[Comprehensive] Paranoid Embrace

Xiao Xiao likes Sephiroth.

In other words, Xiao Xiao likes every one of her hosts.

Since the other party can become her host, the premise is that she does not reject the other party and likes the other party.If even touching is repelled, how can one be attached to the other's embrace.

But when Sephiroth whispered "I only like you" to her, she doubted her liking for the first time.

【What you like is not me, but my arms】

I don't know why she can remember this sentence that completely revealed her truth until now.

but--

Since you can acquiesce in liking me like this, and then let me stay by your side like this, isn't that just acquiescence?

What's wrong with that?

If you don't accept this anymore, why don't you abandon me?

Xiao Xiao has always thought this way, because she can be loyal to her host, so the other party doesn't have to worry about her betrayal.

But the feeling is different now, she feels that Sephiroth doesn't really like her either.His current state means that he already knows what kind of existence he is.

Xiao Xiao confirmed this point almost instantly.So he probably felt that the world had abandoned him, and Xiao Xiao had told him that he didn't like the world, so he would feel that they were the same kind of people, and that's why he was able to be so gentle to her like now.

She felt that the other party took her into his arms, which was as warm as before.

In addition, she also found a discordant place, that is——

...time seems to be moving ahead.

At least it shouldn't be in the present, the place where he knows the truth is not here, and if he knows the truth, he won't do nothing.

"What's wrong? Sephiroth is a little strange." She asked, trying to make sure of her thoughts.

Sephiroth buried his head in her hair, and seemed to calm down before speaking.

"Genesis and Angel, my two important friends, Xiao Xiao still remember?"

"Um"

Genesis and Angel, these two people met on the first day she arrived in Shinra, as the 1st, and even as Sephiroth's best friend, when she learned that Sephiroth brought back a girl, she would definitely Let's take a look, it's just that Xiao Xiao saw them less frequently later on.

Generally speaking, they are the people who have the most contact with Sephiroth, so the number of times she can see her should be a little bit more, but this is not the case, the reason for this, unless it is...

"There's something wrong with their bodies, and they seem to have turned into monsters." Sephiroth was silent for a while, and then let out a self-deprecating "And I... seem to be such a monster too."

He used the word seems to mean that he has not fully confirmed it, but where did he get the news, so can he stay sane?

"... If it's a monster, I am too." Xiao Xiao responded, she didn't think there was anything wrong with being a monster, let alone a person like Sephiroth who could not be seen from the outside and still possess great power , in such a world, isn't it generally earned?

And Sephiroth is perfect.

"You don't need to say such words to comfort me, how could Xiao be a monster?" Sephiroth let go of her, with a gentle expression on her face, and ran her palms across her hair, making her hair smooth .

"I want to make a final confirmation, is Xiao willing to go with me?"

"Where?"

"Nibelheim"

Sure enough, it shouldn't be here, is it in that place?

"Okay" she replied without hesitation.

Xiao Xiao originally decided that as long as Sephiroth is still her host, then no matter what the other party will become, as long as she does not abandon her, she will not abandon him.

Speaking of which, this is the first time she has left Shinra since she was brought back to this world by Sephiroth.

When he left, Sephiroth didn't inform anyone. It can be said that he left secretly. Later, Xiao Xiao also asked how Sephiroth knew about himself, and his answer was—"When I went to the laboratory, Bai Lan found told."

Sure enough, it was Bai Lan, Xiao Xiao thought. In that case, after Sephiroth and her disappeared, the other party would know where they went, right?

"What kind of person is Bai Lan to Sephiroth?"

"A very powerful and smart person." Sephiroth answered her question before asking "Why did Xiao Xiao ask about him?"

"Because it's someone you recognize, didn't Sephiroth also say he discovered it?" It's about finding out that you are a monster.

Sephiroth is probably in a state of thinking too much now, so she didn't confess that Bai Lan was her host, and even she herself wondered why she subconsciously concealed this matter.

Now Sephiroth may not seem to be too angry, or in fact he has been suppressing his anger, so when he first arrived in Nibelheim, he could still have a good chat with the tour guide, and then let the other party take him He watched them go to the location of the Mako Furnace, and when he saw the plaque with the words "Jenova" and the monster soaked in the liquid, his blue eyes gradually sank.

