After getting the permission, Yinshuang happily carried her quilt over. In the room, Xu Shiyan seemed to be reading a book calmly, while Yinshuang was running around like a little mouse. Go, Yinshuang's figure always flashed before Xu Shiyan's eyes, and the book under him did not turn a single page. After finally waiting for Yinshuang to calm down, Xu Shiyan breathed a sigh of relief, closed the book, and looked up again, Yinshuang stood in front of her.

……

Yinshuang looked at her with a smile, and she asked, "Will you take a bath first or should I take a bath first?"

It was obviously a very normal question, but when Yinshuang said it, it seemed to be stained with some indescribable color, Xu Shiyan's ears were slightly red, after a moment of silence, she raised her right hand and waved, "You go first. "

Since the first day she met Xu Shiyan, Yinshuang has never concealed her attitude and thoughts, so now Xu Shiyan is very worried that Yinshuang will take the opportunity to do something to her, but in fact, Yinshuang has not done anything , just quietly sleeping next to her.

The curtains were drawn, and the lights in the room were turned off. In the dim environment, Xu Shiyan closed her eyes. She had slept alone for more than twenty years. Now that there was suddenly another person beside her, she still felt very uncomfortable.

The warm touch was nearby, she lay stiff, she didn't even dare to move her fingers, she didn't dare, but Yinshuang dared.

After being quiet for a while, Yinshuang came over by herself, and clung tightly to Xu Shiyan's arm, finally found a comfortable position, put her head on Xu Shiyan's shoulder, and fell asleep not long after.

She fell asleep quickly, and Xu Shiyan, who was hugged by her, was in great torment. The stiff arm seemed to be no longer her own. After a long time, she realized that the breathing of the people around her was gradually becoming longer, so she turned over tentatively. body.

Because she was afraid of waking Yinshuang, she turned over in the direction facing Yinshuang, so that her arm that was being held would not be affected. The room was not so dark. It was summer now, and the curtains were just a gauze curtain, and the windows were still open. The gauze curtain swayed slightly with the summer night breeze, and even the two lying on the bed could feel the gentle and cool breeze blowing across their faces.

The gauze curtain can block the sight of the outside world, but it cannot block the misty and silent moonlight. With the faint moonlight, Xu Shiyan took a good look at Yinshuang's appearance for a while.

A strange feeling suddenly surged in her heart, as if the person lying next to her should not look like this.

So what should she look like?

After thinking for a long time, Xu Shiyan couldn't figure it out.

Everyone has this kind of experience. You clearly remember something, but when it comes to your mouth, you just can’t say it, and the more you want to say it, the more you can’t describe it. I can't figure it out.

Xu Shiyan fell into this distress and was depressed when Yinshuang next to her suddenly rubbed her cheek against her shoulder, and she buried her head even deeper while muttering.

"Fu Mang, close the window..."

A sentence as light as ravings suddenly appeared, Xu Shiyan was stunned, and his face suddenly darkened.

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This night was the most peaceful night for Yinshuang since she came here. When she got up, Xu Shiyan had disappeared, and Yinshuang didn't care, thinking that she was just going to work.

However, in the next few days, it seemed to return to the previous time.

Although Xu Shiyan was indifferent to her in the past, he was more polite, but now he no longer has that kind of politeness. Xu Shiyan treats her as if he were a transparent person, he can't see her, he can't hear what she says, and he doesn't care about her. .

Yinshuang couldn't figure it out, what did she do wrong?There was really no other way, she wanted to ask, but Xu Shiyan didn't even give her the chance to ask.

Because she doesn't even go home very often now, she only comes back once in a few days, picks up something, and then leaves for a few days.

Yinshuang had to go to school during the day, and when she went to the company after school, the people in the company didn't know her at all. She was obviously the boss's wife, but she ended up sitting in the lobby for a long time like a salesman.

Seeing the scattered people going in and out, Yinshuang didn't know what she was thinking. She sat on the sofa in the lobby until it was time to get off work, and the company employees came out in file, even the front desk lady was getting ready to get off work. , she looked at Yinshuang who had never left, frowned, came to his side, and reminded: "Go back, Mr. Xu won't see you again."

Yinshuang looked at the quartz clock in the hall, nodded, and left without saying anything.

Xu Shiyan didn't know what happened to Yinshuang. After the front desk reported what someone was looking for to her secretary, her secretary reported it to her again. Hearing that it was Yinshuang, Xu Shiyan just said she couldn't see it.

She meant to let Yinshuang go home directly, but the order was conveyed layer by layer, and when it reached the front desk, the receptionist understood that their general manager didn't like this young lady who came to her without authorization.

The front desk thought it understood the meaning of the general manager, and that's why it happened this afternoon.

As usual, Xu Shiyan is still working overtime in the company today.Before leaving, Yinshuang raised her head and looked at the lighted general manager's office on the top floor of the building for a long time before leaving without looking back.

At 11:30 in the evening, when Xu Shiyan returned home, the elevator door had just opened, and the brightly lit living room came into view. Xu Shiyan was taken aback, and her eyes immediately locked on the figure beside the sofa.

After two seconds of silence, Xu Shiyan walked over and asked casually, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"

Yinshuang looked at her calmly, "I'm waiting for you."

Xu Shiyan suddenly felt uncomfortable. She also knew that her attitude these days was very cold, even a little too much, but she couldn't help it. She didn't know who Fu Mang was, and she even asked her secretary to put down her work , to find this man named Fu Mang.

