My heart is still

Walking through the corridor and the courtyard, Chang Ru walked lightly into the second lady's room, and saw her mother leaning on the table with her eyes closed and frowning, and the maid Suoyu behind her gently pressing her acupoint, feeling uncomfortable Really, it's guilt and heartache, but I am the elder sister but fell into self-pity and self-pity. As if very skilled.

Such skillful techniques made Chang Ru stagnate, as if she remembered something, she seemed to have massaged Xiao Nai like this before, every time Xiao Nai faced the computer for too long, he would get a headache, Yi Ran was also worried, so she went to learn it secretly Since then, every time Xiao Nai has a headache, Yiran will stand behind him and give him a massage, silently giving the feeling of always standing behind him, but now she doesn't understand, she just looks like Just a nice painting.

"Chang Ru? Why are you here, and you don't rest in the room? Didn't the doctor just say that you are too weak to have a wind?" After a long time, the second lady felt that this feeling was very comfortable but she insisted on going to see it Her eldest daughter, she worries about her daughter the most.

Seeing that her mother was in a hurry, Chang Ru smiled helplessly, sat down and stretched out her hand to hold her mother's hand, and said with a smile, "Mom, don't worry, I feel much better when I wake up today." His complexion has indeed improved a lot, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.Chang Ru looked at her expression as if she was relieved and spoke in a relaxed manner.

After talking for a long time, the appearance of the second wife seems to be very happy today, and Chang Ru's appearance seems to be getting better. She has always felt sorry for Chang Ru. At that time, an accident made Chang Ru a premature baby. She was born in seven months, and living in July is just a comfort. Chang Ru is as fragile as all premature babies, and has been suffering from various diseases since birth. This kind of Chang Ru also made the second wife hate Chi Yunrou to the extreme.

Chang Ru looked around, and said to the second wife, "Where did Chang Xi go to play again, and I don't see her coming to pay her respects at this time?"

Such a casual mention made the second lady's eyes darken, a little resentful, a little helpless, a little worried, just said, "I'm afraid I'm going to find her eldest sister again."

Such a tone, such a sentence, made Chang Ru helpless as well, not knowing what to say.

When Chang Ru returned to her yard, she sat down on the bed, lying on a reclining side, fiddling with the embroidery pattern beside her hand, her breath unconsciously felt a little depressed, before Li Shu and Ying Qi were surprised that the coercion of their young lady was just I was so nervous that I couldn't speak.

I don't know how long it took, "I was wrong, don't miss the news from the second lady from tomorrow on." Chang Ru let go and eased her expression.

Li Shu also knows that this matter is also due to the fault of their subordinates. Their courtyard looks like a bully, but it looks like an iron bucket. of.

But I don't think that the people below usually don't like to see Chang Xi. They think she is stupid, but they don't know who treats her sincerely and who she should be close to, so Li Shu and the others act as if they can't see them. They are also siblings.

Chang Ru was also annoyed, but she couldn't help it. She raised her body quietly in the yard these few days. Although her heart relaxed, her body was still weak.

On this day, Chang Ru was about to turn off the lights and lie down, but she felt that the atmosphere in the room was not right. Although she is not a divine body now, her five senses are still as sensitive, and she said calmly, "Okay, you go down." The two of them After bowing and retreating, Chang Ru smiled brightly, "Why don't you come out?"

Chi Yunan rubbed his nose and didn't know why he was discovered again, so he had to come out from behind the screen and looked at Chang Ru with a smile, only to find that his girl's health seemed to be much better, and he was happy, but he didn't know what to say.

Seeing him like this was also funny, Chang Ru let out a chuckle, "Are you an idiot?"

"I'm only like an idiot to you." The truth that Chi Yunyun blurted out made Chang Ru slightly stunned. Could it be that low EQ is sometimes a stunt for flirting with girls? The city knows how to play

"Oh? Really?" Chang Ru teased him pretending not to know, Chi Yunan stretched out his hand and pulled her into a hug, bowed his head and whispered in her ear, "Chang Ru, I miss you so much, I've earned a lot of military service and came back."

Hearing what he said, Chang Ru smiled inexplicably, and asked him softly, "Great military achievement?" Chi Yunan couldn't see Chang Ru's expression, and said with a bit of joy, "I think I can ask you to marry me if I put down the Beiliang rebellion."

Chang Ru was silent for a while in Chi Yunan's arms, and asked Chi Yunan, "Chi Yunan, tell me, what's your last name?"

Chi Yunan felt the oppressive atmosphere, as if there was something in his throat, he said hoarsely, "Chi Yun."

"Yeah, did you know your surname is Chiyun?" Chang Ru withdrew from Chi Yun's embrace with a chuckle, then raised her head and said, "Actually, I, Li Changru, don't care about that."

Chi Yunan evaded in his heart and asked, "Why? Tell me"

Chang Ru lowered her head and chuckled again, then raised her head and looked into Chi Yun'an's eyes without hesitation, "I don't like you." Such innocent and innocent eyes are so malicious in Chi Yun's eyes at this moment, because she Said the most vicious words in the world to him.

"Are you joking right?" Chi Yunan tried to smile, but squeezed Chang Ru's wrist tightly in his hands. He didn't believe it. After all these years, did he not give him such a little bit of affection? Seeing that Chang Ru didn't speak, his heart ached Unable to speak, he exhaled vigorously, and asked "Why, why why?" His tone was fragile, and his voice gradually became lower.

"You're asking me why, right? Don't you know? Why am I born deficient? Isn't your aunt Chi Yunrou a great hero? Besides, why do I have to like you? Is it because your name is Chi Yunan? General"

Chang Ru's words were like a knife, sharpening Chi Yunan's heart one by one, Chi Yunan turned around, his face paled instantly, and he clutched his chest, "If that's the case, you don't need to agree, you can get married, Hehe, as you said, I am the general, and you are the second lady of the Shangshu Mansion, I will marry you if I want to."

After finishing speaking, he left without waiting for Chang Ru's answer.

After Chi Yunan left, Chang Ru lay on the bed and stared at the bed curtain above her head obsessively. She also wanted to ask herself, why?Why don't you love him, or why don't you know whether you love him or not? What's wrong with her? Wouldn't it be great to marry Chi Yun? Is it a good choice?

But why does my heart hurt so much, Li Changru, are you being hypocritical?

Chang Ru covered her face and smiled, why wouldn't she admit it?

The author has something to say:

Wow, I'm watching TV today so it's a bit late haha

Tomorrow will tell more about how Yunnan fell in love with Changru.

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