Lin Ji's struggling life

Zarafon'a set off from Pingliang with Doudou and went back to the capital.

When bidding farewell to Lin Ji, even though she knew her husband would come with her soon, Zarafon'a couldn't help but shed tears.Lin Ji didn't care about the people around her watching, and held her face carefully to comfort her, but the reluctance in Zarafon'a's heart was not a little less because of Lin Ji's comfort.

Young couples, their feelings are strong.Lin Ji is a man, and he can hold back, but Zarafon'a is a woman, no matter how good-tempered she is, she can't help acting like a baby in front of her lover.

Doudou was still sleeping, afraid that she would make a fuss, and Zarafon did not dare to wake her up.Moved Doudou to the carriage, covered with thick cushions, it was quite comfortable, at least she didn't have any signs of waking up.

Looking at the Pingliang city gate that was gradually going away, and seeing her husband gradually disappearing from sight, Zarafon'a sat on the carriage with red eyes, dazed in a daze.

The weather was fine along the way, the modified carriage was considered stable, and the changing scenery outside the glass windows attracted Doudou, and the child didn't get tired of watching it for several days.But Zarafon'a couldn't bear it. For some reason, she felt that something was wrong with her on the return trip, and her back ached every time she moved.

So they didn't dare to go too fast along the way, and the group set off to the capital carefully and slowly.

While waiting for the boat at the pier, Zarafon'a took Mengli to the pharmacy in the city to have a look.She has always had a hunch recently that it shouldn't be a bad thing.

Sure enough, after the doctor took the pulse, he told her that she was two months pregnant.The group was so happy that they hurriedly wrote to Lin Ji, and they didn't dare to be careless. They bought a lot of things before boarding the boat.

But Zarafon'a's pregnancy was much better, and she didn't even have symptoms of morning sickness, but she was lethargic and her taste became much stronger.

Walking slowly along the way, Zarafon'a took the portraits of the Lin family to Doudou when he was free.It took more than a month to introduce everyone in the family.After Doudou had finished recognizing all of them, they also arrived in the capital, and it was already late autumn when they entered the city.

Looking at the majestic city walls of the capital, Zarafon'a felt very complicated.She lived such a wonderful life in Pingliang, but she was still no match for this square house in the capital. It seemed that her roots were here, and no matter how far she went, she would always come back.

Butler Lin had been guarding the gate of the city for a long time. When he saw the familiar shape of the carriage from a distance, he hurried over to meet it. "Young madam, I'm looking forward to you!" He greeted Zarafon'a's carriage with a smile.

"Go back first, you come up and sit down." Zarafon'a was very respectful to Butler Lin. This old man has been with Master Lin's family for many years. Now that the work at hand has been gradually handed over, he is even more respected. "Doudou, come on, call Grandpa Dong." Lin's name was Dong.

Butler Lin happily got into the carriage, knelt on the blanket, looked at the small and cute little master, and smiled so much that the creases on his face softened a lot. "Hey, come on, let this old slave hug our little aunt!"

Doudou was not afraid of life, she looked at the two hands extended by Lin Butler, turned her head to look at her mother nodding, and opened her hands obediently.Butler Lin hugged Doudou, full of joy!Although he has been a grandfather for many years, this is the master's first grandchild. Even a girl is extremely delicate.

"How is father-in-law recently? Are Daiyu and Qingqing obedient?" Zarafon'a passed tea to Butler Lin, took Doudou from his arms, and chatted with him.

"Hello, everyone, I'm just talking about the little lady, looking forward to seeing her." Doudou is a well-deserved treasure of the Lin family.

"Haha, Doudou, you are the most popular!" Zarafon looked at his precious daughter, and Doudou looked up at his mother with a smirk for no reason.

