[Black Basket] The medicine cannot be stopped

As a married woman, the life of a person sounds boring...but at the moment I am a young girl in my body (=w=), think about it, there are quite a lot of things to do!

After being the owner of the ramen shop, I started to continue to explore the surrounding area of ​​my home! ' plan of action, met one after another the lady cashier in the supermarket (it seems that I met after I forgot to bring money to help me out), the aunt of the fruit shop (a regular customer), the grandpa and old lady who go out for a walk every night ( The scene of holding hands warmly is really enviable...)

But it doesn't help =a=!

...Because except for the owner of the ramen shop, no one knows that I have such a sad past.

The glamorous woman secretly went to see a psychiatrist or something, and made up a bloody drama at eight o'clock every minute!

But before that, it was time for the regular inspection with Midorima.

I agreed with Midorima before (someone said yes), and then I made a reservation (someone set it), but now I have to face it alone (someone left)...

Sounds like I'm living my own life without a clue!

The place where I met Midorima was in his office. This time without Akashi as a buffer, the degree of dislike between us has increased linearly... It directly shows that he is too lazy to talk to me, and I am silent.

Let's see who will lose in this game of seeing who can't hold back his words first! =x=!

Then the green room lost...

"What's going on recently?"

"……Condition?"

"Eat, sleep," Midorima glanced at me, as if to despise my IQ.

"Eat well and sleep well!"

I can be sure that Midorima's eyes are really despising my IQ now_(:3)∠)_...

"What about the previous memories? Do you remember any fragments?"

"Uh," I racked my brains, "does it count if you make up your mind?"

"..."

Midorima didn't answer, and I felt keenly that this answer seemed to irritate him, but he was controlling his emotions, maybe there were two villains fighting in his mind, one said "hack this idiot!" the other said " Forget it, don’t get acquainted with her.”Anyway, the look on his face now makes me very dumbfounded.

So we stare blankly.

"Amiya," Midorima breathed a long sigh of relief, pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said to me earnestly, "It's not my business to restore memory, and it has nothing to do with me. It's your own memory, your own body, you understand?"

I nodded obediently, I understand.

"Then please at least don't act like you don't want to restore your memory!"

Midorima suddenly read the article and made a big move, and a loud roar shocked me, but how can I back down at this time!Not to be outdone, I yelled back, "I don't have it!!! I obviously want it!!! Didn't you see the hard work I made!!!"

Who has more exclamation points than not beating up!What a big deal!

Midorima stared at me from behind the glasses, and I, I looked at him too!

Although I feel guilty, I can't be cowardly!

"Yumong, you can lie to me, but you don't need to lie to yourself."

Midorima wrote a few strokes in the medical record.

"You work hard just because you are curious about the lost memory, but you think from the bottom of your heart that it was something that 'another person' experienced, and you don't want to restore the memory, and you don't agree with 'this person'.  … But you You know, no matter how you separate, this person is yourself."

He indifferently stuffed the medical record back into my hand.

"I think you should see a therapist instead of me. I won't check you again until you solve your own problems."

"...!?"

I was stunned on the spot, okay?

I, hmm, for a long time, I can't find anything to refute this long paragraph, my bullets have been fired!

Well, although I really don't want to admit it, but when I think about it carefully, what Midorima said makes sense, so I have nothing to say...

I couldn't help muttering, "This, this kind of thing doesn't matter anyway... Isn't it pretty good now, it's better than recovering memory and getting divorced..."

Now I don't want to restore my memory for the great goal of Akashi Juju の Xinghu!

For my answer, Green Room only had two simple words.

--"casual."

……

…………

What the hell are you playing...!

I stood sullenly at the door of the hospital with my medical records in my hand, and I didn't want to hide the anger on my face!What the hell does Midorima mean? If you don’t want to see me, just tell me straight up. Tell me to go to a psychiatrist to fuck me!

However, when I just found out that I had seen it before... Could it be that I am really psychotic =a=!Mama help me qaaaq!

