[Onmyoji] I may have met a fake big tengu

The story that belongs to Yunfei's previous life is actually ordinary and simple.

Yunfei was born in a well-to-do family, with no worries about food and clothing, a house and a car, loving parents who love her, and a sensible and lovely younger brother. Her childhood can be said to be happier than most children.

And it all happened because of a car accident.

A car accident took away Yunfei's father. Although the other party paid nearly one million yuan in compensation, for Yunfei, who was only six years old at the time, no amount of money could exchange for her loving father.

The only pillar of the family was lost, but life still had to go on, and all the burdens of the family fell on Yunfei's mother.Because of the need to support the house again, Mica began to run around and get busy, and sometimes even disappeared for two or three days.The material life of Yunfei and Yunjing is the same as before, and their mothers who want to eat and play have never refused. The only difference is that they have their father by their side, and they often don't see their mother.

At the beginning, both Yunfei and Yunjing complained about their mother, and even had a cold war with her for two hours every time her mother didn’t come home, but until later, her mother went to the hospital due to stomach problems and overwork. Yunfei, who was nine years old, and Yunfei, who was seven years old Yunjing finally understood how much pressure and pain his mother endured in order to support the family.

As if they had grown up overnight and discussed it, since that time, Yunfei and Yunjing have never had a cold war with their mother, but have become more sensible, filial and diligent, because they swore to each other when they were still young, that they would make their mother stand out in the future. Work so hard for them.

She went through high school peacefully and was admitted to the ideal key university smoothly. On the day her younger brother also received the admission letter from the national key university, she saw her mother shed the long-lost tiredness, which was gratifying and joyful.On that day, Yun Fei also cried like a two-hundred-pound child, leaving Yun Jing with a bewildered expression looking at the two crying women in a ball, because he never knew that Yun Fei was at that time. The feeling of relief, as if the grief and misfortune of the past have been gradually smoothed out by time, she is still doing well, and the people she loves are also doing well, and her mother has also achieved good results in career and love, nothing compares to this. She felt more relieved and joyful.

At that time, Yunfei felt that her life would probably go on like this. There were people she loved and family members who loved her. After graduation, she would have a good job and find a man who loved her. She also remarried and regained happiness. There was nothing she yearned for and looked forward to more than this.

So far, Yunfei firmly believes that if there is no sudden cancer, her life as Yunfei will be as happy as she expected, but unfortunately life has never been if.

From fainting to admission to the diagnosis of terminal cancer, in less than three months, she was pushed from the road full of hope to the abyss of despair. Give her a fatal blow.

She has cried out of control, been manic, and even given up on herself. She is so young, and the future she is looking forward to has not yet begun. Why should everything be taken away from her at this time?She doesn't want to die, she doesn't want to die!

She was in great pain, and then she saw her mother's eyes that were more sad and desperate than her and Yunjing's painful tears. At that moment, Yunfei understood that the pain caused by her cancer was not only her alone, but the two people who loved her deeply Tortured at the same time, tortured by her.The more she suffers, the more the person who loves her suffers.

Obviously it shouldn't be like this, and what she wants is for them to smile happily, instead of following her into such a desperate situation.

Thinking of this, Yun Fei wiped away tears, and buried the despair in her heart from then on. She comforted her mother in turn, and told them with a smile that she would persevere, and she would live on.Watching her gradually have a smile and vitality, the mother gradually came out of the grief, and gradually smiled.

She's going to live, so she's not afraid even with that painful chemo.

She will live, so even if she loses all her hair, she is not afraid.

She's going to survive, so even if... even if...

Does it matter even if the mother rejects that person's marriage proposal?Doesn't it matter if there is a problem with the cash flow of the mother's company due to the large expenditure due to her illness?Does it matter even if the mother has to keep busy for medical expenses and feel guilty for not being able to accompany her?Does it matter even if Yunjing wants to drop out of school and go to work to reduce the burden on the family?

... How could it be indifferent, how could it be indifferent!So it is so difficult for her to live, no matter what, it will make those who love her so painful!

