Yuzhou colleagues: towards reality

I am Huang Jingyu.

From Dandong, 23 years old, is a professional model.

This is the only sentence on his resume.

At the age of 16, he went out to work hard and did all kinds of work. As long as he was not hungry, he didn't care about anything.

People often ask him: You are so young, if you don’t stay at home and study hard, what are you doing out there?What can I do?

What are you doing?What can I do?

He never thought about this question.

It's just that I don't want to stay in such a small place, and I want to go to the outside world to have a look, as long as I don't feel hungry.

He always has an idea, he is not a koi in a small pond, what he needs is a wider ocean.

So he came out.

When life was in trouble, when I passed by a clothing store by chance, I was suddenly stopped by the owner.

That was his first 'model' salary.

Although it was only 200 yuan, it also made Jingyu see another way to survive.

In this circle that does not require academic qualifications and only cares about appearance and height, Jing Yu has found a little meaning of existence and will no longer be looked down upon.

This job finally allowed him to buy the pair of 5 yuan shoes, and his life would no longer be as turbulent as before.

He began to focus on his modeling career.

It may be that he robbed someone else's cake. On a dark and windy night, a group of people held him down in the alley and beat him up.

Huang Jingyu protects the newly bought shoes tightly. His head can be broken and blood can flow, but the shoes cannot be dirty.

He knew the person at the head.

Friends who used to have pleasantries, but now they look a little disgusting.

The man warned him not to stay in the city any longer.

Otherwise, meet once, hit once.

Huang Jingyu packed his bags the next day and went to the train station with a bruised nose and a swollen face.

Not because he gave in, but because he felt that the city was too dirty and not the place he was looking for.

At the train station, he saw a video of a Jiu-Jitsu competition.

At that moment, he changed the ticket and went to the address written in the video.

Modeling became a side job, and he began to devote himself to practicing Jiu-Jitsu, and even participated in many international competitions and won awards.

Originally, he just wanted to protect himself, but unexpectedly broke into a world by accident.

Maybe jujitsu coach is his position, maybe he will open a judo gym in the future.

But there are not so many possibilities in the world.

A friend told him that a crew wanted him to meet.

Crew?Is that acting?

He doesn't understand anything.

Originally, Huang Jingyu didn't mean it because he had to participate in the Jiu-Jitsu competition, but his friend had teased him for a long time, anyway, it was an opportunity, you just went to see him, and it might not guarantee success.

So he came, riding a green leather train, and came rumbling.

The person who met him was a woman.

He didn't quite remember what he said, but at the end the woman asked him what he wanted.

Huang Jingyu took the lead in telling the game time, that is, he must go back to play the game.

The other party said there was no problem.

Then he thought for a while, and asked directly: How much will you give.

The other party said a number, and he thought it was not bad, so he agreed to shoot.

As for the script, I haven't read it at all.

It was only after that that he realized that this drama was about a same-sex theme.

Can it be broadcast after filming?

It's not that he has tinted glasses, but that society is like this in the general environment, and tolerance is impossible.

And in the modeling circle where he often works, it is not uncommon to see such things, and two men are often seen holding hands or even kissing.

I was shocked at first, but after watching it for a long time, everyone is familiar with it.

But on the outside, they never show it.Because this is death by sight.

It's just that Huang Jingyu is not worried about whether the drama will be broadcast after filming, he only cares about whether the money can be obtained.

So when he saw Xu Weizhou, he felt that this little boy had been cheated, and he probably didn't even know what kind of scene he was taking.

Still immature!

How could Huang Jingyu have imagined that this little boy would actually try to figure out a movie of the same type. He himself had a small notebook filled with densely packed psychological analysis of characters.Seeing him working so hard on a character that might not be aired, Jing Yu was shocked. He began to worry that Xu Weizhou would be sad if the show did not air.After all, he spent so much effort in it.

"Do you think this drama will be broadcast?" Huang Jingyu asked him seriously after closing the door.

"Should be, otherwise why would you shoot?" With a faint smile on his face, he looked at him with big eyes.

"What if it can't be played?"

Zhou Zhou was silent for a while as he thought about his words.

"These are not things we can control. Taking a step back, even if it can't be aired, it is still my first online drama, so I have to act it well."

That night, they chatted about this play for a long time.

He said: In fact, same-sex love has existed since ancient times, and it did not appear in modern times.It’s just that the more advanced the science and technology in the 21st century, the more imprisoned people’s minds are. There is a very common saying in the general environment: Same sex repels, opposite sex attracts.

This is tantamount to forcibly instilling in people that love is only established between men and women.

Love outside of these is not love, but deviant behavior.

In fact, love is not limited to height, weight, appearance, and gender.

Just wanting to be nice to someone is pure love.

Knowing that this kind of feeling is not tolerated in the world, and will never see the light, but since I am in love with you, I will never turn back.

I don't like men, it's just because I'm in love with you that I'm gay.

So this kind of love actually transcends racial and secular oppression. From the moment they decide to be together, they are tantamount to declaring war on the world, because they will face all the public opinion attacks brought about by love.

No one has ever explained the definition of same-sex love to him so patiently.

Huang Jingyu has always believed that love is a matter between two people, and he has friends like this around him, so he does not reject or discriminate.After listening to Xu Weizhou's analysis, I even feel that this kind of love is great.Compared with this traditional love between men and women, it is simply weak.

Xu Weizhou probably didn't know that his words had affected Huang Jingyu.

From then on, Huang Jingyu gradually became interested in the script, and began to imitate Gu Hai like Xu Weizhou, but after all, he was not from a major, and the systematic analysis was not in place. emotion to act.

At the end of the performance, he himself felt that Gu Hai was himself.

In the script, Gu Hai was deeply fascinated by Bai Luo Yin.

Off-screen, he was also attracted by Xu Weizhou's purity, cleanliness, and kindness.Especially with his seemingly thin appearance, he has actually practiced boxing. It is hard to imagine what it would be like to be crushed by such an enchanting boy. He found that when he was playing with Zhou Zhou, he only wanted to overwhelm him in his heart. It is a very dangerous signal.

Such a little boy who has no defense against the future and the society, he really doesn't want to see the secular society harm Zhouzhou.

For the first time, he had the thought of protecting someone deep in his heart.