[Zhongyingmei] Love wife crazy demon

… What can the threat of death do to change a person?

The question popped up in Robbins' mind when he met Bella's gaze.Bella has always been very sensible, excellent, and reassuring, so Robbins has always been willing to disperse the energy that should be devoted to her daughter to other things. Like the former, he gradually developed the habit of rarely communicating with his daughter...Before Bella fell ill, they still maintained the habit of having dinner together twice a week and attending public events together. The few times they cleaned up the mess, they hardly met directly, let alone talked... But now he feels that there is something different about his daughter, as if she has suddenly become strange... No, it's not The influence of that face, but temperament.She is like a moth bound by a cocoon, with a pair of slender forefeet sticking out from the hole in the silk...

This temperament suddenly made Robbins a little familiar.A gray picture flashed through his mind, it was an empty toilet made of rough cement, mosquitoes hovered under the incandescent lamp, a skinny young man was kneeling on the ground and was being beaten by four or five people .They were all wearing gray prison uniforms, with different skin and hair colors. A black man picked up the beaten man, yelled something, and roughly pressed his face against the mirror... Pain?fear?shame? ... felt nothing, Robbins only saw a pair of eyes that were too bright.

He stared at those eyes for a long time, until someone roughly pulled him away, and the attack came again... He clenched his fist obediently, and hard bone spurs popped out of the knuckles wrapped around blue veins. On that morning more than 30 years ago... that was the first time he changed his destiny by his own strength...

Robbins suddenly realized how little he was paying attention to his daughter.He took a deep breath, put away the contempt in his heart, and realized that things might be more complicated than he thought before... Angelina was still nothing to worry about, and the strangeness between Moriarty's words and deeds could be ignored, But Bella... did she know something?

"Can you use coins to decide the order, Dad?" Bella asked with a questioning tone when there was a five-cent coin between her fingers, "I choose the portrait?"

Robbins nodded, his thoughts drifting with the high toss of the coin.Maybe this game is not that simple... He can't figure out what happened, but at least he can clearly see the attitudes of Moriarty and Bella.Moriarty did make this suggestion on purpose, and Bella did intend to show herself to Moriarty, but he is not sure whether he and Bella are in the same camp now... Maybe through Game, what can he find out?

He wasn't worried that if he and Bella really revealed each other's secrets, it would become a handle in Moriarty's hands. Behind Moriarty was a superhero, and he was just a self-made man in the New York underground. The leader of the gang, the disparity in status is too great, he is willing to take this opportunity to take the initiative to send the handle to Moriarty, in order to attract more attention and gain more benefits.

The coin fell to the ground with a ding, and Bella bent down to pick it up: "The White House—you come first, Dad."

Robbins has no problem with that.He decided to start with a simple question: "You know you were born with a twin sister, but we never told you that you were actually the older sister, Bella."

"Bill has talked about this as a party item so many times, Dad." Bella looked calm. "You have oligospermia."

Robbins grinned in embarrassment: "...Yes, otherwise, why have I only had you as a child for so many years? - You had a boyfriend in the freshman year of college, from the basketball team, two days We broke up."

"I'm glad you're willing to deny that Albert Smith is your other child."

Robbins' eyebrows couldn't help but raised: "Albert... how do you know!? - I know you have a long-term bed partner relationship with Bill's girlfriend, but he doesn't know this himself, don't worry. "

"Bill loves Lily, Lily loves to gossip, and I love to listen to gossip. You may not know that Bill has a good friend who is a famous doctor, and that doctor once brought him back when he was dying. This world." Bella looked directly at him, "This happened 20 years ago, you must have heard of it a bit, right?"

"I seem to have had dinner with that doctor." Robbins has an excellent memory, "Martin Connor? I remember he is the director of this hospital—you have been secretly intervening since six years ago." The internal affairs of the gang, many important decisions have your shadow behind the operation."

"Thank you for your mercy, I remember your kindness, and I didn't move too fast." Bella said lightly, "You may not know that Dr. Martin Connor and Ms. Kate Smith live in the same apartment. They were childhood sweethearts from primary school to college—Smith dropped out of school to become a bunny girl, and used the money squandered by high-flyers to support Connor’s education. Then she became your mistress, and Dr. Connor suddenly discovered his Good friend Bill is your right-hand man."

