Quick Transmigration: Young man, you have to calm down

Su Yansheng and Su Qiao brothers and sisters were shocked by the sudden news, but the person involved, Shen Zhi, seemed to be a normal person, and explained the situation lightly. He only said that she was a girl who was in poor health since she was a child. Shen Zhi met her in the park. Looking at her, the girl was painting at the time, and after meeting Shen Zhi, she asked Shen Zhi if he could draw a portrait of him.

At that time, Shen Zhi was wearing a skirt and didn't refuse.

Afterwards, they came and went again and again, the first and the younger kept in touch until later when the girl was admitted to the hospital, Shen Zhi didn't follow her to the hospital, but they still went to the park where they met first every week.

Later, someone contacted Shen Zhi in the name of the girl, saying that the girl was not able to come out due to a critical illness notification, and the girl had a painting in her hand for Shen Zhi.

Shen Zhi said it lightly, as if it was a very simple meeting, and when the time came, they separated. Su Yansheng and others didn't even see any sad look on her face.

Even if he was puzzled, considering Shen Zhi's temperament, no one dared to ask Shen Zhi.

After that, Shen Zhi never put on a skirt in front of people again, as if he had become an ordinary boy, but this change could not reassure Su Yansheng—even though for so long, he had always hoped that Shen Zhi could walk out of the past. No longer look for a sense of security from the "skirt".

But Shen Zhi's appearance does not seem to have stepped out of the shadows anyway.

Time flies, by the time of Shen Zhi's coming-of-age ceremony, Shen Zhi has already become one with all his classmates. The classmates didn't care about his being out of gregarious in the past two years, and they were very friendly to him.

After the coming-of-age ceremony was over that day, the students could go home early, so Su Yansheng arranged for Mr. Shen and others to come over for a meal together, which was considered worthy of the old man's love for Shen Zhi over the years. Shen Zhi also cooperated with this and coaxed the old man into a Happy, but facing the temptation of the old man who seemed unwilling to give up, Shen Zhi still thought of a way to get over it, saying "a red heart to father" inside and out.

The old man had no choice but to let him go.

Back at Su's house that night, Shen Zhi didn't take the initiative to go upstairs to do his homework, but just looked at Su Yansheng like this: "Father, can I ask you for a gift?"

After so many years, this is the first time that Shen Zhi asks Su Yansheng for something. Surprised, Su Yansheng quickly agrees, and Su Yaoran doesn't stop at the side: "If you know what you want, remember to ask your sister~"

Shen Zhi smiled and said a few good words to her, and coaxed her to go upstairs with ecstasy, then turned to look at Su Yansheng again: "Father, let's go to the piano room and talk."

"I want to hear you play the piano."

Su Yansheng did not object.

Speaking of these years, he dare not say whether the relationship between himself and Shen Zhi is good or not, but if there is something closely connected between the two, it must be Qin.

After all, even Shen Zhi's piano was taught by Su Yansheng at the earliest time, and most of the time, Shen Zhi prefers to have Su Yansheng in the piano room when practicing the piano.

Later, the more Shen Zhi talked, the better. Occasionally, the two of them would play together, and Su Yansheng would also play the violin when he had a whim. In this regard, the tacit understanding between the two has never been broken by anything.

Su Yansheng is very familiar with Shen Zhi's piano sound - lively and bright, somewhat similar to Shen Nian, but not as romantic and affectionate as Shen Nian.

It's just that Shen Zhi is a child after all, so it's no wonder that he doesn't look like Shen Nian in some respects, what surprised Su Yansheng was that Shen Zhi would be like Shen Nian.

After all, Shen Nian doesn't look like a cabbage no matter from which aspect.

If you just listen to the sound of Shen Zhi's piano, you can't imagine what he used to be like.

And there is another point that Su Yansheng can't help but care about, that is, apart from those lively and bright elements in Shen Zhi's piano sound, there are still some things that Su Yansheng can't understand for the time being, and those things run through Shen Zhi's every performance. , regardless of sadness or joy, there is always such a little unclear meaning hidden, like a trace of appeal that no one can understand.

Just like Shen Luming back then, he walked resolutely, as if he didn't mind being an enemy of the world, but deep down in his heart, he still hoped that someone would believe him, and behind his own storm, there was always a brilliant sunshine.

It was only later that Su Yansheng learned that Shen Luming always believed that there would be sunny days in the world.

But even if there is a lesson learned from the past, he still can't guess what Shen Zhi's appeal is at this moment.

A 17-year-old boy who is about to turn [-], even if he has a bad past and psychological trauma that is not humane, he still grows up well in the end and becomes a good boy who is not crooked at all. Even Su Qiao, who has inherited Su Yi's strict style, will take this younger brother as pride, and even make up his mind to train him to be his right-hand man.

Taking it out alone, even two years ago, Shen Zhi in the eyes of outsiders should be impeccable-in school, he is a good student who obeys discipline, is at the top, and is willing to help others; The sunny girl with cheerful skirts and flying skirts seems to be in conflict with each other, but they are all likable without exception.