"Really...?" He looked closely at the species in the green liquid, covering his forehead, "Me too, born from such an experiment?

"That's right, Sephiroth." The third person appeared in their line of sight, with half of the black wings, it was Genesis. "You are the most advanced monster that Jenova plans to cultivate."

"Genesis! Sephiroth!" But soon there were others who came again, including Bai Lan.They should have received an order from Shinra to find Sephiroth, or they may have other tasks here.

Genesis told Sephiroth everything he knew, and invited him, but at this time Sephiroth had put down his hands, looked indifferently, then hugged Xiao Xiao by the waist, and left here.

In a small room, Xiao Xiao sat in Sephiroth's arms. The other party didn't speak, but just stroked her head over and over again, his movements were gentle but restrained, and then he said——

"Xiao will always be by my side?"

"Um"

"That's good." His arms wrapped around her waist, making the two of them stick tightly together.Sephiroth not only has possessiveness, but is also very strong.

Then Sephiroth placed her in the small town and locked herself in the reference room.When he comes out again, he will probably be complete, the future Sephiroth.

Xiao Xiao sat on the bed, staring at the moonlight outside and resting her chin, and then she felt someone hugging her from behind with a familiar aura.

"You shouldn't have done this, Bai Lan." Without looking at him, she said in a voice that the other party could hear.

"Why are you angry?" He was so keenly aware of the difference in her emotions.

Because she knows what will happen in the future, and she doesn't want those things to go beyond her expectations, if Bai Lan lets Sephiroth know her origin in advance, then things in the future will be deviated.Even she herself was a little surprised that she cared so much about this matter, so just like Bai Lan said, she was a little angry, right?

"I don't like the unexpected"

"That is to say, have I become a little unexpected?" Bai Lan's voice became more joyful, and his palms wrapped around her chest, pressing on her heart. "Then, is it already here?" Is there a place for me?"

Heart?

Xiao Xiao turned her head and looked at the other person's face. She could even see a little happiness and a little doting on her smiling expression.

However, you are not my current host after all.

"Since this is the case, it is already possible to proceed with the next step of the plan."

Before Xiao Xiao realized what the "next step" he meant, although her intuition had already told her that it was not a good thing, she was still a step too late, and the door of the room was suddenly opened, and it was revealed that it was Sa Philos' expressionless face.

"Yo~ Sephiroth..." Bai Lan's expression became even worse, and she even raised her hand to greet the other party, while the other hand imprisoned Xiao Xiao's body, making her unable to move.

"Have you betrayed me?" Sephiroth's eyes were dark and terrifying, he didn't look at Bai Lan who was holding her, but kept looking at Xiao Xiao.

"There is no such thing, little girl is mine, Sephiroth." It was still Bai Lan who responded to him, his eyebrows were bent, and he was probably in a really happy mood at this moment.He took Xiao Xiao's hand, exposing her and the ring on his hand in front of Sephiroth.

With the exact same color and pattern, they can be identified as a pair almost instantly.

"Xiao, answer me." He called her name again, and all he wanted was her answer.

"I said no, do you believe it?" Xiao Xiao looked directly into Sephiroth's eyes and asked back.

"I believe"

Hearing this, Xiao Xiao was a little surprised, and even widened her eyes a little, and then she saw Sephiroth stretching out her hand, and said.

"So Xiao, come here."

That is to say, he did not intend to abandon her.

Xiao Xiao moved her body, subconsciously wanting to stand up, but the strength around her waist suddenly increased, making her lean tightly into Bai Lan's arms.

"This can't be done~" She turned her head and saw Bai Lan opened her eyes, the purple pupils were cold, which was not compared to the coldness in Sephiroth's eyes at all.

"How can Xiaoxiao be such a ruthless woman? Obviously, I am also your host, right?" He grasped her chin with his hand, and just kissed her with a little violence, without giving her the slightest chance to refuse .

Then an attack rushed over.

"It's not good to interrupt others suddenly, Sephiroth"

"You too, let go"

Both sides exuded killing intent. The blow just now sent them all outside. Bai Lan even spread his wings and flew into the air.

