[Comprehensive] Paranoid Embrace
Chapter 7
Hugs have a special subtlety, unlike kisses and deeper touches, only superficial contact can cause trembling in the bottom of the heart.
For example, when I was young, I liked my mother's arms the most, and even cried when I left her arms. I was anxious about losing my sense of security, and I felt at ease only when I was hugged.
—that is a dependency that exists from birth.
Another example is when you touch someone you like with your fingertips, the joy that rises from the bottom of your heart, and then extends to the excitement, the heart almost jumps out of the chest.
——The only shortcoming is probably not being able to share the same joy with the other party, right?
For Xiao Xiao, this feeling is probably what she enjoys the most.
She wasn't meant to be loved, never even thought about it.She just wanted to enjoy this subtle feeling rising from the bottom of her heart, so she didn't know when she started to enjoy hugs.
There are never many people who confess, but she can clearly see the true feelings and hypocrisy of those people. True love is pure but not many, or the idea of "I have to find someone to get along with" is the most common, because this People who are together are the most.
Perhaps it is because of this that people start to fantasize about wanting true love, isn't it?
Xiao Xiao saw too many lustful eyes, that naked|naked|naked eyes without any concealment, but she spoke sincere words.
you like me?
--I do not believe.
In fact, the host she chose was just less desire and more obedient to her.
So I also respect your opinion, and I was ready to be abandoned from the beginning, or I was also ready to abandon you.
As long as it is in between, she can accept it.
However, this time the situation is slightly different.
It is precisely because no one understands himself that he can pretend to be flawless without making people suspicious.
In this regard, she is similar to Aizen.
It was because of the similarity that she could be sure that he did it.
——Aizen took away her host.
That's why she was angry, showing a little expression that she wouldn't normally show.
It's just that Lan Ran's actions surprised her a little. That embrace has the purity she likes, and doesn't even touch any desire. It doesn't matter if Ran wants to kill her or use her as a virtual experiment.
It's just a death.
She closed her eyes to enjoy, and then Aizen put her arms around her waist and hugged her, and she fell asleep before she knew it.
There is no trace of guard at all.
When Xiao Xiao woke up, she was stunned for two seconds by the unfamiliar ceiling, and she was already familiar with the touch of the tatami mat under her body. Because it was morning, the sunlight brightened the room, and then she heard the subtle voice coming from beside her. the sound of.
She slowly sat up, and she could see the person sitting next to the desk.
Still with that gentle look, Aizen was writing something on the desk, and when she saw her sitting up, she looked to this side and showed a gentle smile.
"Good morning, Yuejian-san." He paused for a while before continuing.
"Calm down a little?"
Xiao Xiao quietly looked at the man in front of him who was still wearing glasses, and the other man looked at her, without any intention of dodging, even the worry on his face seemed a little real.
- so seamless.
She understood the meaning of the other party in an instant.
——Aizen asked her to pretend she didn't know anything.
Either way.
Since you don't want me to know anything, I'll pretend I don't know anything.
Xiao Xiao knocked her eyes slightly, and bowed slightly to the other party, "I feel much better now, I'm really sorry for yelling at Vice Captain Lan Ran yesterday."
"That's good." Lan Ran put down the pen in her hand and stood up, walked to her side and sat down.
"You don't need to apologize. This matter is originally my responsibility. If venting can make you feel better, I'm willing to accept it." He looked at her softly, and handed a glass of warm water to her hand.
"I brought you here on my own, I hope you don't suggest it."
"No, how could it be." Xiao Xiao didn't refuse the water that Lanran handed over, and after putting down the teacup, the other party handed over the food.
"Thank you"
After letting the hunger completely dissipate, Xiao Xiao checked the clothes she was wearing. Her Soul Zanju Dao was quietly placed by her side, just like her own body without the slightest fluctuation. It was cold, she just paused, pinned it around her waist, stood up from the tatami and wanted to leave.