Frustrated and lonely, I had no choice but to go alone... Do you think I was drunk at a bar?No, how is it possible!Of course, I went to a ramen shop to have a big meal!Fortunately, there was a heart-warming and healing ramen shop manager who comforted me, as well as delicious ramen, which moved me to tears.

Sure enough, there are still many good people in this world!

Before eating, I took a photo of the ramen and sent it to Akashi. By the way, this is also one of the jk habits I have brought recently - I have to take a photo before eating anything, otherwise it will not be considered as having eaten.

Akashi Juju was very face-saving and called me just after I finished eating.

...Although the content did not meet my expectations.

"Did you go to Shintaro's place today?"

Well said I miss you! (Who made an agreement with you), why did you mention such an irrelevant man in the first place!Juju, you don’t love me anymore baaqaq!

"Yes, yes..."

Of course, it is impossible for me to express my inner os, and I still have a guilty conscience. I don’t know if that guy in Midorima will say anything bad about me, such as those strange guesses he said to me today...

"It's okay, then don't go to check it first, let's talk about it when I come back."

"Hey, it turns out that Akashi-kun is..." Great guy qaq!

"But what he said, I still hope you can think about it carefully."

W-what...!

I was at a loss for a moment, the feeling of being reported to the teacher by a classmate behind my back was so familiar yet unfamiliar... By the way, Midorima really said it!It's only been a while since I made it clear to Akashi, you guys are more gossip than a high school girl like me!

And facing Akashi, he doesn't have the confidence of Midorima at all!

So cowardly...!

"It's not because of other reasons, I just hope that you can use a complete 'life' to make decisions after recovering your memory."

Akashi's voice was flat, and he didn't sound too emotional.

"But, but I don't want to part with Akashi-kun..."

separate.

I plucked up my courage and couldn't help confessing.

Do you understand this kind of feeling... The wish for many years has become true, how can you give up the beloved thing that you finally got?

"I know."

He answered me simply.

"But what I hope more is that you make a choice after knowing all the truth and memories. If you really don't want to give up, then... no matter what happens, you won't give up."

This is not a question, but I can hear a touch of loneliness from his words.

How ironic, I keep expressing my feelings here, but the reality is-ten years later, I insist on abandoning him.

Vows at marriage - no matter what happens, you will always be with each other.

The mood at that time must be serious and eternal.But what happened to make me do this?

……

I wouldn't believe it.

So what if the memory is restored?I absolutely, absolutely will not leave Akashi-kun...!

The one standing here now is 'me', not 'me in ten years', okay?

Filled with anger, I aggressively called Midorima. The other party was obviously not surprised that I would call, but rather surprised by my content.

"You want me to recommend you a psychiatrist?!"

I can even imagine the glasses falling off the bridge of Midorima's nose, drink.

"Yeah, didn't you ask me to see it? You should know some, otherwise I don't know where to find it!"

I am very righteous.

Midorima was helpless, "...Well, although I don't know why you changed your mind, the result is good anyway. I do know some psychiatrists, but do you have any special requirements?"

"Special request means...?"

Is there still such a requirement?Can I choose Akashi Juju?Oh no, no, I must be unable to say anything in front of him, just smirk, change one for another.

Well, how about Tom Cruise?Although my English is not very good, I believe that the exchange of hearts knows no borders!

"Give me some restraint!"

Midorima seemed to be driven crazy by me. He took a deep breath and said, "I mean gender, age, seniority, etc., or whether you need someone familiar or a stranger. After all, some people It's easier for people to confide in their hearts..."

"Wait, familiar person?"

I suddenly had an inspiration, "Do you mean that anyone I know is a psychiatrist?"

Midorima paused for two seconds before saying, "...Yes, I forgot that you don't remember these things, but it doesn't matter anymore... He is our junior high school classmate, so you should have some impressions... You need him Is it? Or a stranger?"