In fact, Yunfei knew that she couldn't be saved.chemotherapy?It's just a means to decide whether she will die today or tomorrow.

She clearly wanted them to be happy, but in the end she made them so unlucky.She is not afraid of chemotherapy, not becoming bald, not afraid of the despair and fear of waking up from nightmares every night, and in the end she is not even afraid of death, the only thing she is afraid of is getting them involved.

Death is very simple, it is just a momentary thing, those who lost their loved ones are left in real pain, but she has no choice, because one more day she lives will bring another day of misfortune to this family .

She... doesn't want to live anymore.

On the day when Yunjing finished her sophomore final exam, the day was sunny and sunny, she left a suicide note, containing her favorite big white rabbit toffee that Yunjing specially brought her the day before.The toffee was still not completely melted in her mouth, full of milky aroma and sweetness, she jumped down from the balcony.

Belonging to Yunfei's life is over.

……

Standing aside, quietly watching the fragments of memory projected in the darkness from the deepest part of her heart, until she leaped from the balcony on the fourteenth floor for a lifetime, and the darkness returned to a dead silence.

"I think... I kind of understand why you can keep 'Xue Nu' alive so warmly." Xue Nu, who was quietly looking at Yun Fei's memory the whole time, suddenly said this.

Only when she has been loving and being deeply loved, can her cold body be wrapped in warmth.

Yun Fei was stunned for a moment, then realized that this was probably...a compliment to her?

She smiled slightly at Xue Nu: "I take you as a compliment, thank you. I have occupied your body for so long, and this is the first time I have approached you face to face. I owe you an apology. I am really sorry."

With that said, she turned to face her and bowed deeply.

"I'm sorry for occupying your body and sealing you for so long without authorization. I'm sorry for causing your body to fall into such a predicament now. At the same time, thank you for helping me find myself, everything that belongs to Yunfei."

Xue Nu looked down at her, her expression and eyes didn't change much.She quietly looked at the girl who was still bent over, as if thinking of something, she finally frowned slightly and looked away.

"I will accept your apology and thanks, but when it comes to thanking you, I should also say thank you to you."

"Huh?" Yun Fei raised her head in surprise.

Xue Nu raised her hand and looked at her body: "I have been watching you since the seal was lifted, and I have been re-observing this world through you, this world that once rejected and hurt me. But... it is obviously the same world , in your eyes, Kyoto is always full of human touch and warmth. Through your eyes, I see a world that I have never felt before, and feel a wonderful warmth that I have never felt. It is strange...but, No rejection. So I would like to thank you, if it wasn't for you, maybe I would not be willing to walk out of that snowy field until now, it was you who made this newborn body feel what I couldn't do."

Well……

Yun Fei stood up, and she couldn't help bending her eyebrows and laughing when she heard Xue Nu's words: "Then I won't accept your thank you hypocritically, that's why you helped me before, right now."

"Maybe...you have something that I don't have, which makes me extremely envious, so I can't help but want to help you, and I want to know...how you will go on."

Yun Fei raised her hand and touched her nose, she seemed a little embarrassed by what she said, and then she quickly became serious again as if she remembered something: "Then...you woke me up from the darkness this time to..."

"I didn't call you, and it's not me who has been trying to wake you up. I just... conveyed their call."

"..."

"To be loved and needed, one must respond to this need well, otherwise wouldn't it be too irresponsible?"

"Xue...nv..." Yunfei choked up for a while, not knowing what to say.

"But..." Xuenv's voice changed, and she raised her eyes to look deeply at her. The clear and cold eyes just looked straight into her eyes, and she said, "You have to think about it. If you are a human soul, if you go out, what do you want?" situation."

human soul...

Yun Fei looked up and looked at the endless darkness above her head.I really didn't expect her soul to be so popular and useful after one death. Generally speaking, it's worth being reborn again.

"I know. Can you temporarily help me suppress the bad guys outside who are acting recklessly?"

Xue Nu blinked: "Of course, this is my body."

Yunfei smiled slightly at her: "Thank you."

Snow Maiden: "Close your eyes."

