[Comprehensive British and American] The predecessors are missing one

"Although at first glance, I couldn't see that she should be my wife. In fact, I was a little bit skeptical and convinced that I had someone else in my heart. I'm not sure she chose me. In my heart, for Wife, there are roughly three levels of my love; needing, giving, and gratitude.”

After reading the records on the parchment scroll, Ruiwen looked up and looked at us.

"Do you understand what he means?" Raven asked, frowning slightly.

Harry turned to look at Peter.Peter thought about it.

I subconsciously wanted to know what Wade was thinking, but found that Wade was missing.

"True love is not hard to find. True love is not hard to find..." Harry repeated this sentence at least three times, carefully thinking about the meaning of the words, "Then do you want to find it? Can things be solved by just sitting around?"

"It's not working," said Peter.

A roll of parchment was spread out in the center of the bed.The four of us circled the parchment, Harry across from me.Ruiwen and Harry stared at Peter, and Ruiwen's eyes revealed that she had a premonition that Peter was going to say something she didn't like to hear, which was an aggressive, ruthless aura that belonged to Mystique.In the past at school, some people dared to trouble us, and Rui Wen got a lot of things done with her eyes.

But Peter was unmoved. "I mean... maybe all we need to do is just go with the flow? Love can't be forced, can it?"

Peter said, his eyes lightly glanced in my direction, and in my surprise, he slowly smiled.

──This is what I can do for you; see, I can still do something for you, after I have made mistakes.Peter told me with his eyes.

Suddenly, I understand.

"Peter?" Harry narrowed his eyes, called Peter's name, and looked at Peter suspiciously.

"We care too much about this," Peter continued, looking away from me.

"Because Ellie is our most important friend. The most important one. I understand how much Ellie means to you, because to me, things are the same. We wouldn't be friends without Ellie. Huh Min is too smart and takes too many things for granted in her eyes, and she tends to ignore other people's feelings. Raven has a strong personality, is decisive and strong, and doesn't care if it hurts others. Harry is sensitive and irritable, looks on the sidelines, and doesn't trust anyone. "

"Even me, I often want to be in the limelight and want to be recognized. We are all prone to friction and disagreement with others. Only Yili can bring us together. She is not without opinions, but she has a way to make us conscious. recognize your mistake, and correct it.”

"That's why I like Ellie. She's really important, I get it. So we should respect her opinion more, right? No matter who she likes, who she wants to hang out with, or doesn't want to hang out with anyone , all we can do is love her, support her, and trust her to know what she's doing."

When Peter said this, he paused for a moment.Neither Raven nor Harry interrupted him.They looked surprised.

Then, Peter turned his head, looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper just now about you and Wade. Ellie, I warned Wade before that he must never shoot you. My knowledge of Wade's love story, my mistrust. I should have told you everything sooner."

Raven and Harry also turned to look at me.They were shocked to find that I was crying.

"Oh my god." Raven whispered, and immediately came to hug me, "Okay, okay, I won't say anything, that's okay."

I took the tissue from Peter, and wiped my nose vigorously while weeping. "No, I'm not saying you can't have an opinion, but I really like... really like Wade. I know it's stupid, and I'm crying all the time, it's really annoying..."

"It's fine." Harry spat out a word.He concealed his bewilderment with a face of reluctance.

I continued to wipe my nose, take deep breaths, and cry a little out of breath. "Sorry, I lied," I said, choked up, "I slept with Wade, last night. And I think he probably knows I like him."

"Oh." Raven frowned, rolled her eyes, and sighed, "Why am I not surprised at all?"

"Don't apologize," Peter said, stroking my head. "We made mistakes too. Right, Harry?"

Peter nudged Harry.Harry looked left and right, and managed to get his eyes back on me.

"I think you deserve better," Harry muttered under his breath, looking sideways into the corner, "I'd be pissed if he bullied you."

"I know." I pushed the toilet paper aside and hugged Harry and Peter and Raven tightly.

For a while, we didn't speak again.

I let them go gently, still feeling stuffy.Harry looked at me for a long while and sighed.

"I really don't want to admit it," Harry said, running his fingers through his hair petulantly. "Well, I actually got angry just now because, I found out, Wade might be the one who could break the curse."

I looked at him in surprise.

"Coincidentally, me too." Riven said, expressionless.

"Huh?" This surprised even Peter.

Ruiwen pursed her lips, reached out and pinched my cheek. "That's what it looks like, isn't it? It's hard to come to terms with it. I thought your true love would at least be a nice guy like Superman, or a nice guy like Ellen. I guess God made a big deal out of us." joke."

I couldn't react, and I looked at Peter in blank dismay.

"So... we're not going to keep fighting? The Civil War is over, right?" I asked, a little apprehensive.

All three of them laughed at the same time.

"No," said Harry, looking at me with raised eyebrows, "but don't forget, Hermione doesn't know that yet."

"And you didn't handle Wade either," Raven added, shrugging.

I looked at Peter blankly, conveying my helplessness with my eyes.

"I'll help you. I'm your nice New York neighbor," Peter said right away.A kind of reliability that must reach the mission.

"Peter!" Harry glared, "Don't help her!"

"What? I thought we'd reached an agreement? Just let Ellie fly and love... something?"

Then, we all laughed.

The matter ended with Harry and Raven's confession.Sometimes, friends just need to talk.It's okay to say it.

However, the situation between me and Wade does not seem to be analogous.

Before returning to New York, Wade did not appear again.My mom was so baffled by this that we had to tell her that Wade had things to do, like get plastic surgery or something.