I searched all the men and women in this circle, but I couldn't find anyone named Fu Mang.Women are all emotional animals, and strong women are no exception. Although Xu Shiyan looks very busy these days, when she is sitting alone in the office, she is actually in a daze most of the time. She keeps thinking wildly, thinking a lot of messy things thing.

Who is Fu Mang?Is it her lover, ex-girlfriend, Bai Yueguang, or cinnabar mole?

And what is his identity?Is it a stand-in, or the second choice of last resort, also known as the spare tire?

The more Xu Shiyan thought about it, the worse her mood became. Sometimes she really wanted to rush home, find Yinshuang, and have a showdown with her.Although she, Xu Shiyan, is not an excellent partner, she doesn't bother to be someone else's spare tire. If Yinshuang is with her just to fill her gap, then why bother to say that she likes her again and again.

One-third of the anger and depression in my heart came from Yinshuang, and the other seven percent came from myself.She was angry at her stupidity for believing the words "I like you" so easily.

Sure enough, there is no such good thing in the world, no one will approach her without asking for anything in return, and no one will treat her sincerely, and the reason is only that she likes her.

The saddest thing is that she believed it, and almost put herself in it.

With a sore throat, Xu Shiyan stood up straight and put her hands on the chiffon suit pants. She raised her head slightly, looking business-like.

"What are you waiting for me?" she asked.

Waiting for her at her company this afternoon and at her home this evening are actually for the same purpose.

With lowered eyes, Yinshuang looked at the pair of little yellow chicken slippers on her feet, which she bought in the supermarket with Xu Shiyan when she first moved in, and she immediately fell in love with the pair of little yellow chicken slippers , and then compulsively bought Xu Shiyan a pair of little penguin slippers. At that time, she made up her mind to live here with Xu Shiyan for the rest of her life.

But at that time, she didn't think about whether this idea would be wishful thinking. At that time, she was too confident, thinking that both Fu Mang and Xue Xi were her lovers, and she would fall in love with her in a short time and would be willing to be with her. Live your life for a long time.

Now Xu Shiyan's attitude made Yinshuang a little discouraged. After walking through the Naihe bridge and drinking Mengpo soup, this person has no memory.She no longer remembers the past bits and pieces, and she no longer remembers those sworn vows. The life she wants is likely to run counter to what Yinshuang expected. Fu Mang without memory is the brand new Xu Shiyan. Who can guarantee that she will be happy? Surely you will like yourself?

So Yinshuang waited here for her for a long time, she just wanted to ask a question.

Lifting her black and white eyes, Yinshuang looked at her seriously.

"You...don't like me?"

Xu Shiyan's face changed slightly, and Yinshuang couldn't explain that kind of change. After a short second, she didn't answer, but threw the question back.She curled her lips slightly, and the corners of her lips curled up in a mocking arc, "What about you? Do you really like me?"

Yinshuang opened her mouth to answer, but Xu Shiyan cut off her words, and this time her tone became a little aggressive.

"Don't rush to answer me, my question is, do you really like me—Xu Shiyan."

She bit her name very hard, Yinshuang was stunned immediately, and did not answer her for a while, seeing Yinshuang's reaction, Xu Shiyan's heart slowly cooled down, this time she didn't even try to hide it, just said Laughed ironically.

After laughing twice, she felt that it was really boring to have this kind of conversation with Yinshuang here, and Xu Shiyan quickly returned to her room after passing the silent girl.Standing alone in the living room, looking at the completely dark sky outside, Yinshuang sat back.

Only this time, his back was not as straight as before, and his head drooped.

Obviously it was time to go to bed, but Xu Shiyan didn't feel sleepy at all. At this time, she was sitting in the room sulking, and an hour had passed, and it seemed that tonight was going to last all night.Xu Shiyan sighed, she was sitting near the door, and the sound insulation of this house is not so good, sitting here can just hear the movement from outside.

But it has been more than an hour, and there is still no sound of going upstairs. In the end, she stood up and was about to go out to have a look. Before she could go out, the sound of boards being stepped on clearly entered her ears. Xu Shiyan Immediately sat back, as quickly as if someone was watching her.

Feeling that her actions fit the idiom of being guilty of a guilty conscience, her complexion darkened again. Hearing the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer to her, she estimated that she would pass here soon and return to her room. Xu Shiyan's heartbeat gradually Slow down.

But as time passed, she suddenly felt that something was wrong. Hearing this movement, it seemed that someone was standing outside her door and hadn't left.

Dong dong dong, the door was knocked softly three times, Xu Shiyan's heart moved, she stood up again, but she didn't go to the door, she seemed to know what Yinshuang was going to do, so she didn't bother.

But Yinshuang was standing at the door, she really didn't need her to open the door, she blocked the door panel with her body, leaned against the door panel, her voice was very low, as if she was admitting her mistake or sighing.

"……sorry."

After the three humble words were uttered, the air was quiet for a while, Xu Shiyan took a step forward, but before he could step out, another word came from outside the door.

"I seem to be too self-righteous. I always feel that the world will revolve around me. I want to be with you and want you to like me like before, but my thoughts are just my thoughts and cannot be imposed on others. It can't control your life."

"……Really sorry."

The heart hurt slightly, Xu Shiyan was stunned for a long time, because the feeling in her chest was too strange, but it seemed familiar at the same time, suddenly, she reacted, and ran to open the door, but there was nothing in front of the door. Alone, when she was in a daze, Yinshuang had already left.

Anxiety and panic swept her quickly, and she rushed out of the door, chasing in the direction where Yinshuang left.

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