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No. [-] ex-husband Sawada Ieyasu ([-])

Throughout the night, I couldn't sleep because I recalled the events of those years.

When he got up the next day, he could no longer see Sanriyue's figure. Speaking of which, he hadn't seen his shadow during this period of time.When I asked him, he said it was a secret and he would find out later.Thinking that he and his father were familiar, I took it for granted that he and his father were planning something.

When I turned on the computer and checked my mailbox, I was surprised to find that my Chinese friends had written back to me.I have told him about Mr. Cat's pregnancy before.He said in the email that those who become pregnant due to the mother's water must use the Luotaiquan to abort the fetus.The problem is that the Luotaiquan ruins are harder to find than the Zimuhe ruins.During the few days when he lost contact, he went to look for Luotaiquan, but unfortunately he found nothing.

I looked at it, couldn't help sighing, and wrote back to him soon, asking him to come to Japan if I have time.

After washing and drying the clothes, I made myself a cup of coffee and sat down to open the book.

Tokyo has gradually entered midsummer. In order to prevent the sun from shining into the house, I closed the bed curtain tightly all day long.

The weather seemed to be the same as today, but it was at night, and Hidetada, who had returned from the festival, sat on Izumi Mori's shoulders and stepped into the yard.These future government troops have been staying in this era because they couldn't find out the purpose of the time-traveling army.In addition to dealing with violations of inspections that have occurred, it is also necessary to investigate the purpose of the time-traveling army.Sounds like a lot of work, but I see them having a lot of fun in this day and age...

Speaking of which, the Shinsengumi...

"Mom, I caught a goldfish today."

When Xiuzhong saw me, he excitedly opened his eyes that were similar to mine, and when Izumi Mamoru said "it's too dangerous", he slid off his shoulders, and water splashed out of the bowl.Bounced and ran up to me stepping on clogs, and handed the bowl in front of me.

The orange-red goldfish swims in the bowl, unaware that the environment around him has changed.

"Is the festival fun?"

I took out my handkerchief and wiped his sweat, then thanked Izumi Mori next to me, "Thank you very much, this kid is really skinny."

Izumi Mamoru laughed twice, as if he was used to it, "There are many people who are more crazy than Mr. Xiuzhong."

I didn't correct his address.No matter how he corrected it, he didn't mean to change his words.

"It's fun, Brother Horikawa and Brother Lanbao are so useless. They didn't catch any of them. Now the two are still competing!"

While eating watermelon, Hidetada complained about Horikawa Kunihiro.

"Qing Guang and Lan Bao get along very well."

"Speaking of which, mother, why don't you go? I also want to go to the festival with my mother."

Xiuzhong said to me seriously, the anticipation in his eyes was undisguised.

"Cough cough." Izumi Shou clenched his fist and pressed his chin lightly, "Ma'am is probably not feeling well."

"Eh?" Xiuzhong put down the watermelon and looked at me worriedly, "What's wrong with mother? Do you want to call a doctor?"

"It's okay. It's just a small problem."

I ruffled his hair and smiled.

The heart is extremely complicated...

The baby that Mr. Ieyasu brought from outside has grown up.

The appearance is also more and more like me and Mr. Ieyasu.

However, I am quite sure that I did not have this child.

HH……

It wasn't long before the others came back.Lan Bao and Horikawa are still competing, neither of them has a bowl in their hands, presumably because they haven't caught a single goldfish.On the contrary, Qingguang and An Ding had tengu masks on their heads.Looks like a lot of fun...

After Xiuzhong saw Lanbao and Horikawa, he ran over quickly, and the yard soon became noisy again.

Izumi Mamoru sighed and said to me, "Are you still thinking about this child?"

I bowed my head in silence.

After a while, I said to him, "I don't really care about blood relationship."

"I just want to know the truth..."

However, Ieyasu Sawada was unwilling to tell me even this truth.

"It always seems so complicated." Izumi Mori scratched his head a little irritably, "Maybe Mr. Ieyasu does have difficulties. I think you should trust him."

I couldn't help laughing when I heard his words, "If I don't believe him, do you think he's still at Sawada's now?"

Izumi Mori paused, and shook his head helplessly.

"By the way, is there a way to solve Mr. Sakata's problem?"

Izumi Mori said, "I have already contacted the ... headquarters, the master will send other people at that time. Temporarily bring Mr. Sakata to the future, and then adjust the time from the future..."

"Is it really just a matter of time?"

"what?"

"Sakata-sensei, there is no doubt that he belongs to this era, but... he doesn't look like this era. I think the world he originally lived in should be similar to this world.