"Wait, Yuejian-san, if you go out like this, I'm afraid it will cause misunderstanding, come with me." Lan Ran, who saw through her intention, stretched out her hand and said to her, Xiao Xiao looked at his palm for a while, Then he handed over his palm to the other party.
Aizen's hand is actually very big, just enough to wrap her entire palm, with a warm feeling.
He took her to leave through the small door at the back, bypassing the god of death guarding the door, to the path where he left outside his house.
"Although it's rude to say that, if Yuejian-san has any difficulties, you can come to me at any time. This can be regarded as my personal request." Aizen never let go of her hand, even if they were standing face to face .
Just when she was about to reply, she was keenly aware of the movement coming from the grass not far away, but Aizen didn't have the slightest intention of retreating, and still looked at her so softly.
"I will ask for leave for you these few days. Don't worry about things in the team. You can take a good rest for a while."
Xiao Xiao nodded, what she didn't refuse was Lan Ran asking for leave for her.Then she withdrew her hand from the opponent's palm and followed the path back to her own team building.
Even though she tried her best to avoid places with people, she still couldn't avoid bumping into people.
Everyone in the Fifth Division knew that she was Susumu Sato's girlfriend, so they looked at her with sympathy, and gave way to her along the way.
When Xiao Xiao returned to the team building, Sanae Aoba was not there. After she changed her clothes, she went back to the tatami. The moment she closed her eyes, she met a pair of blue transparent eyes.
The girl in front of her had long curly hair from blue to transparent, and fair skin. She was only wearing a long white dress, wrapping her petite body.
"Do you want to die that much?" She said, her voice was a little cold.
Xiao Xiao also looked into each other's eyes without avoiding the slightest bit, "You should have known that I am such a person, do you regret it? Ripple."
Xiao Xiao is a person who doesn't care much about the other party's mood. If you feel too outside, you don't have a sense of belonging, so it's best to let yourself enjoy, isn't it?
Hearing her words, the girl turned around and zoomed in on the world belonging to this Zanhundao.In front of him was an extremely beautiful landscape, with green grass and bright red flowers, and the clear lake occupied the largest area.
"I don't regret it, but as my master, I won't let you die easily."
"Next time, I'll do it myself."
Xiao Xiao sat down on the grass, and the soft touch was extremely comfortable. In the end, she lay down completely, and looked up at the girl—her soul-killing knife.
"Do it directly with Aizen?"
Indeed, the ability of Jinghua Shuiyue can't do anything to her, because Lianyi is also a ghost-type Soul Slayer, and its ability is Dreamland.
Hearing Xiao Xiao's question, Lianyi turned around and knelt down beside her. In fact, she knew very well that what she could restrain was only the ability of the mirror, but Lan Ran's own strength was not something she could resist.
"I hope you can cherish yourself, master." Ripple's eyes looked at her and said seriously.
"I have always cherished myself, Lianyi." Xiao Xiao also looked at the other party and responded.
It's not that she doesn't cherish herself, it's just that she thinks this world is too boring, and what she really cares about is - if she dies in this world, will she go to the next world?
It's just that she can't do suicide or anything, and she doesn't have such an interest. For her, a painless death is probably the best.
"So you..." Lianyi suddenly stopped speaking in the middle of her words, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she looked aside.
"There are guests here."
After she finished speaking, the surrounding scenery quickly faded away.
Ripple refers to the outside world, so when the scenery faded, Xiao Xiao opened her eyes, and what she saw was Sanae Aoba who opened the door and walked in.
She lowered her head so that Xiao Xiao could not see her expression, and then Xiao Xiao heard her voice.
"You're not sad at all, are you? You're not crying at all." The other party's voice was different from usual, and then slowly closed the door behind him.
"Have you found a new target at such a fast speed?"
Xiao Xiao sat up, she probably knew why the other party came, so she also waited for her to continue talking.
"Yuejian-san knows that I like Vice Captain Aizen, right?" The other party looked at her, his usual lively face was no longer there, and even the address became the unfamiliar 'Yuejian-san'.
"You obviously said that you're not interested in Captain Aizen, right?" She asked, her eyes seemed to turn red.
