[Red Mansion] This world is a bit chaotic

"Snapped--"

Shi Xiangyun covered his face and looked at his mother Mrs. Shi in disbelief. She actually slapped him?

Shi Xiangyun knew that Mrs. Shi had always been very strict with her, even a little harsh, but she had never touched her, and now she hit her because of Lin Daiyu?

Mrs. Shi looked at her daughter with some distress, and felt pain in her mother's heart: "From today onwards, you will come home after school, and don't go out with those girls. Take today's matter to yourself and take care of yourself." Think about it, what's wrong. Tomorrow, you and I will go to Lin's house to apologize."

"Why do you want me to apologize?" Shi Xiangyun looked at Mrs. Shi incredulously, "Obviously she, Lin Daiyu, was aggressive and mean, and I was the one who was wronged! Yes, our family is lonely and weak, even if your mother is in the way The power of the Lin family can't seek justice for me, but they can't turn right and wrong and ask me to apologize to Lin Daiyu, mother, even if she is a wealthy daughter, why do you want to demote me to the mud as a servant girl?"

Mrs. Shi fell backwards angrily when Shi Xiangyun robbed her: "Are you reasonable? Do you dare to say that your actions today are not malicious? Don't you really know that what you said is not pleasant? In front of so many girls from official families In front of us, if she doesn’t refute you, does she still want to thank you and reward you? Why don’t you let yourself be perfected by being splashed with sewage? You think of her as a holy lady!”

Shi Xiangyun was speechless by Mrs. Shi's scolding for a while. Yes, she used to give people the impression that she was outspoken, but she always knew in her heart that she didn't mention what happened in the past, but she really had something in mind when she came out today. malicious.

Seeing that she didn't dare to refute, Mrs. Shi felt more and more disappointed, and said, "No matter what happened today, whether Miss Lin refutes you or not, you won't do anything good! If Miss Lin provokes something bad because of your words Fame and rumors, if you say that the Lin family can’t let you go, it’s others, except for those who have ulterior motives and want to use you as a weapon, who would dare to have friendship with you? Are you afraid that when you’re “outspoken” and they will cause trouble again? Do you think the world You are a smart person, and everyone else is stupid? I don’t reject your scheming, but you have to use your ideas. Don’t make yourself feel dirty, do you understand? For now, I have to go to the Lin family to apologize and be honest. If you said it without intention and without malice, you can redeem some."

After listening to Mrs. Shi's words, Shi Xiangyun's face turned blue and then pale, but she was stubborn in her bones. When she thought of bowing her head to Lin Daiyu and admitting her mistake, she couldn't get over that hurdle in her heart, and she still said stubbornly: "I'm all the others. If you agree to mother, you can go to the Lin family to apologize, I...I don't want to, even if others want to say something about me, I just admit it."

Mrs. Shi didn't understand what Shi Xiangyun was so stubborn about, so she said angrily and urgently: "Miss Lin didn't have any contact with you in the past, why did she offend you? You... you don't even want your reputation?"

Shi Xiangyun sneered, and said: "She is the daughter of the big family, so naturally she would not associate with a down-and-out girl like me. She is doted on by her parents and respected by her brothers. When she was a child, she went to Jia's mansion. She is a heart and soul, and the second elder brother will talk about her whenever he sees her. Now he is talking about her. Not only the wife of the Wei family misses her, but even the queen empress cares about her, but what about me? I am not even worthy of a descendant of the Wei family. Is it fair to be an extra wooden son from Mrs. Wei's natal family's distant relatives? Why does she not have to do anything, and everyone brings treasures to her. No matter how hard I work, what can I get? An empty title and another What's the use? It's better to let the uncles back then, and now I have more choices when I get married."

After hearing Shi Xiangyun's words, Mrs. Shi's eyes darkened and she fell headlong.

Only Mrs. Shi's most trusted Mrs. Xu served in the room, so she hurried forward to help her. Shi Xiangyun was also frightened, and hurriedly called for help, feeling remorse and fear in his heart.

Hearing this, the servant girl ran in to help, and Shi Xiangyun wanted to send someone to invite the doctor again, but Mrs. Shi grabbed her and said weakly: "I'm fine, don't... don't need to ask the doctor... I... rest for a while... just good……"

"Mother, I was wrong, I will never contradict you again, don't scare me..." Shi Xiangyun burst into tears.

"You... go back to your room first, you are not allowed to go anywhere... wait... I will talk to you after I recover."

If Shi Xiangyun refused to wait, Mrs. Xu, who was needed by Mrs. Shi's side, hurriedly stepped forward to persuade her to leave, and then hurriedly ordered to go down to boil the medicine and bring it to Mrs. Shi.Mrs. Shi's body was already weak, but all these years she was just supporting her mother for Shi Xiangyun's sake.

What Shi Xiangyun said just now, let me tell you that Mrs. Shi was heartbroken when she heard it, and Mrs. Xu was a little sad when she heard it.

Although Shi Xiangyun's words were full of dissatisfaction with Miss Lin, it was not difficult to hear the resentment towards Mrs. Shi.But even so, Mrs. Shi still remembered not to call the doctor when she was in a coma. Others didn't understand, but Mrs. Xu was clear in her heart, but she was just afraid that Shi Xiangyun's words would faint her mother.Regardless of whether other people said that Mrs. Shi insisted on leaving the title to her daughter, Mrs. Xu was right or wrong, but Mrs. Xu understood best that Mrs. Shi just gave her whole heart to her daughter.

Mrs. Shi drank the medicine and fell into a deep sleep, but she kept frowning.

Although Shi Xiangyun went back to the room, he was full of remorse and fear in his heart, and cried hard again, his eyes were swollen like walnuts, and finally he was tired from crying, and finally fell asleep.

