Quick Transmigration: Young man, you have to calm down

It is also a long time since I have returned to the real world, and now I am going back suddenly, and I feel a little timid in my heart.

In other words, in fact, Su Yansheng still didn't make up his mind to go back to the Su family's original home. Even though he knew that someone at the other end of the house was worried about him, he was terrified of the embarrassment at the beginning, so he only planned to find another place to live and participate in the competition. The two boys left after the engagement banquet. After all, Shen Yuan was the son of his niece Su Qinglan, so it was impossible for Su Qinglan not to know about his return.

It's just that it's useless even if she knows, she can only ask the second uncle if she wants to go home, and after getting a hesitant answer from the second uncle, she went home to report without any surprise.

Speaking of this, Su Yansheng still felt that the people of the Su family were a little too cautious. In fact, it was not that important. He was timid because of his closeness to his hometown. The Su family was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so no one was willing to mention it. He just expressed his unconditional support for his ideas.On the contrary, he was so cautious that he didn't know how to deal with himself.

Originally, he planned to find a random place to live, such as a hotel under the name of the Qi family, but Su Qinglan's youngest son, Shen Ming, didn't know whether it was his own idea or someone's instruction, so he came to ask him the next day if he wanted to live alone. home.

Shen Ming's family is also Su Qinglan's family, but Su Qinglan has been away for a long time, and this time the eldest son's marriage has to be involved with the other side of the Shen family, so she can work with the Qi family in the name of the Shen family, so naturally she doesn't live in the house. In this small family, only Shen Ming, who came back from the mission and temporarily stopped taking other missions, and Su Qinglan's niece, Shen Xun, who didn't know what happened but needed to be suspended for investigation.

When these two got together, they quarreled so much that the roof was blown off every minute.

Speaking of which, the relationship between Shen Ming and Shen Xun is actually not bad, it's just that they didn't get along with each other because of some small problems when they grew up, and this small problem was related to their eldest brother Shen Yuan - it didn't mean that they disliked each other and competed with themselves , if you have to go back to the source of their contradictions, it is that the CP of the station is different.

It is said that before Shen Yuan and Qi Ruchen got married, and the two of them couldn't fight each other, Miss Shen had the foresight to stand up for this pair, and she became a big hand with half of the production in the circle, Su Yansheng read some of her works when she was bored, and they can be summed up in two words: the style of painting is strange, and the brain is full of pitfalls.

It's all about falling in love, killing each other, sadistic love, deep love, and it's okay to pass the time.

It's just that Shen Ming's style of painting is even stranger than hers, he is standing in the combination of himself and his brother, and the wife who swears to follow is his own mother - although he hasn't written any more since Su Qinglan's vest was exposed.

Later, Shen Yuan and Qi Ruchen made it public, Shen Xun won the victory, and Shen Ming had no chance to talk about the other party's "cult". According to Shen Yuan's explanation, that is one of the ways of expressing intimacy between siblings, and Su Qinglan also thinks that children are lively and intimate, which is very good.

So maybe the old Shen's family combined, only Shen Yuan is a stable person.

However, no matter whether he is steady or not, the relationship between Su Yansheng and these two children is actually quite good. If he wants to live with them, it cannot be said that it is totally unacceptable—at least he still has a good relationship with them when he really doesn't know what to say. To be able to talk about the pitfalls in Shen Xun's mind.

In fact, there is no need to worry about these. When Su Yansheng's accident happened, both of them were still young. Even Shen Yuan knew him. After everything settled down, Shen Yuan had heard his story and sighed because of it. Shen Xun was not related to him. Relationship, Shen Ming didn't do this business before, at most he knew that there was such a second uncle and grandpa, but after really getting to know him, it was difficult to connect him with the people in the story.Therefore, they treated Su Yansheng as if they were an interesting senior. Like Shen Xun, they could simply throw away that embarrassing seniority and develop Wangnianjiao into a relationship similar to brothers and sisters.

That's why Su Yansheng liked this little girl so much.

At first, everything was arranged, and the rest was naturally sent back to the real world.

When leaving the small space and teleporting to the landing point of Capital Star, Su Yansheng was still a little dazed.

The scene in front of me was completely unfamiliar, but in the deepest part of my memory, there was clearly still a lingering shadow.