"fraud!"
Xiao Xiao's expression was indifferent, she guessed that she was probably the one hiding in the grass, that is to say, she saw her and Lan Ran together, or in other words, Lan Ran let her see this scene.
Xiao Xiao stood up and took a step towards Sanae Aoba.
"Then Sanae, what are you using to question me like this?"
"What?" Hearing her voice, the other party seemed to raise his head in disbelief, his eyes widened.
"Is it my fault that I attracted the attention of the vice-captain Aizen, or did the vice-captain Aizen betray you?"
She was always puzzled about how she attracted Aizen's attention, and she knew Aizen's attitude towards Sanae Aoba very well.
——Never liked, why betrayal.
Sure enough, human beings are all selfish existences.
The feelings I embrace can actually change me so much.
Should it be Sanae's own infirmity, or Aizen's good intentions?
Even a cheerful and pure person can still be full of darkness in his heart. Isn't it easy to do such a thing?
"I..." Sanae Aoba opened her mouth, wanting to refute something, but found that she couldn't say anything at all.
"A person like you... a person like you is not worthy of being close to Vice Captain Aizan!"
"Then who can? Sanae you?" Xiao Xiao continued to take a step forward.
"Instead of standing here and yelling at me, why not go to Aizen and tell him how much you like him, and then see how he will respond to you?"
As she approached, Sanae Aoba subconsciously took a step back, only to find that she was already leaning against the door.
"Or tell him how scheming I am and how unqualified it is to make him hate me."
She paused for a while, showing a mocking smile.
"Speaking of which, do you really understand what kind of person he is?"
"I see!"
Sanae Aoba's voice suddenly became firm, and even his eyes became serious, "Vice Captain Aizen is a very gentle person to everyone, that's why he was deceived! I'll go and tell him what kind of person you are. Such a person!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around, opened the door and ran out.
It's really... a persistent and firm gaze...
Xiao Xiao raised her hand, bit her index finger, and thought for a while.
"What kind of person am I?"
She found herself unable to answer this answer.
The author has something to say: Thick - long -
If I can reach [-] words this week, I will apply for the list.
For example, when I was young, I liked my mother's arms the most, and even cried when I left her arms. I was anxious about losing my sense of security, and I felt at ease only when I was hugged.
—that is a dependency that exists from birth.
Another example is when you touch someone you like with your fingertips, the joy that rises from the bottom of your heart, and then extends to the excitement, the heart almost jumps out of the chest.
——The only shortcoming is probably not being able to share the same joy with the other party, right?
For Xiao Xiao, this feeling is probably what she enjoys the most.
She wasn't meant to be loved, never even thought about it.She just wanted to enjoy this subtle feeling rising from the bottom of her heart, so she didn't know when she started to enjoy hugs.
There are never many people who confess, but she can clearly see the true feelings and hypocrisy of those people. True love is pure but not many, or the idea of "I have to find someone to get along with" is the most common, because this People who are together are the most.
Perhaps it is because of this that people start to fantasize about wanting true love, isn't it?
Xiao Xiao saw too many lustful eyes, that naked|naked|naked eyes without any concealment, but she spoke sincere words.
you like me?
--I do not believe.
In fact, the host she chose was just less desire and more obedient to her.
So I also respect your opinion, and I was ready to be abandoned from the beginning, or I was also ready to abandon you.
As long as it is in between, she can accept it.
However, this time the situation is slightly different.
It is precisely because no one understands himself that he can pretend to be flawless without making people suspicious.
In this regard, she is similar to Aizen.
It was because of the similarity that she could be sure that he did it.
——Aizen took away her host.
That's why she was angry, showing a little expression that she wouldn't normally show.
It's just that Lan Ran's actions surprised her a little. That embrace has the purity she likes, and doesn't even touch any desire. It doesn't matter if Ran wants to kill her or use her as a virtual experiment.
It's just a death.
She closed her eyes to enjoy, and then Aizen put her arms around her waist and hugged her, and she fell asleep before she knew it.
There is no trace of guard at all.
