poppy love

Finally, they jumped out of the tight encirclement and squeezed into the nanny car.Lao Gao almost lost his life, but when he saw the scene of Lu Han holding Meng Su tightly, he couldn't say a word of accusation, after all, this kid had to spend a lot of effort to lure the little rabbit into the bait.

Although Meng Su has done many wrong things, her love for Lu Han is good after all.

Thinking of her current situation, how could he say anything to criticize her.

When the doctor was going to give her anesthesia.

Meng Su tightly gripped his sleeves.

Don't tell him, don't tell him.

The operation took 2 hours.

Outside the operating room, Lu Han stared closely at the surgical door, expecting it to open in the next second.

Sure enough, the doctor came out.

He looked at Lu Han, and remembered what the patient had told him before he fell into a coma. Facing his question, the doctor only picked and said: I'll tell you the specific situation when the patient wakes up.

Meng Su was sent to the intensive care unit.

A bunch of instruments were attached to her.

Her life can only be maintained by this pair of instruments now.

Thinking of how she was so lively by his side in the past, Lu Han only felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

Why didn't he cherish her well at that time?

He also talked and satirized her everywhere.

At this moment, he really wanted to take a knife and cut himself.

What has he done to her?

It's just Xiao Su, you are also at fault.

You shouldn't lie to me, you shouldn't lie to me.

I'm not a saint, I'll be angry, I'll be dissatisfied, I'll be hurt, you know?

I always thought you were just using me and you had no feelings for me.

But now I know I was wrong, I just want to start time again.

No matter what you do to me again, I won't be angry with you.

Didn't you say you would stay with me?

No matter where I go, you will follow me, have you forgotten?

So you hang on and live to fulfill your promise.

I don't allow you to break your promise!

Did you hear it?

"This is the last scene I want to see." She finally woke up, but this was the first sentence she said when she woke up.

"I hate parting."

Lu Han sat in front of the bed, looked at her, with mixed feelings for a moment.

"When I was young, I lived in a mess. I thought that when I grew up, I could protect myself and live a decent life. In the end, I was not as chic as I was when I was a child. People like me are like sewer rats. You are entangled by me. It's actually quite unlucky." She looked at the ceiling and said to herself.

"I'm going to die, Luhan." When she finally said these words calmly, he looked into her eyes.

"Don't look at me like that, it's actually a relief for me." Meng Su raised his hand to stroke his face.

"I thought that after seeing you, I would go find a hillside and bury myself, but I didn't expect to be admitted to the hospital, and the plan fell through again."

"Have you finished?" He couldn't listen anymore.

"Meng Su, if you finish speaking, just listen to me obediently." He sat beside her.

"I'm really angry. When I heard that you had a showdown with Xincong, I even hated you, but haven't you heard an old saying? The deeper you love, the deeper you hate. You can only use me, I Unable to accept this fact, I hypnotized myself, and pulled myself out of my grief. On the surface, everyone thought I was fine and unaffected, but it was crying, and I just pretended not to hear it.” He forcefully Pat the heart position.

"Until you reappeared, I was afraid of being teased and led by you again, so I always spoke bad words to you, but I just wanted to ask you if you had any real feelings for me. I won't let you You go out because you don’t want the media to find you, because I’m afraid you’ll disappear again and leave me, so I don’t let you go out, I lock you tightly at home, and I distance myself from Xincong because our separation is He caused, I don't even want anyone to know you're back, I'm going to lock you up, where only I can touch, where only I can protect, all because I don't want to lose again You, do you understand?"

"I don't seem to have made the right decision all along. Now it seems that falling in love with you is the most correct thing I have ever done. Just meeting me should be the most unlucky thing in your life."

"You are wrong, without you, I may never know what unforgettable love is all my life, you fill the missing part of my whole life, I can't live without you."

Meng Su grabbed his fingers, and the latter quickly came up to intertwine her fingers.

"Although I am very touched, I still want to say, forget me, don't remember me anymore, forgetting is the best gift for me, because I can't give you anything."

She still owes a life, and she has to pay it back.

Being in debt doesn't feel good.

The principle of her life has always been: do not owe others.