"Hey! What happened? Bailan... Could it be you too?!" The black-haired young man who appeared was carrying a big knife behind his back, and he was very surprised to see Bailan's wings. After all, Angel and Genesis had also grown wings. , but Bai Lan has a pair.

But no one cared about him, the spread of murderous intent made the air thinner.

Bai Lan fell to the ground, put down Xiao Xiao in her arms, and turned her gaze to Sephiroth not far away.

"Anyway, it's not up to Xiaoxiao to make the decision, let us make the decision. Then, let me see, is it you, the monster, who is stronger, or me, the monster?"

——I really look forward to it.

The author has something to say: give a warning first, this world is over, yes it is over!

Let me see if there is any Saffy news.

Do you have any good suggestions for the next world? If not, I’ll go whore Hisoka ╮(╯▽╰)╭

☆、Extra three

——How does it feel to like someone?

It's like eating sugar, it's so sweet, but it doesn't feel disgusting at all, even after it melts, you still want to have another one?

Or is it the feeling that the sugar is always in the mouth and will never melt, and the sweetness is locked in the mouth forever and can never be removed?

No matter which one, the final result is not the same?

In fact, when he saved her at first, he just did it smoothly, and then he stretched out his hand to pull her up when he saw her sitting on the ground.

Just when the other party's hand held his palm, that indescribable feeling overflowed from the bottom of my heart.

It was a feeling he had never experienced before. The feeling of nostalgia seemed to be passed from the fingertips of the other party, and he was completely dependent on him, as if he had given all of himself to him.

He unconsciously added a little more strength, causing the opponent to fall into his arms following the inertia.

That person, really is very sweet sugar.

That taste directly hit his taste buds and could not go away.It takes a lot of strength to loosen the opponent.

It can be said that it is very strange to have such a feeling for a stranger, right?Or maybe it started at that time, and I couldn't help but fell into it.

"Thank you for saving me, is there anything I can do?"

Repaying gratitude is an idea that everyone would have, but what he thought of at the time was to let the other party promise each other with his body, but when he saw the ring on her finger, the enthusiasm cooled down for a moment.

So he didn't ask for anything in return.

"Where do you live? I'll take you back." If he didn't care, he wouldn't take the initiative to mention that.He is not a good person, even with blood on his hands. Kindness is not in line with him. From the very beginning, he broke his principles.

"I don't have a place to live," she answered lightly, but it surprised him a little.

"Then can I take you to the town?" He suggested, also testing the other party's reaction.

She nodded slightly, and let him know that no matter where she went, she had no objection, as if she didn't care about anything.

They didn't communicate much along the way, because they didn't have much to say, but it was just the two of them walking quietly together, giving them a sense of peace.

Then, just as she was about to step into town, he reached out and grabbed her.

It was a movement he couldn't control himself, and he didn't even think he would do it.

However, since he has already held her back, he might as well leave her behind.

—"You don't have a place to live?"

——"In that case, come with me."

"Okay." He heard her say that to him, and replied without hesitation.

Xiao is actually a very good woman, or from the moment he confesses, the other party can be said to be his thing.

But you are not alone.

The ring was imprinted on her finger and could not be taken away. She had confessed to him that it was a gift from another man. When she talked about it, her language was indifferent and emotionless, so he felt very happy.

"I don't care about your past, as long as you are mine from now on." There will be no third person intervening between them, he is so sure.

But she was just like that to him.

Do you have feelings?

Have.

She will have a feeling of attachment when he holds her, which can make him clearly aware of this.

But what she likes, what she is attached to is not him, not Sephiroth, but just his warm embrace.

And what Sephiroth wants is her, hugging this kind of too sweet contact method may not be what he likes and is used to, but he thinks that if he can give her to keep her by his side, that's fine.

At least she won't betray him.

Sometimes she looked at him with a strange color in her eyes. There was no wave in her eyes, as calm as ink, but there seemed to be a bit of ridicule.I don't know if it's a mockery of the planet or him.

"Does Sephiroth like this planet?" she asked, an odd question.

"Of course I like it." He just followed the answer that maybe she wanted.