When Xiao Xiao woke up, she was stunned for two seconds by the unfamiliar ceiling, and she was already familiar with the touch of the tatami mat under her body. Because it was morning, the sunlight brightened the room, and then she heard the subtle voice coming from beside her. the sound of.
She slowly sat up, and she could see the person sitting next to the desk.
Still with that gentle look, Aizen was writing something on the desk, and when she saw her sitting up, she looked to this side and showed a gentle smile.
"Good morning, Yuejian-san." He paused for a while before continuing.
"Calm down a little?"
Xiao Xiao quietly looked at the man in front of him who was still wearing glasses, and the other man looked at her, without any intention of dodging, even the worry on his face seemed a little real.
- so seamless.
She understood the meaning of the other party in an instant.
——Aizen asked her to pretend she didn't know anything.
Either way.
Since you don't want me to know anything, I'll pretend I don't know anything.
Xiao Xiao knocked her eyes slightly, and bowed slightly to the other party, "I feel much better now, I'm really sorry for yelling at Vice Captain Lan Ran yesterday."
"That's good." Lan Ran put down the pen in her hand and stood up, walked to her side and sat down.
"You don't need to apologize. This matter is originally my responsibility. If venting can make you feel better, I'm willing to accept it." He looked at her softly, and handed a glass of warm water to her hand.
"I brought you here on my own, I hope you don't suggest it."
"No, how could it be." Xiao Xiao didn't refuse the water that Lanran handed over, and after putting down the teacup, the other party handed over the food.
"Thank you"
After letting the hunger completely dissipate, Xiao Xiao checked the clothes she was wearing. Her Soul Zanju Dao was quietly placed by her side, just like her own body without the slightest fluctuation. It was cold, she just paused, pinned it around her waist, stood up from the tatami and wanted to leave.
"Wait, Yuejian-san, if you go out like this, I'm afraid it will cause misunderstanding, come with me." Lan Ran, who saw through her intention, stretched out her hand and said to her, Xiao Xiao looked at his palm for a while, Then he handed over his palm to the other party.
Aizen's hand is actually very big, just enough to wrap her entire palm, with a warm feeling.
He took her to leave through the small door at the back, bypassing the god of death guarding the door, to the path where he left outside his house.
"Although it's rude to say that, if Yuejian-san has any difficulties, you can come to me at any time. This can be regarded as my personal request." Aizen never let go of her hand, even if they were standing face to face .
Just when she was about to reply, she was keenly aware of the movement coming from the grass not far away, but Aizen didn't have the slightest intention of retreating, and still looked at her so softly.
"I will ask for leave for you these few days. Don't worry about things in the team. You can take a good rest for a while."
Xiao Xiao nodded, what she didn't refuse was Lan Ran asking for leave for her.Then she withdrew her hand from the opponent's palm and followed the path back to her own team building.
Even though she tried her best to avoid places with people, she still couldn't avoid bumping into people.
Everyone in the Fifth Division knew that she was Susumu Sato's girlfriend, so they looked at her with sympathy, and gave way to her along the way.
When Xiao Xiao returned to the team building, Sanae Aoba was not there. After she changed her clothes, she went back to the tatami. The moment she closed her eyes, she met a pair of blue transparent eyes.
The girl in front of her had long curly hair from blue to transparent, and fair skin. She was only wearing a long white dress, wrapping her petite body.
"Do you want to die that much?" She said, her voice was a little cold.
Xiao Xiao also looked into each other's eyes without avoiding the slightest bit, "You should have known that I am such a person, do you regret it? Ripple."
Xiao Xiao is a person who doesn't care much about the other party's mood. If you feel too outside, you don't have a sense of belonging, so it's best to let yourself enjoy, isn't it?
Hearing her words, the girl turned around and zoomed in on the world belonging to this Zanhundao.In front of him was an extremely beautiful landscape, with green grass and bright red flowers, and the clear lake occupied the largest area.
"I don't regret it, but as my master, I won't let you die easily."
"Next time, I'll do it myself."
