young man frowned, but Su Yansheng didn't change his position, only moved his fingers away from the line, and finally he spoke again: "I'm very happy today..."

"What about you?"

The boy's voice continued the content: "It's already the second year..."

It's not any of the previous intonations, but it's also different from Su Yansheng's pronunciation just now.

The young man's voice seemed to have been stripped of all emotion, but it was not mechanical, it was bland, too bland, like distilled water, without even the smell of disinfectant powder, bland and tasteless.

But it's surprisingly not unpleasant.

Su Yansheng looked at the young man, and suddenly felt a little dazed. In the dark, he seemed to see a snow field. In the snow field, there were burning red plums, his disciples standing with their hands down, and a clean and spacious house, and some trees mixed in the heat. The fragrance of tea, but he and Yanyan are the only ones in the snow, and they don't belong.

My heart is confused, everything in the world is true, only myself is false.

"I'm afraid I'm no longer worthy of you."

There was a soft sound, as if the string that had been stretched for a long time finally broke, and when he came back to his senses, what Su Yansheng saw was a closed diary, and on the diary, the boy's hand.

He looked at the young man in a daze, and the young man smiled half-smile, mocking in his voice: "I've read it so many times, yet I still haven't memorized it?"

Su Yansheng came back to his senses, he looked at the young man with a delicate mood, and finally remembered to put a distance between the two of them, and finally, facing the young man's playful look, he asked: "Actually, you know that what I'm looking for is similar to this This diary is about."

The boy's expression became complicated for a moment, but he didn't have the aggressive aura of the night before. He looked at Su Yansheng and smiled again: "You really don't know anything about the things you live in."

Su Yansheng was stunned, and the young man hooked the thin thread around his neck, pulled out the ring that had fallen into his clothes, and put it between the two of them: "This belongs to the owner of the diary, because I took this, So it is equivalent to having a contract with the owner of the diary, and I need to help her remember the stories in the diary."

Su Yansheng was surprised: "So you read with emotion?"

The boy glanced at him: "Read one article every day, instead of just reading and counting so boringly, it's better to have fun for yourself."

Su Yansheng shut up. After all, people's brain circuits are different, and he didn't expect to be with the boy.

After a while, the young man said again: "What you are looking for is the lover of the owner of the diary? There should be no other clues now. I don't know who the owner of the diary is. If you need it, you can listen to me when I read the diary." Let me know which article you read should be useful."

Su Yansheng looked at the young man in surprise, even Yan Yan didn't make a sound, neither of them thought to understand why the young man suddenly became so "approachable".

Probably because his eyes noticed the thoughts in his heart, the young man glanced at him, and said in an unknown tone: "You have no malicious intentions."

Su Yansheng: "?"

How do you know that he has no malicious intentions after just one night?Speaking of which, he wasn't malicious from the beginning, okay?

However, the young man was obviously too lazy to explain to him. After a while, he turned his head and said, "If you have any questions, just ask. Don't ask me why I said you didn't have any malicious intentions, because you don't seem to have the ability to calculate others at all."

Su Yansheng: "..."

It doesn't sound like a good word.

However, arguing with the young man is meaningless at all, so Su Yansheng skipped this sentence in a very good temper, thought for a while, and asked, "What's your sister's name?"

The young man frowned, Su Yansheng quickly added: "I'm just curious, she looks like an old friend of mine."

The young man looked at him suspiciously, and after a while, he said, "Her name is Ruosu, Shen Ruosu."

——Her name was Shen Ruosu in the past.

"What's the matter, your old friend also has this name?"

Hearing the young man's question, Su Yansheng shook his head: "No, my old friend's surname is Shen, but not by that name."

He didn't know why he said that, but he subconsciously didn't want to talk about Shen Xun with the boy.

The young man said "Oh" without seeming suspicious. After a while, he seemed to be somewhat regretful and said, "Unfortunately, if you are her old friend, then I can still ask about her brother."

Su Yansheng looked at the boy suddenly: "Isn't her brother you?"

The teenager smiled: "Is there a conflict that she is my sister and I am not her brother?"

Su Yansheng looked at him and said nothing, his expression had replaced what he wanted to say: Is there no conflict?

The young man spread his hands: "I unilaterally regard her as my younger sister. After all, if I have a younger sister, I should be like her."

This time it was Su Yansheng's turn to frown: "You don't have a sister?"

That "sister" has the same name as the former Shen Xun, and she looks very similar. There will be no problems, and the boy in front of him also looks like Shen Xun, but he said that Shen Ruosu is not his sister, and that Shen Ruosu's "brother" is someone else. .

If not him, then who?

But obviously the young man couldn't understand Su Yansheng's reaction, he looked at Su Yansheng, his words were more serious and uncertain: "Do you think I should have a younger sister?"

