[Comprehensive British and American] The predecessors are missing one

"Oh my god..." I held my head and didn't want to say any words.to express how I feel about the whole thing.

if.If I had waited a little longer then, if I hadn't been out of anxiety, fear, and embarrassment at seeing Clark with a new relationship, I would have misunderstood him.

If only Clark had caught up early by then, if I hadn't gone to the balcony, if Barry hadn't gone up to the balcony to escape the party.

If Barry hadn't kissed me, if Clark hadn't seen it.

All things will be different.

At that moment, I regretted it.No, it's not like that, I'm not regretting meeting Barry again.I just thought, if disaster could be avoided...

I don't want to upset Barry.

"Elly?"

Clark's call brought me back to my senses.I looked up and looked at Clark.

"No." I shook my head, looking at him sadly.

I can't promise this.

First, Clark and Barry were teammates.Even if others don't know their identities, everyone in the circle knows that I dated, got engaged, and broke up with Barry. The process was short and quick, and it was just to fit his identity as The Flash. This is falling in love with Clark, and others will What do you think of Barry and Clark?

Barry's face flashed through my mind.There was a little pain in my heart again.

Second, Clark is such a nice guy.I've broken Barry's heart once, and I don't want to do it again.And Clark is horribly depressed.No kidding, I've seen it once and he'll be black.

No matter what reason Clark did this, no matter whether he has a new relationship or not, no matter who that Louise is, if possible, I really don't want another man to break his heart just to save me.

This is so unfair.

"Clark, you just need to give me a kiss." I said, looking serious.Hope he understands.

"Don't push me away, Ellie," Clarke said, looking more upset than I did. "I don't want to...I don't want the world to lose you."

I frowned.Although it is self-deprecating to say so, the fact is, "Clark, calm down, the world will not change without me. The sun will still rise, and the sea will still ebb. It's fine."

"For those who love you, there is a difference." Clark answered me seriously.

I look away, embarrassed.His words seem to be accusing me of being selfish, but I still don't think the world can make much difference without me.Maybe the people around me will be sad, but, with time, they will get better.That's the way the world goes.We cannot stand still.

"If we are in love with the goal of breaking the curse, it is impossible to become true love." I explained to Clark in another way, "No one thinks about this all day long when they are in love."

"I know."

Clark looked at me calmly, his tone affirmative.I honestly think he still doesn't get it.

"Clark, I know you want to save me, but it's not your responsibility, it's not anyone's responsibility." I said, feeling a headache, "It's just that... some accidents in life are inevitable and no one can solve them... …It’s a matter of odds, like one in three people gets cancer, I just happen to be unlucky.”

"No, it's not..." Clark frowned, distressed and at a loss, "I said, I want to be..."

Clark said, hesitating for a moment, then sighed.

"If you're concerned about Barry, well, let me tell you, we talked."

I stared at Clark with wide eyes and held my breath.

"……What's the meaning?"

"We discussed it, Ellie." Clark repeated, looking at me, hesitant, sad and aggrieved.

"Before Barry told me everything, everyone in the league kept it from me. Bruce thought it was necessary and you would come to me naturally. I don't know what happened to you, and suddenly I heard that you were engaged and broke up... To be honest, I originally A little angry at Barry."

Clark said, staring at me revealing apprehension.

I stared blankly at Clark, and almost asked him why he was angry.

"Until he tells me everything," Clark finished, bowing his head.The light bulb hanging in the living room emits a warm yellow light, casting shadows on Clark's almost perfect face.

"...so you know everything?" I asked.The voice is dry.

"Yes," Clark replied, looking up at me. "Let me stay with you, Ellie. I want to do it. I want to do it."

Seeing Clark's expression, I understood that I don't want him to change his mind.That's impossible.

I held my forehead and sighed.

"Clark...do you really understand what happened to me? I'm cursed, Clark. There's a high chance you'll be disappointed with the outcome."

"I know. I really know." Clark said softly, carefully reaching out to touch me, from hair to shoulder, "I just... this time, I want to be with you."

I stared fixedly at Clark's hand.Palms are thick.

At that moment, I remembered our relationship.

