"Sweet Honey As Ashes Like Frost" Fan Ye Shen

I thought I would have a happy ending in my dream.

Senior brother told me during the day: "Shaoguang, your spiritual power has skyrocketed, and you are afraid that you are about to ascend to immortality."

Then I fell into a dream again, this time there was no brother, and there was no wonderland of mist.I'm falling, there's no end to it, lightning flashes and thunder rings in my ears, and the sound of the wind is frightening.I looked back, and a thunderbolt hit my face in an instant. Before I thought about it, scattered memory fragments flashed one after another, Runyu left, the heavenly court was in crisis, Yuelao greeted, the child forced the palace, and jumped off the high platform.

Chaos of memories wrapped around my chest.

But I instantly understood that I seemed to be an abandoned child?

Endless pain followed, tormenting me so much that I wished I could die. Lightning struck my body, and the smell of burnt meat lingered at the tip of my nose. The wind blew past, my skin was torn apart, and half of my bones were cut in pain.But this kind of pain keeps coming, I want to use my power to resist, but my body condenses all my cultivation in Dantian, child, this thought flashed in my mind for an instant.

I want to protect my children.

However, the burning sensation in the lungs was no longer uncomfortable under the thunder and wind.

why is that?Brother, why is this?

It hurts!

I was born afraid of pain, and I would shed tears when I was slightly scratched when I was young.It was the first time I felt such pain, and I thought of suicide, but my body tightly protected the dantian.

To protect the child, he gritted his teeth and endured the body being broken up again and again and recovered a little, and then he was struck by lightning and burned, and was divided by the wind.Every second was so hard, the lamp in my hand could no longer hold it and fell, a gap burst instantly, and a crystal cold bead fell into my brow.

The pain subsided, and before I could breathe a sigh of relief, I felt the bead passing through my body, and finally fell into the dantian, and then I saw myself raise my hand to form a barrier on my body, everything happened too fast, I Before he was ready, he was struck by lightning again and his flesh was scorched.

Several times, I thought I was going to die, but I would wake up for a moment, and then I would face the constant pain again.

Brother, I hate you!

Waking up in a daze, and then fainting again, this kind of pain seems to never stop.After an unknown amount of time, I felt my back fall heavily to the ground. I took a sharp breath, coughed violently, and then the sweet and fishy smell surged, and I vomited it out with my head tilted.

His eyes were dark and his ears were buzzing.

I don't know how long I lay there, the sky above was always a constant layer of darkness, I was awake and sleeping.

When I woke up again, I looked far away and found a few pieces of paper from the Qiankun bag, and then I saw that I used my fingers as a pen and blood as ink to write a lot in detail. Due to the displacement of internal organs, I would cough up blood from time to time , but I didn’t take rest and recuperate, but continued to write unknown content, fainted a few times in the middle, woke up and continued to write.

After finishing writing, I forcibly used my spiritual power to send the paper out.

I don't know why the self in the dream doesn't cherish myself so much. Is there anything more important than life in the world?

Afterwards, she began to use her kung fu to heal her injuries, but in order to protect her dantian child, she had not much cultivation left. For the first time, I realized that she may be me, but she is not me either.

I felt my body moving, crawling a little bit. Although the internal organs were repaired, the torso had already been injured and only scattered carrion was left floating on the bones.

She wanted to give up these legs.

I was so lucky to understand her thoughts, and instead of dragging them to provoke the wicked, I would rather let go of the wolf and the tiger and practice a new pair.

She is a woman who is merciless to herself, calm and terrifying.

Sure enough, as they moved inch by inch, the unsteady smell of meat and the stench of carrion attracted the wolves.

When a wolf was slamming on my leg, I couldn't help the pain, but she just gritted her teeth and endured the pain of gnawing flesh and breaking bones.

I thought that after this, she would treat me kindly, but what happened after that was far beyond what I have seen in my whole life. I lived at the bottom of the world and became a member of the fight for bad food.

But she will never have superfluous expressions, even if her appearance is lost, even if her hands are crawling, she will always look at everything calmly.I can't breathe in pain, she is me, and she is not me.

In addition to eating as a last resort, she often has no water or rice for a few days and just concentrates on adjusting her breath in a cave.After a while, she finally grew her legs and walked in one direction.

The newly grown legs are very weak, and every step I take is excruciatingly painful. I have experienced all the pain I have never experienced in my life. What kind of woman are you?

One day, a child tried to snatch food from her. Seeing her walking bumpily, a stone hit her leg hard. I wanted to cry out of pain, but she just stood there, and then the second stone, The third stone, countless stones.

Brother!

I couldn't help but want to shout, save me!

I finally passed out. Before I fainted, I felt that she was still standing there, like a stone statue not moving at all.

I thought I would wake up after this nightmare was over, but I was woken up by bursts of scalding heat.

I am naturally fond of the cold and afraid of the heat. Even when Baiting Mountain is covered with snow, I still bathe in cold water.

This is the first time I feel surrounded by heat. When I opened my eyes, I felt like I was lying in the water. It was the heat from the ground, and the heat made me dizzy.

how can i be hereIs it my brother who left me here?

But then I realized that I was still in a dream, and Liu Ying came over from the corner of the stone wall with a food box in her hand: "This is the ginseng soup I ordered the kitchen to make, do you need anything else I can do?" Prepare?"

what to prepare?I was wondering, but my body replied: "Thank you, you have helped me a lot."

"You really didn't inform the Emperor of Heaven?" This was the first time I heard the titles in their words. I heard many things from her before I could understand them.

"No." She pulled the corner of her mouth and smiled, and then said: "You persuaded me three times a day, if you want to waver, why wait until now."

"But how can you bear this hardship alone." Liuying was more anxious than she was.

"This is the calamity I deserve." She said flatly: "Cultivating the path of ruthlessness and entering the door of love is just going against the heart of the Tao. After cultivating the evil cause, the evil result will come."

"You..." Liu Ying stood not far away, and wanted to raise her hand several times to say something, but in the end she didn't say it.

She lived too transparently, and it was the first time I tried to understand this woman with whom I have a deep relationship.

"Shaoguang." Finally, when Liuying was about to leave, Zhenzhi called her name emphatically. It turned out that her name was also Shaoguang: "Shaoguang, if you live a little more confused, you may find that things are not that complicated."

"That's just a possibility, Liuying."