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Sure enough, it snowed on the third day of the Lunar New Year. Yang Yi got up in the morning and opened the curtains to see that it was white outside, and the snow had already piled up a thick layer.

It's rare that the weather forecast is quite accurate this time, Yang Yi thought.

Dongli City, a southern city, rarely snows. The last time it snowed so heavily was five or six years ago.

After the snow fell, Dongli City became more lively and lively. People who stayed at home ran out to watch the snow and play in the snow. It didn’t take long for the snow scene to be completely destroyed, leaving only a half-damaged land covered with mud. snow water.

There was no snow on the third day of the Lunar New Year last year, and it was a rare sunny day. Yang Yi went out for a stroll and met You Xuan in the People's Park. They even played the swan boat together while no one was watching. .

Spring went and autumn came, and another year passed like this.

Yang Yi naturally saw the message You Xuan sent to Yang Yi, but he deleted it after reading it, and he didn't intend to keep the appointment.He looked at the outside world through the window in a daze, seemingly in a state of contemplation, but in fact Yang Yi had nothing in his head.

After being dumbfounded for a while, Yang Yi pulled himself together and found two books to read.

The written test scores for the postgraduate entrance examination have not yet come out, so I don't know if I am qualified to enter the re-examination, but more or less I have to prepare, lest the opportunity comes, I will not be prepared at all.

This time, what he read was not the boring real questions for the postgraduate entrance examination. Yang Yi read more professional books when he was preparing for the re-examination.The book Yang Yi is reading now is quite interesting, and he is immersed in the world of books without knowing it, until his stomach protests in the afternoon before he is willing to put down the book and find food for himself.

On New Year's Eve, You Xuan brought a lot of dishes over, which saved Yang Yi from going out to buy them in the snow.Looking at the whole thing, one after another complicated dish names flashed in Yang Yi's mind for several times, and finally Yang Yi decided to fry rice.

Without cooking skills, this year Yang Yi can only continue to make do.

Fried rice is simple, beat an egg, cut some minced meat and green peppers and throw it into the pot. It is a critical step, and the cold rice should be put in next, however!At this juncture, Yang Yi realized that there was no cold food at home!

The green peppers in the pot were about to turn black and be copied, but Yang Yi had no ability to turn a pot of cold rice out of thin air.

Thinking about it carefully, the last time Yang Yi's family cooked was on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, and they ate for two days in a row on the first and second day of junior high school, no matter what, it was time to finish eating.

Yang Yi: "..."

There was no other way, so Yang Yi had no choice but to turn off the fire and fish out the black things in the pot.

Yang Yi silently mourned in his heart for the eggs, green peppers and ham that were brutally murdered by him, remembered their voices and smiles for a few seconds, and then ruthlessly dumped them into the trash can.

Just as he was about to put the dishes into the sink, Yang Yi suddenly remembered that You Xuan once complained about himself in the past - "I don't want you to copy these dishes".

This sentence in the memory turned on a switch that Yang Yi had vehemently covered up, and then every bit of the relationship with You Xuan poured out, drowning Yang Yi.

Yang Yi broke up decisively, and later thought that the ruthless and heartless persona had never collapsed, and he brainwashed himself to adapt well, but a broken love had no impact worth mentioning on him.

It's just that self-deception can't be stretched for too long, and it will be broken as soon as it is said.

The pain after the breakup finally ached today, after all, he was someone I really liked, and he was the only light in Yang Yi's life.

Because of him, Yang Yi can grit his teeth and go through all the difficult days and nights. It is also because of him that Yang Yi wants to live actively so that all colors can enter his life.

·

Compared with last year's deserted, there are quite a lot of people in the People's Park this year, and most of them are parents leading their children out to watch and play in the snow.

People's Park has a large area, so you can have more fun whether it is snowball fights or snow play.

Among these people, You Xuan alone seemed a bit different.

He swept a place on the small gazebo and sat down, watching the children chasing and jumping in a daze, without feeling cold.

You Xuan has always hated children, hated these innocent and energetic individuals, he has reached the point where he would stay far away from children when he sees them on weekdays.

In addition, You Xuan has never had a good impression of adults, but adults are easy to deal with, and they can grasp a weakness and guide them a little bit... They will obediently follow their own ideas and never disappoint You Xuan. .

Except Yang Yi.

To be precise, You Xuan is not disappointed with Yang Yi, he is more disappointed with himself, and doesn't like this helpless and pitiful self.

They could have celebrated the new year happily, and Yang Yi would continue to stay in a place he could touch at will, not the current state.

You Xuan waited until after five o'clock in the afternoon without seeing Yang Yi. In the park, the happy parents and children of Xiu's family came and walked wave after wave. In the end, only You Xuan was left in the field of vision, and Yang Yi was still there. Come.

You Xuan stood up, sat for so long that snow piled up on his head and shoulders.