The first time I met Clark was at the back door of my second high school.I got lost on the first day of school, and even got lost in the university department next door.Clark was playing on the court and found that I kept going back and forth, obviously not a college student and obviously lost.He came to help me, I thought he was so handsome, he took me back to the classroom, I desperately wanted his phone number.

Later, because our physical education class had to borrow courts from Clark and his university, I had more opportunities to find him.

Of course, my attention-grabbing behavior caused a lot of gossip at first, but I don't care, I'm going to find Clark.In the face of goals, I have always been top-notch.

I made an excuse to ask Clark for a library card and asked him to take me into their university library to read.Their school collection is also really rich.Later, I made excuses to ask him about his homework, and asked him to have dinner together after class.

Then one day he suddenly confessed to me.

I remember the conversation going something like this.

"Eli."

"Um?"

"I want to take my girlfriend to prom."

"...you have a girlfriend?!"

"Well. The answer to this question depends on whether you want to reject me or not."

Then we hooked up.

We dated until a year after he graduated.The main reason for the breakup was that he wanted to work in Metropolis, but I was preparing to take the Imperial University exam.

For long-distance love, I have no confidence. I always think that he is working first, surrounded by a bunch of beautiful female colleagues, and he becomes very stressed and unhappy. The point is that at that time he often started to be late, or disappeared... Now that I think about it [-]% are saving the planet.

But how did I know that Clark was Superman at the time.I thought he was tired of me, and he was obviously hiding something, so I broke up in a fit of anger, and then I went to Imperial University decisively, and moved my family to New York.

It never occurred to me that Clark still had feelings for me.

"Elly?"

Clark he called to bring me back to my senses.I looked up, looked at him, and made a decision in my mind.

"If it fails..."

"We haven't tried it yet."

"But Barry..."

"He wants you to live. Eli, that's his only wish for you."

I stared at Clark in a daze, speechless.

"...I don't want to say it." Clark looked away.

I certainly understand why Clarke is reluctant to say that.He didn't want me to pay too much attention to Barry.So do I.

We were silent for a moment.Clark gently took my hand and stroked the front of my left arm with his fingertips.

"...How much time is left?" Clark murmured, his eyes fixed on the red rose on my left arm.

"I don't know," I replied, and Clark watched the rose drop its first petal.

Clark looked up, staring at me with unbearably complex eyes.

"Just do as you say." I whispered.

Send Clark away, I go back upstairs.Percy hid in the room as soon as he entered the house, he and Wade, the two guys who abandoned me... I wondered what to do next, and wondered if I could find my love for Clark again.

After all, I had only broken up with Barry a month ago.

If I meet Clark first... I really should follow through and go to Clark first according to the plan.

The world has no regret medicine.I feel like I've ruined all my plans, which sucks.

I step up the stairs.

"He didn't give you a true love kiss?"

Wade's voice came from above.I looked up and saw Wade standing on the second floor, leaning against the railing, looking down at me.

"No." I pouted, smiled, and walked up.

I feel that Wade has been staring at me, probably concerned about my progress with Clark, although he doesn't seem to care about my life or death.

"You know... I made a list for you. Just now."

"What watch?"

"It has all the opposite sex you've ever known. It took me a lot of work."

"You don't even include my elementary school principal, do you?"

"I even included Harry Osborn."

I laughed.Turning around after opening the door, he raised his eyebrows at Wade sideways, "You might as well include yourself in the list. Harry will be angry to hear you compare him to an old man."

Wade snapped his fingers and fished out a crumpled roll of paper out of nowhere. "Yeah, let's see...I didn't put my name on it! I mean, girls from all over the country are welcome to this dance, right? I should have a competing interest too. I'm going to put my name on it .”

Wade took the pen, scribbled on the paper, and followed me into the room.I walked to the table and was about to charge my phone when I suddenly thought of it.

Yes.Why didn't I suspect this possibility?

I turned around abruptly, probably staring at Wade with a strange expression, making him take two steps back.

"What? What are you doing?"

"Don't run." I raised my hand and closed the door with magic, staring at Wade, hesitating how to speak.

"I think we should kiss," I said.

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