rebirth i may not love you

In the room with only two people, Hong Tian passed out after drinking that glass of wine, was raped by Chen De, and heard Chen De seem to be still laughing at his innocence and deceit.

During the relationship with Chen De, Hong Tian's consciousness was vague.He only felt that he had been manipulated into various postures, and his body and spirit seemed to be tormenting in the furnace of hell.

When he woke up, Chen De had already left, leaving only Ma Ran who was late holding him crying and banknotes scattered all over the floor.

Although Ma Ran said that he wanted to seek justice for Hong Tian, ​​Hong Tian knew as well as Ma Ran what kind of place this clubhouse was.It is almost impossible to seek justice here, and doing so will only cause Ma Ran to lose everything he has finally gained.

In the end, Hong Tian secretly took the money and resigned.

This incident became a burden on Hong Tian's mind. After Hong Tian returned to school, he was always worried whether Chen De would continue to look for him.

He remembered that he seemed to be using a camera to shoot during the whole process, and he was always worried that Chen De would threaten him with photos or videos.Thinking of this incident, Hong Tian became anxious, and it was the first time that he was fucked by a man, which brought him unbearable pain and torture both mentally and physically.

He resented himself for trusting Chen De so easily. Fear, remorse, sadness, and anger devoured his reason and his soul.For a period of time, in order to calm down his emotions, Hong Tian would also quietly use mental tranquilizers.

However, Chen De seemed to have lost interest in Hong Tian who had met him once, and he never chased him to school, and never appeared in Hong Tian's life again.

Hong Tian also gradually relaxed and returned to his daily life.However, learning art and all kinds of tuition and materials are not easy for Hong Tian, ​​and the savings from working in the clubhouse will soon be exhausted.Originally, Chen De gave Hong Tian a lot of money, but Hong Tian was unwilling to use the money.Although he was under the pressure of life, he took the money just in case.But he always felt that once he used the money, it was as if he had voluntarily sold his body to Chen De.

Sometimes Hong Tian himself regrets it. He likes performing arts, so it is true that he came to the film school.But the more purpose is that he feels that this circle can make money quickly, and he believes that his beauty and love of performing arts can help him get rid of a life of poverty.Hong Tian wanted to be loved by everyone with his own ability.

However, after actually entering this circle, Hong Tiancai realized that he was really naive.

What the world lacks most are beautiful young people.And the people here are not only beautiful compared to themselves, some of them have good families and backgrounds, use money to buy resources, and some are willing to trade their bodies for resources for roles.Some of them don't even care about acting anymore, they just come here to catch a wealthy son-in-law or a rich young lady.Hong Tian saw his classmates driving luxury cars, or sitting in other people's luxury cars, going back and forth at the gate of the campus, playing famous or unknown characters on the big and small screens.However, I failed in interviews again and again, and I couldn't even be a small waiter. I lost my job and had to resign.

Hong Tian also began to regret, wondering if he chose the wrong path at the beginning, should he honestly find a good school with his high test scores, learn a popular skill to make money, and then come out to find a job, Live an ordinary but stable life.

Now when men and women come to him and say they want to keep him, although Hong Tian still refuses as usual, his heart is shaken, and he starts to wonder if his insistence is meaningless at all.

Just when Hong Tian was getting more and more confused, Ye Baozhu began to introduce characters to him and recommended him to act.

Ye Baozhu is a senior in Hong Tian's acting department. Not long after Hong Tian entered the school, he received her enthusiastic confession and pursuit.

It's different from Hong Tian who worked hard to interview everywhere but couldn't even get a role.Ye Baozhu is a daughter of a thousand gold, and they all directly bring funds into the group, and once they enter, they are roles with many roles.

However, although the Ye family is rich, they will not invest too much in it.In addition, Ye Baozhu is more picky about the script, and the production is better. There are too many people with money, connections and fame. Naturally, it is not the turn of Ye Baozhu, who has just debuted, to be the second heroine.

But with her exquisite appearance and heart-warming acting skills, Ye Baozhu's roles of the third female and the fourth female still left a little impression on the audience, and gradually established her reputation.

Hong Tian knew that not long after entering the school, there were quite a few people in the academy who admired his beauty, but he didn't expect that Ye Baozhu, whose status and status were very different from his own, was also fascinated by his appearance.

When Ye Baozhu confessed to Hong Tian, ​​Hong Tian rejected her.But Ye Baozhu said that lovers are not enough, they can still be friends, and she approached Hong Tian without any shyness when she was in school.

Hong Tian knew that Ye Baozhu had never given up on him, so at first he was troubled and wanted to avoid her.

But later Ye Baozhu changed her strategy and began to drag Hong Tian to interviews, recommending him to the director of the play she wanted to act in, but never asking for anything in return.

After what happened to Chen De, Hong Tian became more careful about everything.He once directly asked Ye Baozhu why he helped him like this, but Ye Baozhu said sincerely: "I can't bear to see your diamond buried in the coal nest like this."

The reason why Ye Baozhu said such a thing was not because she was an idiot, but because Hong Tian really deserved such an evaluation.

The most important thing in the film schools in the capital is beautiful people. Anyone who walks on the campus playground will be a young and beautiful young beauty, but Hong Tian's beauty is recognized as superior to the public.

Ye Baozhu herself couldn't describe where Hong Tianshuai was. What she had to say was that she remembered that when she saw Hong Tian for the first time, she felt as if she was disturbed by a cat's paw. The commotion never stopped.

Hong Tian's appearance can be considered heroic and tough, but Ye Baozhu has an inexplicable affection for him.She felt that Hong Tian was like a wild cat living in the alley, as long as he took care of it a little, those jewel-like eyes would shine more beautifully than any other precious species.

Under the pressure of life and Ye Baozhu's persistence, Hong Tian accepted her enthusiasm and began to interview for roles on her recommendation.

Although Ye Baozhu's influence is limited, the ones introduced to Hong Tian are all small roles, and there is no shortage of hard-working roles, and it is not easy to show his face, and sometimes the roles are even cut off.But it was much better than being a high-paid but shady waiter in the secret club where Maran was.

Everything seemed to be going very smoothly, but Hong Tian did not expect to meet Chen De again during an interview.