Just talking and laughing like this, I arrived at the Lin family mansion.Lin Daiyu waited at the gate of the main courtyard with Qingqing, and when she saw Zarafon'a, she rushed over to greet her, couldn't help but hugged her sister-in-law, and Qingqing also hugged her thigh.It's a pity that this kind of warmth didn't last for ten seconds, and Lin Daiyu let go of her, "Sister-in-law, where is Doudou?!" She began to look around, and finally saw Mengli holding Doudou behind Zarafon'a.

Lin Daiyu strode forward, walked over like a hungry wolf, staring at her baby obsessively.Resisting not wanting to scare her niece, Lin Daiyu smiled and opened her hand to Doudou, "Does Doudou still remember Auntie?"

Doudou tilted her head, looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face in front of her, and took a while to react.She put her hand on Daiyu's face, held her face and kissed her, "Remember, Auntie!" Then she looked at Qingqing again, hesitated, and called softly, "Auntie."

Her big eyes are full of doubts, why both of them are called aunt...

It's not that Doudou's memory is amazing, but that Zarafon'a puts all the portraits of his family members in the car, and these days he often finds time to talk to Doudou about his family members.Now that Doudou sees Lin Daiyu, she naturally knows how to call someone.

After the aunt called out, it made Lin Daiyu very happy!

She stretched out her hand, "Doudou is so smart, come here, Auntie, give me a hug." Then she snatched Doudou from Mengli's arms and walked straight to Lin Ji and his wife's yard.

Qingqing also followed along. She followed Lin Daiyu, kept her head up, and played with Doudou.

Zarafon'a watched this scene from behind, feeling much less exhausted.Cheerfully, he ordered people to place things, and followed them into the yard.

Before she could pack it up, she received a post from Sibeile Mansion, inviting her to attend Sifujin's birthday party tomorrow.

It turned out that after Yinzhen returned home that day, he learned that his eldest son had survived the catastrophe, so he naturally knew the strength of the Lin family.In the evening, he didn't express any opinion on the matter mentioned by Ulanara, and Ulanara took him as his acquiescence.

After inquiring about Zarafon'a's return journey, Sifujin, who has always been low-key, changed his previous style and entertained relatives and friends wantonly.Of course, there is no shortage of considerations for his son's happiness, but also to be able to talk to the Lin family.

Now that his son is still young, and Lin Ji's daughter is even younger, it would be unwise to cross the Ming Road early, but it was agreed in private, and there is a guarantee.After all, the Lin family is still very popular, just look at Lin Daiyu's marriage.

In addition, Sibeile still has important responsibilities on his shoulders this time, and Yinzhen knows that his thirteenth brother has always admired Miss Lin's family.He wanted Fujin to help him ask if the Lin family had any arrangements for Daiyu's marriage, so that he could talk to Huang Amati.

Zarafon'a put the post aside, drew up a gift list for Zhang's mother to go down to prepare, and brought a few little girls for lunch.Before Lin Ruhai came back, there were only a few women in the family, and they didn't pay much attention to it. Three or four dishes and a pot of thick soup were enough to deal with it.

After dinner, Lin Daiyu and Qingqing were like Doudou's followers, reluctant to part with her.The three aunts and nephews took a nap together, and Zarafona took the opportunity to organize his things.

On the way, after Zarafon'a confirmed that he was pregnant, the fetus was now three months old.Before she could tell her family about this matter, she only wrote a letter to Lin Ji and informed the child's father.After returning home, he naturally ordered someone to notify Li Ruhai.

After settling in, she ordered someone to invite Dr. Xu. Although the doctor she found on the way could not make a wrong diagnosis, he was not good at recuperating. Zarafon'a still had more trust in Dr. Xu.

"Gege, Doctor Xu is here." Mengli brought the doctor in, "Doctor Xu, please."

As the supporter of the Lin family, Dr. Xu is naturally very familiar with the masters of the Lin family, and he is also very clear about Zarafeng'a's body.Now she covered her hand with a veil, and then began to feel her pulse carefully.