Robbins' face changed.Bella's narration made him start to have a bad association: "...are you implying that Bill may have betrayed me in some way?"

"Does this seem to be a hint?" Bella asked softly, "I'm just narrating the facts, Dad... You must have tried to verify the blood relationship between you after Albert was born, right? You hand this matter over to Who was it given to? How many times have they been verified?...Anyway, Ms. Smith and Dr. Connor have been secretly in touch until today."

"... When did you know?"

"About six years ago, Ms. Smith felt that she had waited enough and came to me with a paternity test to talk to me. At first I did have a sense of crisis, so I took some actions, but when I After finding out the truth of the whole matter, I felt that it would be good for me to conceal it—anyway, even if there is no Albert, you will try to create another male heir for yourself. If not Bill, I didn't know you were so obsessed with gender."

The air was silent for a few seconds, and Robbins forced a smile: "You have grown up, Bella."

"Albert grew up much faster than me." Bella said, "He knew who his biological father was when he was four years old."

Robbins' face became even uglier.He took a deep breath: "I know you're not sick at all, Bella...you fell into Angelina's trap on purpose."

-

Unlike Sherlock Holmes, what Moriarty is best at is looking for sparks in seemingly ordinary things.Of course, if things are really boring in the end, he will vent his dissatisfaction reasonably, [delete] such as skinning according to the severity of the situation[/delete].It was thanks to this good quality that he happily spent thirty-four years in another world, and it was precisely because of this habit that he accepted Robbins' commission.

Robbins obviously has a lot of secrets to be discovered... This is a world of supernatural powers, so after Robbins accidentally revealed Jarvis's true characteristics, Moriarty told him A special ability you may have arouses interest.At first, he thought that Robbins' ability was related to vision, but Jarvis found some information from the archives of S.H.I.E.L.D., and found that Robbins probably possessed the ability to secrete biological poison...Interesting Unfortunately, this ability is not his own awakening, but a deformed product created by the laboratory.

All information on Robbins began in 1980, and no one knew where he came from or what relatives he had. FBI agents accidentally discovered a secret biological laboratory in Tennessee while chasing a fugitive, and rescued more than 20 orphans who had been imprisoned for human experiments for more than ten years, one of which was Robin s.After they were sent to the hospital for recuperation and observation, someone accused Robbins of committing a murder while in captivity, but before the matter really became serious, Robbins stole a doctor's wallet and escaped from the hospital quietly. .After that, he came to New York alone, and soon met his later wife, and the two fell in love quickly. Robbins became a hard-working plumber, and lived a happy and ordinary life...until At the age of 30, his wife passed away due to dystocia, and his newborn daughter was diagnosed with vampirism. Then Robbins' life suddenly turned around again, and until today he has become a influential gang leader in the New York underground.

The example of Captain America has led to decades of secret experiments on super serums after the end of World War II. From the era of the Strategic Science Corps (SSR) to today’s SHIELD, this kind of experiment The bans and crackdowns have never stopped.However, the matters that S.H.I.E.L.D. has to worry about are too extensive, and it is inevitable that many fish will slip through the net.Robbins' current archives were only completed and tracked almost ten years ago. At that time, he already had a certain right to speak and influence, and he did not abuse his ability in the past few decades. , so there was no disturbance.

Bella's account is basically consistent with S.H.I.E.L.D.'s analysis, as well as Moriarty's subsequent observations.According to the perception of ether particles, most of the power flowing in Robbins' body is concentrated on the joints of his hands, but his eyes are empty. Obviously, his super power has nothing to do with vision... Bella's power is concentrated in the On the teeth, it also conforms to the analysis Jarvis made based on the data.But their father and daughter saw through Jarvis's real appearance by coincidence, which obviously can only be related to the supernatural ability... If the reason is not their own, then it may only be the problem of the pair of earrings.

Angelina herself has awakened a weak hypnotic ability, and the power contained in the pair of earrings can greatly increase her ability. Perhaps when she hypnotized the Robbins father and daughter, those powers poured into them It is only through their minds that they have the ability to see through the disguise for a short time... and she herself has benefited from this power, even violating the laws of nature...

Rubbing his chin with his fingers, a picture appeared in Moriarty's mind.A spider quickly swelled up in the corridor of the hospital, and its huge body occupied the corridor in an instant. Moriarty knocked on the handrail, and the floor of the corridor collapsed, and the spider fell onto the next floor...