When she woke up, she ran into Mrs. Shi's room again. Mrs. Shi was already awake, leaning against the bed, her face pale.

Seeing Shi Xiangyun, Mrs. Shi beckoned and told her to sit down by the bed, with a calm expression, no longer the one who hated her for not fighting.

Mrs. Shi asked: "Just now you said that the empress also likes Miss Lin, where did you hear that? Did you tell anyone else?"

Shi Xiangyun sat down timidly, not daring to lose his temper with his mother anymore, and obediently said: "I heard from sister Xiang Ni of my second uncle's family, didn't she go to the palace to be a female official? She said it was unintentional." If you hear it, tell me not to spread it, and I haven't told anyone about it."

Mrs. Shi asked: "Did you really say that? Didn't you say that to Song Qi?"

"I really didn't say that." In fact, Shi Xiangyun didn't have a good impression of Song Qi, and even felt that she was talking to herself that a prince was worthy of her. It was really ridiculous. Obviously everyone thought so, only she herself I don't know, and I'm still complacent.But just because Song Qi is a joke, Shi Xiangyun needs to please her on the surface, but he can hold a mocking attitude of superiority in his heart.

"Since you didn't say it, that's fine. You will rot in your stomach about this matter. Never tell anyone, you know?"

Shi Xiangyun didn't understand, and said, "Why?"

"Whether this matter is true or not, if there is no news outside, this news is not public. No matter how Shi Xiangni knew it, and why did he tell you, the source of this news is always not so honest. Do you think this is a good news?"

Shi Xiangyun was not stupid after all, his heart trembled, and he quickly responded: "I know, I will never say it."

"As for what you said that you don't want to marry the children of Mrs. Wei's natal relatives, I didn't agree to it in the first place, so you don't have to feel depressed."

Mrs. Shi and Mrs. Wei used to have a good relationship. She originally picked a boy from the side branch of the Wei family. There is no official or job in the family. There are three brothers. Take a look.

It wasn't too surprising that Madam Shi was rejected, but Madam Wei recommended another child from her natal relative.

Mrs. Shi asked someone to inquire. Although they are relatives of Mrs. Wei's natal family, they are actually very distant. There are five brothers in that family. Mrs. Wei introduced the third child. , but far from delicate and handsome.

Not to mention that Shi Xiangyun was used to seeing handsome men like Jia Baoyu, how could he appreciate a man from such a family, who had neither appearance nor literary talent.

Even Mrs. Shi didn't like it in her heart, but she was too embarrassed to sternly refuse for a while, so she vaguely pretended it was nothing.I don't know how Shi Xiangyun knew about this, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Shi Xiangyun knew that he didn't need to recruit that wooden man as his son-in-law, so he felt relieved.She has seen that man with Wei Ruolan, in front of Wei Ruolan, he is so quiet that he can't even say a word, in comparison, it is so different, how can she like it?

Seeing the change in her expression, Mrs. Shi knew how to untie a knot in her heart, and said: "As for your envy that Miss Lin has a father and a mother, and everything goes smoothly, you don't have to blame her. If you want to blame, blame me and your father. Let me create a carefree and rich life for you."

"Why did mother say that?" Shi Xiangyun's face changed, "Why would my daughter think like this?"

"Don't you think so? You think she is loved by others, and she can live better than you without working hard, but this is not the reason for you to blame others. You can't change the reality of your father's death. Do you want others to do the same?" It is only fair and just for a bereaved father and orphaned daughter to cooperate with you? There are many girls in this world with both parents living a happy life, can you complain about each of them? Could it be that if you step on Miss Lin, you can take her place by yourself? ?”

"I...I didn't mean that...Mom, why do you think of me so badly?" Shi Xiangyun was wronged, she just knew that Daiyu might become a princess, and she felt a little upset. Someone wanted to punish her, so she He just made a push hand along the way, and didn't want to harm her, but he didn't want her to be like a fairy girl in the sky, making him like a monkey in the mud, and drag her down to the mortal world.

"How you live your life is up to you. It is of no benefit to destroying others in your own life. I want you to be scheming. I want you to prevent others from harming you, not to let you Do these things that harm others and benefit yourself. Do you understand?"

Shi Xiangyun cried.

Mrs. Shi raised her hand to pick up the brochure at hand, and handed it to Shi Xiangyun.

Shi Xiangyun didn't know why, so he took it over and saw that it was the family's account book, which clearly recorded all the property in the mansion, which was much more than she thought.

"Why so many?"

Mrs. Shi said: "I know that you have been under my supervision all these years, and the people in your family don't use needles and thread very much. You have to study and be a female celebrity at the same time. You feel miserable and envious of others. But your father and I couldn't do it." Because, I failed to save you a thick family property, so I can only live frugally like this. I am here, and I will always plan more for you. These are the property your father left to our mother and daughter back then, and you The title salary for the past few years is also very generous, I will save it for you, this is the foundation of your family after you get married, and you will have children in the future, so you will not be stretched."

"Mother—" Shi Xiangyun cried out in pain, and threw himself into Mrs. Shi's arms.

Mrs. Shi embraced her daughter, with a look of distress in her eyes, and her heart softened: "As for your marriage, if there is really a good candidate in the future, and we can't recruit a husband, then we will give up this title and get married, why not?" In the end, nothing is as important as your happiness."

"I'm sorry mother, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong." Shi Xiangyun was really regretful in his heart now, and he really felt that he was wrong, so he threw himself into Mrs. Shi's arms and cried hard.

Mrs. Shi untied her daughter's knot, and said while the iron was hot: "You still have to go to the Lin's house with me tomorrow, even if you are really unconvinced in your heart, we have to apologize to our faces, okay? "

"Okay, I will listen to my mother."