Quick Transmigration: Young man, you have to calm down

It's just that Shen Anzhi obviously didn't think so. When Su Yansheng comforted him in turn, the deepest thought in his heart was that he still felt weak. After all, if it wasn't for his lack of strength, he wouldn't really just watch everyone step by step. I follow behind alone, and I can't help you with anything.

Originally in his teens, Shen Anzhi never doubted himself.The Shen family's family education has always been loose, and the encouragement policy is implemented. The children brought out are all confident and generous. As a result, Shen Anzhi began to think for the first time whether he was too conceited. The taskers obviously have age requirements Yes, he was a little clever, so he couldn't help submitting an application to try what he thought was a "new path". In the end, he really ran into something, but he couldn't help him with anything, and he even tried his best. I don't dare to say that I have really done it without dragging my feet.

Once such emotions come up, it is not easy to dissipate, especially Su Yansheng has to take care of Fuyumen and Mu Changgeng, and he didn't notice it for a while, and Pei Xunyuan finally couldn't look down on Yan one day, and reminded him Only then did he suddenly understand that it was the relationship between sleeping in the same bed every day, but he still failed to realize that there was something hidden in Shen Anzhi's heart.

So at the same time, even Su Yansheng's heart began to waver—how did he complete those tasks in such a careless way?

The two of them underestimated themselves respectively, but they were still able to calmly do what they were doing well. Mu Changgeng was obsessed with cultivation and didn't pay much attention to it. Pei Xunyao felt tired after watching it. It's a pity that this aunt doesn't like to meddle in things. It's the best of benevolence, and there are other things waiting for her to deal with. Naturally, she has neither the mind nor the interest to be a bosom sister.

The result was that when Su Yansheng realized it by himself, Shen Anzhi had already passed by for several months as if nothing had happened.

Even Su Yansheng himself was quite surprised, after all, Shen Anzhi was only a teenager at the moment, how could he be so restrained?But it's not surprising when you think about it. After all, the mission targets born out of Shen Anzhi's consciousness or Shen Anzhi himself are not unbearable. Among them, Shen Luming is a good hand. The aunt of the Su family and the sunny old man Su, no one saw that he was a good boy.

Sometimes Su Yansheng couldn't figure it out, if the task object represented by Shen Anzhi was like this, it must have something to do with Shen Anzhi, but what was Shen Anzhi up to?Even though the Shen family is not more prominent than the Su family and the Qi family, the Shen family has always been the most harmonious and respects descendants. It has been going straight from generation to generation, and there has never been any place for children to hold back. Shen Anzhi is just one of them. Ordinary children, who have never suffered any grievances at home, how did they grow up like this?

Since it has nothing to do with the same family, it can only have something to do with the experience in the small world. When it comes to the problem of the small world, the culprit seems to be his "idol".

Thinking of this, Su Yansheng couldn't help but have a headache, the farce caused by himself, even if he was indeed the innocent person who didn't know, no matter who he was with, he couldn't just sit idly by.After all, no matter what will happen to Shen Anzhi after he goes out, he doesn't want Shen Anzhi to cast any shadow under his eyes.

Therefore, Su Yansheng thought carefully and chose to tell Shen Anzhi a bedtime story at night.

In fact, it wasn't originally planned like this. Su Yansheng really didn't tell the other children bedtime stories. He originally planned to talk about these things with Shen Anzhi tactfully before going to bed. Who would have thought that Shen Anzhi would understand better than him. Shen Anzhi asked directly before he finished his two sentences: "Yan Sheng, do you think I'm particularly useless?"

There is no way to be tactful now, after all, Su Yansheng really didn't think Shen Anzhi was useless. On the contrary, there were many people who entered the small world for the first time, and many people failed in the task because of their own cleverness. He is not arrogant or impetuous to improve himself, and he is quite quiet about learning about tasks with Yan Yan in his spare time. If he wants to bring everything, this is really a junior who is very in line with the wishes of the seniors.

It's a pity that even if this is said, Shen Anzhi may not be able to believe it. Su Yansheng thought about it, but he couldn't understand it. Suddenly, he had a flash of inspiration and looked at Shen Anzhi: "I used to take care of a child, and I always felt that I would drag others. No matter what I say, he won’t believe it. But in fact, he is really a very hardworking and obedient child.”

