sky is empty

After finishing the diary, I closed the notebook and looked at the black lacquered cover of the notebook. I seemed to have anticipated the life I would live in the future.

I want to watch Liu Ge and Ye Chenglong's love, and see their harmony and beauty; and I want to live in the huge and lonely prime minister's mansion forever, or die alone, or marry a woman I don't love at all... …

Why am I going through all this?Why must it be me who bears all this?

Can anyone tell me why?I need an answer, even if the answer is half-hearted!

He jumped out of the window like crazy, and just jumped into the rose bushes.

The thorns of those roses prick me.I don't know if it was because I was stung, or because my heart was already in pain, but my tears flowed wantonly.

I can assure you that it was at that moment that my normally functioning mental track began to irrevocably derail.

After a few days of painful depression, I finally returned to normal and summoned up the courage to go to the imperial city to find Liuge.

After inquiring, I walked through one palace road after another to the palace where Liu Ge lived.

These palaces are as complex and layered as the human mind, and also like the disordered melancholy in my heart.

After Liu Ge found out that it was me, he didn't say a word, his eyes were full of complexities.

I also looked at her with complicated eyes, without words.

After a while, Liuge said to me, "Jianren, you have changed."

"Yeah, because of you, I have changed." A wry smile appeared on my face again, "Since you came here."

"Don't be like this, Kento. I will always be your older sister Liuge." She began to comfort me.

Such comfort was not only useless, but hurt me even more.Just like the rosebush in the prime minister's mansion, it looks beautiful and soothing, but it is covered with more hurtful thorns.

"I don't want you to be my sister, because I love you!" Finally, I couldn't control what was in my heart.

Then I sat down on the ground weakly and dejectedly.Every palace in the imperial city will use exquisite and gorgeous carpets to lay the ground, which relieved the pain of my falling to the ground.

"Jianren..." Liu Ge knelt down gently, and then hugged me gently, "I know you love me, but I have already made a marriage contract with Ye Chenglong."

"We can elope! I can abandon everything now and take you to elope to any corner of the world, as long as you tell me you are willing!" I showed excitement again.

But she replied like this: "Fate is already like this, let's admit it. We can't resist fate. You must know that the great god of the sky has to succumb to the mercy of fate in the end."

The fate of the sky god, I know.She abandoned the joys and prosperity of the earth, and the people she loved, just to create something more important-the sky, the sky above our heads.

So, having said all that, I wonder, what exactly is fate?

Why does everyone in this world have nothing to do with fate?

The imperial city is not the prime minister's mansion, there are many people and miscellaneous eyes and mouths, so I can't stay long, I have to leave.

When I returned to the prime minister's mansion with heavy steps, I found that most of the roses in the yard had withered.

From blooming to withering is the fate of roses.They do this every year and never change.

Have they never contemplated their fate?Are they willing to let themselves exist for a short time, and use all their vitality to open up, creating illusory beauty?

The roses didn't answer, they were still withering - as long as there was a wind blowing, they would fall to the ground powerlessly.

Kikuchi Yuna sent me another letter. She doesn't care about other people's eyes at all, in my opinion.I cannot live up to the kindness of the daughter of the Grand Marshal of the Empire, so I accept the letter.