Yun Fei did as she was told, she closed her eyes, she could not feel any light or sound in the dark world again, even the breath of Xue Nu disappeared, but she was not in a hurry, she knew Xue Nu would not lie to her of.

She closed her eyes and waited quietly. After an unknown period of time, she seemed to hear small voices, like the sound of wind, and also like the sound of conversation, one after another, from far to near, approaching a little bit.

She moved her eyelids, but she didn't dare to move, but she tried to distinguish the sound more carefully.

The voice became clearer and closer, and she gradually heard it more clearly, intermittently, sentence by sentence, as if someone was eagerly calling for something.

Suddenly, a trace of icy cold rushed to the face, obviously with a chilly feeling, but full of gentleness like a spring breeze.

——Snow Maiden.

——Snow Maiden!

this is……

Yun Fei couldn't bear it anymore, she opened her eyes suddenly, and then she saw, the lonely white figure that she thought she would never see again was flying towards her, its glistening wings fluttered in the dark night A streak of fluorescent light flashed across, like a meteor trail, unexpectedly a bit romantic.And she just looked at him like this, her eyes moved slightly, and she could not hide the nostalgia and joy in her eyes. She trembled her hands slightly, and wanted to raise them to embrace that man.

"That's not okay, it'll bother me a lot, Big Tengu-san."

The voice of the [-]-year-old bhikkhuni suddenly rang in her ears, Yun Fei was in a daze for half a second, and then she came back to her senses in an instant.

No, now is not the time to do this, she has more important things to do, she has to continue to pretend to be controlled to gain the trust of Yamata no Orochi, so that she can get close to the sealed altar.

This is probably the best acting time in Yunfei's two lives. She has fooled Ootengu, Kuro Seimei, Yamata no Orochi and Yabai Bikuni, and then when Abe Seimei yelled at her to wake her up... When she said a word, she couldn't hold back after all.

She looked at the man in front of her who had always been as gentle as jade, and slightly bent the corners of her lips.Shallow, but full of tenderness and gratitude.

Thank you for always taking her so warmly and sincerely.

Taking advantage of Abe Seimei's slight start, she snatched the hilt from his hand, turned around and flew towards the seal behind the mountain wall.

"Well done, Yuki! Hahahahaha!" Yaqi Orochi's uncontrollable excitement and excitement sounded immediately: "Sa, come quickly, as long as you unlock that seal, I can make you live forever." Urging and trying to force her into the final perdition, but I don't know if what she brought to it in the end was rebirth or another seal.

"Wait! Snow Maiden!!"

There was an urgent call from the big tengu behind her, and she could imagine how uneasy and anxious he would be after hearing Abe Seimei's words, she wanted to turn around and smile at him, then pat his wings to comfort him, telling Don't worry, it will be over soon.But she couldn't, she didn't even dare to stay for a second and went straight to the seal behind the mountain wall.

After entering the mountain wall, the scene behind the mountain wall is very different from what I saw ten years ago.Ten years ago, there was a torii gate here, and it could barely be seen that it was a sealed place. However, the torii gate has already fallen down and shattered into several pieces on the ground. The place where Kagura once lay is constantly emerging with rich and strong miasma,

That's probably where the blades of Yamata no Orochi and Kusanagi sword are sealed.

She closed her eyes and let out a light breath, then walked up the steps step by step.

It felt a bit like when she climbed up to the balcony chewing white rabbit toffee, each step was obviously getting closer to death, but she was unexpectedly calm.

Suddenly I want to eat rock candy, but unfortunately I don't have any.

"Yes, that's it. Come on, quickly summon the Grass Pheasant Sword."

Yamata no Orochi continued to be seductive, but she turned a deaf ear to it.

Walking to the middle of the altar, she squatted down and gently placed the hilt of the sword in her hand on the spell on the floor.The incantations engraved on the slate seemed to be activated, and a red light flashed in an instant. The light was overwhelming, and a silver-white blade suddenly appeared from the red light, and then it seemed to attract each other, floating in midair. The blade and the hilt placed on the ground suddenly fused together to form a huge ball of light. The red light was so dazzling that Yun Fei couldn't open her eyes.