Xiao Xiao sat down on the grass, and the soft touch was extremely comfortable. In the end, she lay down completely, and looked up at the girl—her soul-killing knife.
"Do it directly with Aizen?"
Indeed, the ability of Jinghua Shuiyue can't do anything to her, because Lianyi is also a ghost-type Soul Slayer, and its ability is Dreamland.
Hearing Xiao Xiao's question, Lianyi turned around and knelt down beside her. In fact, she knew very well that what she could restrain was only the ability of the mirror, but Lan Ran's own strength was not something she could resist.
"I hope you can cherish yourself, master." Ripple's eyes looked at her and said seriously.
"I have always cherished myself, Lianyi." Xiao Xiao also looked at the other party and responded.
It's not that she doesn't cherish herself, it's just that she thinks this world is too boring, and what she really cares about is - if she dies in this world, will she go to the next world?
It's just that she can't do suicide or anything, and she doesn't have such an interest. For her, a painless death is probably the best.
"So you..." Lianyi suddenly stopped speaking in the middle of her words, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she looked aside.
"There are guests here."
After she finished speaking, the surrounding scenery quickly faded away.
Ripple refers to the outside world, so when the scenery faded, Xiao Xiao opened her eyes, and what she saw was Sanae Aoba who opened the door and walked in.
She lowered her head so that Xiao Xiao could not see her expression, and then Xiao Xiao heard her voice.
"You're not sad at all, are you? You're not crying at all." The other party's voice was different from usual, and then slowly closed the door behind him.
"Have you found a new target at such a fast speed?"
Xiao Xiao sat up, she probably knew why the other party came, so she also waited for her to continue talking.
"Yuejian-san knows that I like Vice Captain Aizen, right?" The other party looked at her, his usual lively face was no longer there, and even the address became the unfamiliar 'Yuejian-san'.
"You obviously said that you're not interested in Captain Aizen, right?" She asked, her eyes seemed to turn red.
"fraud!"
Xiao Xiao's expression was indifferent, she guessed that she was probably the one hiding in the grass, that is to say, she saw her and Lan Ran together, or in other words, Lan Ran let her see this scene.
Xiao Xiao stood up and took a step towards Sanae Aoba.
"Then Sanae, what are you using to question me like this?"
"What?" Hearing her voice, the other party seemed to raise his head in disbelief, his eyes widened.
"Is it my fault that I attracted the attention of the vice-captain Aizen, or did the vice-captain Aizen betray you?"
She was always puzzled about how she attracted Aizen's attention, and she knew Aizen's attitude towards Sanae Aoba very well.
——Never liked, why betrayal.
Sure enough, human beings are all selfish existences.
The feelings I embrace can actually change me so much.
Should it be Sanae's own infirmity, or Aizen's good intentions?
Even a cheerful and pure person can still be full of darkness in his heart. Isn't it easy to do such a thing?
"I..." Sanae Aoba opened her mouth, wanting to refute something, but found that she couldn't say anything at all.
"A person like you... a person like you is not worthy of being close to Vice Captain Aizan!"
"Then who can? Sanae you?" Xiao Xiao continued to take a step forward.
"Instead of standing here and yelling at me, why not go to Aizen and tell him how much you like him, and then see how he will respond to you?"
As she approached, Sanae Aoba subconsciously took a step back, only to find that she was already leaning against the door.
"Or tell him how scheming I am and how unqualified it is to make him hate me."
She paused for a while, showing a mocking smile.
"Speaking of which, do you really understand what kind of person he is?"
"I see!"
Sanae Aoba's voice suddenly became firm, and even his eyes became serious, "Vice Captain Aizen is a very gentle person to everyone, that's why he was deceived! I'll go and tell him what kind of person you are. Such a person!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around, opened the door and ran out.
It's really... a persistent and firm gaze...
Xiao Xiao raised her hand, bit her index finger, and thought for a while.
"What kind of person am I?"
She found herself unable to answer this answer.
The author has something to say: Thick - long -
If I can reach [-] words this week, I will apply for the list.
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