Then he didn't wait for Su Yansheng's answer, as if he had forgotten what he said a moment ago, and smiled: "Didn't you meet my sister? Shen Ruosu is my sister."

It was clearly contradictory words, but Su Yansheng saw a clear "I don't want to mention" in them. He thought for a while, and asked in a different direction: "Speaking of which, you haven't told me your name yet."

As long as the young man answers "Shen Anzhi", no matter what the winding things in the middle are, the identity of the young man is at least conclusive—for some reason, Su Yansheng felt that the young man in front of him was Shen Anzhi, and kept The person whose identity was guessed was also Shen Anzhi. Ever since he knew Shen An's identity and knew that the "task object" might be an individual, he had always had this idea.

Probably, just intuition.

But the young man was at a loss for a moment, and then he said, "I don't know."

"I was here when I woke up, you still know that you are living in the ring, and you need to find someone's lover, but I don't know anything, I don't know who I am, I don't know why I am here .”

"I just woke up here."

After he finished speaking, there was a dead silence between the two of them. Su Yansheng looked at him with mixed feelings in his heart. After finally recovering, he asked, "You woke up...is it because of this diary?"

Since I don't know anything, is it because of this diary that I woke up because of this mission.

Appearing here is only because of this world, in fact, there is no purpose, and this world is too special, even those unlucky identities in the previous worlds are not there.

Unexpectedly, the boy shook his head: "No."

He smiled, tenderness appeared on his face again: "I heard Ruosu crying."

"She was looking for her brother, but no one responded to her."

"So I woke up, got this ring and saw this diary before her."

As he spoke, he glanced at Su Yansheng again: "Don't ask me why I took this ring, I just know that if Ruosu takes it, something very bad will happen."

"She will cry."

The last sentence was very gentle, as if Shen Ruosu was his own sister.

Although there is a high probability that Shen Ruosu is his biological sister.

But no matter what, the boy in front of him is probably not a bad boy, and he still cares about it, so there is still a bottom line. Su Yansheng has reason to think that the boy's roughness the night before was just because he misunderstood himself. He recognized the person who wanted to hurt Shen Ruosu.

In order to verify the conjecture, Su Yansheng said: "Since we don't know about our affairs, would you mind telling me about her brother?"

There is only one Shen Ruosu who both know each other and has an older brother. It is self-evident who this "she" refers to, but the face of the clinker boy turns cold when Su Yansheng mentions Shen Ruosu's older brother: "That is a bastard .”

Su Yansheng: "?"

What did that hapless brother do to suffer such malice from you?You also said before that you don't know who he is!

But the young man has such a big opinion on Shen Ruosu's "brother", could it be that the young man is really not that "brother"?Or, the "brother" the boy said was not the real brother.

After all, if Shen Ruosu really had a relationship with Shen Xun, then Shen Ruosu's feelings for her brother should be extremely deep, and if it wasn't for the other party, it would be very good, and it would be impossible for the two of them to develop such a deep relationship.

He was wondering, but he saw the young man turned his head away, and said dryly: "A brother who will make my sister cry like that is not worthy of being a brother."

Su Yansheng: "..."

Although it seems reasonable, the condition for being an older brother is not necessarily to dote on the younger sister. There are also examples of older brothers and younger sisters turning against each other. This is a typical fallacy of a teenager.

The boy didn't hide his displeasure towards the "brother" he had never met: "Ruosu never mentioned him, if she hadn't cried and called brother in her dream that time, I wouldn't have known there was such a person. "

"Later, I searched at home, and there was no trace of him at home, so I couldn't find that bastard out and make amends to Ruosu."

Su Yansheng suddenly looked at the boy.

——There is no trace of him at home.

It has never been mentioned, there is no trace of his life, as if this person has never existed, and even the only time he was mentioned was in a dream that probably couldn't be considered real...

He collected himself and looked at the boy: "Are you so sure that Shen Ruosu has an older brother? In dreams, anything is possible."

Dreams are very interesting. After all, there are everything in dreams. In peaceful times, you can also dream of zombies besieging the city. Therefore, it seems that it is not uncommon to just fabricate a non-existent "brother" in the dream.

After listening to his words, the young man was stunned for a moment: "But Ruosu...should have an older brother."

There is no reason, but I just think that she does have an older brother, just like, he seems to have a younger sister too.

It's just that no one knows, including himself, and he doesn't know, that's all.

There was silence again, the young man and the young man looked at each other, unable to read the emotion in each other's eyes, after a long time, the young man felt relieved, and chuckled lightly: "You said you don't remember what your name is, why don't you call me Shen Anzhi .”

"An Zhiruosu, An Zhiruosu, it happens to be a pair with Shen Ruosu, what do you think?"

The boy looked at him straight, as if unable to recover.

After a while, he murmured: "Shen Ruosu's elder brother is also named Shen Anzhi."

"His name is Shen Anzhi."

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