【twenty

Life is like a drama, there are many troubles but because of too deep into the drama.In many cases, the hardships are nothing more than standing in the wrong place.

In fact, Shen Wan and I are just people in the play and shadows in the play, don't forget our position. 】

The young man spread the diary on this page, reached out and clicked on the "person in the play and the shadow in the play", and said: "At the beginning, I only thought of her as that kind of love, so I took everything as a play, but if I change it The direction seems to make sense."

Su Yansheng stared at those words for a moment, and said, "But if it's a shadow, whose shadow is it? It can't be... the owner of the diary, right?"

After speaking, the two looked at each other, and they both saw the astonishment in each other's eyes.After a while, the boy started flipping through the diary again, and then stopped at a page, motioning Su Yansheng to look at the diary.

【twenty

What did you think of?Have you thought about what Shen Wan is to you?

Sometimes, don't think too much, life is going to happen, you have to walk the talk. 】

"I thought at the time that it was the mental journey of the owner of the diary's enlightenment..."

There is really nothing wrong with him thinking this way, after all, saying "what is it to you" really seems to be formalizing a certain relationship.

But the boy still had to turn back, and another section of the diary was spread out in front of Su Yansheng.

【twenty

The new semester is no longer a new beginning, my dear, for the sake of the distance, you have to fly, in fact, I have always believed that if the belief and desire are strong enough, you can become whatever you want to be, right?

Ah Wan is still by your side. In addition, you have family members and friends you haven't met yet, so don't be afraid, just let go and fight.

You also understand that you have God in your heart, and you worship God not for gain, but for nothing. Therefore, obey the destiny, do your best, never forget your original intention, and forge ahead, this will be your next belief.

Don't complain, and don't regret it, you promised Ah Wan, you have to remember it. 】

"From this entry, the owner of the diary officially called Shen Wan 'A Wan'. There are not many words between the two pieces. Most of them are recording the three meals a day and some key points of the day."

The young man stepped aside and asked Su Yansheng to browse through the previous things by himself, and continued on the sidelines: "Because there is no content during this period, so there is a little emotional jump, and I don't know exactly what happened in the middle."

Su Yansheng nodded, and his actions did not stop. The situation was exactly as the boy said. During the intervening months, for a long period, there was not even a mood in the diary. In addition, there were some dates left before that. Just about to ask, the boy said, "It's winter vacation."

"The owner of the diary at this time should be a student just like Ruosu."

Su Yansheng understood it, and then pointed to the extra number after the date: "What is this?"

He just turned a few pages back and found that starting from a certain day, a number was added after the date, and the number gradually decreased with the date, as if it was a countdown.

The young man said: "The countdown to the unified examination, if placed in the context of this world, should be regarded as the college entrance examination."

After speaking, the boy turned back and landed on a certain page: "Here, it's almost the end. The middle part is the daily homework completion and endorsement progress, and some things similar to self-discipline."

【twenty

When the head is raised, there is a vast expanse of blue sky, and when the eyebrows are lowered, the trees are full of flowers.Such a beautiful scenery, what is unfortunate?

I hope that in the future, I will still be shoulder to shoulder with Ah Wan, or I will be alone, laughing and watching a field of flowers bloom into a sea.

I am also willing to abide by my original intention and have no complaints or regrets in this life. 】

Su Yansheng followed his hand to read this page, then flipped through the middle, and found that the situation was exactly as the boy said, the few months in between were full of daily plans, and behind each plan was a small plan. The parentheses are either ticked or crossed. In addition, three meals a day are also recorded. Occasionally, there will be a sentence or two at the end, all of which start with "A Wan said" and "Don't forget that A Wan said".

Those who read the entire diary when they were teenagers naturally know more about it than Su Yansheng: "At this time, Shen Wan has become a very important existence for the owner of the diary."

After Su Yansheng listened, he pondered for a moment, but suddenly stretched out his hand to turn the diary forward, turned back to the page where he stayed last time, and read out a sentence in a low voice: "You also understand, you have a heart, and your devotion to God , not for gain, but for nothing.”

He stopped on a certain sentence: "But I hope there is no fault."

Isn't what is recorded in the middle the "merit and demerit" of a student?