This is the cloakroom in his earliest bedroom. He chose this place when he was in his early twenties. The reason for choosing this place was to facilitate changing clothes. It may sound funny, but she thought so seriously at the time of.

The space in the cloakroom can't be considered small, but there are really not many vacant places. After all, before he became a loner, he was also a real young master of a family. In addition to the necessary clothes for different occasions and seasons, one side of him also He collected some very commemorative clothes, such as the little shoes at the full moon, and a dress specially made for him by his brother and sister-in-law at the coming-of-age ceremony.

It's all memories.

Walking out of the cloakroom, what came into view was the bedroom, which also looked strange because it had been away for too long.

Because no one lives there, the screen that separates the bed from the small hall outside is not closed, so it is also a clear state. It is probably because someone comes to clean it from time to time. Everything looks clean, but the placement of things is still the same. is the most familiar.

The reason for coming back is not to miss, even if Su Yansheng knew that such things would happen, Su Yansheng would not set the landing point at home, but no one knows what will happen in the future, as an ordinary person, Su Yansheng is just like most people, Set the teleportation point in the most trusted place.And the Su family also didn't know what kind of psychology. After the eighth or even tenth year of Su Yansheng's disconnection in the small world, the status on the file changed to death, and they still didn't think about sending this to Su Yansheng. Point to destroy.

After roughly looking at his room, Su Yansheng went out.Su Qinglan probably told her family in advance that when Su Yansheng came out, she didn't see anyone, only the empty hall and the busy housekeeping robots were left.

He wasn't sure if there was no one at home or the people at home deliberately avoided, anyway, as far as he could see, there was no one who could make him nervous or embarrassed.

I don't know what kind of mentality it is, but Su Yansheng felt relieved. If Su Qinglan really said it in advance, he would have to thank his family for their thoughtfulness. After all, not everything is very easy to face.

But when he went downstairs and exposed a certain space, he couldn't help but stop - it was a piano, a kind of musical instrument that is not common in this era. At the beginning, his family did not know how much it cost Thoughts on finding him a birthday present.Now it is probably a decoration, but no one calls it dust.His family took good care of everything about him, and he was the only one left who couldn't return for a long time.

In the end, he still couldn't hold it back. He walked to the front of the piano and gently lifted the cover of the piano. But when he hits a note, he can know that his family has maintained the piano well.

Before he himself understood what was going on, he sat down and stroked the keys with his fingers, as if he had repeated it over and over again many years ago, with love and gratitude, he went to play This heart.

The tune is also familiar, it is the snowy night that Shen Nian described in the previous world, soft and warm.

On a snowy night, some people embrace each other to keep warm, and walk toward the future illuminated by warm lights, but some people run wildly past, with their faces buried in the scarves that have been partly lifted by the wind, and their clothes billowing in the wind, but no one cares about them. Gu.

Faster, faster.

Under the warm yellow light, there should be someone waiting. I don't know how long they have been waiting, and I don't know if they have left halfway and turned back.

The running person only wants to go faster, to go to the waiting person, to hold the waiting person in his arms, so that the person standing stubbornly under the bright light no longer has to endure the cold wind.

Su Yansheng didn't know where he had such thoughts, maybe he had them all the time, but at this moment, such thoughts seemed particularly urgent, so urgent that it disrupted his piano sound.

With his fingers off the keys, he suddenly felt a little dazed, as if he had finally left the first small world and woke up in a small space, but after careful calculation, the feeling was still different.

The same thing is that they are all like a world away, but the difference is that even I can't explain it clearly.

When he put his hand down, he smiled helplessly. He knew his age, but he still couldn't see through it. Even if others didn't make jokes, he couldn't see it.

Also following the action in memory, he raised his head, and when he saw the figure behind the stair railing, the smile that hadn't been withdrawn froze on his face.

——Many years ago, it was the same situation. Whenever he finished practicing the piano at home, he would always look up, and then his eyes would meet the couple who were watching him behind the handrail. The smiles on each other came from sincerity .

It is probably the same scene now, except that the faces of the couple are getting older.In fact, in today's era, with the development of medical technology and other technologies, human life expectancy has been greatly extended, and two hundred years old is no more than the prime of life. The couple's age is clearly not too old, but their temples are also infected gray.

