rebirth i may not love you

Hong Tian fell into a silent mode again.

He wears so much, it is purely helpless, the traces left by Chen De last night clearly surfaced on his fair skin, and the number is frighteningly large, only after wearing long-sleeved trousers can he barely get on Can't see it.

Ever since Hong Tian completely left Ye Junhao, he had no way out.Under the idea of ​​giving up on himself, he moved from Ye Junhao's apartment into Chen De's villa at Chen De's invitation, and let him vent his torment.

Chen De is a very playful person, he pays attention to privacy, and has a mansion near his private villa.He likes to have people go there to have a good time, and the people who come are usually dignitaries.And those who serve them are his men and women.These people are tall and tall, play on a large scale, and have many special services.As long as no one is killed, no matter how exaggerated and promiscuous the gameplay is, Chen De can cover it, so there are a lot of people going there, and it is a place where many celebrities and rich people in the circle gather.

Of course, Chen De did not do this for free, but also to get news that can be used to make a fortune. After all, what words in the world are more true than what is said in bed?

And his subordinates are not his pawns for nothing. Usually, many people hope to meet dignitaries and dignitaries through these parties, hug their thighs, save decades of struggle, and reach the pinnacle of life.

As Chen De's number one male favourite, Hong Tian could rely on Chen De's favor and attend these parties as little as possible.But when he met a big man who wanted to kneel and lick Chen De, he had no choice but to sacrifice his body and endure inhuman physical and mental torture in exchange for his own peace.And after such painful days, Chen De would often vent on him twice out of his possessive desire.

But Hong Tian didn't particularly care about it, who told him that he only had this life?

After being fucked consciously by Chen Deqiang for the first time, something broke in Hong Tian's heart.In this materialistic world, people usually laugh at the poor but not at the prostitutes. Who cares about the justice and fairness of such a small person like him?

He has been willing to degenerate, exchanging his body for the chance to stand out, for the right to speak for himself, only because of Ye Junhao's kindness, Hong Tian's soul has not completely collapsed.

And after breaking up with Ye Junhao, Hong Tian had completely let himself go.

In his eyes, body trading is not a big deal now, it's just flesh and blood.As for how many people have used this organ and how it has been used, it has no practical meaning to him.

Hong Tian originally wanted to completely fade out of Ye Junhao's life and save some face for each other.But when he heard that Ye Junhao was kidnapped and almost murdered, he couldn't sit still anymore.

Yes, Hong Tian has an extraordinary obsession with the only true lover in his life, which he has not even noticed.So after hearing the news that he had an accident, and that he had an accident with Yi Yang who he cared about, Hong Tian booked the earliest flight ticket from Beijing for the day without stopping, and rushed to Guangzhou.

But when they got here, they had nothing to say.

Hong Tian sighed deeply, his heart ached more and more, if he didn't take a deep breath, he couldn't calm down at all.

When did they become like this?

When did he become like this?

Ye Junhao seemed to have noticed that something had changed because of his question just now, and now he was just quietly waiting for Hong Tian's answer.

The silent air was like a sharp knife poking Hong Tian's back.If you tell the truth here, maybe you really won't see each other again in the future.

Hong Tian could lie as nonchalantly as before, after all Ye Junhao would not take off his clothes to check his scars.

But Hong Tian still wanted to tell Ye Junhao his real situation, the fact that he was played and abused by Chen De and other dignitaries.

In Hong Tian's heart, he was still secretly looking forward to Ye Junhao still loving him, willing to accept such a filthy him, and waiting for him to turn around.

Thinking of this, Hong Tian suddenly raised his head. With anticipation and nervousness, he unbuttoned his clothes with trembling hands.

Come on, let's face the harsh truth.

Ye Junhao watched Hong Tian start to unbutton his clothes in amazement, the first thought in his mind was that Hong Tian wanted to seduce himself, use his body to conquer himself, in order to get back together.

But when he noticed the sad expression in Hong Tian's pupils, the voice of restraint was stuck in his throat again.

Until Hong Tian stood naked in front of him, Ye Junhao did not stop Hong Tian's movements.

Hong Tian's long-lost body is full of shocking and terrifying scars, criss-crossing and ferocious within Ye Junhao's vision, even more shocking than when Yi Yang was imprisoned and kidnapped by Qin Yu, no one will tell anymore The physical violence Hong Tian suffered.

Ye Junhao was dumbfounded when he saw it, and he felt that his tongue seemed to be anesthetized by the horrifying traces of violence.

After a while, he realized that he jumped off the bed quickly and grabbed Hong Tian's shoulder tightly.

"Hong Tian, ​​you!!!"

Ye Junhao wanted to say something, but no matter how hard he racked his brains, he couldn't express his shock at the moment.If he had to use an entity to describe his mood, it would probably be like seeing a cat he raised since he was a child being cruelly abused.

It was Hong Tian himself who spoke first, from how he was raped by Chen Deqiang, how he was repeatedly threatened and tortured by Chen De, what he did not dare to disclose due to various concerns after being violated, and how he gradually gave up treatment and fell down, was tortured by Chen Deqiang. He used Germany as a tool and provided it to other rich and powerful to play with, and told Ye Junhao in detail.

During the whole process, Hong Tian's tone was very calm, as if he was narrating something that had nothing to do with him.But the sad tears were rolling in his eyes, and he still forced a smile, which really poked Ye Junhao's heart too much, the kind that pokes the heart of a puppy being abandoned.

Ye Junhao knows the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry, but he is not a saint. He also knows that many people are forced by the situation to let others manipulate them and sell their bodies.Ye Junhao has always believed that existence is reasonable. For this kind of behavior of exchanging his body for benefits, he would not touch or criticize this kind of behavior due to his natural advantages and morality, but he rarely intervened.

Because Ye Junhao also knows very well that life is helpless, human beings have endless desires for sex, profit and dominance over others, and it is simply impossible for him to stop all of these.

Ye Junhao's attitude has always been to protect the people around him, but he didn't expect that he couldn't even protect his lover well, so Hong Tian fell into the quagmire step by step without knowing it, and finally lost him.

So uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, why did all this happen to him?

He just hopes to spend his life safely and happily with the people around him, why is it so difficult?

Is this God's punishment for blindly indulging in his own happiness before?

Let his beloved be humiliated like this?