"I don't want you, as long as you let me stay by your side, let me be with you." He gently lay on her chest, and at this moment he could finally understand what it was like when she insisted on staying in his house.

During the last journey of his life, he just wanted to spend it with her like this.

"fool!"

Meng Su patted his back lightly.

Beauty is twilight, and love is late, this is what every woman fears most.

How could she let him see her ugliest side?

She hopes that when he thinks of her in the future, he will always be youthful and charming.

Instead of lying on the hospital bed, looking sickly.

Although she had already made up her mind, she still did not refuse his visit while she was in the hospital.

Now even if it is said that she only covets his beauty, I am afraid he will not care about it.

What the outside world thinks of her this time is no longer something she cares about, and I believe it's not something he cares about either.

Time is so precious, how can it be wasted on outsiders?

To her, being able to see him while alive was a reward.

Sixth brother came to the hospital to see her during this time.

Seeing that he always had a sad face, Meng Su really couldn't let it go. This elder who treated her like a father and a brother had gray hair and was criticized about her affairs. She always felt ashamed of him. .

She told him that if he didn't want to work anymore, he would sell her house and live a leisurely life in retirement.

For her sake, Lu Han should take care of him, but she didn't want to owe him another favor, so when the two got along, they basically didn't mention this matter.

Regarding her condition, she was frequently reprimanded by doctors, and even her previous attending doctor rushed over to reprimand her after getting the news.

How can you not take your medicine on time?

If the medicine is lost, why don't you come to the hospital immediately to refill it?

You are so weak now because you did not take your medicine on time. If you want to live longer, you must take your medicine on time and at the same time.

Don't set limits on yourself, how long you can live is how long.

Meng Su hated this fate of not being able to control her own life and death.

She should not worry about when that day will come.

☆、Love of Poppy

If she feels guilty in this world, the only one who is sorry is Lu Han. At the last moment of her life, she wants to simply return to him and make up for the mistakes she made.

Poppies are very beautiful. She has seen a real poppy flower before, but the beautiful appearance hides deadly poison. The flower itself is innocent, but in the hands of a caring person, it has become the most dangerous wealth.

Someone once said:

The pinnacle of romance is death, but it just cannot die.

So poppy flower language is also called love of death.

When Luhan met her, it should be regarded as a journey of poppy.

Meng Su looked at the starry night sky outside the window, the night in the hospital was so quiet, so quiet that even the sound of breathing could be heard clearly.

She couldn't help thinking of what Lao Gao said today:

In order to take care of you, Lu Han postponed this year's contract, he is now in a semi-retired state.

The age when a male artist has the most rapid development momentum is his current time. If he is silent for a year, it may change the world if he comes out again. After all, a new star is born every hour in the entertainment industry.

Perhaps Lao Gao's original intention was just to let her persuade Lu Han not to give up his acting career.

But Meng Su didn't want him to waste time for himself.

Now she still has a lot of things waiting for her to do.

She also wants to see her biological parents to see if their lives are good now. Even though they abandoned her when she was a child, she still hopes to see them again when she is parting. After all, they gave her life.

And if she is still alive, she wants to go to Finland to see the aurora, and to go to the Inner Mongolia prairie to feel the vastness of the sky, the majesty of cattle and sheep seen in the wind and grass.

She wants to complete this journey to the end alone.

She hoped that Lu Han could gradually forget about her and treat her as a passing guest in his memories.

Even though he forgave her for everything she had done in the past, it was clear that they were no longer suitable to be together.

Broken mirrors will have cracks even if they overlap.

Not to mention the human heart?

Even if all this hadn't happened, given her current situation, she would not be willing to be his burden.

dear deer:

Sorry, I'm leaving.

Please don't come to me!

I know at this moment, you must be very angry.

But, I had to go.

I have spent the first half of my life paying off debts for my brother, and not a single day has ever belonged to me.

In the time left now, you let me do what I want to do.

Please remember, you are the only man I ever loved.

But I'm afraid we can never be the same again.

I insisted on going back to find you, but I just wanted to say to you: I'm sorry.

You are the last person I want to hurt.

It was you who accompanied me through those most painful days.