This is the story of the past. Shen Anzhi's attention was diverted in an instant. Even though the surroundings were dark, Su Yansheng could still feel Shen Anzhi's burning eyes. He didn't expect Shen Anzhi's curiosity to be so serious at the moment, and he was a little surprised , but I still find it funny-a 16-year-old kid is still a kid after all.

It's always good to have something to divert attention from.

He moved his position so that the two of them could lie down more naturally, and then began to tell stories to Shen Anzhi. Maybe he was not good at speaking in the past, but when he got close to Shen Xun in the past year or so, when he got into a fight Shen Xun has no other hobbies, except that she likes to write short stories, and also likes to use people around her as models. Even her elder brother Shen Yuan has nothing to do with her. As a result, under the influence of what he has heard and seen, Su Yansheng has also lightened up his storytelling skills , even if it is not fascinating, it will not be unclear.

"That child's name is Zhizhi, but his fate is actually bad. He has been dependent on others since he was a child, and he has to learn to hide and endure at a young age——At that time, he really tricked several smart adults..."

The story tells half of it and hides the other half. It doesn't talk about Shen Zhi's selfishness, but only focuses on Shen Zhi's hard work, and also tells about Shen Zhi's anxiety and confusion.

"I always told him that this place is my home, and how could my family members abandon them so easily? But it was also my fault. I didn't understand his emotions, and told him to always treat himself as an outsider."

"That child is actually very easy to coax. Later, a child admitted him, and he really put other children in his heart. I really, have never seen him so happy."

Although the place mentioned was not a pleasant memory, when Shen Zhi was mentioned, Su Yansheng couldn't restrain the corners of his mouth when he thought that Shen Anzhi was actually lying beside him.After all, no matter how difficult it was in the past, Shen Zhi finally opened his heart. A good child was finally not ruined by him.

Shen Anzhi quietly listened to him finish telling the story, feeling strange in his heart.

As I said before, although Su Yansheng was fascinated by the relationship with Shen Xun, he didn't have much time to practice, and his storytelling level probably just stayed at a smooth place, not fascinating, but for some reason, Shen Anzhi listened Listening to his voice, listening to the stories he told, he felt as if he had really experienced half of everything, including some things that Su Yansheng didn't understand when he was ordered, and he could clearly feel the "Zhizhi" at that time panic.

In fact, it’s not that I don’t have a sense of belonging. It’s a kind of inferiority complex that arises when I feel that the other party is too good and the people around me are too good. I’m afraid that I’m not worthy of such kindness and such a good person.

Even if you know in your heart that the other party's contribution is unconditional.

Similarly, it is precisely because you care too much that you are afraid that others will be disappointed with your true self.

Su Yansheng didn't say it clearly, but Shen Anzhi always felt that that "Zhizhi" was afraid.

Afraid of being left behind in the future, but also afraid of not being left behind.

What I am most afraid of is that I am not worthy of that good.

Just like he is looking at Su Yansheng now, he knows that Su Yansheng is bound to him for him, no matter what happens in the future, Su Yansheng will definitely bring him back home, because now he is Su Yansheng's task object, no matter what he is If he doesn't learn to do nothing, he won't be left behind.

But he just wants to work harder, no matter how far away, he also wants to get closer to the person in front.

Now that it's bound, it's a partner. He doesn't want to be a pure accessory, and besides that, there are other emotions that are growing - he doesn't want to watch others carry everything in front of him, even if the other party There really is such an ability.

Even if he is at a loss, even if he is overwhelmed, he still wants to share something for Su Yansheng.

Aside from the young man's sense of responsibility, it was also because he felt really uncomfortable seeing Su Yansheng busy alone, but always smiling and not saying he was tired.

No matter how powerful the other party is, they are still his companions. Those who go forward together and can support each other are called companions.What he wants to be is also a companion, not someone's burden.

Such a desire is too strong, and it becomes excessive hard work in the eyes of others. Only Shen Anzhi knows that he can do better.

As long as you work harder, you can do better.