He didn't eat, and his stomach hurt again and again. You Xuan knew that something was wrong with his stomach, but he couldn't respond, as if his brain and stomach had been separated and no longer belonged to the same person.

You Xuan left the park and walked towards the nearby Dongli City Mental Health Center.

On the third day of the new year last year, he also received a call from the hospital to visit his mother, but he was so annoyed that he didn't get along with his mother, so he went out to relax in the park, and finally met Yang Yi.

This year his mother was very peaceful and did not continue to torment him as a demon, but You Xuan didn't feel secretly happy at all.

to the hospital.

During the Chinese New Year period, there were few people in the hospital, only some staff on duty, and You Xuan walked to her mother's ward with ease.

Ever since You Xuan could remember, his mother was mentally abnormal, and the reason for her insanity was because of You Shu, a man who never thought of marrying her.

Year after year, You Xuan looked at his mother, seeing her crazy, seeing her despondent, seeing her love but not being hated by others, so he took it as a warning not to allow himself to be like this, and must let himself be hated in everything. Control yourself.

Unfortunately, it doesn't seem to make much sense to think about it.

You Xuan has said good things and bad things, but his mother has no intention of changing her mind over the years, and continues to soak in this messy emotional whirlpool.

Now she lives in a single room all year round, takes the most expensive medicines, and has nurses taking care of her back and forth, but none of these seem to be what she wants.

Looking in through the window, a nurse was talking to her, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious and happy.

You Xuan thought that if he went in, he would destroy the picture, so he stopped and didn't go in.

You Xuan didn't have much mother-child friendship between them. You Xuan's mother only wanted to use this as a superior position when she gave birth to You Xuan. grow up.

As for You Xuan spending a lot of money for her expenses, it is not out of the idea of ​​being grateful to her at all, You Xuan's purpose is very simple - he just wants these people to live well, to see how well he lives Well, omnipotent, those who want to make things difficult for him can only kill themselves.

This is one of the few things that You Xuan finds interesting, but now You Xuan feels tired.

It doesn't make any sense, even if people all over the world are afraid of him and dare not provoke him, You Xuan can't get any more happiness from it.

You Xuan has always looked down on his mother's backlash against Youshu, but now he really wants to go in and say: I understand your obsession a little bit.

Some things are really hard to let go, once you let go, your world will collapse.

But even if he really said it, You Xuan's mother would probably feel baffled and couldn't understand what You Xuan meant.

You Xuan stood at the door for 10 minutes, and then quietly left without causing any movement.

After leaving the hospital, You Xuan walked home.

He came by car, but right now he didn't bother to think about where the car was parked, he should walk so that he could wake up.

During the Chinese New Year, the clearing of snow on the road was a bit delayed, and the semi-melted snow and mud stained You Xuan's shoes and trousers.

This suit on him is not cheap, especially after the shoes are easily deformed after being soaked in water.

You Xuan has been in a bad state recently. Today, he hesitated about what to wear for two or three minutes before going out to see Yang Yi, but now he wakes up, it's useless to wear anything, Yang Yi won't come anyway.

·

In fact, Yang Yi is here.

Yang Yi, who failed in the fried rice, cooked a bowl of instant noodles, but his hands were shaking. He tried his best to eat half a bowl of noodles and couldn't swallow it anymore, so he packed up and went out.

Before Yang Yi went out, he had no clear idea of ​​going to the People's Park, but he knew subconsciously that as long as he stepped out of this gate today, no matter how he walked, he would definitely go to the park in the end.

It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon when Yang Yi arrived at the park, and he immediately saw You Xuan sitting alone in the small gazebo, which was in sharp contrast to the laughter around him.

But Yang Yi didn't step forward, he reminded himself over and over again not to go there, so as not to repeat the same mistakes.Even if the two reconcile with soft hearts now, their problems will explode one day in the future, and it will be difficult to end.

So Yang Yi stood in the distance, not daring to take half a step closer.

Separated by a group of blissful people, the two melted into the bleak snow around them.

Yang Yi stood for a long time, when a mass of snow fell from the tree next to him and hit him on the head, and some pieces of ice fell into his neckline, which gave Yang Yi a chill.

Yang Yi was jumping from the cold, he came out fully equipped, not only wrapped in a heavy down jacket but also wearing long johns, it was so cold that he couldn't stand it.On the other hand, You Xuan, wearing clothes that are not resistant to the cold at first glance, and sitting motionless in the gazebo, Yang Yi would feel that he was frozen.

Fortunately, You Xuan moved after a while, and Yang Yi didn't need to verify whether he had become a popsicle.

You Xuan walked out of the park without driving his car.

Yang Yi: "..."

Yang Yi waited at the same spot again, and left after confirming that You Xuan would not come back again. Before leaving, he took a few more glances at the car—your master was so frozen that he didn’t even remember driving, so it’s hard for you Still have to stay here.