The young man also came back to his senses, looked at Su Yansheng, and said the answer in his heart: "Shen Wan is the 'god' of the owner of the diary."

Su Yansheng corrected: "Shen Wan is the 'faith' of the owner of the diary."

"It should be written as a god just because it sounds fluent."

But in any case, the meanings of the two are the same. At this stage, "Shen Wan" is a role similar to "monitor" to the owner of the diary.

Su Yansheng turned to the page he had read before, and it seemed that he was "living" a lot of days, and the owner of the diary made some innocuous mistakes in the eyes of others for several days, and it was much more difficult for the owner of the diary to make fun of himself , Su Yansheng also read these words together: "Look at yourself, it's a shame that A Wan can't do anything. If A Wan has a body, it will be two big ears if you don't come up."

"However, if it's true, it's probably not bad."

The young man glanced at him and said the key point: "Shen Wan probably doesn't really exist."

If it really exists, there is no such thing as whether there is an entity. After all, it can't be a ghost.

Su Yansheng continued: "An imaginary existence that accompanies and supervises himself."

The boy looked up: "So, have we found the lover of the owner of the diary?"

Su Yansheng was silent for a moment, looked at the still character interface, and shook his head: "No."

"We may, or are missing something."

The boy didn't make any more noise, but continued flipping through the diary.In the end, it was somewhat frustrating to be told that the answer was not the correct answer after finding it so easily.Su Yansheng patted the young man's shoulder, and said softly: "It's okay, you can always know what's missing, let's go downstairs first, didn't you say take me to see the kitchen?"

After he mentioned it, the young man also thought of this incident, seeing that even if he was in a hurry, he might not be able to make a one-two-three-four-five in a hurry. If he was sober in another place, he might be able to understand better.Therefore, he smiled, and only led the person away, but found that the person behind him stopped suddenly, looked back, and couldn't help being shocked—although Su Yansheng was still standing, his eyes were distracted, and he almost lost his mind .

He stepped forward quickly, but stopped suddenly.

A voice from nowhere came straight into his mind.

"Would you mind hearing my story?"

Su Yansheng was in a daze, and realized that he seemed to be no longer in the room, but the scene in front of him was not completely unfamiliar. After all, the most common scene after taking on this long-term task was also like today.

In the high school classroom, and it was the most stressful year, the countdown on the blackboard hung high, as if oppressing every candidate.

The bright red numbers seem to be bloody every time they decrease by one.

Su Yansheng noticed a girl in the class - not because of anything else, just because she was the only one in the class who could see her face clearly.

It’s probably the end of get out of class now, and it seems that every class is similar. When the class is over, they always have to lie down, and it was the same at the beginning. Even the teacher yelled at the students to go out to play more, and said, “It’s okay to eat something. better than sleeping" and the like.

There is a lot of pressure, and I am afraid that some student will overwhelm himself if he is not careful, and study hard for two or three years in vain.

It's just that the girl Su Yansheng saw was not lying on her stomach, she was sitting with a book spread out in front of her, a pen in her hand, and a few loose-leaf papers pressed under her palm, with densely packed words on them.

It's just that she didn't move, she was just in such a daze, after a while, she suddenly moved again, straightened her back, and wrote on the loose-leaf paper, paying special attention to such a classroom.

——She seemed to be copying the notes very seriously, and wrote the contents over and over again, but in fact, she didn't know anything, and she was even absent-minded.

——It is an effort that can only move oneself, perhaps, it cannot even move oneself.

Obviously no one said it, but Su Yansheng seemed to know the girl's inner thoughts, and could even feel the anxiety in the girl's heart.

Writing furiously is actually to cover up such anxiety, to forcibly draw back my attention.

Afterwards, the class bell rang, and from time to time, it was like listening to the bible, but it had to be listened carefully. After a moment of trance, I had to forcefully pull my mind back, and continue to listen to those topics that were actually difficult for me. .

"Ah Wan, what should I do..."

Su Yansheng was taken aback by the small voice, but when he came back to his senses, he found that the girl was still listening attentively, and the people around her were not affected in any way, as if the voice just now was just Su Yansheng's auditory hallucination.