"The young lady is in good health, and the fetus is also quite healthy. I will make an order for you later. If you are in good health, you should give priority to food supplements, move more, don't be bored, and keep your mood happy." He instructed carefully, Rory talked a lot, "It's better to use more fish, vegetables, eat more eggs, etc..."

It was rare that Zarafon'a was not impatient, and after listening patiently, he sent Dr. Xu out politely, and then he was relieved.

Lin Ruhai went home in the afternoon and ordered someone to take Doudou to his academy. He hadn't seen his precious granddaughter for a long time, and he missed him very much.When he saw Doudou, his frowning brows eased, and he hugged Doudou in his arms. He didn't even care about blaming her for tearing off a few of his beards, and was obsessed with her.

The grandfather and grandson are very congenial, they like to eat the same things, Doudou is also well-behaved, and doesn't like to make trouble, Lin Ruhai is very happy.When he knew that Zarafon'a was pregnant again, he was even happier, and even went to the ancestral hall to offer incense to his ancestors, hoping that the ancestors would bless the Lin family to have a descendant soon.

Attracted by Doudou, Lin Ruhai didn't care about avoiding suspicion, so he ate dinner together with the whole family.The two children ate together, and Qingqing took a bite out of the custard in her bowl and handed it to Doudou from time to time. They could eat it everywhere, but they were cute in a different way.

Qingqing is well-raised, lively and cute, and doesn't protect her food. Apart from being possessive towards Lin Ji, she doesn't care about anything else.It is precisely because of her temperament that everyone in the Lin family likes her quite a lot.When Doudou left earlier, she was still in her swaddling baby, so she didn't feel much.Now that Doudou came back, she could run and jump, and played behind her. She felt that she was already an aunt, and that she was a generation older, and she acted more safely.

After the meal, Lin Ruhai ordered someone to bring a box to Zarafon'a, all of which he found from the warehouse were suitable for pregnant women.This was also the wish of his father-in-law, and Zarafon'a accepted it regardless of his already-exploded warehouse.

At night, Qingqing clamored to sleep with Doudou, and Zarafon'a couldn't bear to interrupt her, so she had to let Mengli guard the two children.Looking at Zarafon'a's tired face, thinking that she was pregnant, Lin Daiyu sat down in Zarafon'a's room and then went back to the room.

After grooming, Bai Rong helped Daiyu twist her hair, brought a bowl of peanut milk for half a penny, and passed it to Daiyu.Seeing that she drank it like medicine, Banqian smiled and asked the little girl to clean up the bowl.She took over what Bai Rong was doing and sat beside Daiyu.

"In the blink of an eye, the girl is so old. In two years, she will be able to be drafted." Half money, half lament, half sentimental, time makes people old, "Look at you, the white hair is growing out, you are old. "

"What stupid things did mom say, you are not old." After getting along with each other all these years, Daiyu's affection for Banqian is comparable to that of her nurse, even more than that. "I don't want to grow up either. It would be great if I could always be this big." She couldn't help but look forward to it, which was an extravagant wish that Lin Daiyu couldn't realize.

Ban Qian caressed her hair, "The girl is also talking stupid things." She looked at Lin Daiyu with a little blurred eyes, "Master told me, I will definitely choose the best one for you in the future." Husband-in-law, you will surely enjoy a blessed life in the future!"

Lin Daiyu didn't speak, she didn't want to listen to Banqian's nagging at all, she pretended to be sleepy and closed her eyes.Seeing her drowsy look, Ban Qian smiled, lowered the bed curtain for her, blew out the lights inside and outside, told the night watch girl to be more careful, and went out.

In the whole room, there was only the faint scorching light from the outside shining into the room through the soft curtain. Lin Daiyu opened her eyes after the person left, staring blankly at the roses on the bed curtain.

She actually knew that her brother had chosen someone for her, and she had also thought about her future carefully these days.She had faint thoughts about the days she would live in the future.