——He is really interested in this kind of power.

—Angelina was screaming desperately.

The giant spider didn't disappear because of her scream, and she didn't even faint because of the sudden great fear... She just screamed hysterically, and even the severe pain from the wound on her face couldn't stop her Let go of the fears you've built up in your heart.It wasn't until an appendage brushed against her face and pierced into the wall that she suddenly stopped her voice as if someone had strangled her neck. Her eyes were filled with tears of panic, and after a long while she calmed down gently. Choked up a bit.

The spider was "looking" at her impatiently.Angelina didn't understand how she could feel such information from those terrifying compound eyes... But after realizing that the other party didn't seem to have any intention of attacking, her tense nerves gradually relaxed a little, and she gave a little thought problem space.There seemed to be a familiar and intimate aura about the spider. After the fear subsided, Angelina's thinking became more flexible.She suddenly thought of a possibility, and tried to call out: "...Adam?"

The spider responded.It pulled the appendage from her face.Angelina breathed a sigh of relief, and her whole body collapsed to the ground.She was just guessing, but she didn't expect to get it right... Adam told her that his ability was to manipulate animals, and he had indeed only used animals like sparrows, mice, or stray cats to communicate with her, never using spiders... But Spiders seem to belong to arthropods?Angelina was thinking wildly, and the surprise of finding an ally made her suddenly relaxed, as if she had already grasped the straw... Yes, Adam promised to come to rescue her... He must have come to save her...

She completely forgot about the cursing and cursing she had said to Adam a few minutes ago, thinking that Adam must be able to get her out of this weird situation.Adam had mentioned to her many times that the organization behind him had great powers, and they changed her fate. How could such a small thing not be done?

She subconsciously put all other abnormalities to the back of her mind, such as why Adam suddenly appeared in this form, how did he get in here, why the spider became so big... Calm down, Angelina Ask as lightly as possible: "How are we going to get out, Adam?—Will you let me step on your back?"

The spider raised its appendage again and took a step back.This move is not easy, because compared to its huge body, the corridor is really narrow.

Angelina was waiting for it to write and answer as usual, but saw the spider's huge body spring forward—an appendage pierced her heart, Angelina lowered her head in shock, looking Seeing the black-red blood oozing out from the hospital gown, she raised her hand to touch it in disbelief... The appendage was pulled out from her chest as if it were an understatement, and more blood gushed out from the wound, quickly turning red her left hand.

Angelina screamed again.

-

"Adam" was now filled with irritability.Thanks to his ability and excellent IQ, he has not messed up for the time being after successive accidents.Think about how this situation happened now - driven by a certain premonition and rational judgment, today he asked for leave and came to the hospital, preparing to take back the pair of earrings in Angelina's hands, and by the way, cut the roots.The earrings were secondary. It was important not to let others find out about his relationship with Angelina... at least not until Robbins' daughter died.But Angelina's current state is extremely special. He still has to find a way to get rid of the earrings before she can die thoroughly. So after thinking about it, "Adam" lay in the dean's office and pretended to take a nap, but his spirit was attached to the On the body of a garden spider, she slipped into Angelina's ward quietly.

His ability was accidentally awakened two years ago, and was discovered and secretly absorbed by the "organization" immediately after.Under the intentional training of the "organization", his ability has improved rapidly. At the beginning, he could only control the target for more than ten minutes continuously. Now it doesn't matter if he doesn't take back the control for a few days and nights...but it doesn't matter to the organization or to him. , this ability is a bit too weak, because he can neither control multiple targets at the same time, nor can he control creatures with higher intelligence, such as humans.Therefore, the organization has not included him in the core plan for a long time. After realizing that there is no hope to make a big difference in another field, Adam put away his inner fantasy and began to plan for his future... There is a good thing at hand. If the opportunity can be seized, it will not be a problem to regain the attention of the organization, at least to get a large amount of property, but the risk is very high...

But aren't young people just good at taking risks?What's more, Adam is only 17 years old... Even if things fail, he still has an organization to rely on, so that he won't suffer too much loss; He won't suddenly lose his life because of a secret... The paternity test is not difficult, if one day Robbins checks it on a whim, or his cheap sister puts all the evidence in front of Robbins , will the chubby, good-natured Robbins let him go for the father-son relationship of the past 17 years? ...impossible!

