It's not good to be a widow [Comprehensive]

The fact that the child is hungry is a top priority for Lu Jinglu.

Calculating the time, it is now the time for her to breastfeed for the second time, but usually, she brings her daughter in, undresses her clothes, and then starts feeding. Anyway, Yihua Palace is full of girls, even if a palace maid suddenly It's okay to find it.

Because of this, Lu Jinglu developed the habit of preparing an extra set of loose clothes on the bed after getting up, and changing into them when she came back from sword practice to facilitate feeding her daughter.

But today, she was first dragged by Yaoyue to practice for an hour, and then Ye Gucheng came to her door. She was wearing a training suit, and she couldn't unbutton her clothes directly beside the shaker as usual.

She could only pick up her daughter and sit on the bed with her back to him, pretending that he was not here.

Yihuagong's exercise clothes are simple and concise, with only a few hidden buttons that are hard to detect with the naked eye, and to untie these hidden buttons, she has to remove the waistband.

Only halfway through the dismantling, the daughter at hand cried louder because she couldn't satisfy her hunger in time.

Lu Jinglu was so anxious that she had no choice but to continue to dismantle, while bending over and lowering her head, coaxing her daughter softly: "Su Su, be good, don't cry, you will choke if you cry any more."

"Wow—" The daughter didn't listen to her at all, and continued to cry.

Ye Gucheng stood behind their mother and daughter, very at a loss, held back for a long time, and finally asked: "Shall I help you?"

At this moment, Lu Jinglu had just finished removing the girdle, and the long satin fell to the ground, and there was only one thought in his mind, which was that the removal was over, as soon as he relaxed, he didn't pay attention to what he said.

Then he thought she was tacitly agreeing to him stepping forward to help, so he stepped forward a few steps and walked around in front of her.

Lu Jinglu was struggling with Ankou, when he looked up and saw him, he was immediately dumbfounded.

However, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it at all, and stretched out his hand directly, entangled with her sweaty fingertips, and asked with lowered eyes, "Is it here?"

After finishing speaking, he didn't know how to use cleverness, so he untied the hidden button.

The daughter was still crying, but Lu Jinglu was brought back to her senses by the crying, and she didn't care about being shy in front of him, and hurriedly said: "There are two more behind my back."

He hummed, and groped her back along the seam with his hand, the movement was very light, only when he unbuttoned the two hidden buttons on the back, did he slightly touch her skin.

Sensing the loosening of his upper body, Lu Jinglu knew that he had finished undressing, and whispered a thank you, then picked up his daughter again, and pulled away the troublesome coat.

It's not that she doesn't care about him being there, it's because the hidden buttons and openings of the clothes are on the back, and if she wants to feed her daughter, she has to unzip them all.

From Ye Gucheng's point of view, as long as he lowers his head slightly, he can fully see her appearance with only close-fitting clothing on at the moment.

She had a white neck, round shoulders, and ear tips that were congested and red at some point.

He stared for a moment, then immediately straightened up and turned around.

After a while, the crying sound that had lingered in my ears for a long time finally stopped, and was replaced by Lu Jinglu's soft coaxing sound that was softer than before.

At the same time, a sweet smell gradually floated in the house, it was hard for Ye Gucheng not to notice it.

He wanted to say something to keep his mind from racing and recalling things he shouldn't be recalling at this moment.

But the question is, what can be said?

Just as he was thinking hard, his daughter's aggrieved cry came from behind him.

He hurriedly turned back: "What's wrong with her?"

Lu Jinglu patted the child's back skillfully, and replied without raising her head, "I'm in a hurry to eat, I'm choking."

Ye Gucheng was very worried: "Then is she feeling very uncomfortable now?"

Lu Jinglu heard that he wanted to ask him what he could do, and felt extremely complicated for a moment.

In today's situation, the reason why she can deal with it so quickly is not because she has dealt with it many times in the past three months, and she has become a habit from experience.

At that time, no one was around her asking her to help her. She dealt with these situations by herself, and she didn't think it was a problem. Now that he came here, he didn't do anything. He just asked her a question, and it was enough It reminded her of all the moments when she was in a hurry alone.

Lu Jinglu really wanted to scold herself for being hypocritical regardless of the occasion.

Obviously she was the one who insisted on running away from him, so how can she still be ashamed to compare the difference in mood with him and without him at this moment.

She let her daughter breathe, hesitated for a moment, and said: "Then you can carry her back to the shaker, she is full, and fell asleep soon."

Ye Gucheng responded immediately: "Okay."

This time when he bent down to reach for the daughter in her hand, he was not as tense and stiff as before, but he was still extremely careful, for fear of bumping into him.

Lu Jinglu saw that he was holding him securely, and heaved a sigh of relief, and when he turned to go to the shaker, he quickly put on the spare clothes that were at hand.

It's just that after feeding the baby, the smell of milk can't be removed for a while.

After the two came in, they only said a few words and fed their daughter again, but before they knew it, most of the time for three cups of tea had passed.

After a while, a maid from outside came to remind her that the Grand Palace Master had ordered to see off the guests.

Lu Jinglu was stunned, and subconsciously looked at Ye Gucheng, and found that he was also looking at him, and the words that came to his mouth stopped.

In the end, Ye Gucheng took the initiative to say that since the time is up, he should go out first.

But the more he cooperated, the more Lu Jinglu felt sorry for him.

When sending him out, she drooped her head for a while, and finally couldn't help but apologize.

"It doesn't matter." He seemed to really not care that he only had so little time to spend with his daughter, "If you stay here, you must respect the wishes of the owner of this place, and I don't want to embarrass you."

Lu Jinglu: "..." Help, stop talking, the more you talk, the more I feel that I am not human!

Ye Gucheng probably saw something from her tangled expression. After walking outside the valley, he stopped, looked straight at her sideways, and said, "I will come here often."

Lu Jinglu was about to cry: "It's a long way for you to come here from the South China Sea, and it's very troublesome."

He was silent for a while, and asked her: "Then you don't want me to come?" Compared with distance and trouble, this is what he cares most about.

Lu Jinglu couldn't lie to him, let alone herself, and shook her head vigorously: "It's not that I don't want you to come, I just... I just..."

He held her shoulder in time, stopped her from speaking, and said: "As long as you don't want to see me, you can discuss the rest slowly. I know you are only grateful to me, so you don't want to go back I will never force you to go back to Nanhai, but you have to give me a chance, even for Susu's sake?"

what chance?Naturally, it is a chance to seriously pursue her, and it is best to make her like him too.

Now Lu Jinglu was completely speechless, she looked at him with a serious face, and felt that the softest and most fragile part of her chest had been violently stirred twice by some sharp object, making it sore and painful.

The soreness made her want to cry, and the pain made her almost unable to stand.

He hasn't finished yet.

"Although it may be a bit abrupt." He paused, "But I want to hug you before leaving, is that okay?"

Lu Jinglu couldn't bear it any longer, and before the tears rolled out, she took the initiative to step forward, hugged his waist, and buried her head in his arms.

The author has something to say: I'm going to write the second update.