Yun Fei turned her head a little uncomfortable, blocking the light with one hand and reaching into the light ball with the other. She seemed to grab something cold and hard in the warm light ball. With a little force, she suddenly pulled it out of the light ball. out.

A sharp and piercing silver light suddenly appeared, and when the grass pheasant sword was pulled out from the light group, the red light quickly faded away, leaving only the two-foot-eight-inch long knife with a red handle in Yunfei's hand.

"Yes, this is the Grass Pheasant Sword. Hahahahahahahahaha, finally, I finally saw it again. Come on, Xuenv, there is still one last step left, so I will be free and I will be able to fulfill your wish."

Yun Fei moved, but was stopped before she could take any action in the future.

"Wait a minute, Snow Girl-san, you don't have to do this!"

Daitengu and Abe Seimei and a group of people had broken through the barrier of Yabaichuni and broke in. When they looked up, they saw that she was already holding the grass pheasant sword and was being lured by Yamata no Orochi for the final sacrifice.

The big tengu didn't say anything more, he just raised the wings behind him and rushed towards her, he had the tendency to forcibly snatch her away to stop her, Hei Qingming also followed in, he frowned slightly and looked at her, but didn't stop the big tengu the behavior of.

However, the big tengu's movement was still blocked.

With a "bang", the big tengu was blocked by an invisible barrier before it got close to the altar, and then was forcibly bounced out.

"What, what?" Big Tengu couldn't believe it.

Not only Abe Seimei was surprised, but even the eight hundred bhikkhuni and Yamata no Orochi who hurriedly followed were also slightly surprised.

"... Barrier?" Yamata no Orochi knew that he hadn't cast any barrier. It waved a snake head and leaned over. However, it was stopped by an invisible force before it approached the altar like the big tengu. He was firmly resisted outside the altar.

"What?! What the hell is this??" Yamata no Orochi was shocked. Since who stopped it at the last step, it was obviously one step away, one step away!

"Xuanwu enchantment. Xuanwu's enchantment belongs to the territory. It is the most stable enchantment in the world. There is no way for you to break it in a short time."

A cold voice resounded in the altar, and everyone looked up one after another, only to see that Xue Nu, who had been mad like a demon before, still had the crazy look just now. Her eyes were clear and blue, and in this miasma-filled Looks bright in the dark of night.

"Snow Girl!" Seeing those familiar eyes, Otengu was overjoyed, but before he could be overjoyed, he was suddenly grabbed, because he finally realized that she was always awake before?

"...you know?" he asked slowly.

Yun Fei looked down at the Grass Pheasant Sword in her hand, and looked up at him: "Yes, I knew it all along, and I had planned it for a long time."

"..." Datengu was stunned, didn't reply, just looked at her deeply, without blame, without sadness, nor affectionately, just looked at her from such a distance, but seemed to rub her into his eyes inside.

Yun Fei didn't evade, just stared straight back into those eyes that she was nostalgic for, as if all the things she couldn't and didn't have to say were poured out in this meeting.

"Damn! Damn!! Damn Xuanwu! How dare you ruin my event at this time! You have been lying to me? You are not under my control!?" Yamata no Orochi was furious, and its eight heads danced around and smashed into the mountains. There were few trees, and then they crazily hit the invisible but extremely strong enchantment.

"Bhikkhuni, what are you still doing, hurry up and break the barrier!"

"Yes." Eight Hundred Bhikuni also became anxious, but Yuan Boya stopped her before she could get close.

"Although I also want to break the barrier, but I am not bad and kind like you, but I am very unhappy to be destroyed by you." Yuan Boya raised his bow and arrow and pointed it at the eight hundred bhikuni.

Babai Khuni rarely frowned, and his tone was a little cold: "Oh, oh, I don't have time to play with Boyasang now, can you step aside a little?"

"Of course—it can't be done. Stop talking nonsense and take an arrow from me."

Eight Hundred Bhikkhuni: "..."

