Humanity + Ode to Joy Special Soldier Qiu Yingying

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When Li Dakang's plane landed at [-]:[-] in the morning, he took a taxi to the Naval General Yard. When he arrived, the sky was slightly bright, and there were people in the inpatient department of the hospital in twos and threes who came out to buy breakfast with lunch boxes.He went to the bathroom to wash his face, straightened his appearance, and took two deep breaths.Qiu Yingying was lying in the intensive care unit, and Li Dakang saw people covered in bandages and tubes through the glass, accompanied by the mechanical beeping sound of the instrument, all of which made him so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe.His hand gently traced the silly girl's face on the glass, without her bright smile, nor her sad tears, she lay motionless and lifeless.

"What are you doing here?" After an angry growl, Papa Qiu rushed over and pushed Li Dakang away. Li Dakang was completely unprepared and was pushed back. Mama Qiu helped him quickly and stopped Papa Qiu from lowering his voice: " What are you doing! This is a hospital! The impact of your yelling is not good." Seeing that Papa Qiu's reaction was not so strong, she turned her head and smiled at Li Dakang unnaturally, "Secretary Li, I... I Can I call you Xiao Li?"

Li Dakang hasn't heard anyone call him that for many years.This is Yingying's parents, he nodded, if it wasn't for Qiu Yingying lying in the place separated by a piece of glass at this moment, he would definitely feel the change of the Qiu family's attitude towards him from the change of address.

Father Qiu was very dissatisfied with his wife's attitude, snorted coldly, and deliberately turned his face away from seeing Li Dakang.Qiu's mother was also very dissatisfied with his attitude, she ignored Qiu's father, and pulled Li Dakang onto the chair in a little embarrassment. "Xiao Li, thank you, auntie, I can still come to see Yingying when I'm so busy with work." She glanced at her daughter whose life and death were uncertain inside, and cried into tears.

That day Qiu's father was repairing a broken car in the workshop, he was lying on the bottom of the car covered in oil, Qiu's mother was picking fresh and cheap vegetables in the vegetable market.A phone call made them drop everything and rush home, followed by the news that their daughter was seriously injured and rescued, as well as her heartfelt words in the letter. All the decisions you make are for your own good" reasons that prevent and destroy all kinds of things.

"Dear father and mother:

When you read this letter, your daughter has already left this world and will never be able to go home to see you.My daughter is not filial. In the past few years, I seldom go home, and when I go back during the holidays, I seldom spend time with you. I have kept that incident in my heart for several years. I know that you are doing it for my own good, but I feel uncomfortable. I hate you, but I still love you guys after all.Please don't be sad, your daughter is a soldier, and being a soldier means fighting and sacrificing for the country, the army, and the people.It's just that in peaceful times, our sacrifices are unknown and unknown.But these are not important, what is important is that our country needs us to fight, and fighting is the mission of soldiers.I can't tell you more about my mission, but please believe in one thing, your daughter is a good person. I sacrificed myself to complete the mission assigned by the party and the army. Although my life is short, it is a wonderful life , Compared with those people who do nothing, my life is not in vain.

I know how hard it has been for you to raise me up in the past 20 years, and I also know that you oppose my staying in the army because you are afraid that your daughter will put yourself in danger.But since I was young, my parents have always taught me to be a useful person to the society. I have come to this day with the dream of being a soldier. I am glad that I can live up to the teachings of my parents.I am a soldier. When I see my motherland being bullied, I am inspired by this cruel reality, driven by the duty of a soldier, blood for blood, tooth for tooth!Use the blood of the soldiers to exchange for the complete territory of the motherland, and use our youth to entrust the safety of the people.

Parents, how much I want to tell you personally, I have forgiven you, I love you!It's just that if there is an afterlife, I hope that he and I can still meet each other. I have not been born when you were born, and you are old when I was born. I hope that there will be no such hardships between us in the next life.I have asked the instructor to entrust all my meritorious service awards over the years to that person for safekeeping. My daughter respects him and loves him.It's just that the saddest thing in the world is that the king was born and I was not born, and the king is old when I was born.After I go, please don’t leave me in the Martyrs’ Cemetery, and beg my parents to bury me in Lincheng Rose Garden. I have saved a little money over the years, and I have bought a cemetery for myself there, to forgive my daughter’s last responsibility. .

In addition to the cemetery, my daughter has some investments and savings in Shanghai, plus her daughter's pension, enough for the two elders to enjoy their old age comfortably.In this life, I can't bear Huan's knees to repay the kindness of nurturing. I hope that the parents will not be too sad, and don't be reluctant to spend money. Only when you live well can your daughter go away with peace of mind.

From then on, every Qingming Festival, my parents don't have to travel far and wide to pay homage to me, just a glass of dirty wine at home to pay their respects.

