It was also because Su Yansheng was the most familiar with Shen Anzhi in the Shen family, and in order to make Su Yansheng feel more at ease, he was actually placed in Shen Anzhi's yard, so he could find someone as soon as he went out, and there was no such thing as a lonely person Overwhelmed situation.

Shen Anzhi was very satisfied with this result, and Su Yansheng had no objection either. After all, he didn't know what the situation was. Even if the five years of getting along with each other were excluded, he was indeed closer to Shen Anzhi and liked Shen Anzhi more. He felt that it was impossible for Shen Anzhi to harm himself.

Although this matter is confusing, Su Yansheng does not reject this feeling.

He used to know that Shen Anzhi was lively, but he didn't expect that Shen Anzhi would be more noisy when he returned home than when he was outside. In the middle of the night, he could even open the window and enter his room to find someone, and then took out a bag of crystal cakes from his arms. Come, pile them up in front of him like offering treasures: "Shen Ruosu likes these the most, and I'll hide them for you."

Su Yansheng: "..."

Although he doesn't understand why, he always feels that Shen Anzhi is really unscientific now. Even if he dislikes each other everyday, Shen Anzhi won't be fighting for food with Shen Ruosu, and he is alone at how old. There is not much interest in the matter of a little aunt grabbing food.

But Shen Anzhi was indifferent: "You are young, she should let you - besides, you don't have to feel ashamed, others are pampered, but it's too late to be happy, why are you born so unlucky, it always makes people feel scared .”

Su Yansheng: "..."

In fact, for a moment, he felt that Shen Anzhi had seen through his eyes to see his age before he said such a thing, and he did, when faced with his family's problems, he would always feel at a loss.

Because I have been in too many troubles and worried my family too many times, everything is not so natural.

Especially on the other side of Suhang, Suhang is not his big brother now, but he still does his best for him, treats his sister with care and meticulousness, too good to say, this is so good, he doesn't know what else he can give in return , began to resist the next possible good.

This has become a habit engraved in my bones, it is difficult to change, and I don't know how to change it.

No one has ever taught him how to change like this.

As he grew older, he became a senior and an elder. Some words were no longer appropriate to say, and he could only silently guide the younger generation.

It's just that I still understand in the end, understand what a child should not look like.

Children, they should nestle in the arms of their parents and elder brothers and act like a baby. They should speak out when they are sad, and they should also speak out when they are bullied, instead of thinking that they are always causing trouble, and fearing that they will be abandoned if they are too troublesome.

Those are all relatives, so how can someone abandon their loved ones because of a trivial matter?

It's a pity that he can only be so clear when he is on the sidelines.

"Shengsheng, I told someone before that you have to tell what happened to you, otherwise others won't know what to do."

Shen Anzhi's gentle voice sounded again, and the words he said seemed familiar, but they were extremely strange - no one should have said such words to him, Suhang didn't care about it, and he didn't know it.

But it sounds familiar to me.

Today's Su Yansheng is a baby, and Shen Anzhi doesn't have too many scruples. After turning over the window, he dares to lie on the bed. Su Yansheng is a soul of dozens of years. Looking at Shen Anzhi is like looking at a child, and the moment is not good. Arguing with the child, seeing that this person climbed out of the bed and wanted to tell me some great truths without saying a word, he could only respond in silence.

Unexpectedly, Shen Anzhi sighed suddenly, and pulled him into his arms: "You say you are so hard?"

"Who said you are only allowed to cry once, if you are sad, you can cry anytime."

Su Yansheng: "..."

Sure enough, the Shen family and the Su family have different ways of teaching their children. The Su family never encourages grown-up children to cry to solve problems. When encountering injustices, they should go back and learn from them. When they become stronger, they will settle things. And when I feel uncomfortable in my heart, it is impossible to just cry endlessly. After the sadness is over, the problem still needs to be solved. Even if I can’t turn back now, I must always be on guard. Walking around as it was, I was so helpless that I could only cry.

Unexpectedly, Shen Anzhi's words didn't end there: "It's not shameful to be coquettish, you know how much your elder brother and sister look forward to you being as soft and coquettish as other children and want to be hugged."

Su Yansheng: "..."