"Why plastic surgery? He's not ugly." My mother couldn't understand.

"Many people who want plastic surgery are not ugly." Rui Wen perfunctory my mother, turned her head, looked at me with an expression of disbelief, and said silently, "Are you serious? What happened to your family's aesthetic genes? I don't understand Jackson's fashion. Not about you, Percy. You're normal."

Percy smiled unkindly beside him.

I could only silently roll my eyes.What I see is the beauty of the soul!

Back in New York it was normal life.I was shocked when I found the Infinity Gauntlet in the room. I really wanted to strangle Wade to death. I wanted to scold him for leaving such an important thing behind.

Hermione kept delivering potions.The curse appears static.

Someone from S.H.I.E.L.D. asked me if I wanted to join the Avengers.I said let me think about it.

Sometimes I still have nightmares.

I think I should go to Wade.I want to go to him.But Deadpool in hiding is almost impossible to find.

The only clue was the Sister Margaret's bar I had been to.

So, the plan is this.

On about the eighth day of the camp, I finally caught Wade.Wearing a plaid shirt and leather jacket, and carrying an oversized tote bag, he walked into the bar with a bloody samurai sword on his back.I reasonably suspect that someone's body is contained in that bag.

Wade didn't notice me the first time.But the weird atmosphere that flashed across the bar in an instant cannot be ignored.He looked at everyone suspiciously, narrowed his eyes, and slowly put his hand on his gun behind his waist.

I was singing IGotYou by BebeRexha at the time.

"Don't worry, no one is stupid enough to bet on your death since a long time ago." The bartender said, "Welcome back. What's the catch?"

Wade went to the bar and ordered a glass of wine that I couldn't tell what it was.He chats with the bartender.I struggled to hear their conversations over the din of voices.

"A few corpses. Seriously, couldn't Thanos send someone with a level? I'm so ashamed of him.

"A few corpses. Seriously, can't Thanos send someone who is capable? I'm so ashamed of him. Anyway, when are we going to have people here?"

"Only during your absence," the bartender replied.

"Really? Then can you persuade her? The golden advice from Deadpool──girl, come and sing here, don't dress like a witch. It'll look a lot like you're hiding from your ex-boyfriend."

The bartender glanced at me quietly.

"I think you can tell her yourself," the bartender said, wisely putting down what she was doing before I stood up, and stepping away without a trace, "And... Wade, who seems to be hiding from his ex, It could be you."

At this time Wade finally belatedly realized what was wrong, but it was too late.

I stood up, took off the black robe that was covering the outside, hung the microphone on the edge of the stage, and stepped off the stage in high heels.

Everyone consciously gave way to me.

Wade stayed where he was, unable to hold his glass steady.He wiped his face and began to look around and plan his escape route.

I glanced sideways at the others.Everyone consciously helped me block every road.

When Wade found out about this, he frowned and stared in disbelief, seeing me approaching step by step.

I stopped in front of Wade, raised my head, grabbed his collar and pulled it down.

Wade held his breath, without resisting, and kissed me passionately and frantically, as good as it sounds.

After a while, we separated. "...how did you do it?" Wade asked.

I am still nostalgic for Wade's temperature, stroking the corner of his mouth with my fingertips. "What?"

"Let me rephrase the question. How do you get a whole bar of thugs to listen to you?"

I smiled and turned my head away.The rhinestone hair ornament on my head swayed with my movements.

"It's nothing special. It just gave them a little bit of a show on the first day."

The bartender chimed in. "She walked in and disarmed everyone as soon as she raised her hand. No one could attack her." After a pause, Wade's bartender friend added, "Wade, your new girlfriend is kind of scary."

Wade and I looked sideways at the bartender.I smiled smugly, put my hands on the back of Wade's neck, and looked up at Wade.Hmm, I like that last sentence from the bartender.

The author has something to say:

Regarding the paragraph at the beginning of this chapter, it is Rui Wen's entire line, and I didn't break it.

These are actually two passages, both from CS Lewis' work. CSLewis has taught at Oxford and Cambridge Universities, and his works have always been quoted by many master authors. The most famous works of CSLewis are The Chronicles of Narnia, the first children's book that I loved and impressed me the most when I read it in elementary school. I kept going to the library until I graduated, and borrowed this book probably more than 10 times.

The works of CSLewis have a profound impact on me on a certain level, inspired my concept of time travel, and made me like science fiction, although it is not a science fiction novel.It made me fall in love with literature.At the same time, it was also the most powerful spiritual pillar in my childhood when my classmates and I were out of tune.

The concept quoted in the text comes from the work of CS Lewis, The Four Loves.in Chapter 2 and Chapter 5 respectively.Those who are interested can find the original book.

Love does make a man need a woman, and a specific one.A man will desire the woman he loves, not the pleasure she can bring, in some mysterious and unspeakable way. , everyone will say that he needs a woman (to solve his desire/desire).But strictly speaking, what this person wants is pleasure, not a woman.It's just that a woman can give him the pleasure/sensation he wants.

So the concept put here is.Wade needs to make it clear that he loves Ellie, not (only) the happiness (whether physical or psychological) that Ellie can bring him.Like we love someone (family, friend) not all because they always make us happy, many times we fight with each other but we still love each other.

As for the three levels of love, the key is gratitude.Putting this word here, you may feel a little abstract.Its explanation is gratitude—even if you lose the other person, you will not take back your love completely, and you would rather endure the pain of losing the other person than never know each other.