"Trash! Trash! Everything is trash!" Seeing the eight hundred bhikkuni being entangled by Yuan Boya, the Yaqi snake became angry from embarrassment, and the snake's head hit the barrier even more forcefully: "Stop me quickly! Yuki, you really want to do this for this Is the last trace of soul left in the ugly human sacrifice? If you help me recover, I will be able to release you from the grass pheasant sword, let you continue to live, and let you be with your favorite big tengu forever What, how tempting this condition is. You got it in the end.”

To be able to live, and to be with the one I love the most...

Listening to Yamata no Orochi's words, Yun Fei couldn't help but chuckled.Ah, what an attractive condition indeed, it was indeed what she dreamed of.But she already knew in her previous life that there is often a gap between dreams and delusions.

So she chuckled, then shook her head: "Ah, sorry, your credit is not very good, I refuse to believe it."

"...You don't eat a toast, you don't eat fine wine, how long do you really think this enchantment can protect you? You will regret it, you will definitely regret it."

Yun Fei laughed and didn't answer it again.

"Snow Maiden-san."

With a soft call, Yun Fei looked up.

Abe Seimei took a step forward, his face full of worry: "You don't have to do this, you shouldn't be responsible for this."

Yunfei shook her head: "It's true that I shouldn't bear the burden, but it shouldn't be yours either. Qingming, you are a great onmyoji, and you will have greater contributions to this world, but I... just a wisp that is about to die. Between me and you, I am more suitable than you."

Abe Seimei opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything to refute for a while.

Her eyes turned around everyone in front of her.Kagura, Minamoto Hiroya, Yaobikuni, Seimei, Kuro Seimei, and Daitengu.

She raised the sword in her hand and looked at it. The appearance of Xuenv was reflected on the silver blade. The grass pheasant sword only needs human souls, so it should not harm Xuenv's body.

When she jumped off the building, she suffered severe pain for a few minutes and then completely lost consciousness. I don't know if being a sacrifice...will it be painful.She couldn't help thinking.

"Damn! Damn! Hateful Snow Girl, Hateful Human Soul! Hateful Xuanwu!"

"No, stop it! No, that's my wish!"

"Miss Snow Maiden!!"

"Snow Maiden-san!!"

"Snow Maiden! You—"

The voices of everyone filled my ears, including Yata no Orochi who was furious, the call of the Yabaichuni who revealed a bit of despair, Kagura, Seimei, and Kuro Seimei who couldn't bear it.

She couldn't help but glanced at him. She thought he would keep watching him with indifferent eyes, but she didn't want him to purse his lips, and his gray pupils were stained with anger and disappointment, which made her startled for a moment.

Ahhh, in the end, I still don't quite understand what this guy is thinking.

Thinking of this, she closed her eyes and held up the grass pheasant sword.

"Snow Girl."

The familiar voice suddenly sounded at the last moment, Yun Fei couldn't help but pause for a while, and looked up.

"..."

Amidst the noise, he had a calm face, his mouth moved slightly, as if he had said something, but he seemed to have said nothing at all.

Seeing the opening and closing of those usually thin lips, Yun Fei was slightly startled, the corners of her mouth twitched, and finally she couldn't help smiling.

This time, her hand didn't stop at all, and the sword fell straight down.

In that trance, she heard the voices of many people, some calling her urgently, some screaming in despair, and then these voices quickly returned to silence.But in her final consciousness, she firmly recalled the silent words.

He said, I'll wait for you.

The author has something to say: In the end, I couldn't help but cultivate immortality...

I always feel that I can't fall asleep until I finish this chapter.

Because of another delay, because of another rewrite

The chapter originally written was too much for the heroine's previous life, but it seemed unnecessary...so it was deleted and simplified again. _(:з」∠)_

It was a bit bitter to write haha.

I feel like I didn't get what I wanted in the end.

_(:з」∠)_Anyway, the ending of the next chapter.

Hmm... Maybe there will be behaviors where I really can't see it and come up to revise the essay.

It's almost the end. I always love to do the troublesome thing of rewriting. _(:з」∠)_I can't stand myself anymore.