But Su Yansheng knew it wasn't, he could be sure that it was a girl's voice, just before he suddenly fell here, he had heard a girl's voice, that voice said: "Would you mind listening to my story?"

A class of 10 minutes is actually not considered long. High school always has to race against time. Half of the class time that was originally less than 10 minutes has been taken up. It is enough to leave enough time for the students to go to the bathroom. The next lesson The teacher of the class came in with the lesson plan in his arms, and saw that he was lying on the ground again, frowning: "Don't sleep all the time, go out and let the wind blow, the students by the window open the window."

It is also a familiar word, but not many students responded.

The girl looked at the time, frowned, and seemed a little tangled up. After pausing for a moment on the bookcase, she pulled her hand back, took out the textbook and papers for the next class, and stared at the textbook again in a daze.

It’s the same situation in the next class. When you lose your mind, you have to get back to it as soon as possible. After all, those formulas and data are confusing. If you look up a piece of eraser, you may not be able to keep up.

Nervous and apprehensive, afraid that if I really have nowhere to go, I will do it myself when the time comes, and I deserve everything.

There is no other way out, only to learn, if you can't even learn well, what else can you do?

When it was the last class, about 5 minutes before the end of class, the students couldn't sit still, one by one secretly opened the file bag under the table, and stuffed the homework and notes they needed at noon , and at the same time paying attention to the teacher's movements, he secretly pulled down the pen on the table and kept silent.

The teacher almost made them laugh, it’s just a common scene, and it’s probably not worth worrying about the same group of students. Some teachers prefer to delay for a few minutes to kill them. One question, with a wave of his hand, he stopped talking: "Let's go, starving ghosts."

After hearing this, Su Yansheng couldn't help laughing. Teachers always give students a lot of "nicknames", and the teachers are often humorous. I think he was a pig and a starving ghost when he was doing the task. I have filled my mind with mud, filled a sea of ​​water and raised whales, and my life can be regarded as colorful. I have dabbled in all walks of life, which is so nostalgic.

In high school life, the two happiest things are eating and sleeping.

At the moment when they arrived at the restaurant, the students in a class quickly put up their chairs and burst out of the classroom at the order of the teacher, and flew towards the cafeteria at a speed of [-] meters. The girl who Su Yansheng could see her face was also in this group of people.But speaking of it, it’s an atmosphere, the classes that like to run are always those few, but there are also some people who follow slowly behind, not grabbing food from hungry ghosts.

But Su Yansheng can't care about those people, he just needs to look and see who they are.

That one seems to be walking alone, but when you look closely, she doesn't look like it. She always smiles and greets people when she sees them. After eating two and five, putting away the tableware, bouncing up the stairs with the file bag in hand, throwing things on the bed, washing hands and dealing with personal problems, creaking and creaking, setting up the table, and sitting on the bed Alright, let's not mention how quick the action is.

But it all fell into place, Su Yansheng thought she was going to start studying, but she found that she was suffering from hysteria while reading books.

He obviously didn't speak, but Su Yansheng seemed to hear the voice.

"A Wan."

--I am here.

"A Wan."

--I always.

"Ah Wan, I'm scared."

——Don't be afraid, I'm here.

"Ah Wan, what should I do in the future..."

--It's up to you.

A few lines of dialogue kept repeating, and the voice came out of nowhere, but it was real, lingering in Su Yansheng's mind.

After that, there was a sudden movement by the door. The girl woke up like a dream, and quickly picked up the pen, and finally put her mind on the exercise book.

The ones who came back were also the girls in the dormitory. After a simple conversation, one was immersed in doing homework, while the other did everything very quickly and went to bed to study.

Probably everyone has an estimate of the time they can use and the speed of doing the questions, or it can only take such a long time to do such a question. What the girl brought back this time is this exercise book, which is a separate question. After training, after correcting the answers and seeing that it was a little bit early, he took out another notebook - this notebook Su Yansheng recognized, it was the previous diary.

She spread out the diary, and the daily tasks had already been written in it, and then, she drew a small tick behind one of them, smiled suddenly, and closed the book with satisfaction.

Then, he took out a page of paper and started to take notes on the wrong questions.

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