Most people would think that Shen Zhi has grown up well, but Su Yansheng, Su Qiao, and Su Yaoran looked at him and dared not make a conclusion, as if there was always something wrong, but no one told them what was wrong.

When Su Yansheng chatted with Yan Yan for the first time, even Yan Yan couldn't understand: "If it doesn't become like this, does it still have to be bitter and bitter?"

Children who have suffered, can grow up cheerful and optimistic, which is already very worthy of gratitude. Besides, it is not true that every child who has suffered injustice has to grow up in a wrong way. Maybe Shen Zhi has a good heart?Or maybe they gave Shen Zhi a good enough environment?

But Su Yansheng always felt that something was wrong, very awkward, but he couldn't say it out.

"When I used to be unhappy, my father would always play the piano for me."

The sudden voice brought Su Yansheng back to reality. In reality, his hand was on the keys, and Shen Zhiyi smiled at him beside him.

In the past two years, Shen Zhi has grown rapidly. As a young man, his stature is already very tall. Even if he is still thin, his limbs are relatively slender, but Shen Zhi never gives people a feeling of weakness when he stands there.

He was obviously used to wearing women's clothes, but after changing back to men's clothes, he didn't look feminine at all. Wherever he stood, he should be a pampered and good boy.

The young man is arrogant, as if he can support the world.

Su Yansheng is also happy that Shen Zhi can have the confidence he has today.

As for Shen Zhi's words, he smiled: "When I first met you, no matter what you looked at, you refused to show likes and dislikes, but when you heard the sound of the piano, you couldn't move your eyes away."

The child at the time has grown into the boy he is today, and some things have never changed.

Su Yansheng stood up, it was rare for him to be alone, it was only at this time that he realized that Shen Zhi was much taller than him, he really was a tall boy.

It might be a bit out of date, but Su Yansheng couldn't help thinking of a question: If Shen Zhi was still wearing women's clothes, would such a height look awkward?

In fact, probably not, even if you don't have the figure of a girl, if you put on a skirt, Shen Zhi will have a different kind of temperament, which makes people unable to move their eyes away - I have dreamed about it before, and the dream How tall is that Shen Zhi?

Realizing that his thoughts were drifting farther and farther, Su Yansheng had to quickly pull himself back, looking at the young man in front of him, he showed his face again: "In the end, you were always careful, except for Qin, I and you Brother and sister have nothing to do, so they can only rely on this to get close to you."

As if thinking of something interesting, he even bent his eyes, stretched out his hand, and barely patted Shen Zhi on the head: "You don't know, even Su Qiao's temper is for the sake of being a training partner. The location has had trouble with Jiaoran."

Naturally, Shen Zhi remembered it, but in fact it was not a trouble, but that time Su Yaoran volunteered to practice the piano with Shen Zhi, but Su Qiao rushed into the piano room in front of Su Yaoran without knowing what happened: "Uncle said , don’t disturb Zhizhi practicing the piano.”

Originally, the tone was like stating the facts, but Shen Zhi didn't feel anything there, but Su Yaoran was so angry that she ignored her brother for several days, until Su Qiao helped cook a few meals to coax people, Su Yaoran The fire was finally extinguished.

It's just that when Shen Zhi was fifteen or sixteen, Su Yansheng said "I never said that Zhizhi is a girl", and something changed in the family.

The Su family was actually considerate, and did not change their attitude towards Shen Zhi because of this, but after that, Su Qiao and Su Yaoran's attitudes became more cautious. Su Qiao is good, after all, he is not a person who likes to be close to others. It's just that Su Yaoran didn't ask him to go shopping for a long time, until he opened his mouth, he suddenly realized it, and awkwardly went to find a way for her and Shen Zhi.

Thinking of this, Shen Zhi's smile unavoidably faded a little, and he still kept a gentle arc, and replied softly: "Brother Qiao and sister Jiaoran are both very good, and so is father."

Su Yansheng also laughed, not forgetting the task requirements in his heart, and calmly emphasized what he had emphasized countless times over the years: "We are all one family."

The content of the task is to let Shen Zhi know that he is not alone, if Shen knows whether he believes it or can't remember, then he will mention it a few more times.

For a long time, it is a rock heart, and it will not be really unshakable.

And Shen Zhi did remember it.

It's hard not to remember, all these years, Su Yansheng has been emphasizing such a sentence, Shen Zhi is actually used to Su Yansheng's subtlety, it was fine when he was a child, but now that he has grown up, he somehow feels like this There was something indescribably childish about the other party.

It seems that if you emphasize it, it will come true.

Although it doesn't need to be emphasized, from the moment Su Yansheng brought him home nine years ago and told him that he was his child, they were a family.

Shen Zhi hopes that they can be a family forever and ever.