I will never forget you.

If in the end, I can come back alive.

I will definitely come back to you.

Because what I like most is seeing you stand on stage and take the world by storm.

your poppies stay

Under the night, a delicate figure slowly disappeared in the darkness, and the white paper full of words was pressed under the empty pillow.

It was already 8:30 in the morning when he was found.

He just went back and changed his clothes, lay down for a while, and she disappeared?

Luhan looked at the 'letter'.

I was angry, hated and sad.

After all, she just didn't believe him.

Don't want to give everything to him.

Could it be that she still doesn't understand that all the fame, fortune and wealth are worthless compared to her?

What does he need so much money for?

What does he want all that fame for?

Can those things bring him happiness and bring him a happy family?

Even if she doesn't have much time left, he just wants to be with her!

Let's go now, what if something happens on the road?

Has she thought about the consequences?

Does she understand that he doesn't care about the past, whether she lied to him, used him, or even consumed him.

All he ever wanted was her.

She doesn't understand at all.

She also said that she loves him the most, but her love is so selfish, and she always only thinks about herself.

Meng Su, do you think I will still wait for you where I am?

I gave you a chance.

If this is your decision, then I won't wait for you.

Old Gao Wan didn't expect that she would make such a decision, and he was full of guilt at the moment. If he knew this, he wouldn't have said those things to her, but who would have thought that she would be so decisive in doing things?

Just go.

This time the sea of ​​people is vast, where should I go to find people?

Just when he was thinking about how to find Meng Su's whereabouts, Lu Han told him that there was no need.

Where she likes to go, where to go.

This didn't seem like something he would say, Lao Gao was taken aback for a moment, and it wasn't until later that he found out that he wasn't telling lies.

His work is normal and hectic, and it seems that he really doesn't look for it anymore.

Time just passed by day by day.

No news media has reported that so-and-so died on the street; no so-and-so was seriously ill and admitted to the hospital.

Everything was as calm and harmonious as if Meng Su had never appeared before.

Lu Han's career is still in full swing, the number of films he is planning to start shooting has increased to 5, and now he has slowly moved from the front of the stage to behind the scenes.

He no longer laughs at himself as a little fresh meat, but declares that he is already in the ranks of "old bacon".

But his emotional life is still like a glass of plain water, indifferent.

The time is counted in years, and his footprints are all over the country, large and small.

From the southernmost point to the northernmost point, from the easternmost point to the westernmost point.

He has been to all the famous and not famous cities.

It's like collecting stamps.

After many years, Lao Gao gradually understood his intention of doing so.

He said he didn't care, but subconsciously he was full of Chinese diamond maps.

What is he doing this for?

Isn't it to find the figure that has disappeared for 3 years?

Some people are fine if they are not emotional. Once they are emotional, they will swear to the death that they will only love one person.

For Luhan, I don't know whether it is joy or sorrow.

I hope God can treat the infatuated man better and let him reunite with his lover as soon as possible.

After wandering for many years, it is time to have a home.

"Old Gao, we're ready to go." While talking, the travel-worn man came out of the alley, and it was time for them to set off to the next stop.

"Okay." Lao Gao picked up the luggage at his feet and put it in the rented van.

From time to time, he used his peripheral vision to peek at the silent man leaning against the car window.

Over the years, Luhan has grown a beard, which looks less childish than when he was young, and adds a bit of masculine charm.

But it also added countless worries.

Nearly 40 years old, he has white beard roots on his temples.

"Actually, no news is the best news." He always persuaded Lu Han like this. In the past, he would always be teased, but unexpectedly he didn't today.

It seems that Lu Han's thoughts are no longer above this.

"The next stop is the White Fox Base, right?" He said suddenly, that holy place on earth was where their first film was filmed. It was shot there.

That was the place where they really made love, and being able to come back on her birthday was also considered to be ending this relationship.

Meng Su, I'm back.

Did you see it?

【end】

The author has something to say: the novel originally had a side story, but halfway through, isn’t the protagonist in the story no longer single?So it would be too abrupt to update the episode again, so let's just let it end like this.

After all, everything is like a short-lived dream.

See you in the next novel, everyone.