Blame him for being too sensible?The main reason is that this can't save face!

However, Shen Anzhi seemed to get angry suddenly, and said in a small voice: "It's only a child, it's like a twilight year—do you know that grandparents will act like a baby with their grandchildren now!"

Su Yansheng was still speechless.

The old man acted like a baby... He really hadn't seen it before.

But in such a situation, it is actually not difficult to think about loving you, and just as Shen Anzhi said, a child who can be coquettish and not unreasonable is always pleasing to the eye, and he will not be unreasonable and act coquettishly... Back then, he didn't expect Shen Anzhi to act like a baby at him?

Thinking of this, Su Yansheng suddenly froze.

His thoughts were drawn back not long ago, to his extremely smooth train of thought just now, and suddenly he discovered many loopholes.

He got lost in the small world in his early twenties, never raised a child before, and never had direct contact with Shen Yuan, but kept pretending to be a ghost, so why did he so naturally concoct some theories about taking care of children?

And when did he expect Shen Anzhi to act like a baby to him?He was five years old when he met Shen Anzhi, and Shen Anzhi was twelve or thirteen at the time, why did he act like a baby with him?

The more I thought about it, the more confused I became, and my head actually ached again.

But without checking for a while, the pain could actually intensify.

In the past, he was able to bear it, but now he doesn't know whether it's because he has a child's body or because he listened to Shen Anzhi's nonsense, the originally tolerable pain suddenly became unbearable.

Faintly aware of the stiffness of the boy in his arms, Shen Anzhi only felt that something was wrong, and subconsciously raised his forehead, but it met with cold sweat.

Su Yansheng also seemed to wake up with a start, and suddenly said: "It hurts."

"Anzhi, I have a headache."

In an instant there was chaos, Shen Anzhi lit the lamp, and with the light, he could clearly see the appearance of the young man.

It was the pain that was so severe, the eyes were flooded with water, and it seemed that he was extremely wronged.

He was the one who taught Su Yansheng to talk about it when he was in pain, but now that Su Yansheng really said it, he was still at a loss, he couldn't even speak well, so he hurried to help press: "What's the matter, why do you suddenly have a headache? , Did you hit it before?"

He panicked, but Su Yansheng looked even more panicked than him.

That's it, someone cares about him very much, as long as he says he is uncomfortable, the other party will be frightened.In such a situation, wouldn't it be better to hold back?

But the words have already been spoken, and the head still hurts, and I can't take it back.

He pursed his lips, under the double torture of headache and irritability, his thoughts drifted away without knowing where, and blurted out: "If you don't talk, sleep with me, and the pain will stop."

Seeing Shen Anzhi stunned for a moment, Su Yansheng felt that he probably said something wrong.

However, what he said was still unable to be taken back. Even if he wanted to take it back, Shen Anzhi would have listened to it long ago, so now he could only look at Shen Anzhi, and said something: "Go to sleep."

Don't care about anything else, the most important thing is to coax the ancestor in front of him to sleep first, and not let him bother everyone.

Little did they know that in the eyes of this ancestor, he was just acting like a baby, flustered and wronged, such an expression was reflected on an overly obedient smiling face, which was very painful.

Shen Anzhi probably guessed what Su Yansheng would be worried about, knowing that if he wanted someone to come immediately, it would only make Su Yansheng a lot of guilt out of thin air when he lived in Shen's house on the first day, so he also discussed with Yan Yan while following along. Su Yansheng meant to lie down again, and after asking clearly where the pain was, he just stretched out his hand and rubbed it gently for him.

"Okay, let's go to bed first—but if you feel uncomfortable, you must still call someone, okay?"

"If you feel uncomfortable, you must say it. It's good to be like this just now. If you don't say it, hold it back. I'm going to be angry."

Su Yansheng nodded pitifully, but his mind was on Su Yansheng's hand.

In fact, he also suffered from headaches and nightmares when he was a child, Yan Jian has coaxed him like this since the preface, and even during the most serious period, Yan Jian tried to guard him all night long just like when he first came here. , Whenever he wakes up, I pat him gently until he falls back to sleep, or massage the acupuncture points for him to relax.

It's the same as Shen Anzhi now.