He, Su Yansheng, Su Qiao and Su Yaoran, together they are a family.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking again, Su Yansheng also felt uneasy in his heart, fearing that his words would poke something that shouldn't be poked again - but after so many years of saying a word, there was no problem before, so why did it suddenly go wrong? up?

After a long time, Shen Zhi came back to his senses, and said to Su Yansheng: "Father, do you still remember the girl I met last year?"

Su Yansheng was taken aback for a moment, then remembered.Shen Zhi did meet a girl, and that girl passed away, and after the girl passed away, Shen Zhi changed back to men's clothing.

He was stunned, but Shen Zhi changed the subject again: "Actually, I have been calling your father all these years, I have selfish motives."

"When I was young, I saw the children in the village. They were also boys, they didn't need to wear skirts, they were bullied by others, or they got lost. There was always a man standing in front of them, supporting them, and taking them home—no matter what Whatever those bastards did, their fathers will never abandon them, beat them up, scold them, and turn around, they are still fathers and sons."

Having said that, Shen Zhi paused for a moment.He looked at Su Yansheng and curled his mouth: "When I saw you at that time, I thought, if I could call you father, would I be able to have a family?"

In fact, Su Yansheng didn't understand his logic, so he just responded instinctively: "If you don't call me father, I can still throw you away. Besides, your brother and sister are alive and well, and I haven't thrown them away either." Get out of the house."

There has never been a reason to call out his father to have a family. As long as he is Su Yansheng, as long as Shen Zhi is still Shen Zhi, as long as the relationship between them is the tasker and the task object, and Shen Zhi wants a family, Su Yansheng will give him one. Home.

Shen Zhi seemed not expecting such an answer from Su Yansheng, he was stunned for a while, then shook his head lightly: "It's different."

After he finished speaking, he didn't explain any more. Su Yansheng thought about it, and he thought that his "different" meant that Su Qiao and Su Yaoran were originally from the Shen family, and they originally called Su Yansheng "Uncle", but if Shen knew that he called him that, But there is no difference between outsiders, Third Sister Shen and others.

After thinking it over, Su Yansheng continued to appease: "What's the difference? You are all my children."

Shen Zhi still shook his head, and before Su Yansheng could say anything else, he gave up on continuing to entangle on this issue, and suddenly said: "I made an agreement with that girl before, she said she would come to see me during the coming-of-age ceremony. "

Su Yansheng was taken aback by this sudden topic change, and couldn't keep up with Shen Zhizhi's thoughts for a while. After recovering, he only uttered a single syllable representing a question: "Ah?"

After ah, he completely reacted.

The girl had an agreement with Shen Zhi that she would come to see Shen Zhi's coming-of-age ceremony, but the girl was gone.

For a moment, Su Yansheng subconsciously turned his head to look at Shen Zhi's expression, but Shen Zhi still smiled, without the sadness or distress Su Yansheng imagined, and said: "Speaking of which, when I was dressed as a girl, you How do you feel, do you think I...is sick. "

Su Yansheng was completely dumbfounded.

This was the first time Shen Zhi took the initiative to bring up this question. The last time he mentioned these two words was because of Su Qiao's recklessness.

Under Yan Yan's urgent ringing of the bell, Su Yansheng couldn't be distracted, and immediately replied: "No."

After he finished speaking, he himself didn't understand.

If Shen Zhi asked why not at this moment, Su Yansheng would not be able to answer it either.

Why not?It can't be because of preference.

He settled down and tried to talk about some thoughts belonging to his era: "What people wear is their own freedom, there is nothing wrong or sick."

Even if there was a fault, it would never be Shen Zhi's fault. If Shen's sister-in-law hadn't been aggressive, why would Shen Zhi be forced to wear a skirt in the first place?

And Su Yansheng's words are actually sincere, because in his age, even if some deep-rooted things are still unshakable, people's minds have become more open. In fact, it is not particularly abrupt for boys to wear skirts. There are dresses designed specifically for men.

It's a very common thing, just like some people eat while others eat noodles.

There is nothing wrong and there is no disease.

Su Yansheng took a deep breath and looked straight into Shen Zhi's eyes: "As long as you don't hurt others and don't touch the bottom line of law and morality, then it's not wrong."

After he finished speaking, he didn't turn his head, just waiting for Shen Zhi's reaction.

One second, two seconds... the air seemed to freeze.

Thinking is like a taut string, Su Yansheng doesn't know whether Shen Zhi is satisfied with this answer, but he can only give such an answer, even if it is extreme.

After all, a mere piece of clothing should not be the criterion for judging a person.

He looked at Shen Zhi, suddenly thought of something, and blurted out: "Who said that to you?"

"If I make a mistake, will you abandon me?"

The two sentences rang out at the same time, and it turned out that no one could hear the other clearly.

Su Yansheng's first reaction was to ask him, "What did you say?"

Shen Zhi shook his head, and finally showed a relaxed smile again: "It's nothing, father, would you mind accompanying me to visit a child tomorrow?"