"...You are also right. But I think this problem may be resolved in the future."

"That's right... it's the future after all."

"Speaking of which, you don't seem to be curious about the future at all."

I looked at Izumi Mori, "What are you referring to?"

"a lot of."

Hequan watched the bright moon in the sky and said, "Aren't you curious about the future situation?"

Are you curious? Nothing.

But I seem to be a little curious, will the future of this era be similar to the future of my existence?

But no matter how it develops, it doesn't matter to me.

I just have to hold on to my future.

yes...

-

"Mother, do you dislike me?"

When I was making Xiuzhong's bed at night, Xiuzhong held the rabbit doll made by Amei and looked at me timidly.

My expression froze, I couldn't help but stop what I was doing, and looked at him, "Why do you think so?"

Xiuzhong hesitated for a moment, then moved in front of me, turned around and sat in my arms.He bowed his head and played with the rabbit's ears.

"Mother... never hugged me to sleep."

After a while, Xiuzhong's dull voice came over.

I am dumbfounded.

I always thought that I was being very secretive, but the fact is that this five-year-old child is so sensitive that I am surprised.Because I didn't hold him to sleep, did I think of this level?

"Who is it and what did you say?"

Xiuzhong's shoulders visibly trembled.

really……

"They say... I am not my mother's child..."

"However, Xiuzhong and his mother look so similar, why do you say that I am not my mother's child?"

Xiuzhong turned his head, eyes full of confusion.He reached out and touched my eyes, his young voice was full of pride, "Mother's eyes are the same as mine."

"Who are they?"

"……A lot of people."

Xiuzhong lowered his head again, absent-mindedly tugging at the rabbit's ears.

I looked at the back of his head, "So, do you think I'm your mother?"

"Of course!"

Xiuzhong blurted out.

He looked at me with anticipation in his eyes, and I was startled by those familiar eyes. Immediately, I bent the corners of my lips and gently stroked those eyes.

"The same eyes..."

Xiuzhong laughed, "I have the same eyes as my mother. So I must be my mother's child."

He stood up from my arms, then turned around and put his arms around my neck: "I want... to be with my mother all the time."

Wet on the shoulders.

"it is good."

Xiuzhong just hugged me like this, and I sighed softly:

"This answer is very long..."

"...It doesn't matter. Xiuzhong has a long, long time to listen to mother's answer..."

As Xiuzhong said, he let go of my neck and said to me with a bright smile on his face: "I want to sleep with my mother tonight."

Even so, the mixed feelings for the child were undiminished.

As long as I don't get the truth, I may be able to treat him as my own child, but the relationship will definitely not end there.One yard belongs to one yard, I still can tell the difference.

I hugged him, patted his junior, and hummed a lullaby:

[Sleep sleep, sleep sleep, my dear baby]

[Sleep sleep, sleep sleep, my dear baby]

[The sun goes down and the silence comes]

[The silence after the celebration]

[You are already in a dream...]【Note】

-

Ieyasu-san never explained this to me, not even G and the others.

He swore to someone.

He didn't say what the price for breaking the oath would be.

But I thought about it, and even though I might hate him for it, he didn't break his oath.So the content of the so-called oath is probably related to me.

Intellectually, I shouldn't blame him, but emotionally, it's as if I've been overwhelmed by something.

Thinking about it now, this is the ultimate goal.

But, who is it for?Or is it just the two of us?

After the new government was established in Edo and the name of Edo was changed to "Tokyo", my father relieved the burden of the Sawada family and handed everything over to Ieyasu and me.

At the same time, Sakata-sensei went to the future with Horikawa Kunihiro's new friends, planning to return to the original world from the future.

When saying goodbye, I heard Mr. Sakata sigh: "This is the dawn of Edo..."

Sakata-sensei is a person I have never been able to see through.

The wandering samurai, who seems lazy and doesn't care about anything, seems to be bound by something invisible.

Even after staying in this era for several years, Mr. Sakata still has no sense of belonging.His heart is always in his world.

"In the future, I probably won't have a chance to meet you..."

Sakata-sensei put one hand on the lapel of the yukata, and looked at me lazily, "As long as we live, we will meet each other one day..."

Afterwards, he left without any regrets.

"It's ruthless..."

I looked at his back and said so.

Ieyasu put his arms around my shoulders and sighed, "Not necessarily."

I looked up at him, he shook his head with a smile, and said to me: "Tomorrow, let's go to the beach together. Pick up some shells and string them into wind chimes..."

"it is good."