Lin Daiyu is actually satisfied with the candidates Lin Ji provided her.Seeing that the little sisters around her had already settled down, or their brains were completely troubled by these things, only her, it seemed that everything was going too smoothly, but she felt unreal.

Of course, Daiyu is not one to back down.

Now that she has chosen, she will naturally work hard for it.She had just finished writing a letter to her brother, and was hesitant to send it out. Today, my sister-in-law received a post from Sifu Jin, and her exquisite heart naturally understood the unusual meaning in it.

While Lin Daiyu was worried about whether her choice would bring trouble to her brother, she also had to worry about how to talk to her sister-in-law so that she could understand her feelings.

Tossing and turning, it was very late, very late, before falling asleep in a daze.

The next day is Sifujin's birthday banquet, and Zarafeng'a goes to the banquet alone, while Daiyu stays at home with Qingqing and Doudou.I don't know if it was deliberate or a coincidence, but most of Lin Daiyu attended the banquets held by civil officials and officials, and most of the people who came and went were these people.There are many Manchu nobles in the capital and various Manchu and Mongolian relatives, but Lin Daiyu has never had any friends, so she was naturally excluded from this circle.

After entering the room, Zarafon'a ignored Ba Fujin and sat down on his seat.Lin Ji is very popular in Pingliang, but such achievements are very inconspicuous in the capital. Although Zarafon'a is a county lord, she is married, and her husband's family is not considered prominent, so everyone is naturally less flattered.

Zarafon'a was not timid either, and sat calmly, looking around from time to time to see the situation of everyone.After all, Sifu Jin was used to being introverted, so he didn't show much, and only invited people he knew well.Apart from Fujin who are the princes, there are also her natal family and a few officials in the court who are relatively close to Yinzhen.

Now Fujin didn't think about her anymore, seeing that Zarafenga didn't intend to talk, she nodded to her and said hello, and then chatted with Fujin Wu.The two don't know each other very well on weekdays, so they ran out of words after chatting for a few words.Shi Fujin next to him said a few words, and after a while, Ba Fujin turned around and had a lively chat with Shi Fujin.

Everyone is also used to this kind of atmosphere. If we chatted happily with you today, maybe we can sell you behind him tomorrow. This is the relationship between the elder brothers and Fujin today.People around see it, but don't care.

Zarafon'a continued to drink water, covering up the slightly mocking corners of his mouth.

At the banquet, Si Fujin didn't hint at anything, and when the banquet was over and Sifujin sent Zarafeng'a out, he asked her to go to Hongluo Temple to worship Buddha together.Zarafon'a didn't know why, but he couldn't refuse.

Back home, Zarafon'a sat down and took off his headdress, and heaved a sigh of relief. He was used to Pingliangsong, and when he encountered such a thing when he came back, he was a bit powerless to deal with it.

"Gege, a letter from my uncle and wife, asking you to go there tomorrow, saying that there is something important to discuss." When Zhang's mother came in, she brought a message. When Zarafon'a went out today, Mrs. Xu asked someone to deliver the letter , saying that he wanted Zarafon'a to take the child back.

Zarafon'a presumably knew what it was for, and now Daiyu's marriage was the highlight of the Lin family, and it was also the focus of everyone's attention.Lin Ji is about to return to Beijing. As a young talent who has not yet reached the championship, his performance in Pingliang is remarkable.And Kangxi's love for him exceeded the weight that a son of a courtier should have, and this is what everyone values ​​most.

Now that he has married a wife and Daiyu is born in the family, there is no other breakthrough.Of course, some people came to ask Lin Ruhai, but he was old, and after his granddaughter was born, he almost forgot about it.After pushing it a few times, the big guy also got on the road, so I won't mention it anymore.

"Probably because of Daiyu's marriage, I've only been back for a day, and someone is already ready to make a move." Zarafon'a said with a wry smile, "But it's useless to ask me about it, and even my father-in-law's words may not work. Daiyu is the lifeblood of your husband, this person is said to be chosen by the father-in-law, but in fact it is not the husband's decision." As she spoke, a trace of sourness appeared in her heart, even though she already knew that her husband doted on her younger sister. , but when I really saw it, I still couldn't help but feel sad.