And I don't know if it's a psychological effect or what, just asking Shen Anzhi to rub it, it's really different.

In a daze, he didn't even have time to tell Shen Anzhi not to rub anymore, so he fell asleep.

Also, perhaps because of thinking about the past, Su Yansheng had a dream again.

The scene in the dream is not familiar, but it is also inexplicably not unfamiliar.

It was a huge grassland, and there were unknown flowers and butterflies on the grassland, all dancing against the wind, so romantic.

And there was another girl on the grass, with braided hair, who was weaving a wreath with willow sticks. Now that the steps were almost completed, she carefully picked out a bunch of unnamed wild flowers beside her. Part of it came out, decorated on the wreath, and then with a smile, he put the wreath on his head.

The girl smiled: "Shengsheng is so pretty."

After saying such a sentence, the scene became blurred, and after a feeling of falling, he went to another place, a completely strange place, where everyone couldn't see their faces clearly, but they treated him well, but he couldn't find it. A sense of belonging, and he found a familiar face among those who greeted him.

The girl had already grown into an appearance he could recognize, and her bright face was stained with some daze that he didn't even notice: "Shengsheng, no one will bully us again in the future."

One sentence brought Su Yansheng back to the past.

In those distant years, Suhang Tongyanjian had a grand wedding, they were blessed by everyone, and as the youngest son of the Su family, he was also there, watching the couple swearing with a smile on their faces, he remembered the wedding ceremony Jian laughed and burst into tears, while Suhang was as happy as a big dog that couldn't find the north.

That was the most beautiful scene he had ever seen, and Yan Jian and Su Hang were perfectly matched.

Later, Yan Jian became Mrs. Su, and once she stood above everyone, no one remembered that Mrs. Su was just a little-known girl.

Shocked, Su Yansheng finally remembered some details: Yan Jian had never mentioned his mother's family, not only Yan Jian, but no one had ever mentioned Yan Jian's mother's family, as if, from the very beginning, Yan Jian was The Su family is the same.

And her position is too glorious, so many people have forgotten that this girl who is firmly seated in Mrs. Su's position, apart from the Su family, is actually really lonely.

Before he could figure out why, there was an explosion in his ear, this time Su Yansheng saw the blood, and saw the phantom engulfed by the fire - it should be a man and woman, weeping in the fire.

He heard Yan Jian's heart-piercing cries, crying for his parents.

Yan Jian has no backing, no support, she has no father or mother, luckily the Su family has become her backing.

It is the same as the words and notes in this world.

What about Su Yansheng?

The Su family is also Su Yansheng's backing, so is this really a matter of course?

Su Yansheng couldn't figure it out, but just as he was about to think about it, his head started to hurt again.

This time the pain was more intense than last time, almost tearing him out of the dream.

But he didn't want to wake up so quickly, he seemed to have grasped something important in his dream, he couldn't just wake up like this, he wanted to know the truth.

"Shengsheng, don't be afraid."

The voice was far away, it seemed to be from words, but it didn't seem to be.

Someone was patting him gently, leaning against his ear, with a gentle voice: "Yan Sheng, don't be afraid."

Su Yansheng was shocked.

It wasn't Yan Jian, it was someone else. He opened his eyes in the mist, and couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, but he could feel that the other person was comforting him gently.

Afterwards, he saw the other person's chin, and the forehead was also imprinted with warmth, but within a moment, he touched it.

Someone kissed his forehead with reassurance: "I'm here, don't be afraid."

With just such a sound, Su Yansheng's heart suddenly settled down, and he fell asleep again in a daze.

This time there is still a strange dream, which is also strange and familiar, but it is no longer the same as before.

In the dream, there are teenagers, young people, and children. There are all kinds of people, without exception, who have bright smiles—the smiles may be true or false at the beginning, but in the end, there is nothing but sincerity left.

He saw You Shangnian standing in front of him, his eyes were full of love, he held out his heart, and held it in front of him: "Yan Sheng, I like you."

He saw the young man was determined, his eyes were surrounded by thousands of lights, but the light was not inferior to any of them: "I don't regret it, I want to stand by your side!"

He heard himself say, "Then you come."

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