Adam—or Albert Smith—decided to take the risk of killing Bella, who most likely already knew his parentage, before Robbins, who had no other heirs.He picked his time carefully for several months, and finally set his sights on Angelina.Shallow, clever and ambitious people are the most convenient to use. Just when the organization was going to deal with two targets, and was about to use the artificially blessed doom jewels, he managed to ask the higher-ups to replace a pair of earrings with a booster ability to lure Robin Si took it down, and then designed the breakup between Robbins and Angelina step by step, and the encounter between himself and Angelina, and finally let Angelina move into Robbins' home with the pair of earrings...

The "bad luck" that Robbins thought was actually caused by him.One would be wary of a mole, a bug, or a thief, but not a spider or a mouse.He easily found out many confidential matters of Robbins, and then leaked all these things to his opponents... Angelina kept deeply hypnotizing Bella under his instruction, making Bella firmly believe that she was suffering from Suffering from vampirism... the power of the will is strong, and Bella is surrounded by a disease of her own creation.

But the use of that kind of ability amplifier has great side effects. It is like a kind of spiritual heroin. Once used, it is difficult to quit, and it is accompanied by various symptoms such as memory loss and shortened lifespan... It feels like things have already begun When it was almost over, he was worried that something would happen to Angelina, so he pretended that he had arranged a retreat for her and asked her to leave the house.Unexpectedly, things went wrong just at this time. On the day Angelina left Robbins' house, she was attacked by Bella and sent to this hospital. When he used his identity to inquire about the situation, However, she accidentally learned from her biological father that Angelina had been poisoned by the same poison as the person Bella had attacked before, and her vital signs disappeared quickly after the operation, but the strange thing was that she, who was clearly completely dead, returned to the hospital after that. He opened his eyes and asked the nurse who came to round the room where he was...

Those in the know were horrified by this, but Adam became interested.With the help of a few gadgets, he erased the memories of all insiders and approached Angelina as a doctor.He found that Angelina's body did not show the characteristics of any corpse at all, and she was eating and excreting like a normal person, but the medicine no longer had any effect on her body, and the wound on her face showed no sign of healing , On the contrary, carrion was born day by day... And Angelina was unaware of her own death, and took it for granted that she was still alive.Adam realized that this might have something to do with the pair of earrings. Angelina herself is a master hypnotist, and the pair of earrings has ample ability to increase. After realizing that she was abnormal, she subconsciously put on the pair of earrings. The increase in the earrings has strengthened his will, so that he can "live"...

Edgar Allan Poe wrote a short story called "The Truth of Mr. Valdemar's Case", which tells the story of hypnotizing the dying person, which caused the body of the deceased to not completely sink into death for a long time. Adam felt that this was similar to that of Angie. Lina's situation is very similar.As long as the earrings are taken away and the will to support Angelina is not so strong, she will probably turn into a pile of rotten things quickly after the hypnosis is lifted like the deceased in the story.But what he didn't expect was that when he was about to do this, Robbins suddenly brought a person dressed as a doctor into the ward, and then things developed even more unexpectedly, he used The cradle of rebirth that deceived Angelina actually came out of Robbins' mouth, the doctor became a psychic, and Bella suddenly appeared to expose Angelina's conspiracy... Then Angelina fled, "the psychic "Proposed to play a game, he suddenly appeared in a corridor, at a loss where he was, and he didn't feel any popularity.After walking along the corridor for 10 minutes, he suddenly became huge uncontrollably and fell from the floor...

…then he saw Angelina, screaming hysterically, unaware that the bandages had come off her face, revealing a disgusting wound that was dripping with pus.He couldn't help piercing Angelina's heart, but he didn't expect that she didn't die without the earring...

Angelina screamed and ran away, not realizing how hurt she had been.Adam walked in the opposite direction to her, moving his four pairs of limbs quickly while sorting out his thoughts... The environment they are in now is obviously not normal, whether it is the upper floor or this floor, the corridor It seems to grow forever without end... He is sure that both he and Angelina have fallen into someone else's "ability", but who is that capable person?The so-called psychic? ...Wait, that person's face seems familiar...

Adam suddenly stopped in his tracks.

