[Entertainment] Chen Guang

Tian Zhengguo's Virgo traits appeared right now. He placed the wine bottles neatly in front of him, matching his back in a large polo shirt.

Like a kindergarten monitor who is doing his job seriously.

"Drinking?" Tian Zhengguo heard the movement, and after Song Zechen came to him, he raised the can and shook it.

"I just took the medicine, so I won't drink it anymore." Song Zechen sat down and crossed his legs.

"Okay." Tian Zhengguo opened a bottle and tasted it for himself.

"Did you not enjoy your dinner today?" Song Zechen asked knowingly.

"Hmm." Tian Zhengguo felt the sensation of air bubbles beating on the tip of his tongue.

"why?"

"Are you mad because Alan said something inappropriate?"

"I'm not angry."

"I'm just envious."

Under Song Zechen's gentle and doubtful eyes, Tian Zhengguo nervously tore open the tab of the can. The strength of his grip made his fingertips turn white, and it took a lot of courage to speak.

"I can hear what your friend means."

"He is really looking out for you."

"I really only have envy."

"He walked with you through the bleakest past, and any small detail can make him tacitly recall it with you."

Tian Zhengguo's throat was dry, but it was no longer tense after he opened his mouth.He took another sip of wine to moisten his throat, and then used the alcohol to express the loss that was circling in his heart.

"Sensitive, slender, fragile, these words that are getting farther and farther away from you now, he can see the whole picture."

"The fragments we pieced together from the minutiae, the childhood you never want to mention, as long as he is willing, you may open a few bottles of wine and talk for half the night like now."

He saw the episode at the dinner table in his eyes and remembered it in his heart, but he suddenly felt a sense of strangeness that he couldn't grasp for Song Zechen.

"When I met you, you didn't need love very much. You have long been used to being alone. You are very generous in accepting kindness and returning greater enthusiasm."

"But Aze, sometimes I always feel that you are kind to us, as if you are repaying a debt. When you feel that the two are settled, you can leave."

Song Zechen and Tian Zhengguo sat together on the white soft carpet, and the furry texture surrounded their calves.One with sleepy eyes and one with clear eyes, looking at the stars, lights and mountains in the distance together.

Song Zechen likes the continuous scenery, so he leans against the window when riding in the car, and the window of the production studio must face the greenery.Therefore, every time Tian Zhengguo moves to grab a room, he will deliberately grab a seat that suits his orientation.

"We are not repaying the debt, we are equal. It's just that I don't like to say anything."

"Really?" Tian Zhengguo wiped away the accidentally spilled drink, "But as long as someone thinks it's not equal, it's not equal."

Song Zechen felt as if a bottle of wine had been poured over his heart, and the fermented alcohol made him dizzy even though he was clearly sober.

"The quarrel before debut, I really thought about it, let's break up if it breaks up."

Tian Zhengguo laughed at himself and brought up the things that happened a few years ago that everyone always tacitly avoided talking about.

"Anyway, when I really care about it, I always feel that you have paid much more to us. It's better to just stop pestering you. It's good that you don't have to worry about it."

"But I'm still selfish..."

Unwilling to part like this, Song Zechen and Jin Shuozhen couldn't restrain the urge to stay during the conversation between Song Zechen and Jin Shuozhen.

He succeeded, perhaps the most important weight to keep Song Zechen.

He used to think so triumphantly in secret.

But not necessarily now.

If Song Zechen wanted to leave, would he still be caught in the entanglements of the past, and would he still make the decision of the past?

"Alan wants you to leave, doesn't it? Your distraction these days is also because of this, right?"

He was terrified of the tip of the iceberg of Song Zechen's thoughts, and he was shocked and angry. Intellectually, he had a hundred reasons to persuade Song Zechen to stay. Emotionally, he found it ridiculous that he was not qualified to criticize Song Zechen's vacillation.

"He said you are not in good shape, I know..."

He closed his eyes several times and did not fall asleep. In the dark, he saw Song Zechen's body at the front of the desk slowly bending down, covering his face with his hands, gasping and even sobbing in a low voice.It only happened for a few seconds and then disappeared. Song Zechen kept covering his face as if he was still. His thin back was outlined by his white shirt, like a silent tree in a dark forest.

At that time, he grabbed the quilt and choked all his voices in his throat.

When facing Song Zechen who greeted people with a bright smile during the day, he thought everything was a dream of his own.

"So?" Song Zechen's eyes seemed to be filled with mist that was entwined with the top of the mountain outside.

"So why don't you tell us this? We have known each other for so many years and I have never understood you."

"Alan didn't say that you are in a bad state. I didn't know that you are not a person who can only digest by yourself, and everyone will not know that your state is not good."

Tian Zhengguo's mentality is actually very simple, like a stubborn child, happy that he knows him a little better than others, but suddenly finds himself laughing at fifty steps.