After smoothing this point, his attention finally returned to Su Yansheng's story. Shen Anzhi actually understood the meaning of Su Yansheng's story. Even if he didn't understand, Su Yansheng made it clear to him in the next sentence: "Anzhi, It’s not that hard work is bad, it’s just that you’ve already worked hard, so there’s no need to push yourself too hard—this is just your first mission, isn’t it? I’ll take you with me.”

He spoke softly, as always, with some comforting strength in his words, but Shen Anzhi looked at him, and after a while, suddenly asked: "Wouldn't Yan Sheng be under a lot of pressure? "

Su Yansheng was taken aback for a moment, but couldn't answer.Are you stressed?In fact, it is not big.

After all, it was better than when he was trapped here. Now that someone has to rely on him, he just feels happy, and feels that he is someone others can rely on.The feeling of being dependent has always been good, and he is willing to be dependent.

But Shen Anzhi asked him if he would be under a lot of pressure.

He was a little dazed, so Shen Anzhi continued his own words: "Yan Sheng said it was his fault that he failed to notice the emotions of the task target, but have you ever thought that a person always hides his emotions and waits for others?" It is meaningless to find out, after all, other people are not roundworms in your stomach, if you want others to know what you have in mind, you have to say it clearly, and only after you say it, others will know."

"But that 'Zhizhi' probably doesn't understand these things. Just like you, he didn't want other people to continue to worry about more things from the beginning. He loves you, and you have to love you too. Own."

There is nothing wrong with this sentence itself, but the word "distressed" is like a small needle, every time it is brought out, it always stabs Su Yansheng's heart reluctantly.

This was the first time that someone told him that he felt distressed. The person who said this word was a child who was only in his teens.

Because of his age and seniority, there are not many people who can feel sorry for Su Yansheng. As for Suhang and Yanjian, with Su Yansheng's previous state, how dare they say that it is easy to irritate Su Yansheng? Su Yansheng's words?

But Shen Anzhi didn't know this, so he said it plainly, and after he finished speaking, seeing Su Yansheng's clothes hadn't recovered, he said again: "Yan Sheng, you may think it's strange for a child to feel sorry for an adult. The thing is, after all, he is the one who is being protected—but no matter how weak a person is, he will feel sorry for him, like me, I especially feel sorry for Senior Su."

Su Yansheng couldn't help but glanced at Shen An, feeling complicated.

Shen Anzhi didn't understand what was going on with that look in his eyes, he just thought it was unbelievable, and continued the situation that he couldn't stop talking about him when he mentioned "Senior Su". Now that Shen Anzhi mentioned it this time, he naturally followed suit More words.

He said: "It's very strange, obviously I'm just a junior, I don't understand anything, but Senior Su is so powerful, he can stabilize a world by himself, he works so hard and is so powerful, how could it be my turn to feel sorry for him— — But he is also a person, no matter how powerful he is, he is only a body of flesh and blood. I asked Aunt Lan. Before he left home, he was always a well-clothed and well-fed young master. Personally, I would also be homesick - besides, he was only a few years older than me when he left home?"

"When he came back, almost no one believed it, but the small world was repaired. He completed his mission. He is the hero of this world. He did what others thought was impossible. He is really amazing. But this can't change the fact that he is alone and wandering outside, maybe it's because of this that he resisted going home so much later."

"I like him very much, so I feel distressed."

"Yan Sheng, don't laugh at me when you hear it. I felt so sorry for him at the beginning, so I thought about whether I could go back in time and find him in the past. Even if I can't help you, at least I can stay by his side and tell His family is fine and everyone is waiting for him to come back."

While talking, Shen Anzhi was taken aback suddenly: "Yan Sheng?"

The two were lying on the same bed, lying close together, covered with the same quilt, he could feel Su Yansheng trembling, he was momentarily confused, and didn't understand what happened in such a short time.

Su Yansheng was indeed trembling, and he didn't know why he was so excited all of a sudden, when Shen Anzhi said, "Tell him the family is fine, everyone is waiting for him to come back", some emotions seemed to be finally uncontrollable , surged out from the bottom of my heart, and my heart was full of mixed feelings for a while, and I couldn't count the ups and downs after all.

He suddenly wanted to say thank you to Shen Anzhi.