"Actually, I don't like this planet." But the other party's answer was also unexpected, but it's not surprising if you think about it carefully, she should be such a person.

"Since this is the case, Xiao doesn't have to like this planet, just like me." It's enough to just rely on me and hug me.

"it is good"

You also clearly promised me so.

All of this began to collapse when the man named Bai Lan appeared.

It's still a mission, but the man with a hair color similar to his is extremely powerful and possesses a power that he doesn't know or understand.

But the feeling this man gave him was also very sweet.

At the beginning, he would not connect the other party with her, and he didn't even notice anything when they first contacted, because his attention was always only on Xiao Xiao's body, not on Bai Lan's body.

When the girl saw Bai Lan, her expression was still the same indifferent as before, just like when she first met Angel and Genesis, she would not take the initiative to ask who the other party was, but waited for his introduction.Or she wouldn't have any interest in other people, so he didn't notice the different atmosphere between the two.

And he didn't know Bai Lan well, so he didn't realize what was hidden in the smile of this equally sweet young man.

They are the same kind, and they all have unknown sides, so even though he knew that Bai Lan was not simple, he never thought that the other party would be his worst enemy.

Immediately afterwards, Bai Lan discovered his life experience.

The information was true, and he was so caught up in the truth brought by the information that he didn't think much about it.

For a moment he didn't know what to do, and the first thing he thought of was only her.

"I seem to be such a monster too."

"... If it's a monster, so am I."

Her answer was still so surprising. What he thought at the time was that the other party was comforting him in this way.

"How could Xiao be a monster?"

She is his treasure, he may only have her.

"What kind of person is Bai Lan to Sephiroth?"

Maybe he should have noticed when she asked this question, because she rarely mentioned others in front of him, no, never.

Maybe he had already noticed it, but chose to believe her.

When he was really sure that he was born in an experiment, he didn't extinguish all hope.

"Xiao will always be by my side?"

"Um"

Even if I am a monster, you will still be by my side.

Thinking of this, it was also the first time that he wanted to take her into his arms so urgently.

but--

All she saw was her in another person's arms.

All the things were connected in an instant, and there was nothing unclear. It was already clear who the so-called "former lover" was.

He really didn't care about her past, and even rejoiced that he thought her former lover abandoned her, so she was alone now, so he accepted and kept her.

But that's not the case, yes, who could abandon her?

Only she can abandon others.

But the power of choice does not belong to her, she can be anyone.

How ironic!

I only like you.

This sentence is not a lie.

I have never liked this planet, and I have never thought about the reasons for living or being a hero. There is nothing wrong with him being the favored son of heaven, but he has too few feelings.

Whether it is Angel or Genesis, even if they are called close friends, betrayal is only an instant.

He already has nothing.

"Did you betray me?"

"Would you believe me if I said no?"

"I believe"

Why not believe it, because you are such a woman.

"Xiao, come here"

He held out his hand to meet her, and he forgave her as soon as she came back.

She also responded, wanting to stand up and walk towards him.

Then, there is only one person to be solved.

Arrogant and powerful.

Both myself and Bai Lan are the same, or they are similar.

That's why they are attracted to the same person.

——They are also monsters.

And the right to choose is only between them.

He understood Bai Lan's mood very well at this time, because they had the same thoughts, but the battle did not go smoothly in the end.

In the girl's eyes was the surprise he saw for the first time, and even the surrounding air was distorted as far as he could see. He wanted to go forward but was blocked by Bai Lan.

The girl disappeared into the twisted interlayer, never to be seen again.Only Bai Lan burst into a smile, as if everything was expected.

"Now you should understand that Xiaoxiao doesn't belong to this world, nor does she belong to you. The only one who can go to her and stay by her side is me." Bai Lan declared so, leaving him no room to refute. nothing.

"If it's a monster, so am I"

He didn't really understand the meaning of this sentence until now.

You don't like this planet because you don't belong to it.

He could only look at Bai Lan's disappearing figure, surrounded by silence.He lowered his eyes, gradually clenched the knife in his hand, and when he raised his head again, there was no more emotion in his eyes.

"Mom, wait for me, I'm here to welcome you."

To plunder, to do evil.

Destroy this planet without you.