Love is exclusive.

No matter what the relationship is, once you put it in your heart, you immediately lock it up and take it for yourself.

"Is our Zhengguo jealous?" Song Zechen seemed to understand something, and responded with the old joke.

"Song Zechen, I really hate that you always treat me like this."

Tian Zhengguo seldom called Song Zechen's name directly, and because of Song Zechen's lack of attention, Tian Zhengguo suddenly became angry slowly in his heart. He knew that Song Zechen must want to avoid something once he said such a tone.

When Song Zechen's smiling eyes met Ueda Masamune's bright eyes, the smile gradually dissipated, and a quiet sea wave rolled.He suddenly felt a sense of fatigue and boredom, which was not aimed at anyone, but came from the bottom of his heart for no reason.

"Then what do you want to know?" His voice gradually fell. If there is a detector indication, the emotion inside should be a smooth straight line.

"Why don't you want to tell you?"

"Because I think I can handle things well, and it's best to handle things by myself. My character is used to carrying it by myself. Although I promise to share, but the habit is the habit and I can't change it."

He started asking and answering himself.

"Why did you tell Alan?"

"Because he is a person who has nothing to do with interests, and the occasional emotional leak to him will not affect anything, but telling you will drag down your mood."

"As for my past, I don't think it's very important so I won't mention it. My life will not be icing on the cake or need to be sold out. But if you really want to know, I can give you my grandpa's phone number, he The old people have nowhere to vent their energy from chatting recently."

"I admit that Alan's actions have something to do with me. It wasn't that my emotions were discovered by him. He wouldn't come to Korea in such a hurry."

Tian Zhengguo's morale boosted by drinking was extinguished a lot at once, and his eyes flickered, but he didn't have the courage to look at Song Zechen.

"I also admit that I was shaken after hearing Alan's words."

When Song Zechen said this, he had a strangely light and provocative illusion.

"You know why the node where Alan comes back is so wonderful?"

"My song was returned again. Since my debut, my song has been returned countless times. I should have gotten used to it long ago, right?"

Tian Zhengguo wanted to refute Song Zechen's self-deprecation. In his eyes, Song Zechen's excellence was undeniable, and he didn't like him who admitted failure in such a embarrassing manner.But he understood that all his words were pale.

Song Zechen lowered his eyes and said in a steady voice, "But "Spring Day" is a lyric song."

It's his field of expertise that everyone praises, and it's what he has always been proud of.It became the last straw that broke the camel's back in the final fatal blow.When the manuscript was returned, he faced the cold recording equipment and even had the urge to smash it, Jiang Lang was completely panicked.

"Some people may think that it is not a simple rejection, why am I making such a fuss?"

"But I am such a person, I am conceited, I am proud, even so proud that I may look down on others, I can accept failure, but I cannot accept countless failures."

Song Zechen commented on himself in a straightforward manner, using frivolous words without showing contempt.

"Some people think it's all in one team. It's not me who wrote it, but Namjoon, Yunqi, and Haoxi. What's the difference?"

"Didn't you realize that no matter how good my relationship with them is, I rarely communicate with them about music?"

Tian Zhengguo turned his head suddenly, his heart seemed to be clenched suddenly.

Song Zechen felt Tian Zhengguo's gaze that could not be ignored, raised his eyes to see the undulating mountain line outside, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

"This is me. I'm not born with the good temper you praise, I'm not broad-minded, and I'm not very kind. I'm fussy and sophisticated, but I pretended to be good and you didn't notice."

"It's like you envy me that I can have a drink with my friends, but in reality, most of the time, I always use wine as a social tool to expand my network. It is not as romantic as you think in my dictionary."

"Zhengguo, this is the real me you want to know, what do you think?"

Song Zechen said that in the end, he felt a kind of vengeful pleasure of being forced to rush, and the helplessness of breaking the jar.

Tian Zhengguo had many voices to express in his heart, but they encountered obstacles when they were transmitted upwards.His throat seemed to be strangled by a pair of nameless hands, and he couldn't escape a single word, even the particle words.

The steaming heat of the alcohol dissipated without a trace in an instant, replaced by the cold numbness that entangled from the soles of the feet into the whole body.The chill of the mountains finally invaded the room, filling the empty space where only two lonely planets existed.

Song Zechen stood up unknowingly, his feet walked from the pure white carpet to the wooden carpet, and all the peaks of his mood fell to the bottom again. He bowed his head in the direction of Tian Zhengguo and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Like after they quarreled countless times, they are young and energetic, their life is not as peaceful as imagined, and occasionally there will be quarrels in friction. Song Zechen is good at sulking himself and making others sulk, but he is always the one who bows his head first after going around .

Tian Zhengguo's long-stored tears welled up all at once.

why are you apologizing?

You shouldn't have apologized.