rebirth i may not love you

"He is a free bird, he is alone, and he burns out like ashes before the dawn."

After enjoying the pleasure, Yaxiu lay on the bedside with his mobile phone, and read out such a sentence suddenly.

Lin Er was looking for his pants on the ground, when he heard such a sentence from Yaxiu, he couldn't help turning his head: "Oh, what you said just now feels so good! Is it a poem, or a certain lyrics?"

Yaxiu turned around lazily: "No, it's a comment. I just found it on a social networking site when I was watching videos related to my previous works. Do you remember the movie I became famous for? This is The hot comments under the ending song video of that movie."

Liner turned around and continued to pick up the clothes that he took off on the ground yesterday: "Remember, it's the male lead with the same name as you, right, the boss of the bad boys in the New York slums. That character is so sad, I want to forget it." I can’t forget it either. Speaking of which, you hadn’t dyed your hair at that time, right?”

Yaxiu subconsciously rubbed his now dyed silver hair. People say that with this hair color, he looks like an angel who has fallen into the world. In fact, only he himself knows that he is just trying to avoid the evil that people gave when he debuted. It's just a given impression.

Ash replied gloomyly: "That's right, although that role brought me great success, but it was also because he was too dazzling, so no matter what role I play after that, people will immediately think of him. he."

Liner put on his own shirt: "It's not bad, most of us will not be remembered, and being remembered means that this character is classic enough and loved by others, which is not very okay?"

Yaxiu buried his face in the pillow, and his voice was also muffled: "The ending of that story was too tragic. In order to replace the protagonist, I felt my heart was full of scars, and I couldn't get rid of it for a long time."

Lin Er stopped putting on his clothes: "Me too, but even that would be happiness for the protagonist! He lived hard, proved his existence, and fought hard against his own destiny. Although his Life is short, but it has indeed left its shadow in people's hearts."

Only then did Yaxiu raise his face slightly, his eyes were a little dark and sad: "There are no traces of wings left in the sky, but have I already flown over? I always feel like crying."

Lin Er stared at the melancholy Ashius with gentle eyes. This handsome and cool boy who fascinated thousands of girls and acted like a baby to him, who was two years younger than him, really had no resistance at all, just wanted to Surround him who is cold on the outside and slender on the inside with tenderness.

While Ya Xiu and Lin Er were discussing life in the hotel, Ye Junhao was also thinking about his own life.

He thought back on all the things he had encountered this year, and he couldn't help but hate himself.

In fact, Ye Junhao is not a particularly confident person. He knows that he is very passive, and most of the decisions he made were forced by the situation until he had to act, so he suffered such a loss.If you change to a particularly decisive person, you should probably stop the problem before it becomes an irreversible trend!

Ye Junhao wanted to change, but he didn't know where to start. After all, he only relied on his father's generation to live a free life, and what he believed in was only what his father taught them, to enjoy life and be a good person That's all.

In terms of wealth, Ye Junhao's family is not considered the top group in the domestic high society. He is not destined to be as rich as a country, and to respond to everyone, to do whatever he wants.In terms of beauty, let alone someone like Yaxiu who can directly play the beautiful face of an elf, Ye Junhao's appearance is beyond the sky, and he is only three-thirds as handsome as Hong Tian.In terms of personality, it can't compare to Yang Wei's glamorous, cool and explosive, nor is it as mature and stable as Yi Yang at the critical moment, and he is not even as good as his sister's slick face and younger sister's determination and bravery at the critical moment.Even Ye Junhao himself felt that among the group of Gao Fushuai, he was the most ordinary group.So when he entered the entertainment circle back then, even if he could just stir up a little splash, he was very satisfied.

Yes, it's time to be satisfied.

It should be enough, he has always warned himself like this.

But if you say this with your mouth, will you follow it in your heart?

The real Ye Junhao has always been unwilling. He envied Hong Tian's handsome face, which was deeply loved by the creator, and secretly envied Yang Wei's innate talent for acting.From the bottom of his heart, Ye Junhao also wanted to stand on the stage like them and receive the fanatical love and cheers from the fans.

But talent and looks are really hard to come by.Ye Junhao knew that even if he went for plastic surgery, he would not be able to change the second Hong Tian.Even if he spends a lot of money out of his own pocket to hire a first-class teacher to teach him acting skills, he will not be able to become the second Yang Wei.

There is indeed hope in hard work, but there is indeed only hope that can be touched.After all, if hard work is useful, what is genius for?

In repeated self-doubt and setbacks, Ye Junhao labeled "I can't do it" in his heart due to his unrealistic indifference.

But now that ostentatious little kid, Yaxiu, told him not to lie to his heart, not to leave regrets for his only one life.

It is said that there are such things as people and aura, if this sentence is replaced by an ordinary brat, he will definitely find it funny.But there was a strange magical power coming out of Ashius' mouth, and it was the first time he had a particularly wonderful feeling when he was stared at by that chic and casual young man with frank and clear eyes.The lights that had been extinguished in my heart seemed to be rekindled, and the unreachable front that was once shrouded in darkness seemed to light up a little bit.

In fact, I still want to try to walk, to see where I can go, and what is the best state I can achieve at the best age?These are things that Ye Junhao was curious about but didn't dare to think about.

Just like what Ash said, even if you don’t need to suppress your true feelings, you only have one life anyway, so why don’t you try it?

"What kind of eyes do you have?"

Yi Yang, who just came out of the bathroom, saw Ye Junhao sitting by the bed, and couldn't help smiling: "What's wrong with you, you have such an expression."

Ye Junhao raised his head: "Such an expression? What are you talking about? What kind of expression do I have now?"

Yi Yang put his hand on Ye Junhao's face, and stroked it gently: "You have a lively look, I have never seen you with such an expression. You always look like you are bored in your bones, Whether you encounter bad things or happy things, you can always show emotions on the surface that make everyone feel reasonable, but it makes people feel that the most real you don’t care about these things.”

Ye Junhao overlapped his hands with Yi Yang, and his eyes were a little dazed: "Am I so cynical? Well, in fact, many things are really boring."

Yi Yang hugged Ye Junhao's neck with both hands, and knelt between his legs with one knee: "Then what makes you feel interesting now?"

Ye Junhao held Yi Yang's waist, he wanted to tell Yi Yang his decision, but the words changed into other words: "You, you make me feel interesting, I will never get tired of it."

After all, this time is more appropriate than complaining about life ideals and love words. Love and sex are also an important part of life, aren't they?

Yi Yang smiled and kissed the person he liked.