Unfilial daughter Qiu Yingying's last pen "

"Mom and Dad, you always want your daughter to find a talented young man of the same age to marry and live a stable life. I'm sorry, I can't do both. The nature of my job is destined to be with these four Words are missing, I can't do the previous one, I fell in love with someone, he is very good, but we are not the same age, and our identities are not suitable, I know you will definitely object strongly, I think I am enough Insisting that you will eventually compromise for my happiness, but I was so wrong, and almost lost my lover and my beloved army one after another overnight. I once hated your stubbornness and his cowardice, You all love me self-righteously, but never face up to what the love I need. But now, those are not important anymore!"

"Mom and Dad, you will chatter in my ears about which relative's daughter got married, which neighbor's son married a wife, have you ever thought about what my wedding will look like? I know you have thought about it, let me lead Holding father's hand and walking towards the man you are all satisfied with, shed tears of happiness under the envious eyes of relatives and friends...

You guys know what my imagined wedding looks like?

I hope I can have a beautiful wedding dress, not too revealing, and not those fancy gems, but the kind that is very slim and shows long legs, and must have a long tail, just like Princess Kate when she got married , several people pulled behind.It would be best to hold it by the sea, where there are beaches, coconut trees, blue sea and blue sky, and I will fill it with balloons so that I can play with balloons after the event is over.Most importantly, I hope that the person standing by my side and walking with me will be Li Dakang!He was wearing a suit and tie that day. He was not going to a meeting or a news broadcast but to get married.I took Dad's arm and walked towards him, and Dad put my hand in his, and we can get people's blessings.Apart from him, I can't imagine what kind of man I could fall in love with!He is the only person I want to marry.Since we can't be together, let me keep this feeling in my heart forever. "

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The daughter was badly injured, and they were overwhelmed with pain after reading her suicide note.Qiu's mother was crying heartbroken. After crying for a long time, she suddenly went crazy and punched Qiu's father with her fist: "It's all your fault! If it wasn't for your face, why would my daughter blame us! If my daughter Married and have children, how could you still do such a dangerous job! It's all your fault! Li Dakang is such a big leader, he doesn't take corruption, and he doesn't bother to keep mistresses. He is infatuated with us Yingying. You look quite energetic, it’s not that you are older, you are older, you are so desperate to live!!! It’s all your fault! Your face is the most important! You and your face can get over it!"

Qiu's father felt sad, he didn't resist, his wife's fist was hitting him, but it was actually hitting his heart.If the daughter is gone, what's the use of those who don't have face!For the first time, he wondered if he really did something wrong.

"I know she has resentment in her heart, and I also know that she has always been unable to let you go. If she can't make it through this time, she will have regrets in her heart, and it will not be safe to go. Xiao Li, Auntie knows I'm sorry for you, but..." Qiu's mother was a little embarrassed and hesitated for a while, "You are the only thing Yingying cares about the most, can you talk to her more, the doctor said that this can awaken her will to survive. I know you are very busy at work, so I will be an aunt I beg you……"

Li Dakang helped her up, and he was willing to take care of Yingying. How could he need others' pleas.

"Little Li...Auntie has one more thing, I'm too embarrassed to say it....You see, you and Yingying were planning to get married back then, right? Lao Qiu and I did go too far and almost ruined you. You don't know how much Yingying's suicide notes have written... how distressing, if we had known this, we would have followed her in everything. This is what I think, since you can come, then You must still like us Yingying, how about this? We agree with you, see if you can marry Yingying first, get the certificate, and maybe she will wake up after Chong Chongxi.... I know now This is not the right time, but you see Yingying is a big girl, you know if she is really gone, according to the rules of our hometown...Anyway, it is not good for an unmarried girl to disappear..."

After hesitating, Li Dakang understood.He never imagined that Yingying's parents could agree to their matter under such circumstances or because of such a ridiculous reason.But he couldn't refuse, and he didn't want to refuse.

"Yingying, do you know, your parents agreed, you wake up quickly." He was wearing a sterile suit, sitting in front of her hospital bed, holding Qiu Yingying's hand affectionately.

The author has something to say:

My four thousand can't be written!Ahhhhh!I don't know what's wrong these two days, I feel like my head is full of paste, and I can't turn around at all.I'm sorry for you~~~ cry

Before, some readers commented that Yingying's military rank is too low for so many contributions, so let me change it for Yingying. How about changing it to lieutenant colonel?I want to change the previous article, but I can't find when I mentioned the issue of military rank, please help me find it.I am completely military blind myself, but I just love watching military dramas. All my knowledge comes from TV dramas, so sometimes it is very nonsense and I hope you don’t take it too seriously. Please help me rationalize it automatically.