He suddenly understood why that person brought up the cradle of regeneration, and why the Robbins father and daughter reacted so abnormally... Of course he has the ability to know the news about the cradle of regeneration, and of course he has the ability to make the Robbins father and daughter vie for favor !Because he is Iron Man's now publicly dated boyfriend, Jim Moriarty!

-

The room was quiet for a few seconds, and the atmosphere became a little condensed for a while.

Robbins watched his daughter, waiting for her to respond to his probing.After tearing up the veil of warmth, Bella seemed to suddenly become a stranger. He couldn't guess what she was thinking, and he didn't even know if she was still in the same camp as him... He hoped that Bella could As in his impression, he is kind-hearted, brave to sacrifice, and expects her to react differently... One side is the "poison scorpion", and the other side is the father. He can't decide between the two roles. Can go with the flow.

"At first I kind of wanted to laugh, Dad...but I found I couldn't," Bella said softly. "Why did you say that? Conscience? What kind of answer do you want me to give you? Sure." Or deny?...You want me to admit that I am committing slow suicide in this way? For what? To cover up my awakened ability? Don’t you think it’s a bit ridiculous? You want me to take the initiative to fall into the trap? Do you condemn yourself for this demonic ability, or are you afraid of you?"

Robbins' hands were unconsciously clasped together.His throat was a little itchy, and he coughed involuntarily: "...This is exactly what I don't understand. In my opinion, you have always been a smart girl. You don't have to be afraid of this ability... Don't I have such ability?"

"You found out from those corpses that I have awakened my ability, and speculated that I can secrete venom through my teeth, but what you don't know is that my ability is uncontrollable." Bella looked at him sadly, "I Can't control my own venom glands like a poisonous snake, all my teeth are the source of venom production... If I had awakened such an ability before being hypnotized by Angel, do you think it would be possible for me not to cause any confusion? Instead You, Dad...you let An Qi hypnotize me on purpose, right?"

"I know you're disappointed in me, Bella, but you can't suspect that I intend to murder my own daughter!" Robbins raised his voice with anger, "I did suspect that there was something wrong with Angelina, but you Acting to like her so much, she made a psychological hint to me..."

"—Don't tell me you don't know that she sneaks into my room for at least an hour every night after I'm asleep!?" Bella also raised her voice and looked at him coldly, "Or do you think that in this kind of What else can happen to us under the circumstances!? You see everything in your eyes, but deliberately pretend to be unaware, because if I die in this way, you will not only be able to remove obstacles and gain a good reputation, but also In this way, it is logical to push your beloved illegitimate child to the fore! Even if Angelina's matter is exposed, you can still shirk responsibility, after all, you are also a real victim in it, and everyone will sympathize with you..."

Robbins sighed, and his expression softened: "You think too complicated, Bella... You know how much loss I have suffered during this time, even if I really plan to see you for Albert Isn’t the price too high if you don’t save yourself?”

"Of course you can't take the initiative to pay such a high price for this. You just chose to let it go after you found out about it." Bella said mockingly, "And I'm really a silly girl, who has no experience in the world, and I don't know anything about naivete." A noose has been put around my neck...I would actually trust your so-called fatherly love, thinking that An Qi had no more love for me...Because I really can't figure out how she can have any leeway under your surveillance How could Angie, who is by my side in such a dangerous situation without any reason other than harming me, not win my love? I love her and cherish this last life The love I got, and I couldn't bear to let her be dragged down by my feelings, so I had to pretend to be indifferent, and comforted myself by silently paying for her fake identity... If it wasn't because I forgot the time when I searched for information that night, I wouldn't have known that she actually They will come to hypnotize me at night..."

Robbins was silent for a while, and said in a gentle tone: "Now that Angelina is about to die, you have returned to normal, and Albert will no longer pose any threat to you... I have no reason to harm myself. daughter. How about we shake hands and make peace, Bella?"

"Unfortunately not." Bella said in a calm tone, "Hypnosis is just an introduction. If my knot is not solved, my symptoms will never recover... Besides, it's just a game, Dad."

——It’s just a game of revealing secrets and competing for acting skills.

-

The collapsed hole has never been repaired. Adam doesn't know whether it is due to the negligence of the ability user who created the illusion or the other party's deliberate effort. After spending a day and night and almost exhausting his physical strength, he finally walked through the entire corridor, but only from the end point. Back to the beginning again.