They didn't smile as they remembered. The woman buried her head in the man's chest and shed tears. The man didn't smile, but just looked at him with complicated expressions, perhaps surprised or sad. Or something else, under the mixture of various emotions, a trance appeared.

It shouldn't be a situation of one difference and two lenients. We have separated for so many years without knowing why, how can a few words make up for the lost time?

I don't know how long they stared at each other, but Su Yansheng got up suddenly, almost bringing down the chair behind him.

The noise naturally startled the woman, she raised her head with tears on her face, seeing Su Yansheng seemed to be in a panic, she felt more flustered: "Shengsheng!"

Su Yansheng froze in place.

It has been many years, and only his sister-in-law still calls him Shengsheng, as if he is still the young man with crooked eyebrows and ambition.

He didn't intend to leave at all, but it was really too abrupt. At this moment, he suddenly felt a little annoyed with himself a few minutes ago, why did he move the piano?If you don't move, you won't be able to startle your brother and sister-in-law down.

It's just that the matter is a foregone conclusion now, and the people have met, there is no reason to flee immediately. He stood still, forced himself to look at the pair of brothers and sisters who lived up to their youth, forced a smile, but It was a far-fetched smile: "Brother Hang, sister."

He is also used to it. He was always taken care of by Mrs. Su Yan Jian when he was young. Comparing to his elder brother Su Hang, he is closer to Yan Jian. He was ignorant when he was a child, and he always called his sister to Yan Jian, and no one corrected him. He didn't change his mouth when he grew up.

Yan Jian hastily wiped away tears, but his voice was still anxious: "Sheng Sheng, don't go, I won't go, I'll just stay here to see you."

When she first came back, she also looked like this. She cried a lot and wanted to hug Su Yansheng when she saw Su Yansheng, but at that time, Su Yansheng was not in good spirits. No response.Later, the whole person was no longer as dull as this, but he began to resist the approach of others. Whenever he saw his original relatives carefully accommodating him, he would feel violent in his heart for no reason.

Later, probably unbearable, Su Yansheng left home and returned to the small space for physical recuperation and psychological counseling, and then he did not return home for decades.

Yan Jian was afraid, afraid that he would "escape" such an uncomfortable place without saying a word, so even if he thought about it, he only dared to look at it from a distance.

They are still cautious, they have been careful for a long time, and they can't change it for a while, besides, Su Yansheng grew up in their hands, so the previous appearance naturally frightened them all.

But now Su Yansheng is no longer irritable because of being cautious, he just feels uncomfortable, as if there is a hand, tightly pulling his heart, and it hurts.

In fact, his brother and sister-in-law were not at fault, it was his own choice to become a tasker, and it was his own bad luck that the accident happened, but his brother and sister-in-law were involved, making people feel sad with him and worrying about him all day long.

It's his fault.

It was supposed to be him who walked towards them, no matter what, he shouldn't think that they are drifting away like this now, and dare not approach them when they meet each other.

But he couldn't move his feet.

I can't move my legs, I can't move forward.

No way, he walked towards the couple that fell deep in his memory

"Yan Sheng," Yan Jian finally managed to squeeze out a smile, "It's okay, this has always been your home, you don't have to feel... panic."

She smiled, and as if she was afraid that Su Yansheng would be unwell, she quickly changed the subject: "I heard from Qinglan that you are temporarily staying with Xiaoming, do you know the way? Do you want me and your brother to give you a ride?"

Su Yansheng shook his head, the originally very simple movements were a bit difficult to do at this moment.

"No," he heard himself say: "I told Shen Ming earlier, he came to pick me up."

As soon as he left the teleportation point, he had already sent a message to Shen Ming. After all, he had never been to Shen Ming's house. When he came back many years ago, he hadn't even left the gate of Su's house—after all, in such a state of mind, he Are you still in the mood to drop by?

Yan Jian was stunned for a moment, then nana said: "Alright, you guys have to have fun."

Su Yansheng nodded, and the words he said were still difficult: "Then I'll go first, and I wish you happiness too."

Yan Jian also nodded, but said nothing more.

Leaving here again, no matter how hard I tried to walk steadily, it was still like running away.

After escaping from the gate, breaking through the front garden, and escaping from the house where he grew up, Su Yansheng raised his head.

The sun was dazzling, and the hot temperature was like two hands, strangling a person's throat, making him breathless.

Like a fish out of water, even tears will evaporate dry.