Become the overlord's runaway little wife

This is not the first time.

Qi Zhen would always show some strange emotions from time to time, as if looking at others through her.

Occasionally, she would make such a surprise attack, sitting beside her without saying a word, but even without opening her eyes, she could still feel the heavy sadness wafting from Qi Zhen.

She is remembering someone else.

Who is that?

Zi Ling couldn't understand, and didn't want to understand.

The days are still the same, but there is one more noisy ginseng essence.

Ginseng Jingyuan originally wanted to get a taste of immortality here, but after being beaten up by Ziling and saving her life, she lost interest in immortals and turned to nagging around Ziling every day.

"The outside world is wonderful. If it weren't for the gods here, I wouldn't have trekked across mountains and rivers to come to such a place where birds don't lay eggs. Look here, how poor there are, and there are not many people. If I go out , you can meet more human beings, which is more convenient for you to practice."

"Also, you can't stay in this small village forever, right? We spirit monsters have to follow the path of spirit monsters, experience and travel. If you are always like this, the gods will definitely despise you in the future."

In the past, facing the nagging of ginseng essence, Zi Ling's way is to ignore her, but today, after hearing the words of ginseng essence, Zi Ling turned around.

"Is there a big difference between spirits and gods?"

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After being popularized by ginseng, she returned home. Qi Zhen was still the same. Before she entered, she opened the door on her own initiative, and then smiled at her gently, "Where did you go today?"

Qi Zhen is always like this, she knows everything, but pretends to be ignorant, just like what Ginseng Jing told her today, the immortal is always high above, looking at other living beings with pity and charity, compassion, But indifferent.

Realizing that the emotions of the person in front of her were not quite right, the smile on Qi Zhen's face faded a little, she pursed her lips, "Did the ginseng essence look for you again today?"

Zi Ling didn't speak, but silence was also an answer.

Qi Zhen frowned, "Don't listen to the ginseng spirit's nonsense, she has ulterior motives and wants you to go out with her, just so that you can help..."

Zi Ling interrupted her, "She has ulterior motives, but at least she put it on the bright side. She told me from the very beginning that she asked me to go out with her because I am strong enough to take care of each other. Then What about you, what is your intention?"

Qi Zhen was stunned for a long time without finding her own voice. She stared at Zi Ling blankly, not understanding why she would say such words to herself, and belatedly thought of a possibility, her blood almost froze. , opened his mouth with difficulty, Qi Zhen's voice trembled, "You...remember?"

The question of just a few words revealed many problems. Zi Ling looked at Qi Zhen, and the words she spoke were like the river water in the cold spring. Although it was not too cold to the bone, it brought the chill from the outside to the inside little by little. Slowly soak into the internal organs.

"You're using me."

She was using her body to save another person she didn't know who it was.

No wonder Qi Zhen was always staring at her in a daze, no wonder she saw the haggard Qi Zhen when she was just born, no wonder she, as a noble god, was willing to condescend to stay in this bump.The companionship for so many years is actually waiting, waiting for the person she wants to come back, but Qi Zhen doesn't care about what kind of person she is.

Feeling very bad in her heart, Zi Ling lowered her eyes, stopped looking at the person in front of her, turned and entered the room, and after she left for a long time, Qi Zhen didn't move again.

--use.

These are the two words that Qi Zhen can't bear the most, every time she hears them, the wound that has finally healed will become bloody again, not to mention, these two words come from her mouth.

Zi Ling waited for a day, but Qi Zhen didn't come to coax her, and waited another day, Qi Zhen still didn't come to coax her, and her heart sank with a little expectation.On the third day, she packed her bags and decided to leave with the ginseng essence.

She doesn't want much, it's just an explanation, as long as Qi Zhen gives her an explanation, she is willing to let go of the past, and continue to stay happily in this dilapidated small mountain village.

She always feels that Qi Zhen is not that bad, she will not regard herself as a substitute, nor will she treat herself as a container, she must have her reasons for doing so, so what she needs is just a simple explanation .

But even so, she didn't wait.

The village was still very quiet in the early morning, with the fragrance of the soil in the dew, and occasionally an early bird sang a few words. Zi Ling carefully packed all her things, and then went out with her bag.

Qi Zhen sat on the edge of the stone table outside the door for an unknown amount of time, the body of the immortal is always clean, even if she sat outside for a whole night, it is impossible for dew and dust to fall on her body.

The two stared at each other in silence, looking at the burden in her hands, Qi Zhen opened her mouth and then opened her mouth again, thinking in pain all night, she who originally planned to let go, but when the words came to her mouth, she turned into something selfish. pray.

"I'll tell you everything..."

"Let's make a decision after listening, okay?"

The story is too long, and there are too many things to say. Zi Ling doesn't have any impression of everything Qi Zhen said, but occasionally when she mentions some special events, she will see some pictures in a trance.

For example, under the crabapple tree, Qi Zhenwen waited for her with a smile; on the roof at night, she was naughty and almost fell from the roof, but in the end it was Qi Zhen who pulled her up with great effort. The picture of looking at the stars together; and the picture of Qi Zhen falling asleep, but she couldn't sleep, and secretly tied their hair in a knot.

She doesn't remember all the painful and resentful things, and what remains are all warm and beautiful memories.

As if on purpose, for the future, she chose to forget the pain and keep the happiness.

Zi Ling felt that she was in a strange mood now, but she couldn't tell what kind of strange method it was. She kept her head down, and a drop of water fell on the back of her hand before she realized that she was crying.

In fact, she didn't feel sad. When listening to Qi Zhen, it was like listening to someone else's story. What's there to cry about?

Seeing her crying, Qi Zhen was more panicked than she was, but no matter how flustered she was, she didn't dare to touch her, and didn't even hand her a handkerchief. Seeing her like this, Zi Ling was very dissatisfied.

"At this time, shouldn't you coax me?"

Qi Zhen hesitated and said, "But I..."

I don't seem to deserve it.

Zi Ling didn't make things difficult for her, she wiped away the tears on her face as usual, as if she wasn't the one crying, "You mean, I will remember all these things in the future, and at that time, I am willing to leave Or are you willing to stay, and you won't interfere with me?"

That's what she meant, but Qi Zhen's heart still hurt like a needle prick when she heard her say the word "leave" so indifferently.

She nodded silently, Zi Ling looked at her, and suddenly sighed.

"OK then."

She didn't know what kind of attitude she would have when she remembered those things, let alone whether she would continue to hate her, but she knew that the current self was unwilling to leave, and still wanted to stay by her side.

She said very seriously: "Let the future affairs be handled by me in the future. The only thing I can decide is this moment."

After being silent for a while, she raised her head again and smiled at Qi Zhen, "For now, I don't want to leave you yet."

The second after she finished speaking, she fell into a fragile yet warm embrace. Feeling the other person's slight trembling, Zi Ling blinked, then stretched out her hand, and patted the other person's back lightly.

No one can guarantee what the next moment will be like, at least the tenderness of this moment is real, and what she wants has always been this moment.