It's not that she is jealous of Lin Ji's love for Daiyu, but that she is jealous that Daiyu has such a good brother.

"The eldest girl has a very good temperament, and her family background is good. Now my uncle is also up to date, so naturally she is so attractive." Mama Zhang is also proud, "Maybe my uncle and wife have also taken a fancy to the eldest girl?!" She joked.

"No, my aunt just fell in love with Daiyu and wanted to settle down for Ruolin." When Zarafeng'a said that, Zhang's mother was stunned. She didn't expect it to be so.

"Dare to be kind, this is a close relationship." Zhang's mother was very happy, "This uncle and wife have a good temperament, and the eldest girl is also gentle, and the two will get along well. And both young master Ruolin and the eldest girl are very good-looking, It must be a good match." While talking and making up her mind, Zhang's mother smiled very strangely.

Zarafon'a was not so optimistic. From the few words of her husband, she already knew that this matter mainly depends on what Daiyu thinks.In fact, it would be good for Daiyu to decide on Zhang Ruolin. The two families are familiar with each other's temperament, and Xu's temperament is so good, she will be able to treat Daiyu well in the future.

"Okay, don't think too much, Ge Ge, let's take a rest." Zhang's mother looked at the big clock, and it was getting late, so she hurriedly urged her to go to bed.

Zarafon'a lay on the bed and couldn't help but think of Lin Ji.The two have been married for more than two years, but they have been separated for more than a year.Thinking of Daiyu again, and thinking of what her husband said, my thoughts are full of thoughts.But she couldn't help that she was pregnant, so drowsiness struck her, and she quickly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

At Sibeile's residence, the Ulanala family was no longer angry when Yinzhen went to the Li family's courtyard.Calmly ordering the nurse to prepare water for her, she turned and went to Honghui's room.

Now that Honghui is getting older, he has already moved to the outer courtyard, and he will even go to Elder Brother's school to study after a while.But after this serious illness, Ulanara was worried that he would live alone, so he forcibly left Honghui in his yard.He also discussed with Yinzhen that the child should move out after a year.

After seeing his son, Ulanara went back to his room.After taking a shower, I sat in front of the dressing table and brushed my hair.Looking at the nanny who hesitated to speak, she waved her hand to show that she was fine.Now she is no longer angry about such things, and more often, what she thinks about in her mind is this square Sibeile Mansion and her son.

Thinking of the simple conversation with Zarafon'a today, the details that I didn't pay attention to in the past are now being attacked one by one.Looking at the comfortable and lively Zarafon'a, and looking at his lifeless appearance, he couldn't help feeling a little envious.She knew that the Lin family's son was a good match, and when Zarafon'a got married that day, all the noble ladies in the capital were jealous.

After all, based on Zarafon'a's situation at the time, Lin Ji obviously had more choices. From the perspective of the world, the two are not compatible.But after they got married, the originally incompatible two people got along so harmoniously.

Ulanara thought of the rumors outside, those rumors that Lin Ji was afraid of guilt.It is said that Lieutenant Lin used Zarafon'a to ascend to An Jun Wang's Mansion and Zhang Mansion.But in her opinion, she is more willing to believe that it is because of love.As a royal daughter-in-law, love is synonymous with luxury, but Ulanara couldn't help yearning for it.

Of course, she also thought of Zarafon'a's daughter. Looking at her parents' emotions, whether a girl who grew up in such a family would be able to adapt if she married her own son in the future.If in the future I want to take concubines for my son like Concubine De, will the child be able to accept it with a normal heart?

After thinking about it, I began to hesitate in my heart.Slowly, Ulanara also fell asleep.

A night without dreams.

The author has something to say: I'm afraid it will be so late until the end of the month to update...