There is still no end to the front and back, and the big hole that sent him to the lower floor turned from the top of his head to his feet... He saw a shadow running through the hole—it was Angelina.She didn't seem to be tired at all, and she didn't pay attention to the environment she was in, just running forward blindly.

——This is a Möbius ring!They will never find the exit of the illusion!

Adam wanted to shout out, but the spider's body made him unable to speak.Gritting his teeth, he leaned his appendage against the wall and began to write.

[I am more worthy of your attention than they are, Mr. Moriarty, and I will tell you everything I know... I can work for you...]

-

"——Mr. Moriarty." Robbins stood up with difficulty and turned around, "I don't understand what's the point of this kind of game——you and Bella have reached something that I don't know Is there a tacit understanding?"

He had to ask Moriarty for help because he couldn't keep the game going.He didn't want to really break up with Bella, but he wanted to take the opportunity to talk about it. From the time Bella revealed the life experience of his illegitimate son, he could no longer do anything to his daughter-he knew his The situation, over the past 20 years, he has found countless mistresses, never tried contraception, and even tacitly allowed some of them to do test-tube babies, but no one was able to give birth to a child or even conceive...Under such circumstances, even if In another twenty years, the possibility that he will have another child and the gender of the child will still be male is very low, not to mention that he is now in his 50s and how much time he still has to sit in this position safely Well... Bella's thinking is right, she has become his only choice, and if she is unwilling to ease the relationship with him because of this incident, Robbins should also worry about his own Living in his later years... His enemies are not rare.

Moriarty lazily raised his lower eyelids and clapped his hands: "Excellent contest—I ruled that Bella won this time, you shouldn't have any objections, Robbins?"

"She did say something I didn't know." Robbins straightened his bow tie, feeling the skin on his neck tingle with sweat. "I'm okay with that."

"As we agreed, the loser will be punished." Moriarty laughed. "Are you ready?"

Robbins only felt that his smile was meaningful, but he didn't understand what he meant.He was considering whether to go outside and leave the conversation space for Bella and Moriarty, when suddenly his eyes blurred and he found himself standing in the corridor of the hospital.

——But compared with the hospital corridor in his impression, this corridor is a bit too clean... It is empty, with no end in sight, and the cold and bright lights evenly fill the entire space...

Suddenly there was a sound coming from behind, Robbins turned around, and saw a huge spider opening its fangs towards him...

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"I'm very interested in the information you provided, Mr. Smith." A voice sounded in Adam's ear, "but now I want to test your sincerity."

"—Kill all competitors, and this position is yours."

-

Robbins has some resistance to biotoxins, but he couldn't stop the giant spider from injecting digestive enzymes into its body.He got stuck in a tangle of spider silk and was slowly transported to a huge web that stretched across the hallway.There was already a prey on the spider web, with its head bowed down, and black and smelly blood was still flowing from its chest...

It was difficult for Robbins to find the beauty of his former lover from the face covered with fine white maggots.

He cried out in terror.

-

"I appreciate you, Miss Robbins." Moriarty said, "We have a good understanding. For you and me, this situation can be regarded as a windfall... Then, you really plan to snatch Jia Wes' job?"

In an image in his mind, Jarvis puffed up his cheeks.

"I always want to find some meaning in my life." Bella said, "What's more, I work in a newspaper office and have always been interested in digging out secrets."

Moriarty laughed.

"Go and take the reward you deserve." He said kindly, "Supplement the spirit of hunger, and then see if you can get new abilities... I am quite interested in the fusion of superpowers."

Bella laughed too, and disappeared into the ward.

-

There were three people falling in the ward, Robbins fell on the bed, Angelina fell on the sofa, and Bella fell in front of the door.Moriarty stepped over Bella and opened the door.Jarvis was still sitting outside waiting, his short legs hanging over the edge of the chair, staring intently at the small handful of black-red mist in his hand.

The corridor was dark and extremely quiet.Moriarty picked up Jarvis casually and walked outside.

"Are you really going to let Bella be your assistant?" Jarvis asked, leaning over his shoulder, "Tony seems to have talked to you about this, when you both agreed that it would be best for you not to develop any influence in this world? "

"Tony felt like anything about me was going to get out of hand in the end." Moriarty jolted him, "I think he just wanted to get out of control for me alone—and at this point, I really